I was bored and decided to write this. Hope you guys enjoy.
Renji's Log: Day 1
Rukia took our daughter. Left me for Ichigo. You can imagine how much of a toll that took on me. I guess I should have seen it coming. After all, she named our daughter after Ichigo. I should have known that she would do this. It was just one week after the last of Yhwach's Reiatsu was destroyed, apparently from Ichigo's son of all people. Never underestimate the son of a god among gods I suppose. Anyway, the point is that Rukia left me after confessing that she loved Ichigo more than me. She only saw me as a friend, and that her true feelings belonged to the orange haired Soul Reaper. Then, she proceeded to berate me and tell me everything that she hated about me, as if I could not get more heartbroken, and even infuriated at the nerve of that bitch. Some friend she turned out to be. The next day, she packed her things, took Ichika, and went straight to Ichigo who accepted her with open arms.
You may be wondering what exactly happened to Orihime and his son Kazui. Well, Kazui stayed with his father and accepted his new mother and sister with little to no hesitation. From what I hear, both of them have grown much closer together, to the point where I will not be surprised if they end up becoming an item in the future. It's not wrong. After all, they are not biologically related by any means, so I guess they are free to do what they want. As for Orihime, she apparently works as a prostitute at a strip club now. I actually know the place she works at. I have never actually gone to get myself some action from her or anything, but I always saw Ishida going there as a regular. Probably thinks of it as the only way for him to get some pussy, otherwise he would be a virgin forever. I'm not saying he is fucking Orihime, but there were some times in the past where I have seen him give some lecherous looks her way.
As for Chad, he became a professional boxer, traveling the world and winning matches left and right. I don't think he gets any pleasure from it though, since it's practically the only thing that gets his bills paid. The poor guy must've come to the conclusion that fighting was the only thing he was good at after constant years of battle against Soul Reapers, Fullbringers, and Quincies. I feel bad for the guy. I always knew he had more ambitions than what he ended up getting, and it's sad to see him have to resort to something he doesn't like doing just to get by.
As for me, my life has become absolute shit now. I had to sell Zabimaru and a bunch of my other things because Rukia took all my money to use for Ichika, and the most fucked part is that I still have to pay child support! How fucked up is that?! Now, obviously I pay for it because I still love Ichika with all my heart, but having to do that is not easy. I had to resort to drug dealing. I heard there is this dude named Heisenberg that is making some special kind of meth, and his business seems to be growing from its start in North America, so I'm trying to see if I can work for him. I don't like it, but I need to pay for Ichika and myself somehow, and dealing drugs is cheap and pays a lot. Unfortunately for me, I end up spending around half of my money in booze. It's the only way to ease the pain of my current place in life. Will I ever get my shit together and improve my life? I certainly hope so, though I don't expect that to happen any time soon.
As for everyone else, they have been living their mundane lives. The human world just seems dull now, and from what I hear, the Soul Society and possibly even Hueco Mundo aren't that much different. The amount of Hollows in the human world have been lowering I suppose, but that's because Ichigo is just so good at his job now. Y'know, me and him used to be good enough friends, but ever since Rukia left me for him, he has just not stopped rubbing it in my face, and now I can't stand that ginger bastard. Also, I don't care if I got his hair type wrong because I don't care about Ichigo and this is my private journal. Short and to the point, Ichigo can go and suck Aizen's dick. It's probably bigger than his anyway.
Speaking of Aizen, I have not seen him since the war ended. I wonder what he is up to nowadays. Probably rotting in prison with not a care in the world. I honestly wouldn't mind being in Aizen's position if that's the case, because quite frankly anything is better than being cucked and forced to sell shit like marijuana. At the very least Aizen's life is quiet, or at least I'm assuming it is. Whatever the case may be, the fact of the matter is that Aizen probably doesn't know how good he has it compared to us. He probably thinks everyone is living a life of sunshine and fucking rainbows. Actually, what if this was part of his plan? What if he meant for everyone to end up living depressing lives besides Ichigo and Rukia? That would honestly be Aizen's biggest troll move, and I fucking hate him for it if this is the case.
It has been two years since Rukia left, and I was told by my therapist to write down how I felt, so this is why I'm starting this journal. I feel like complete shit, and you want to know the worst part? Ichigo actually sent me this photo of him and Rukia, who looked to be about three months pregnant with their second child, with Ichigo holding their first in his arms. Ichika and Kazui are also in the photo, holding hands at that, and the family of soon to be six look happier than I have ever seen them be in a long time. The smile on Rukia's face is not one I ever saw when she was with me. Guess she really must be happy with her current life. Not that I care, but if I am happy about something is that my precious Ichika is living a happy life, regardless of whether she sees me again or not. As a father, that's all I could ask for, and I'll continue supporting her for as long as she needs it.
That's about all I wanted to write. Hopefully, things will begin to look up soon, for me and everyone else. Although I do hope Ichigo gets bitten hard in the ass by karma for ruining my life. Piece of strawberry flavored shit.
Renji out.
Author's Note: It was actually all part of Aizen's plan all along. As it always seems to be.