Savannah sighed sadly as she looked through a family photo album stopping when she saw the last picture. It was the first and only ultrasound photo that she and Deacon got before Savannah lost the baby. Closing the photo album, Savannah began to think about why her marriage had hit a rough spot. A part of her wondered if Deacon had blamed her for losing the baby, but she knew the real reason was because he had wanted to try for another kid right away, but Savannah decided to have a birth control implant that would last up to at least three years implanted into her. Yes, she should have talked to Deacon about it before she did it, but Savannah was traumatized from waking up in her own blood. She tried to explain to him that she could have the implant taken out whenever she wants to, she just wasn't ready to try and have another kid just yet. The tension between the two has gotten so bad the only time Deacon will even speak to Savannah is in front of the kids and when they're alone their conversation is only about the kids. Savannah now sleeps alone at night, Deacon having moved to the guest bedroom. The only people who know what's going on with the couple are Savannah's parents, Daisy, and Hondo. Looking at the time Savannah decided to start getting ready since she was going out with Daisy that night. When she was finished getting ready, Savannah saw that it was about time for Deacon to be home so she stood and waited by the door only to cut him off when he came in. "Good, you're home. You may not be speaking to me but you can listen. I'm going out with Daisy tonight, Madisyn is with my parents. So are Lila and Victoria, they both wanted to go. I'm sorry that I didn't ask you first but what was I supposed to do tell them no and tell Madisyn she couldn't go with her grandparents. Also, I might be home late and at some point, you're going to have to talk to mbecause the kids are starting to notice and ask questions." Savannah tells him before walking out the door and getting into her car meeting Daisy at this bar she wanted to go to. " You are one hot looking mama in that outfit Savvy." Daisy tells her best friend as they walk into the bar. " you don't look so bad yourself." Savannah replied as they go to order their drinks and head to a table. "So how are things going between you and David?" "The same since we last talked. Daisy please be honest with me, do you think me and David may have rushed into the marriage because of the twins?" "That's a hard question to answer. The night you two had dinner with your parents to tell them about you being pregnant again, David asked your dad if he could marry you." "I never knew that. Sometimes I feel like my marriage is coming to an end." Savannah tells Daisy as she begins to chug down her drink. "Wow, sweetie slow down on the drink. Now I'm no fortune teller so I can't tell you what exactly is going to happen with your marriage, but maybe all of this is happening for a reason as a sign of some sort. I don't know if it's to tell you that maybe you did rush into the marriage, the only person who can figure out is you." Daisy tells her before getting a phone call from Luca telling her that she needed to come home. "Sweetie I have to go. Jack is teething and Dominic can't get him to stop crying." Daisy says standing up. "Go, I remember those days. I'm going to stay here for a little bit longer and think about what you said. I'll be ok I promise." Savannah replied as she went to get another drink. When she went to pay the bartender told her that it had already been paid for by the guy standing at the end of the bar. Taking her drink, Savannah headed down to the end of the bar ready to tell the guy while the gesture was sweet she was married surprised to find that Rocker had bought her the drink. "And here I was getting ready to tell you that I was married. So what are you doing here all alone?" "Well my brother decided last minute to bring me here and that he was going to be my wingman. I think it was more me being his wingman because he just left with some random woman. Siblings gotta love them right." "I wouldn't know I was an only child." "So do you care to join me." Savannah accepts Rocker's offer and sits down at the bar next to him. "So what are you doing here all alone dressed very beautifully might I add." "Well, it was supposed to be a girl's night out with Daisy, but she had to leave early because little Jack is teething and Luca called her panicking I guess. I do not miss those days, I got lucky with the twins when their teeth came in early. Madisyn's came in late and all in at one time." "How are things at the Kay household and how is my godson doing?" Savannah begins to laugh before chugging her drink. "Donovan is good. He is a happy baby, as for the Kay household I take it David has told nobody at work besides Hondo." Concerned, Rocker asks what's going on only For Savannah to tell him that she's going to need another drink before she tells him what's going on. When the bartender serves Savannah's drink she begins to tell Rocker what all has happened with her marriage. When she is finished she quickly downs her drink before turning to Rocker and asking " Do you think it was selfish of me to get the implant." "Not really, I can see why you would want it. You just lost a baby and weren't ready to have another one. You said it only lasts three years and you could get it taken out whenever you want. But at the same time, I can see why Deacon is mad. You didn't really talk to him about it before you got it. As for the whole not talking to you or even sleeping in the same room as you, if his reason is that he thinks it's your fault that you lost the baby then he needs to get over it and stop being a dick. You had no control over what happened, it just wasn't time for you guys to have another baby yet. And I can tell you something else, I can see that you're tired of the way he's acting and soon you won't want to put up with it anymore. That man will be an idiot if he doesn't get his act together and ends up losing someone as amazing as you."
Two drinks and three shots later a now very drunk Savannah is being led outside to a cab by a slightly more sober Rocker telling the cab driver to take them back to his apartment. After hearing what was going on between Savannah and Deacon, Rocker thought it would be best just to take her back to his apartment just in case Deacon had any problems with her being with him. When the cab reached his apartment Rocker paid and helped Savannah out and started to guide her to his apartment when she decided that she couldn't walk anymore falling down laughing. "Alright enough of that."Rocker tells Savannah picking her up throwing her over his shoulder causing her to laugh even more. " wow, everything is upside down right now. This is so cool." Savannah says drunkenly as Rocker finally makes it to his apartment and unlocks the door carrying her in sitting her down on the sofa. Taking Savannah's phone Rocker sends Daisy a message asking if she could face time real quick. A few minutes later Daisy is face-timing only to be surprised that Rocker had answered the phone. " What are you doing with Savannah's phone. Is she ok?" "That's what I want to talk to you about. Savannah got super drunk after you left the bar. She's ok, she's here with me at my apartment. she told me what's been going on with Deacon and I didn't want to take her home because I didn't want there to be any more problems with them so we took a cab back to my place. Do you think that if he happened to ask you could tell Deacon that she slept over at your house?" "Of course I will cover for her. I couldn't count the times she has done it for me. David really needs to get it together because he's going to end up losing her if he doesn't and any guy would be lucky to have her." "Yeah, they would."Rocker agrees now looking at a passed out Savannah. "Oh, just a heads up if she's as drunk as you say she is, watch out because she likes to try and cuddle with anything she can get her hands on and once she has her grip on you there is no fighting it." Daisy tells him before she hangs up. "Alright, sleeping beauty let's get you to bed." Rocker says picking up a sleeping Savannah and carries her to his bed. When he attempted to change Savannah's clothes, Rocker quickly found out what Daisy was talking about. Savannah now had her grip around Rocker pulling him down onto the bed into a giant cuddle while she was sleeping. After trying for a few minutes to free himself from her grip, Rocker gave in and just laid there letting her cuddle with him. Before he fell asleep, Rocker just laid there while starring at Savannah and found himself saying "I wish I'd been the one to meet you first."
Ok, just a few things, first I know in the first book I ended it with Rocker treating Savannah like a sister. But I've decided he only did that because he was really in love with her. Also, let me know if you think I should continue and what should , I know that having a miscarriage is a sensitive subject for some people so I apologize if this has upset you in any way.