Yes, I'm back. Unexpectedly, right? No, I didn't leave this fandom. There were simply reasons for this, such as lack of inspiration and much more. In any case, I hasten to please you that I am returning from my hiatus! Now chapters will be published more often, at most once a week. Although, I'm not sure that someone was waiting for me and that someone needs me with my fics about Cosmo. But first of all, I write for myself, and the number of ratings doesn't matter to me, the main thing is that you like it. I will say right away that I am Russian and there may be linguistic inconsistencies, so if there are any mistakes do not hesitate to write in comments or in PM, I will gladly correct them. Read and review, and most importantly enjoy!

It was a quiet evening. The sun was already setting and the rays of sunset washed the meadow. These same rays hit the room of one little girl.

Her name was Cosmo. She lay on her bed with a pink floral blanket and was clearly worried about something because for some reason she was stroking her amulet attached to her dress.

This was not surprising, since Cosmo is very shy and nervous. She often cries because of the negative influence exerting on her.

To calm herself, she constantly strokes something. These were mainly her amulet and one of the petals of her dress.

Cosmo was worried about today's incident that happened to her. She broke Amy's teapot because of her clumsiness, but she was not at fault for this at all.

Cosmo was clumsy from birth, she always spoiled something, broke and destroyed. Nobody loved her for this and always refused her help because after this so-called "help" there were in three times more work later.

She did not have many friends, everyone considered her nutty and crazy, but they did not even know why she was so.

Cosmo has always loved to be alone. She rarely talked to anyone other than her mother and sister because she had no friends.

Most often Cosmo was a subject for whipping, and if she was invited to play, then this game turned into torture over her because she was bullied all the time. Often, she was invited to games of the kind "how to offend Cosmo" or even worse, "how to beat Cosmo."

You probably ask why everyone treated her like that?

Cosmo's family constantly traveled somewhere and once a problem happened with their ship, and therefore the entire crew here had to linger for a month.

Cosmo accordingly did not realize that the race of the local inhabitants hated the Seedrians because they were at war with them. Therefore Cosmo all time was offended and beated. Every time she ran home with tears and wounds.

One day, a boy beat her to the blood and tore her buds. She was very painful and it took her a week to recover and that she did not fully.

After this incident, her mother told her not to go outside anymore and play with her own kind. From that moment, everything was fine. Other girls enjoyed playing with her. In principle, these were her only friends. However, this case is not the main reason for her tearfulness.

At home it was no better. She was rarely at home and there she was also offended, but she had few friends.

She was often teased that she was constantly disappearing somewhere and called her "Ghostseed".

However, this is all in the past and now she is not among her own kind but almost unknown to her people.

Her friends also noticed that she was constantly crying. And they called her Weepy Seed, Tearly-Girlie and Weepy-Sniffy.

All this made Cosmo cry even more and more often and they continued to come up with such nicknames...

From these thoughts she hid under a blanket, it was very painful for her to remember but this broken teapot will a new torment for her for a long time...

Two hours ago...

Amy organized a tea party in her house and invited all friends. She agreed in advance with Cream and Cosmo to help her. Amy made tea, Cream brought her tastiest cakes and cookies, and Cosmo just helped in any kind of different work and everything came out pretty well than usual.

While they were doing all this, the boys were sitting in the living room and waiting for the girls, discussing different things among themselves.

"Hm... I wonder which tea will make Amy? Black? Green? Raspberry?" Sonic wondered, impatiently the beginning of this event.

"In any case, she will fill your stomach with tea so that it will leak out of your mouth. Hehe!" Knuckles laughed.

"And you probably do not mind eating tasty cookies, right?" Sonic said.

Tails sat in the middle of them and thought only of Cosmo. He was worried and at the same time was interested in what she would bring to him, yet they were the closest friends. If only this day would not spoil anything, if only Cosmo would be happy for at least one day.

"Hey buddy, what's wrong with you?" Sonic asked, noticing how his friend was sitting with his hands folded near his chest and looking at the floor.

"Nothing owrong. I just want that Cosmo be happy at least one day." Tails answered, turning away from him.

"Don't worry, buddy." he put a hand on his shoulder, "You will have a great time together!"

"But... we already spend it together... because we live together." Tails hesitated and blushed a little.

"What's the difference? This tea party should be remembered for a long time and show that we really love her as friend." Knuckles said, amicably slapping him on the back.

"Hehe... thank you guys." Tails said.

Meanwhile, in the girls' kitchen, almost everything was ready for the long-awaited tea party, only a few thigs remained.

Cosmo, having done all work, and sat on chair near the table, with hands clasped in her lap. All she could do was wait.

Suddenly, she turned her gaze down on a tray of cakes lying on the table. They looked very tasty and attractive. Cosmo strongly wanted to pull one in her mouth. So she noticed that one cake lay crooked and did not fit into the company of others.

Looking around and making sure that both girls were busy with their own affairs, she took the coveted cake and stuck it in her small mouth.

Closing her eyes and trying it out, Cosmo understood how delicious it was and how Cream cooks perfectly.

But her taste therapy was interrupted by someone else's voice, "Cosmo, I need your help!" Hearing the voice of a friend, she turned to her with the interrogative "A?" and saw the Amy pouring a bunch of tea into a white, beautiful teapot painted with patterns and flowers. It must have been very expensive... and fragile.

"Take this teapot to the living room." Amy said having finished pouring a delicious liquid.

"Um... I-I d-don't think th-thi-this is a g-good idea... u-uh..." Cosmo hesitated without taking her hands off her skirt.

"Why?" Amy puzzled.

"I-I-I-I-I... j-just... u-uuh... a little clum... clumsy... u-umm ... and I b-better no... nooot ca-carry s-s-such things... uuuum ..." Cosmo said, with full hesitation, head down.

"Nonsense! Of course you can, just drag him there! It's nothing complicated." Amy cheered her up, stroking her head.

"O-okay... I.. I.. t-t-try..." Cosmo grabbed the teapot on the sides, but burned itself, "Ay!" she screamed in pain.

"Beware, he's hot! Take his hands." Cosmo obeyed her and took him by the arms, he was heavy enough but she was able to lift him.

"Maybe you should give rags so you don't get burned again?" Amy asked.

"No, I can handle it." Cosmo said, carefully and slowly carrying the kettle into the living room.

She turned in a small hall and continued to carry it. She was very scared right now, because if she broke it then... she could not even imagine what would happen.

Suddenly, something was itched in Cosmo's hair. She did not know how to overcome her scabies and always tried to comb it. So she went to the wall and began to rub her head against her. Scabies went away, while at least she thought so and continued to move on, but after a few seconds her head began to itch even more. Cosmo was extremely uncomfortable. Because of the load in her hands, she couldn't scratch it with her fingers at all.

Because of this scabies, she completely lost control of herself and began to bend back and forth, puffing from the load. As a result, because of this, she lost control of her grip, dropping the fragile teapot onto the floor...

Cosmo, realizing what she had done, gasped loudly. She squeezed her hands in front of her and looked around. What happens if someone sees her?

She was afraid that Amy would yell at her, and in the worst case she would beat.

"What was it?" Amy's voice was heard. Cosmo flinched and covered her mouth with her hands. She glanced at the fragments of a fragile teapot. If Amy sees that she broke her teapot, something terrible going happen.

Cosmo was completely at a loss and began to shake. She didn't know what to do, and Amy will come soon anyway and will find out the whole truth.

Panic came over her, she wanted to cry from fear, and tears coming from her eyes were a hint. The only solution she found for herself was to hide.

Cosmo ran to the nearest room. Running there, she immediately noticed the closet. Without thinking, she immediately wanted to hide in it. But her idea immediately broke off as soon as she noticed a bunch of outfits because of which there was no more space in the closet. Cosmo noticed the table standing against the wall, but under it was too noticeable. The last hope was bed, but here was the same situation, there was a bunch of boxes under the bed, and there was no time to disassemble them.

It would seem that she had already come to an end... she was already on the verge of a nervous breakdown ... but she decided to take extreme measures and escape through the window.

Cosmo instantly ran to the window and opened it, and began to move through it. It was a bit complicated, but still good that the room was on the first floor.

Cosmo rushed to run home. She ran long and slowly through the forest. After moving away to a safe distance, she went out into a small glade, where Cosmo sat on a standing stump in the center to rest.

Sitting, Cosmo wondered what had happened today. That day, which in theory was supposed to be the best in her life, turned into one of the worst.

Cosmo now was afraid of being caught by a Amy. She did not want to answer the questions "Why did you leave the tea party?" and other ones.

She was scared. This was another time when no one can help you. All this pressed so hard on her that she couldn't take it anymore and burst into tears. Continuing to cry, Cosmo slowly continued to go home.

Sorrow always enveloped her and most of her life she suffered in him, but her family always supported her and it was only ones that she loved.

But now they were gone, and now she was suffering from. Cosmo lacked communication and attention, and most importantly the kindness that she received from her family and friends. She always felt a stranger among other people and always preferred to be alone and considered herself the best friend.

From all the events that happened today, she wanted to cry and her eyes began to tear up. Suddenly, the sound of opening the door was heard and she heard a familiar voice, "Cosmo? Cosmo! Where are you, Cosmo? Cosmo!"

The girl gasped and wrapped herself in a blanket, starting to shake. She closed her eyes tightly and covered them with her hands, out of fear of what would happen.

"Cosmo? Come to me, Cosmo. It's okay, I won't hurt you." Tails called her.

Entering his and her room, he noticed that pink blanket was moving frantically. He immediately guessed who was hiding under him and slowly walked to the bed.

Going closer, Tails began to hear the whimpers of fear. He pulled off part of the blanket so that her face was visible. Cosmo sensing this, began to shake violently, and her whimpers intensified.

"Shhh... its fine, calm down. It's me, Tails, you have nothing to fear." Tails said in his soft voice and began to stroke her hair, after a few minutes, she calmed down and stopped trembling.

"Cosmo, why are you so scared of me? What is the reason?" Tails said, but Cosmo did not want to answer him and lay quietly, looking into his face. Tails sat next to her body and looked at her pretty face in the same way. This lull continued for some time until Cosmo arbitrarily asked one question,

"Why is this happening to me?" she said in a low voice.

"Sorry, what did you say?" Tails asked.

"Why is this happening to me?" Cosmo said quietly.

"Sorry Cosmo?" Tails said.

"Why is this happening to me?" Cosmo repeated.

"What's happening?" Tails asked.

"Why does no one love me and I am so clumsy? I am really worth it?" Cosno said in a sad voice.

"You're not clumsy, Cosmo, you..." Tails wanted to finish, but Cosmo interrupted him, "Then why did I break this teapot and ruin everything for you?" her eyes began to tear up, as if she was crying now.

"This is not true... you are not like that! Well... maybe you were just born that way and..." he couldn't finish as Cosmo began to cry

hard and fell back onto the bed under the covers.

"Cosmo, I didn't mean that! Forgive me please..." Tails wanted to pat her head, but she completely wrapped her up and continued to make sounds of grief.

Tails sighed as his girlfriend was crying and how he could not do anything about it. With a sigh, he got out of bed and left the room letting Cosmo calm herself.

Tails came to the kitchen and reached for the top to open the cupboard from which he took out a white jar of some pills. On the jar was written: "Calm Seeds" - soothing pills for seedlings. On the jar was the face of one seedling who was smiling.

"I wish Cosmo was just as happy," Tails thought looking at her face, "I always wanted... and now... since we met..."

Frankly, this chapter should be longer, but I decided to devide it. So next time we will find out how Tails met Cosmo and about their daily lives. See you in the next chapter! And yes, Emperormephiles4, I like your fanfiction about Tails and Cosmo. So let's be friends or something like that?