Rolling In The Deep

by SamadiW

**MATURE CONTENT ** His fingers trembled as he slowly began to remove the clothes from her body. He trailed soft kisses down her neck and placed an arm protectively around her waist pulling her even closer to him. His fingertips awakened a desire in her that she did not know she possessed as they came in contact with her bare flesh.

Hi all! This is first ever fanfiction and I truly hope to write more! Rise of Skywalker really left me gutted so here I am with my version!

I hope everyone enjoys reading this version and please be kind! Would love everyone's feedback!

Disclaimer: I do not own the universe of Star Wars, nor do I ever claim to.

Kylo Ren POV

"It is time," said a deeply sinister voice. The voice echoed off the walls magnifying it. The masked figure sat upon his throne staring intently at the man before him.

Kylo Ren stood still, very still he was worried that even his slightest movement would betray his true feelings, slowly and cautiously he answered "I need more time my Lord, she will come to me and embrace the dark side! She will become one of us".

Palpatines mouth twisted in disgust "Your efforts have been in vain, it is time I met my granddaughter and showed her the true power of her bloodline. Bring her before me Kylo Ren. If she refuses do not hesitate to kill her where she stands, I rather her dead than a Jedi"

Kylo did not answer, how could he answer a question that he did not know the answer to. He merely nodded without a word and turned to leave before the conflict in him was noticed by the Dark Lord. His conflict and pull to the light was increasing day by day.

The Sith fleet the fallen Emperor promised him would ensure the First Orders dominance throughout the Galaxy and Palpatine would guide him to increase his power of the dark side. It would make him stronger and his rule would be unquestioned. Kylo Ren knew he had a price to pay to show his allegiance to the once powerful Darth Sidious but he never thought that the price would be Rey!

He knew this was a true test of his loyalty and allegiance not to the First Order but to the dark side. He knew what was required, he knew what he had to do, he just had to find the strength to do it. Kylo Ren was determined that he would achieve it, even if it meant striking down Rey. He let out a deep sigh, it wasn't going to be as easy as he thought, she wasn't some random girl she was his Rey of light, she was the balance he craved. He felt defeated, he hoped his sacrifice would serve the greater good of the Galaxy.

His mood was foul, his lips pressed together with frustration at the task at hand. He was being sent like a dog to fetch something for his Master. Palpatine was not his Master but a necessity in his journey to complete power and control of the First Order and the Galaxy. After Snoke Kylo would no longer call anyone Master, he was at least free of that burden.

He knew she was training alone especially now that Luke had died. She was using the ancient Jedi texts to fuel her training.

She had repeatedly refused his offer to teach her the ways of the force, he frowned and thought what a pity it was, because there was so much, he could show her. She would've been an ideal apprentice.

"Get my ship ready" he said menacingly to the Storm Troopers who stood outside the chamber, they hurried off to do their Supreme Leaders bidding without a second glance. Finding her wouldn't be difficult he knew where she was, the bond they shared ensured he knew her whereabouts, her thoughts and every feeling she projected. He could feel her presence from Galaxies away, when he closed his eyes all he could see was her.

She occupied his every thought.

She had a vicious hold over him which he couldn't get out off. He would sit in his immaculately clean chambers day after day and think about how they were going to come out of this without suffering.

Rey POV

Ahch-To was quiet, much quieter than usual.

The sound of the waves crashing against each other could be heard clearly. Rey preferred it this way, the calmness, the quiet allowed her to connect with the force better, she could feel everything in between, the balance between all things. She truly enjoyed being on Ahch-To, after years on a godforsaken desert planet with less water and even lesser rations, this was a heavenly paradise with trees and grass. She had loved the feeling of grass between her toes, she giggled at the revelation.

The last rays of sunshine were melting away as darkness loomed ahead, a thunderstorm seemed to be brewing, so much for calmness she thought. She looked to the skies to see a flock of birds heading South, she frowned slightly.

She closed her eyes and inhaled deeply, she smelt the sea and….him!

In an instance her back stiffened and panic shot through her like lightening. Lightsabre at the ready she slowly turned to face him. He was in front of her, true flesh and blood, she could even smell him. After months of communicating through their force bond he was here unannounced, she felt his conflict, his sadness and his purpose. The shock of seeing him before her had rendered her momentarily speechless.

Her heart skipped a beat, she finally found her voice and whispered, "Ben" his hair hung loosely around his face a few strands blowing lightly in the wind. He hadn't bothered with his mask, he never wore it around her anymore. She could get lost in his presence, just the feel of him close by was enough for her, his pull was magnetic. She had surprised herself at the thoughts that plagued her mind after their connection severed each time, a longing for closeness and she was sure she had felt it from him too.

Kylo POV / Rey POV

Rey stood before him with her lightsabre ignited, it brought a smile to his lips, she was always ready to fight and attack him but still he eyed her blue lightsabre with caution. He could sense the emotions rippling off her and wondered whether she could feel his, he truly hoped not.

She continued to stare at him with her beautiful brown eyes. He felt her question before she asked "Why are you here Ben?"

He didn't skip a beat, here we go he thought as he answered "He wants to see you Rey, he wants to meet his granddaughter."

Rey rolled her eyes "Serving a new Master I see."

"I have no Master Rey but a requirement to be fulfilled by Palpatine. He will complete my ascension to the dark side and solidify my role in the First Order", he explained confidently to her.

Rey grew angry "Do you hear yourself?" You deny the light in you and see what it has costed you? Your very soul and everyone who has ever loved you! You are conflicted in everything you do Ben!

She pleaded with him, "Please don't go this way, there's still good in you! I could sense the conflict in you since the moment we met!

She closed her eyes and calmed herself even though her emotions were in turmoil, she knew he could sense everything, she was projecting. Her voice broke as she asked "And if I refuse to come?"

He looked directly at her, his eyes emotionless as he answered "Then you have outlived your purpose and you will die by my hand"

His words cut her deeply, her heart ached. Perhaps she was mistaken, perhaps nothing mattered to him except power, to complete his training and become the Sith Lord he dreamed of being. Was it always about power? She knew Ben always went the extra mile, it seemed like he always had something to prove. She had felt sorry for him because his ancestry was such a burden to him, he was constantly trying to prove himself worthy of being Darth Vader's grandson.

Rey swallowed back a sob "So be it" she charged forwards and their lightsabers met. Rey was stronger than the last time they fought but so was he. He was no longer injured and they fought hard but his heavy blows were too much for Rey. She lost her balance a few times but she kept up with her attack the best she could. She was faster and more agile than him but it was just a matter of time before he over powered her.

The weather was calm no more; they were both engulfed by the rain as their sabers meshed together. With one final push he managed to disarm Rey and with one swift motion he brought his lightsabre to her throat.

The rain cascaded around his face, his breathing heavy and his features angry but his eyes somehow sad and anguished. The red from his lightsaber illuminated her face, she wasn't scared she simply stared at him, her face void of any emotion. He tried to read her mind but it was blank, she wasn't going to let him in.

She suddenly winced and he realized the heat from his blade had made a gash along her neck, he could see the blood drip down towards her shoulder. It mixed with the rain and stained her cloth, he stared at the growing patch of blood.

He had spilt her blood; it was too much for him to bear. He switched off his lightsabre and continued to stare at her while the rain soaked him where he stood, his breathing still heavy. He waited for her to speak first, there was nothing he could say.

She broke the silence "Why didn't you kill me?"

He turned away from her "You know why"

Rey started to walk towards him and in three strides she was in front of him, they were barely an inch apart. She gently placed her hand on his chest the material felt heavy under her fingertips. She cupped his cheek and turned his face towards her, gently she asked "I want to hear you say it Ben"

His eyes bore into hers as he whispered "I love you".

That was all it took and Rey couldn't control herself any further she reached up and kissed him. She held nothing back.

They were in her small hut, still locked in a passionate embrace. The only source of light was from the candles on the table, it threw erotic shadows across the walls of the place she called home.

His fingers trembled as he slowly began to remove the clothes from her body. He trailed soft kisses down her neck and placed an arm protectively around her waist pulling her even closer to him. His fingertips awakened a desire in her that she did not know she possessed as they came in contact with her bare flesh, he felt the goosebumps along her arms at his touch. She moaned as his fingers and lips brushed along her skin, she loved his touch, she needed his touch. It went far beyond just a sexual desire.

He kissed her again trailing her bottom lip with his tongue as she moaned into his mouth, she tried to pull him close as he broke apart from their kiss reluctantly. He looked at her, her eyes were half closed waiting for what he would do next. He wanted to know her body, he wanted to take his time touching her, kissing her and bringing her to that point of no return. He kissed the flesh between her breasts and brought his head down to them, they were soft and supple, the pink nipples stood erect, he gently cupped one and flicked his tongue across her nipple before taking it in his mouth. He slowly started to suck on it, using his teeth to graze the tip of the nipple, the sensation was electrifying. He let go and did the same with the other placing his palm at the small of her back as she arched her back with pleasure pressing into him further.

She could feel the heat rise within her, it burnt her from the inside. She could feel her underwear dampen, she was so wet with anticipation.

His fingers were slowly reaching the space between her thighs, she longed for him to touch her there, it was a craving that needed to be satisfied but he wasn't going to give into what she wanted, instead he touched the skin on the inner sides of her thighs.

He slowly replaced his fingers with his kisses, airy and light just brushing her skin. He bent down and pulled down her undergarment allowing her to slip her legs out of it, she was so aroused and glistening with wetness. He hid a smile, he loved that she was wet because of him.

His erection was getting uncomfortable and it pressed against his pants. He wanted nothing but to release it from its confinement but he would be patient, he would take his time with her, he was enjoying her reactions, it fueled his own burning desire. He looked up at her, her eyes were closed, she was making small whimpering noises and enjoying every sensation he was giving her.

He ran a finger across her bud and placed his thumb at the sensitive bundle of nerves which awakened to his touch, she gasped out loud and looked down at him. He removed his fingers and entwined it around the leg she had placed on his shoulder for better access, her body was responding in ways she could not imagine.

He licked his bottom lip and first kissed the top of her most sensitive part and using his tongue he gained access within her pink folds. The fingers in his hair tightened as she moaned out loud.

The pleasure of his touch and tongue at her core rocked her as every feeling intensified, she hoped he wouldn't stop what he was doing to her.

He slowly but steadily licked up and down creating little circles where she seemed to like it best, stopping only to lightly suck on her swollen bud. He licked downwards savoring her and placing the tip of his tongue at her entrance he slowly pushed in. She couldn't take anymore, she was so wet and he could feel the heat rise up in her, she was close to her release.

Rey could feel the buildup as her fingers tangled in his hair tighter than they already were, she looked down at him and he was staring at her with his mesmerizing eyes, she felt him speak to her though the force "Let go my love" she threw her head back and within seconds waves of pleasure rocked through her one after the other it just kept coming.

Her knees gave out and he caught her as she almost fell, he pulled her head towards him kissing her mouth. She could taste her release on his lips as his tongue parted her lips and hers came rushing out to meet his. He backed her towards her makeshift cot and laid her down, she was still caught up in her orgasm but her breathing was becoming steady. She looked at him so seductively that he had to use every ounce of self-control he had to not take her then and there. This girl was going to drive him insane!

She looked beautiful naked and pleasured with her hair loose around her face and shoulders, the hair partially covering her breasts. He watched her as he took off his clothes, he needed to be free of his confinement, he had controlled himself for as long as he could.

She watched him in admiration, his body was toned and muscled, he had many scars across his chest, battle scars she thought. His body rippled as she rose to touch him her fingers trailing across his biggest scar, her lips softly brushing the pinked area that was his scar. Her desire for him would never lessen, she was completely mesmerized by this man. He removed the last piece of clothing and stood before her, he felt no shame, no embarrassment, he knew he was well endowed. His sexual experiences weren't many but he knew what he was doing.

His member was as impressive as he was, he joined her on the bed and held her close to his body, instinctively she ran her fingers across his torso and down to his throbbing erection. She encircled her fingers around his shaft and started to move her hand up and down his length, he bit down on his lip hard to stop himself from crying out aloud, it felt so good.

Her hand on his erection was sending bolts of pleasure throughout his whole body. She sped up her motion watching his reactions change to the pace. He encircled her wrist and reluctantly removed her hand because if she continued he wouldn't have been able to contain himself.

She withdrew her hand a little disappointed, but she kissed him hard. Their tongues encircling each other's as his hands moved to fondle her breasts and tease her nipples once again. She put her leg across him and his hard throbbing member touched her opening and she gasped out loud, never had she done this. "Rey, I won't hurt you, but we can stop if you want" he gently told her "No, please don't stop, I want you, I want this" she didn't recognize her own husky voice.

He moved swiftly so he was on top of her, she had given him the consent he needed. His eyes bore into hers, placing his throbbing erection at her entrance he pushed in. It hurt and she dug her nails into his back but the pain was only momentary as he picked up the pace, the pleasure was far more rewarding. He encircled his fingers through hers and held her arms captive above her as he steadily moved in and out of her.

He was her first, he felt his member break through her barriers as he plunged deeper into her savoring each bit she had to offer, it felt so good to claim her as his. Her walls molded tightly to his member as he moved in and out urgently, he would never get enough of her.

He felt Rey squirming under him, he could feel the hotness against his throbbing erection, she was about to experience her second orgasm but he wanted to have his release along with hers. He sped up his thrusts and she cried out loud as he filled her time and time again, her body shook with waves of ecstasy once again. With a deep growl he joined her seconds after, she wrapped her legs around him and held him close as his body spilled his content deep within her.

Kylos POV

He moved to her side and kissed her forehead. She snuggled up to him, his arm protectively around her. "I love you Ben" she whispered in his ear, he kissed her lightly and smiled "I know". She wanted to talk, there were so many unanswered questions. He sensed her unease and he gently silenced her "Please, tonight we aren't on opposite ends of this war, tonight we are a man and woman deeply in love, tonight is about us". Rey looked at him as a tear slid down her face, he caught it and said "Sleep now" within minutes they were both asleep in each other's arms, deeply content and satisfied. The candles on the table flickered as they burnt out and all that remained was darkness.

Rey woke up in alarm. Ben hugged her tightly and ran his fingers along her face "I'm still here" he kissed her forehead as she settled back against his chest. He held her close and she drifted off once again.

He stared into nothingness, he could hear the impatient voice inside his head the voice called out his name "Kylo Ren". He sighed and looked over at Rey sleeping so soundly against him, his heart broke to leave her but he had unfinished business, this was bigger than the both of them. He needed to accomplish what he as Supreme Leader promised, he had things to prove.

He got dressed in a hurry, he had been gone longer than he had hoped. Kylo bent over Rey and kissed her forehead, he used the force to keep her in a deep slumber as he headed towards the door. He gave her sleeping form one last glance before heading out of the hut and aboard his ship. The ship came to life under his touch as he punched in the coordinates to take him to his flag ship The Finalizer.

Reys POV

She woke up to the sun streaming inside the little hut she called home. She knew in an instance that he was gone, she knew he had to go but it still hurt just the same. She missed him terribly, she hugged her legs to her chest as the tears came, it washed over her as images of their intimacy played in front of her eyes.

They both knew this was the faith of their love, they hadn't chosen this, the force had chosen to connect them but they had fallen in love all on their own. She was in love with the Supreme Leader of the First Order, there was no denying it any further and she was sure he felt the exact same. Unlikely as it seemed, she hoped for their happy ending. Ben was the person she had been waiting for, the balance she craved and after last night there was no going back, she had given herself to him completely.

Kylo POV

He stood in the dimly lit room, it was by far his least favorite place to be. The masked figure appeared before him through a hologram and he started to speak.

"She escaped before I could reach her My Lord, I will be more successful next time". He explained while shielding his true thoughts from the unsettling figure before him.

Palpatine grinned "Rey has quite the ability to get the better of you Kylo Ren, she is your equal in the light but brute strength is on your side" Kylo closed off his mind completely so no thoughts of the truth would surface. Palpatine continued, "No matter, let her be for the time being, she will come on her own when the time is right" He looked up in alarm at Palpatines greyish, scarred face, what could he possibly mean by that. Had Palpatine felt something? Did he know about the true nature of their relationship?

Kylo was in his chambers, he stared at his Grandfather's disfigured mask. The mask had meant so much to him and he had constantly spoken with it to ease his tormented soul but lately he hardly looked at it.

He sat down on his leather couch and closed his eyes momentarily, he missed her smell, her touch and everything that was his Rey of light.

He was the Supreme Leader after all and many things required his attention, there was so much Desmond his second in command of the Knights of Ren could do in his absence. Kylo was adamant that he would be a different ruler, he had detested Snokes rule.

He had plans, his Knights were implementing the first stages of it starting in the outer Rim. He wanted to bring stability and peace to the Galaxy, if only he could do the same to his conflicted emotions and his pull to the light. He desperately wanted to connect to Rey but their bond remained strangely shut. He was curious and saddened by it, was she mad about how he left? Surely, she understood why. He needed to see her but it was too risky to venture another visit to her so he hoped the bond would open soon. He was desperate to see her.

Rey POV

It had been a little over a month since she had seen, spoken to and touched Ben, the bond remained closed despite her best efforts to make a connection.

She had thought she had control over it but it seemed like she did not. She had even entertained wild thoughts of taking the Falcon and going straight to him but it had thankfully been only a moment of weakness. She wondered whether he would be trying from his side as well to make a connection.

It was a gloomy day and it matched her mood. She hadn't been feeling well lately but she had taken to training hard and vigorously just so she could distract herself from her constant thoughts of him. His touch had burned into her skin, she missed him more than words could say.

She wasn't hungry, her appetite had been fickle to say the least but for days on end she had a weird craving for a fruit that grew on nearly the other side of the island. It wasn't exactly the kind of fruit you would want to eat on a regular basis, the smell alone was enough to put anyone off it but she just couldn't shake the need for it. She headed towards the succulent treat, her staff tucked behind her and her lightsaber at her waist.

She took in the cool crisp breeze, it felt so good against her skin. Once she reached her destination, she picked up a rather large rock and flung it at the tree, the rock found its mark and one of the larger fruit fell to the ground. She wiped it on her cloth and with the plump fruit in her hand her mouth watered with anticipation.

She bit into the purple color fruit and took a mouthful, the sweet nectar dripped down the sides of her mouth but almost at once she doubled over in pain. Her hand on her abdomen, her face visibly pale as her eyes widened with shock at the realization. She couldn't even swallow the fruit she had craved so much as she became violently sick.

Kylo POV

A powerful presence, something significant had happened and the force was calling out to him. It was very strong and bathed in light.

He had to steady himself from the sheer power it was emitting, it swallowed him whole. He felt a deep and unbreakable bond towards it. He closed his eyes momentarily to find the source but he was distracted by his direct com link from Palpatine, Kylo knew at once that the Sith Lord had felt the presence in the force and he demanded Kylo's presence immediately because of it.

He existed his chambers and made his way to meet Palpatine, his dark robes trailing behind him and his thoughts far away.

Leia POV

General Leia Organa was in her quarters, sharing a meal with Poe her second in command. They were discussing recruitment plans and possible investors to their cause, they needed the support desperately.

She was about to eat when she felt the surge of energy through the force, something big was happening and she felt a deep connection to it.

She had frozen with her fork midair. Poe grew concerned, "General, Leia are you alright?" She snapped back to attention, "Yes, there's a disturbance in the force, it's unlike anything I have ever encountered" The power was immense, she took a deep breath to steady her thoughts.

Poe's face filled with worry and concern, as he muttered "What else could possibly happen?"

Kylo POV

He stood before the fallen Sith Lord "Have you felt it?" inquired the masked figure curiously. Palpatine narrowed his eyes as he watched Kylo intently.

"Yes, I have." Kylo replied still trying to figure out the source. Why did he feel such a deep connection to it?

"You feel it yet you know nothing of it. Focus Kylo Ren! Feel the power through the dark side, the answer will come" instructed Palpatine impatiently. Kylo closed his eyes and let out one word "Rey". Soft malicious laughter filled the room "Yes, my granddaughter and ...your son"

Kylo's head snapped up to look at the hooded figure before him, his blood ran dry, "My Son? That cannot be, that's impossible" he was shaking his head in disbelief.

"You know it's true, you have laid with her, planted your seed deep within her and now she's with child, the child is stronger than us all! Did you think I did not know of your deception? Palpatine taunted viciously.

His tone turned urgent and desperate "We must not let your son be born of the light and be raised in the light! Palpatine didn't mince words as he continued "He will be the strongest Sith Lord in History, he will be more powerful than us all!

His eyes rolled back as if under a spell, his voice magnified as he proclaimed, "Yessss….the raw power of this unborn child is strong! When the time is right, you will bring your son to me Kylo Ren".

He snapped out of his trance and fixed his eyes on Kylo, he threatened "With or without his mother you will bring him to me or you will all suffer my wrath and then my granddaughter will pay dearly for her deception. Palpatine lowered his voice as if delivering a death sentence "If you deceive me, your child will grow without his parents and become my new apprentice"

Kylo pressed his lips together in pure rage and anger but he remained motionless and quiet as he listened to Palpatine. This hooded monstrosity had no right to threaten Rey or his son, he would pay dearly for the words he uttered, Kylo would strike at the opportune moment.

He knew he had to speak to Rey, one way or the other he had to see her. He bowed without uttering a word and quickly left the room. He made his way directly to his chambers, once inside he tried the bond again, for over a month he had tried every single day to connect but the force wouldn't allow it and he now finally understood why but this time it connected with ease.

He sighed in relief as he saw Rey come into view, her hair was let down and it cascaded around her shoulders. She had the biggest smile when she saw him, he smiled back and before he could say anything she was in his arms hugging him close to her. Her smell, her wonderful presence engulfed him as he held her close.

With her cheek against his chest she asked "Do you feel it?" He stroked her hair "Yes my love, I can feel our child. It is truly the best thing that could've happened. You have made me so happy Rey" he replied, his voice cracking with emotion. She broke away from his embrace and looked up at him "Truly, you mean it?" He smiled down at her marveling in the revelation that she now carried their child. Again, he kissed her gently at first but his kiss intensified enough for her to moan against his lips, he had missed her more than he could imagine.

He placed his palm upon her abdomen and felt his child, there was a burst of light at his touch and Rey smiled brightly at Kylo's excitement. She gently stepped away from him and he took in her surroundings for the first time since they connected. "Where are you? You aren't on Ahch-To anymore" he asked curiously. She seemed uncomfortable and nervously played with her fingers "I'm with...err…with your mother, I'm at the Resistance base" his eyes narrowed suspiciously, "My mother? Why are you there Rey?" He wasn't pleased, his pleasure was quickly turning to anger. "I was scared Ben, I can't give birth on my own, I have no idea what's happening to my body, I need help and guidance" He cut her off with a look " You have me, I'm coming for you right now" Rey was panicking now, she knew he wouldn't have been pleased at where she was but she didn't expect this "Coming for me?" she asked timidly trying to hide the surprise in her voice. He shot back at once "Yes, your place is by my side as the mother of my child and my wife" wife? Had he actually said wife?

Rey's head was spinning, this was all too much to take in "Slow down Ben, I'm not going to live with you aboard a ship being a slave to another Master, you think I can't feel what Palpatine intends for our child? I know exactly what he wants with our child Ben" Her traitorous grandfather had been trying to sneak into her mind, planting images and thoughts of her child's future. It was another reason she had fled the solitude of Ahch-To, she was scared that she would succumb to her weaknesses. Every thought her grandfather projected was malicious and evil but so very powerful. Rey had been tempted by it momentarily but she would never let her son turn, of that she was extremely confident.

Rey tried her best to remain calm and her tone softened, "Please Ben embrace who you are, I she placed her hand on her lower stomach…We, need you" He glared at her "I'm the Supreme Leader of the First Order, I have a responsibility to the Galaxy and to our son" she was ecstatic at the revelation "We are having a son?" He was too angry to acknowledge her excitement so he ignored her and continued "We need to give him the best, he needs both parents, we can give him everything we never had Rey" he was now pleading with her.

She had tears in her eyes, she felt his pain "Please don't do this Ben" She could feel him slip away, she wanted so desperately for him to be by her side but she wouldn't let anyone jeopardize her child's wellbeing, not even his own father.

He was now screaming at her his voice deadly cold " You will not keep my son away from me Rey" she backed away from him "If this is the path you have chosen then you have forsaken him, forget his existence and mine" the last thing he saw was her crumple to the ground as her sobs shook through her body.

Before he had time to react, she had closed the bond and he couldn't open it nor could he feel her presence in the force.

His anger would know no bounds, all he could see was red as he ignited his lightsaber and destroyed everything in sight. Pieces of broken furniture lay scattered around his feet; his once neat room had been completely demolished. His heart was filed with hate and despair. Why did everyone leave him but no not his own flesh and blood, not his son, he promised that he would have his son even if it meant that he had to let Rey go. He crumbled into his chair, there was so much he wanted to give his son and Rey. If only he could make her see that.

Rey POV

She sat down next to Leia, she had composed herself and hardened herself over the course of the days that followed her interaction with Ben. Leia squeezed her hand, her gesture motherly and filled with concern. It was time to tell her why she had cut her training short and come to the base and to Leia.

Rey came straight to the point "Leia, I'm pregnant".

She looked at Leia for signs of disapproval but she found none. Leia smiled "The father is Ben isn't it? You're carrying my grandson". Rey was too shocked for words, she toyed with her fingers and nodded. She fought back a sob and blurted out "I love him". Leia surrounded her with her warmth "I know" it was as if a flood gate opened and Rey was sobbing out everything from their last conversation.

She told Leia about Bens dedication to the dark and most importantly Palpatine's obsessive interest in their son. Leia wiped away her tears "Ben will come to you, I have great faith in that". Rey had never seen Leia more angry "Palpatine will not touch my grandson and Ben won't allow it either, I'm sure of it!". Leia then proceeded to fill her in on all she had heard of Supreme Leader Kylo Ren's reign. Rey listened intently, she was pleasantly surprised and in awe at all she was hearing. Doubt filled her mind, maybe she was making the wrong decision?

Word had reached Leia about her son's attempts to bring order to the Galaxy, his work and the abolishment of slavery in the outer Rim was to be admired and she beamed with pride as she spoke of her son's plans. "He is changing Rey, I always believed there was much light left in him but now he's becoming the leader we all need him to be".

Kylo POV

He hated sand, it got everywhere but he had no choice but to visit Tatooine. His black cloak flew in the desert wind as he stood flanked by his Knights, a man stood bloody and kneeling in front of him.

His blonde haired second in command stood next to him, Desmond's deposition was always calm and calculated. Kylo watched as Desmond reached out and the sniveling man's eyes rolled backwards as he fell to the ground writhing in pain and agony.

Kylo Ren waved his hand as a signal to stop, he bent down looking at the broken man at his feet. His face expressionless as he looked at the man in visible pain "S...s..supreme Leader, please have mercy, let me explain." Kylo Ren bent his head to the side and slowly delivered the man's death sentence "There is no forgiveness for child slavery" with that he drew his lightsaber and executed the man.

There was no place for such scum in the new world he was building. He switched off his lightsabre and spoke "Desmond, make sure all children are returned to their families with sufficient credits to last the season, they are to be informed that they are now under the protection of the First Order and no harm will befall them".

Desmond along with the rest of the Knights nodded in agreement of their leader's command and left to attend to the task at hand. He was left alone with his thoughts onboard his new ship. Sand, Rey! His scavenger Jedi who had grown up on Jakuu.

His anger had not lessened but he loved her truly and most ardently, he missed her and it showed on his face. His Knights of Ren were the only people besides Rey that he trusted with his life, they lived by a separate code of ethics, not influenced by ark or the light but mostly fueled by justice. When he became Supreme Leader he had stationed his Knights at all important posts around the Galaxy with specific instructions on what was to be done and how to get it done. They did not need telling twice, they took action and implemented, it was their way.

His Generals, especially the illustrious General Hux, he made a sour face at the very thought of the name. The Generals under Snoke's command had not been pleased that one as young as him would be their ruler, they had done everything they could to see that his position was questioned and challenged.

Kylo had even survived a feeble and rather pathetic assassination attempt, he shook his head sadly as he recalled the events. His Generals were no fools but they had trusted the wrong individual with the attempt. The man's inexperience and intentions had been obvious and Kylo had caught on fairly quick but before he could take any action the Lieutenant had been found dead in his quarters with a bullet through his skull. His Generals would have silenced him incase Kylo read his mind and found them all to be involved, so they had eliminated the weak link rather than face his unforgiving wrath.

Since placing his Knights at key positions everything was going to plan, well except his plan with Rey, that had gone straight to hell. He had made the right choice in making them his advisors and his enforcers. They were all force sensitive which made them a deadly yet efficient group and their loyalty to him was unquestioned.

He had confided in Desmond, the closest person he had to a best friend; he was Kylo's most trusted Knight. He couldn't avoid having the talk with Desmond, especially after recent events. Kylo rubbed the bridge of his nose in irritation, he knew he had to control his feelings, he was the damn Supreme Leader for god's sake.

Desmond had been patiently observing Kylo's behavior over the past few months, but only after things really started to escalate did, he question their Leader. He had asked in concern about his hours of isolation, increase in aggressiveness and withdrawal from training because he had kept destroying the training droids faster than they could be replaced and for the regrettable incident of almost force choking one of his high ranking Generals for the mere mention of Rey. The unfortunate General had gone into detail about the last Jedi and her immediate death as being one of their most important tasks at hand. Kylo had snarled at the General and proceeded to suck the life out of him while proclaiming viciously to the entire room that the scavenger was his to handle and his alone, it had not been well received by the others.

Desmond had been understanding of their situation and listened intently as they shared a glass of scotch in Kylo's chambers but even he could not see an immediate solution to the problem but he had graciously offered to extract Rey no sooner Kylo gave word. His Knights were used to quick, decisive solutions with immediate results.

He watched the desert planet shrink in size as he made his way to the Finalizer. He had no desire to keep Rey by his side without her consent but he was adamant that she wouldn't keep his son from him and his birth right.

Reys POV

She was in her 6th month and since the morning sickness had stopped she had started to enjoy her pregnancy. Her baby bump had grown considerably and she loved nothing more than to caress her bump and lovingly coo to her baby.

The force was strong with her child and she knew he was destined for greatness but she felt a deep fear of the future, she felt its unease. She let her thoughts wonder to Ben, how was he? What was he doing?

She did what she could around the Resistance base but since the progression of her pregnancy she found herself unable to keep up with the mechanic work which required hours of manual tinkering and heavy lifting. She had started to pass her days watching Romantic dramas on her data tab for hours on end, occasionally bawling at the plot twists and heartbreak suffered by the lead characters, she could relate to their plight.

Finn and Rose hardly let her do anything, they were constantly keeping her company and accompanying her for her medical checkups. The two of them had become such a sweet couple, as happy as Rey was to see them in eternal bliss it made her ache for her love. They loved her son already and once she had spilled the entire story of Ben to them she had felt immensely better, like a load had been lifted.

She needed her friends and Finn would often stop by to have long chats with her which she appreciated to no end, it was comforting to talk about other things rather than obsess about Ben. She knew if she shut herself up that she would literally explode, especially since the pregnancy was making her emotions go haywire. Rose would always stop by with odd sweet snacks to indulge her sweet cravings and they would sit and gossip for hours while gobbling up the sweets. Rey never had any friends and the feeling of being cared for and loved was so special and overwhelming.

It was almost noon and Finn had stopped by after his shift to keep her company. "How you feeling? Better than yesterday I hope" he asked concerned. Rey brushed it aside, her mouth stuffed with biscuits, she swallowed and answered, "Oh ya ya, it's totally fine, Leia said my foot would swell up" Finn nodded understandably. He looked at her curiously, "Listen, has Poe been around to see you?" Rey thought for a bit before she answered, "Not really, what's up?" Finn started to laugh, "He's got a huge crush on you" She laughingly punched Finn, to think that Poe had any serious feelings for her was amusing.

He was the stud around base and many a woman had fallen for his smooth talk and dangerously good looks but Rey also knew that there was an incident between them that even Finn didn't know about. Rey wondered if Poe was still holding on.

Poe forgotten, they spoke about some new equipment that had arrived earlier and Finn desperately wanted her opinion on how to assemble them. She promised to meet him at the hangar at first light as he saw himself out.

She appreciated her friends and she loved them dearly, but the time that should have been the happiest in her life had left her wanting and wishing for Ben, she longed to see him but she had cut herself from the force so he wouldn't be able to track her or feel her. She had all but convinced herself that she had done the right thing but she also knew it was a temporary solution, he would find them, he always did.

Kylo POV

"Father" the softest, sweetest voice spoke to him, he felt it deep inside his mind. Again, a small push against the force "Father".

Kylo sat up straight and looked around, he was in his chambers, what was this voice, and most importantly whose voice was this? He could feel a shift in the force. "Father" again he heard it, he did the math, his son would be nearly 7 months to date and he was convinced his son was reaching out to him through the force.

He couldn't help but smile to himself. He closed his eyes focusing on the source and pushed back "I love you already" it was met with the brightest light he had ever seen.

The connection severed as soon as it had come and with all his being Kylo wished for it back. He laid back on the pillow and willed himself to sleep but sleep didn't come. He kicked back his black silk sheets and swung his legs over the edge, he discarded his t-shirt and made his way to his training room and activated his new protocol droids. His face darkened against his crimson blade as he moved with precision slicing the droids in his path.

Rey POV

She was feeling extremely hungry so she put on her most comfortable outfit and made her way towards the mess hall. She could already hear the hustle and bustle of the people inside but it was past lunchtime and it was odd that the mess would be this packed with people.

She waved at Finn and Rose and went over to join them "What's going on?" she asked her curiosity clearly spiked. She could even see Leia and the other Commanders gathered nearby; all of their eyes fixed on the large overhead screen. Finn looked at Rey nervously "It's your boyfriend, he's called for a Galactic summit, whatever the hell that means," Finn shrugged his shoulders bitterly. He clearly still hated Ben, to him he would always be Kylo Ren and never Ben Solo. Rey was too shocked for words that she didn't even notice Poe sit next to her, she ignored him completely. Her hunger forgotten she made her way towards Leia.

"Leia, is it true? Has Ben called for a summit?" Leia smiled in her motherly way "It appears so! Our Supreme Leader has done some shocking things and displayed some uncharacteristic behavior, will you please watch with me?" Leia asked excitedly. Rey's heart was beating fast, her baby could feel his mothers unease and released a comforting ray of light through the force to calm her nerves. She rubbed her swollen belly to assure her son that she was fine. Like everyone else she was fixated on the screen waiting any moment for Ben to appear.

The presenter was practically giddy while announcing and he seemed to take great pride in introducing the new Supreme Leader. Cameras moved and Ben came into view, he was truly magnificent, his black attire was made for him, his hair was gelled back to appear neater and more kept. Rey couldn't help but think how she preferred his hair messy and wild. Rey could feel Leia's happiness radiate next to her it came off her in waves.

She missed him so much, the way he held her, kissed her and made her feel so safe every time they were together. He was smiling at the party that greeted him, Rey was staring at him and so was everyone else, until a figure stepped out from behind him and everyone's attention shifted instantaneously, especially the men.

She was strikingly beautiful, her eyes were the lightest shade of green, her black hair loose and held up by a diamond pin on the side. Her red lips luscious as it curved upwards in a smile as she looked at Ben in admiration. Rey was livid, this woman was making eyes at her baby's father! Rey was obviously not doing a very good job of sheilding her anger because Leia could feel her emotions rippling off her "Rey, I didn't know you knew Tara" Leia questioned curiously, wondering when their paths had crossed.

Rey stuttered "I haven't met her but she was on his ship over a year ago with her father for negotiations or something and her voice trailed off before she spat out with contempt "She really likes Ben". Leia reached out and held Rey's hand "I don't think you need to worry about anything Rey, Ben loves you very much" Leia continued curiously "Tara comes from a powerful and rich family. Who have always had more than their fair share of involvement with the dark. It started with Sidious and Vader, then Snoke and now obviously they have continued with Ben. The house of Raven is the most prominent financial investor the First Order has, it makes sense that Lord Raven would want his youngest daughter to wed the new Supreme Leader"

Rey couldn't hid her anguish, her eyes widened and filled with tears "No", she sobbed. Leia smiled gently "I didn't say it was going to happen, Ben belongs to you just as you belong to him, this is all just business Rey, its politics". Rey could feel others glance her way, whether they genuinely felt sorry for her or thought it was well deserved for fraternizing with the enemy she couldn't tell but Finn was sympathetic. "Look, I'm not Kylo Ren's biggest fan but I do believe he truly does love you, Leia is right Rey its just politics" Poe was beside Finn, "Kylo's got to have some self control if he's going to refuse a beautiful woman like that" Finn and Rey looked at him in disgust. He could be such an asshole at times Rey thought to herself.

The entourage of dignitaries had disappeared behind closed doors and the proceedings wouldn't be broadcast. Leia approached Rey and softly asked "Would you join me for dinner? After the meeting they will hold a public Gala dinner where we can both see Ben once more, I know you desire to see him as much as I do". Rey smiled at Leia and accepted her offer, ofcourse she wanted to see him, she wished she could see him everyday.

Rey got a bite to eat and took it to her quarters, her worry over Tara was growing, she was there with him in all her splendor right under his nose. Ben was no ordinary man but could he resist the temptation of being easily swayed? She hated to admit it but Poe's words haunted her.

She was all of a sudden quite tired and wary with all that happened and wished for nothing more than to rest her eyes, a decision her unborn son welcomed so she decided to get some rest before meeting Leia.

Kylo Rens POV

The gathering was going better than he had hoped, he wished his mother could see what he was about to accomplish. Representatives from across the Galaxy were speaking their mind freely, openly and without fear. He planned to stay as the Supreme Leader where he would take the final decision on all matters. He looked across and caught Tara staring at him, she still held onto hope that someday he would be hers. He almost laughed out loud at the thought and closed his eyes, there she was her hair in her signature three buns, her laugh echoing off the walls of his conscious, his one true love.

The last representative said his piece and Kylo nodded in acknowledgement. He made his way to the pedestal that overlooked everyone and he started to speak. He commanded silence as all present drank in every word of peace, prosperity and justice he promised. He ended his speech unconsciously with the words "May the force be with you" it was well received with thundering applause. He felt a deep sense of accomplishment, he had time to retire to his suite before the evening festivities. Desmond was waiting outside for his arrival and he beamed at him, "It went better than we all expected Kylo", he nodded "Yes it did and this is the first stepping stone to building our future" Desmond smiled and stepped back as Tara approached. "Well, I can truly say that the House of Raven will forever be in your favor Supreme Leader" she bowed to him not breaking eye contact. Kylo smiled and offered his hand "You flatter me as always Tara", they were walking towards their suites. Kylo instructed Desmond to safely escort Tara back to her suite, he had made up an excuse of an urgent correspondence that required his immediate attention. He could see her disappointment across her face and read her mind as her most intimate thoughts betrayed her but he had far better things to do than feed her fantasies.

Once inside his suite, he looked out of his balcony and after a long time he craved for the landscape and beauty of Naboo, it seemed like a lifetime ago since he was last there. He promised himself that he would take Rey there, she would love it, greenery as far as the eye could see and beautiful waterfalls. He imagined making sweet love to her under the waterfall the water cascading down her back as he entered her and filled her with his burning desire, she would call out his name while her body shook with the pleasure he would give her.

He let out a sigh, he longed to see her and despite his almost daily updates about her from his two Knights that were placed within the Resistance, it was unbearable to be without her. They reported back about her mundane activities, they had befriended her and had high regard for her and her skills, she had taught them mechanical knowledge even the most skilled First Order mechanics would not know. Kylo felt their respect towards her he was grateful for it. Placing them within the ranks of the Resistance had been far easier than they thought, Rey had been the one to question their motives and look through their mind for their true intentions as she did with all new recruits but the Knights Nasir and Marquis were among his most skilled with the force and they had got in without much difficulty.

He was about to go through the list of mails waiting for him from Hux when he felt himself surrounded by light, he had grown to feel his sons presence even though he couldn't anticipate it and each time he marveled at the immense power his unborn child possessed. "Father Father" the little voiced danced in his head. Kylo smiled and sent his message "I miss you, how is mama?" "Sleeping" came the swift reply but it wasn't bathed in its usual light when he spoke of his mother. Kylo frowned, was something the matter with Rey! His son had closed the bond, perhaps Rey had woken up. He looked at the time and realized he had but a hour to get ready for the Gala dinner that was being held in his honor.

Taras POV

She enjoyed a drink; it calmed her nerves. She let out a frustrated groan, she had wanted this time around to be different. They had been spending a lot of time together and she had expected to have him in her bed by now but he wasn't having any of that.

When Kylo had met with her father and her and spoke of his plans for the First Order her father had not been pleased. Tara on the other hand was supportive and understood that her father's way of life and principles were outdated and dying. If they were to survive in the new world, they had to change their ways and she was completely prepared to give Kylo Ren the support he needed but under one condition.

She would be granted a seat and access on his personal council. She had wanted to be close to him at all times but her plan was failing. At least, he listened to her advice on matters and took her opinion seriously.

She sat on her bed in nothing but lace stockings, she knew she was beautiful, men had fought over her since she blossomed into a young woman. Is that what made Kylo so desirable, the fact that he didn't want her? That truly made her want him so much more. She had done her homework and found out more about this last Jedi Kylo was obsessed with. Rey was nothing but a desert rat, she got up and placed her glass on her table, tonight she would make him hers, tonight she would make him give her what she wanted. She bit her bottom lip and started to carefully apply her makeup.

Reys POV

She had woken up just in time and quickly changed into something more appropriate, she couldn't move as fast as she was accustomed too but did her best.

She was outside Leia's chambers but before she announced herself the door slid open and Poe stepped out. He smiled at her brightly, his eyes sparkling, she returned his smile and felt grateful when Leia beckoned her inside "Just in time Rey" she looked Rey over and asked concerned "Are you alright?" Rey shook her head "Yes, its just that I'm more tired than usual" Leia nodded knowingly "Oh yes, I remember how uncomfortable the last few months were, Han was away for almost the whole pregnancy on important Resistance work and I was so angry with him" Leia's tone softened as she recalled her husband. They both looked away from each other at the mention of Han, the fact that Ben had killed his father wasn't their favorite conversation topic and they avoided it at all costs.

They were both distracted as Leia's personal screen came to life and dignitaries dressed in their finest were making their way into the a massive hall where many had already gathered. Rey was anxious and nervous waiting to spot Ben and then he appeared, so handsome, regal, overpowering and with Tara firmly attached to his arm, Rey glared at the screen like it had done her a great offence. Leia felt the tension but said nothing. They watched as they entered inside to be greeted by the large number of people who were waiting for him.

It was customary for the main guest to start the festivities with a dance and Rey grew angry as Ben took Tara's hand and led her to the dance floor. All eyes were focused and fixated on them, some nodding with approval of the obvious union that they thought was happening but little did they know that their beloved Supreme Leader had a pregnant girlfriend across the Galaxy, Rey thought to herself bitterly.

She had seen them dance once before but this time it seemed more intimate, more real. She couldn't take anymore but she couldn't tear herself away from the screen either. She watched as Tara reached up to whisper in Bens ear, she watched as he laughed and smiled at this other woman, Rey's heart was breaking into small pieces. Ben stopped dancing and bent down to give Tara a gentle kiss on the cheek as it was customary to do so once the dance had ended.

Rey bolted straight up! She had seen enough, before Leia could react Rey was out of the door tears streaming down her face as she held onto a pillar to steady herself. It cannot be, Ben would never betray her, he loved her, yes, she sent him away but he loved her. The tears came freely and steadily as strong arms caught her and held her against his chest, she felt his leather jacket and knew in an instance it was Poe. Where had he come from?

He let her cry, he held her until she pulled away on her own, he took her hand gently and gave it a little squeeze. He accompanied her back to her quarters; she didn't ask him in and he didn't ask. Poe went looking for Finn, he found him taking inventory with Rose "She needs a friendly face and support right now" Poe explained best he could. Finn and Rose had dropped everything and left at once to see Rey.

She had stopped crying when she let them enter, she was putting her hair up into a bun and she was in her Jedi training outfit, it fit her tightly around her stomach. Finn looked her over, she was heavily pregnant and in no way ready to train. He tried to stop her "Rey, what are you doing?" She didn't respond, Finn grabbed her by the shoulders and she gave him a small force push "I'm going to train, I need to do this Finn" with that she gathered her light sabre and left, when Finn tried to follow her Rose stopped him "She needs time alone, she needs to vent, please let her have this time". Reluctantly Finn agreed and they watched Rey go towards the training grounds.

Kylo Rens POV

He wasn't much of a drinker but today was a special occasion so he and Desmond had indulged in a few drinks to keep up with the festivities. Tara had been bold tonight, she was always direct but nothing like how she was today, he looked her over and she was stunning, every man in the room desired her including Desmond. His second in command blushed and shrugged his shoulders as Kylo looked at him in amusement after sensing his desire for Tara, Kylo let out a hearty laugh and encouraged him to give it a go! Desmond had rolled his eyes and sent a message through the force "The last thing I need is for her to call out your name while I'm on top of her" Kylo had laughed even harder, even Desmond knew of Tara's infatuation with him.

All Kylo desired was to go back to his suite and sleep but she wasn't having any of that, she remained by his side and refused to part. Kylo sighed, he was rather helpless in this situation, he needed her financial backing but truthfully, he was loosing his patience with her and the situation. He bent down and whispered "I am leaving Tara, enjoy the rest of the night, Desmond will keep you company" she held his eyes and said "Lets leave".

He walked her to her suite and she invited him inside but he declined respectfully, he recalled the last time he had gone inside her chambers. He could tell the alcohol was affecting her as she locked eyes with him and pleaded "Every man wants me Kylo, I could have anyone…but not you" she reached to touch his cheek "Please give me one night, one night to satisfy my desire for you, the memory of it will be enough".

He stepped back and her hand fell to her side "Tara, I already told you, I belong to Rey, the bond we share isn't explainable through mere words, she is my whole being and now she carries my child" Tara's eyes widened in shock "No! It cannot be" she cruelly taunted him "If her love for you was pure why isn't she by your side? Why isn't she here loving you?" her words stung, they went straight to his heart. He took a deep breath "Sleep well and thank you for your effort today" he turned and left her standing outside her suite.

Desmond was waiting for him by his door "Supreme Leader, if I may be so bold" Kylo was amused "Ofcourse brother" Desmond took a deep breath and said " Do you not feel that your portrayal of your relationship with Tara to the Galaxy was misleading? It was telecast throughout the Galaxy and as the Supreme Leader the Resistance would have watched your every move". Kylo frowned "What exactly do you mean Desmond?"

Desmond hesitated as he continued "Do you not think that Lady Rey has seen all that happened today?" Kylo visibly paled, he had not given thought to Rey seeing the ceremony today but ofcourse she must have, his mother would have been watching. Kylo turned to Desmond "She left me Desmond, it is not her place to care who shares my bed" Desmond nodded curtly "If that's what you believe brother, I bid you goodnight".

Kylo knew Desmond spoke the truth, he had been careless and maybe even subconsciously cruel in wanting Rey to see him with Tara. He took off his clothes and stepped inside the fresher allowing the water to wash away the grim and sweat of the evening. He emerged from the fresher with a towel firmly attached around his hip, he dressed in a pair of silk black pants and laid back to look at his data pad.

The mist was clearing, he could make out a blue lightsaber, as he got closer he could make out her face, her rounded belly, his Rey! She felt his presence and turned to face him her eyes never leaving his, he saw a flash of yellow in them, no! He gasped he had seen his beloved with Sith eyes, he pushed into her mind and images of Tara and him floated about, she pushed back and he fell backwards from the powerful force push, she ran towards him with her lightsaber ignited. He didn't have time to react but she stopped abruptly with her saber midair, she dropped it and used both hands to cradle her swollen belly, tears falling down her cheeks, he called out but she didn't seem to hear him, she turned and walked away leaving him alone.

Kylo woke up startled and disturbed, his breathing was heavy and uneven Desmond had been right, he had hurt Rey yet again. He sat on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands.

Reys POV

She didn't sleep well, actually she hadn't slept at all, she had been taken back to the time Tara first made her appearancein their lives.

A year ago :-

Rey missed him, it would be a lie to believe otherwise. She missed his dark glances and deep voice she missed everything he promised.

She willed the force bond they shared to open and there he was but it wasn't like usual something was different and Ben was different. Ben wasn't wearing his usual outfit, gone was the cowl and mask he stood wearing a black suit and red tie and he wasn't in his chambers. Rey took a step back and really looked at him, this was a dangerously good looking man the suit hung on him like a second skin, he was born to rule.

As their bond strengthened Rey could make out his surroundings and hear others around him but remain invisible to others. Ben knew Rey was there watching him he could feel her, he could always feel her. He wasn't pleased that he couldn't speak to Rey but this was an important event and he couldn't leave it without insulting the main guest.

Rey looked around and took in the grandeur of the setting, the fancy seating and the soft music. Elegantly dressed people nodded at Ben in acknowledgement and respect afraid to be more friendly with their Supreme Leader. A concept that was clearly lost by the woman who approached him laughing and giggling along side General Hux, this woman made heads turn as she made her way towards Ben.

The woman and Hux were accompanied by an old gentleman, Rey could see he was dressed impeccably, the air around him confident and dominant. Rey looked at the woman again by now half the hall was looking at her. She was beautiful and dressed in a flowing black and red dress which made Rey subconsciously smoothen down her own training tunic which was clearly made for comfort and not to flaunt her bosom unlike the dress this woman was wearing. The woman moved closer to Ben provocatively and Ben smiled brightly at her and then at the old gentleman at her side.

"You look so handsome Supreme Leader, this look clearly suits you but I do miss the cowl, you look so dangerously sexy in it" she gushed, Rey snorted and huffed, the nerve of this woman. Ben smiled again "Thank you and may I say how beautiful you look tonight Tara" Ben then turned to the old gentleman "So good to see you again Lord Raven". Rey had never heard Ben being so polite, it was making her sick. Who the hell was this woman and old man.

The woman wasted no time, she put her hand through Bens and led him over to the other side. They turned heads as they walked hand in hand and grudgingly even Rey had to admit that they made a striking couple. Rey had never even been to a function of this magnitude or any function, this was the world Ben was born into and she couldn't fit into this part of him, the very thought saddened her.

The word couple didn't sit too well with Rey, she was beginning to wonder why she was feeling this much animosity towards Ben and this woman, he meant nothing to her, they weren't anything with a label they only shared a weird force bond but Rey did not like seeing Ben with this stuck up, snobby woman. It infuriated her!

Rey watched on quietly, Lady Tara called out to her father Lord Samuel Raven who had been busy discussing business with an acquaintance, he politely excused himself and made his way towards them but his beady little eyes fixed on Ben. Lord Raven didn't mince words, "My daughter sees great potential in the First Order Supreme Leader" he sighed as he continued "My time is almost done, she is the future, it would be wise to treat her with care" Lord Raven warned half jokingly. Ben knew exactly the kind of care Lord Raven was referring too, he was a Skywalker after all and the Galaxy's most eligible bachelor. In an ideal world Tara would make the most suitable companion for Ben but this wasn't an ideal world and he wasn't remotely interested in Tara.

Rey couldn't believe what she was hearing, was the old man suggesting what she thought he was? Ben and her worlds were so different, so apart but together they were complete, they achieved balance when they were with each other, that's why they always seek each other out but was this the kind of woman Ben deserved, classy, elegant and poised, all things that Rey clearly wasn't.

Ben curtly nodded at Lord Raven and at the music change Ben offered his hand " Lady Tara, would you like to dance?" She beamed at him "I thought you would never ask". Rey looked on dumbfounded, Ben can dance? Apparently, he can very well. Rey wasn't the only one looking at them in shock, General Hux and other Generals and Officers were mesmerized by the sight of their Supreme Leader doing the waltz. He turned and glided his partner skillfully around the dance floor twisting and twirling her. He took charge ofcourse like he always did, he only let himself be vulnerable with Rey. Lady Tara seemed to relish the fact that he was holding her so close, she could feel everyone's eyes on them, what she didn't know was that a young Jedi was starring at them too.

Tara leaned up and whispered "I would like to get to know you better Ren", He stiffened and Rey's eyes narrowed as she listened intently. He better choose his next words carefully Rey thought.

Ben stopped dancing but kept hold of Tara by the waist, he smiled and they headed back towards the table. He politely excused himself and made his way onto the many wide terraces that overlooked the stars, the sky was glistening with a thousand stars the view was truly breathtaking.

Once he was absolutely sure he was alone he spoke to her "Rey, are you still watching me?" his question was followed by silence and then "Yes, I'm here but I'm not watching you, would you prefer I go away?" and before she could stop herself and without waiting for his answer she spat out, "Where the hell are you?" She regretted it almost immediately, she groaned, she sounded like a naggy girlfriend.

He raised his eyebrows "Its a ball in honor of Lady Tara and her father Lord Raven , he's one of the First orders biggest financial investors" Rey couldn't careless and she told him so "I'm not really bothered or concerned who she is but you seem to be having a really good time having her in your arms" Ben's voice softened "Rey, are u jealous love?" Rey laughed out loud, "Why would I be jealous? You aren't my boyfriend, husband or anything, we just have this weird bond besides I think you're making a fool of yourself acting like a randy teenager" Ben raised his eyebrows as she continued, her voice dripping with sarcasm "but I'm sure you are willing to do everything you can to please Lady Zara" "Tara" Ben corrected "Whoever" she shot back. Before he could comment she shut down their bond leaving him looking like an idiot. He could sense her anger and frustration but now he was angry too, what the hell was wrong with Rey? He frowned into the darkness.

Rey was judging him and accusing him, who was she to judge him, it infuriated him. She always made it a point to convey that their bond was an annoyance that she wanted to get away from and hadn't she told him to mind his own business when that fucking pilot Poe had kissed her. He had volunteered for the mission on Eadu with his Knights just so he could lash out and ease his anger at what had happened between those two and he had the scars to prove it. He had wanted Poe's head!

Ben pushed Rey out of his mind, well the best he could because she was always on his mind, she occupied nearly 90% of his thoughts but he was determined to forget about her and enjoy the rest of the night.

The night dragged on and by then Kylo had, had enough and wanted nothing more than to retire to his chambers and possibly speak to Rey, she had some explaining to do.

Lady Tara watched the tall brooding Supreme Leader, he was sexy and powerful and she wanted to him.
Tara wasn't about to leave him alone, not a subtle woman she made it obvious what she intended. Once the night died down and her father had retired, she expressed her true desire "Shall we take our leave Supreme leader?" Finally Ben thought, this woman was a thorough socialite, how different she was from Rey. Rey was his Jedi warrior and Tara with all her riches and upbringing still paled in comparison.

He walked her to her chambers as a gentleman should, she opened the doors and invited him in, against his better judgement Ben followed her inside, he knew exactly what she wanted from him but he didn't want to offend her, the First Order needed their support to the cause.

She moved slowly, casually removing her shawl and placing it upon the chair, she fixed herself a drink, the amber liquid danced in the dimly lit room. She offered him one but he politely declined. He could make out her face, her cleavage was clearly visible since she took off the shawl, she was beautiful there was no question. His eyes lingered on her exposed bosom, she saw him looking but he didn't look away he stared deep into her eyes.

She took a long sip and seductively moved closer to him, he was so tall but she liked that. He stood his ground while she placed her hand on his chest and boldly whispered again "I want to get to know you better Kylo Ren" before he had time to react or respond she pulled his head down, her lips met his. Her lips were soft and inviting but it was momentary as he pulled back and looked at her.

"I cant give you what you want, I already belong to someone else, she's my life, my bond and my destiny" Kylo said with finality. Tara smirked, "The scavenger girl" she continued "She's nothing, she has nothing to offer you" Kylo was loosing his patience fast with Lady Tara Raven, but patiently he replied "Not to me. To me she's everything" with that he turned to leave but he stopped abruptly at the sound of laughter and Tara promised threateningly "I always get what I want Supreme Leader". Kylo looked over his shoulder and replied " Not this time Lady Raven" with that he was out of her room and walking towards his chambers. He needed a drink, no he needed Rey.

Rey was fuming inside her little hut, she couldn't believe how casual he thought this was but more than that she couldn't believe the reaction she was having to seeing Ben with another woman. She had tried to meditate to concentrate on the force to rid herself of what she was feeling but all she saw when she closed her eyes was him with her. Frustrated she had given up trying and had taken to stalking around her hut in a huff muttering to herself. She needed to speak to him again, it was late, very late, what if she interrupted something? The very thought made her frown with disgust. She decided that she didn't care, if she interrupted them then good! She attempted to use the force bond once again.

They were connected once again he felt her presence as he always did and his back stiffened, he was unbuttoning his shirt, his chest bare when he turned to face her. Rey looked away automatically "Oh god, are you having sex?" She quickly covered her eyes. Ben rolled his eyes "I'm in my quarters Rey, you can see that there's no one here, I'm alone but if you rather I have sex with Tara, trust me that can be easily arranged". She threw him a look of disgust, satisfied she looked at him, "What do you want Rey?" He inquired curiously. She was loosing her patience once again, calm down she told herself, She could see him sip his drink and he causally sat on the couch waiting for her response. "Rey, your projecting, shield your thoughts" he instructed casually. When she didn't respond he spoke up, "You are jealous, i can feel it" he was amused by her behavior.

Rey smirked and said "Oh please, believe me I'm not jealous at all, I just wanted to see if you had made any progress on the lightsabre" he chuckled "Was it that pressing an issue that it couldn't wait till tomorrow?". Rey was silent as she figured out what to say, he knew her thoughts, there was no point lying to him of all people, her voice dropped as she asked "How was the party?"

He shrugged his shoulders, "It was fine nothing much, its expected" Rey silently inquired "What else is expected Ben?". He looked at her directly "It was boring a lot of hand shaking and pretending" he paused and let out a sigh before he continued "If you must know, I escorted her to her chambers, kissed her goodnight and here I'm" Rey was taken back, she was hurt, visibly upset and her voice shaking she asked " You kissed her?" "She kissed me, it was short and sweet" Kylo was beginning to enjoy himself. The thought of Rey upset over him with another woman gave him hope that she truly did care for him, it was a good feeling to know Rey cared. Usually it was always him going to her but to see her get all flustered and upset was weirdly satisfying.

Rey couldn't help herself she hid a sniffle and said "Ok fine then, I hope you enjoyed yourself" with those words again she was gone, that was twice in one night he'd been snubbed before he could respond it was extremely irritating. He finished his drink and shook his head in frustration.

Rey paced around her hut even more, she couldn't take it anymore, she picked up her lightsaber and ventured outside to stare into the vastness of the ocean. A million questions ran through her mind but the one that mattered kept popping up, did Ben care for this woman? Did he still want Rey? She was drowning in her own self pity when it hit her like a bolt of lightening, she was in love with this man. Rey from Jakku and Jedi in training had fallen completely in love with the Supreme Leader of the First Order.

Kylo rested his head on the soft pillow and thought of his Rey, maybe he had taken it too far with his teasing. Tara was indeed beautiful and tempting but she was no Rey. He fell into a deep sleep haunted by his usual dreams of Rey and their uncertain and dangerous future.

"We need to talk" Kylo blinked rapidly, he was surrounded by darkness, the time was 4am. He sighed and expressed his displeasure. "Rey its too early for this" he switched on his light to get a better look at her, he was startled by her appearance, she did not look happy. She looked a mess, hair uncombed and a wild crazy look in her eyes, clearly she had not slept at all. He sat at the edge of his bed in his silk sleeping pants and waited for her to start. He could hear her rapid breathing, she was about to blow! "Yes, I'm jealous!" She screamed making him jump. "After preaching to me day in and day out about our destiny, and how we are supposed to end up together? how dare you kiss another?" He let her take out her anger "Is this a joke to you, am I joke to you? Are we just passing time till you shack up with a Lady who is more deserving of your Lordship than me? She was almost shouting in his face, " I cant compete with her porcelain face, pretty dresses and ladylike manners!" Her last words hurt her to say out loud but she did it anyways "Is she what you want Kylo Ren? Because if you want her then ill leave you for good" Rey didn't realize it but she was sobbing as she shouted at him. He had listened to her without uttering a word but at her last proclamation he stood up and in a flash he had grabbed her to him and kissed her he could taste the saltines of her tears as he deepened the kiss.

She hung onto him and kissed him harder her fingers in his hair holding him to her pulling him closer and closer. His tongue parted her lips exploring hers as her tongue met with his and he deepened the kiss further. She needed this, she needed him, she needed his reassurance that she was the only one for him. He broke apart reluctantly and kissed her forehead. "I want you inside my mind Rey, I want you to see what happened". She had always refused when he let her inside his mind but not this time, this time she obliged. He loved the feeling of Rey inside his mind, it was addictive as she flooded his mind with her light.

She could see his memories of the night before, of Tara and his thoughts constantly on Rey. Then they were inside Tara's quarters, the kiss and what followed after. What he said, how he felt. It was amazing to feel what he was feeling at the time. It was real everything they felt for each other was real.

He moved back and she slipped out of his mind, Rey was speechless all she could mutter was "Oh Ben". He kissed her forehead once more and calmly said "I'm yours always, don't ever doubt that and don't let me doubt your loyalty either". She knew he was referring to the incident with Poe.

The Resistance pilots had gotten together for a few drinks and at Poe's insistence and against Finns warning Rey had joined them, she had literally begged Finn to join in but he had some other work to attend too. The evening had been pleasant enough but Rey was getting a bit bored so she had gotten up to leave and surprisingly Poe had left with her. It was dark and Poe had been lightly brushing his hand against Rey's. She shrugged it off because he was clearly a little drunk

She had been about to go her own way when she turned to thank him but instead he had grabbed her by the shoulders and kissed her, she had been too shocked to move and only when he tried to deepen the kiss had she snapped back to her senses and pushed him off so roughly that he had almost fallen.

Never had she been so angry, Poe had apologized profusely and hurried off like a scared rabbit before Rey inflicted some serious damage. She had gone back to her room in a huff and wiped her lips with the back of her hand till they were raw. She plopped down on her bed frustrated that she had put herself in such an awkward situation.

At that moment Ben had stepped out of the shadows, she had been so caught up in her thoughts she hadn't even noticed that they had connected. He had sensed her turmoil and eyed her suspiciously taking in her unkempt hair and torn armband. In a blink of an eye before she could close off her mind, he was inside probing through, she attempted to push him out but it was too late, he had seen everything! His anger was instantaneous and she whimpered in pain as his anger bled into her thoughts.

He had pulled out of her mind and just stared at her. Rey had seen Ben angry but this was another side of him altogether, he was absolutely livid, his eyes dark and deadly, his thoughts murderous and she felt them all. She had taken a step back from him as he approached her towering over her small body. He had then started to yell at her for being open to another man's advances and she had snapped and told him to mind his damn business that if she wished she would let Poe take her to bed and that it wasn't Bens concern at all! She knew her words had hurt him deeply because he had disappeared without a single word and she hadn't seen him for the next 3 days. Poe never mentioned their little escapade and either pretended or couldn't remember what had happened between them, he treated her like he always did so she put it off as a drunken mistake and let it be.

She now had a dose of her own medicine and fully understood how unfairly she had treated Ben and it was not a good feeling.

Ben kissed her once more "You need to rest my love" with his final words she was left alone in her hut filled with so many emotions and the longing to be with him.

She willed herself back to the present, so much had happened since then, they now shared a child but then why did she feel betrayed by him? Had he taken Tara to bed? The more she thought about it the more anger consumed her and whatever decision he had made, she would live with it because she needed to be strong for her son. She got up and picked a fruit from the bowl in front of her and only once she had bitten into it did she realize how hungry she was. She hugged her baby and softly apologized.

Reys POV

Poe had taken to keeping her company and Finns teasing stayed fresh in her mind, could Poe still have feelings for her. Poe was walking with her, it was a bright sunny day and she had welcomed the company. He stopped her suddenly and asked her to sit, surprised by this she sat down but regarded Poe with caution. Poe was extremely nervous, she reached over and squeezed his hand, her face passive urging him to go ahead with what he wanted to say. Poe took a deep breath and said " Rey we've been through so much together, there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you" Rey listened intently knowing exactly where Poe was going with this. "I want to look after you, I want to be there for you when the baby is born" Rey was visibly shocked at this announcement, she had no idea he felt this strongly about her, she had thought Finn was just joking. Ben would literally kill Poe where he stood if he ever found out he had made such a proposal but Rey knew Poe had her best interests at heart. "Poe" she said softly," You know I'm in love with someone else, it wouldn't be fair to him or to you"

Poe shook off her hand angrily. "He's abandoned you, why are you still holding on Rey?" Rey was beginning to lose her patience "He has not abandoned us Poe, I refused to go to him" Poe sneered "He's the bloody Supreme Leader, you think he's waiting around thinking about his pregnant girlfriend, he's probably out with a different woman every night, you saw him with that woman". Rey stood up and held onto her baby bump protectively, Poe's words had hurt her deeply, she didn't want to imagine Ben with another woman, he wouldn't do it but the truth was that she wasn't sure anymore, they had their issues but he loved her and their child but it was too late, tears clouded her vision as she ran away leaving Poe to call after her.

She was just finishing her dinner, the ugliness of what happened in the morning still lingered in her mind spoiling her appetite and mood. She heard Rose outside her quarters, while finishing the last piece of fruit she opened the door and Rose burst in excitedly. "Rey, you have to see this" Rey looked at the holopad with curiosity "Why, what's on it?" Rose was fiddling with it as she answered "Its Kylo, sorry Ben, you have to see this!'' Rey stepped back, she had seen enough "No thanks Rose, I think I've seen enough" Rose gave Rey an understanding look "Do you think I would show you something that would hurt you?" Rey was overcome with emotion "No" Rose led her to her bed and they both sat down "Please just watch" Rose reassuringly told Rey.

She took and deep breath and concentrated on the holopad, Ben came into view, it looked like a press conference "Supreme Leader, the meeting and negotiations went according to your expectations?" asked one journalist. Ben smiled warmly "It has gone beyond my expectations and we are well on our way to establishing peace and prosperity" Ben gestured to another raised hand "Supreme Leader, if I may ask a personal question?" Ben nodded giving his consent. The reporter continued "We have seen you and Lady Raven smitten with each other, are we to expect wedding bells in the future?" Rey grabbed the sheet, Rose saw this and calmly said "Just watch". Ben smiled again at the reporter showing his perfect teeth "Yes, you can most definitely expect wedding bells" Rey frowned with disgust at this proclamation. "As for your question about Lady Raven, she is a most loyal and irreplaceable member of the First Order but my heart and my soul belong to someone else, she is my Rey of light and you all will meet her very soon!" with that he got up, signally the meeting was over. Everyone present looked at each other perplexed over who this mystery woman might be.

Rose looked over at Rey and squeezed her hand, "He loves you Rey" Rey sighed "I know" was all she could say.

Kylo POV

He thought back to Tara, after his declaration to the media she had finally accepted the truth. She had felt hurt and a little humiliated but it was necessary.

She would remain on the council and advise him; he truly did value her input but beyond that she would let go of her notions of him and focus on building her future with someone else.

He had seen her off personally and before departing she had reached up and kissed his cheek and said "This changes nothing Kylo, You will always have our support". Desmond had sighed as her shuttle took off, Kylo raised his eyebrows and the two men had exchanged an amused look.

Kylo sat at his desk with his data pad in his hand while reading the latest reports from his Knights about Rey and responding to several notices that required his urgent attention. He prepared for the day ahead when he felt it again "Father" he quickly replied "My son". "Mama misses you Father" His heart broke at his unborn son's declaration, "I will come for you both soon, you are my life" He replied with a heavy heart. Time was running out, he needed his family, he needed Rey.

Rey POV

Rey was in the canteen with Rose when she doubled over in pain, she straightened up to buckle down in pain once again. Rose grabbed her arm worry filed her face "Rey, I think it's time" Rey's eyes widened in shock "He's a month early, no it can't be, it's not time" before she could get the last word out she bent down and fell to her knees in pain. Rose screamed out to the closest people for help, before Rey knew it she was in the medical wing surrounded by medical droids preparing her for her delivery. Early or not her son was going to be born today.

Kylo POV

He was in the middle of his mandatory weekly discussion surrounded by his Generals and Knights of Ren. They had just gotten around to discussing better schools and healthcare systems for all outer Rim planets when searing pain shot through his entire body, it consumed him whole and he held onto the table to steady himself. The pain didn't stop and he grabbed onto the table tighter his knuckles turning white as he held on tighter through his gloved hands. He looked up momentarily to find his Generals and Knights on their feet and Desmond at his side, a concerned look upon his face "Supreme Leader, are you ok?" Kylo, mouthed the word Rey! Desmond nodded in acknowledgement.

The pain had subsided for the moment. He quickly instructed Desmond to carry forward on the meeting, as he left the meeting and ran towards his chambers. Once inside, after months of trying he attempted to open the force bond he shared with Rey, it opened ever so easily and he saw her!

She was in the medical wing on a bed with her legs in stirrups, she was in labor, she was giving birth to their son. The suffering and pain she was feeling tore through him, she sensed his presence as she looked directly at him her hair matted to her head, she was bathed in sweat, she raised her hand directly at him her fingers stretching out to him "Please Ben, we need you" she pleaded. Another contraction tore through her and broke her concentration, he watched her in anguish as their bond closed.

It was at that moment that Kylo Ren died, his allegiance to the dark and his thirst for power vanished in an instance. Rey was right, she had always been right and now was the right time to accept his true path in life. This was his true calling!

He had to let the past die to embrace his future. He knew where she was, they had always known where the Resistance base was. He stormed out of his chambers and ordered "Ready my ship".

Leia POV

Leia stood outside the medical bay with Finn and Rose, a droid came outside and handed her a warm bundle. She eagerly took the bundle and held the baby close to her only peering inside to see the sleeping baby, it took her back to the time of Ben's birth. The baby was asleep, eyes closed and content with a full head of thick black hair, he looked so much like Ben.

Leia looked up at the medical droid "The baby is healthy" the droid droned on "but for reasons unknown the mother is not responding" Leia's eyes filled with tears, it was an all too familiar story of her own mother, she wished Ben would come. Rose was crying softly leaning on Finns shoulder while he stroked her hair and muttered words of reassurance. Leia closed her eyes and reached out to her son "Ben".

He was alone as he flew his Tie fighter headed towards Hoth, he felt his mother reach out to him. It had been years since he felt her presence through the force but she seemed distressed and sad. Ben's heart filled with fear, something was wrong he sped towards the remote icy planet as fast as he could.

"General, a Tie fighter has entered the atmosphere" Leia looked towards the Resistance officer "Is he alone?" The officers face paled "It's his ship General, its Kylo Ren" "DO NOT let him land, I'll blow him up myself " a voice bellowed from the background. Leia turned to face Poe, he was shaking with fury as he grabbed his helmet "That is my son and he's not here for the Resistance" Leia ordered. "Are you crazy? That's Kylo Ren" Leia was losing her patience with her second in command. "He is not to be bothered Poe, he is here for Rey" this seemed to anger Poe even further. "He's not going anywhere near her, I forbid it" Leia was now extremely angry "You forbid it? You are clearly forgetting your place Poe". Leia was out of the command center and making her way towards the landed fighter where her son was walking towards the base.

She looked at him and looked at him again, it had been far too long since she last laid eyes on him in person, he was a man but his eyes were haunted and troubled but with purpose. "Please take me to her" he quietly requested. Leia took his hand and was about to escort him to where Rey was when Poe stepped in front of them.

Ben's whole demeanor changed his eyes narrowed and Leia felt pure rage emit from his body "Give me a reason and I'll eviscerate you where you stand". Ben remembered that he had reason enough to kill this man where he stood but this wasn't the right time for that. Poe wasn't intimidated easily he stood his ground while Ben narrowed his eyes and flashes of Rey in the garden flew by, Poe was proposing and then Rey was running away in tears, that was more than enough and Poe sunk to the ground holding his throat as Ben used the force to choke him "You proposed to Rey? The mother of my child? How dare you!" Ben said in a low deadly voice.

Leia looked at Poe with surprise when had this happened, a lot of things fell into place, Poe's constant stream of questions about Rey, the making of excuses to go see her. She gently placed a hand on her sons arm "Rey needs you Ben" at the mention of Rey's name he let go of Poe, who took in large gulps of air as he lay curled up on the ground. Ben threw Poe one last look of disgust and contempt.

They were now running towards the medical wing and just outside the door Ben composed himself "I will not repeat my grandfather's mistakes, I will not be him" he said this to himself more than anyone else. Finn and Rose moved aside giving him access to enter the room to where Rey was with their son.

Ben had idolized his grandfather Darth Vader, he had made it his life's mission to accomplish what Vader couldn't, but none of that mattered anymore. His Grandfather had been wrong and in the process Vader or Anakin as he was known before he succumbed to the dark side had lost everything and Ben wasn't going to make that same mistake. Leia looked at him with tears in her eyes, her mother had died after giving birth to Luke and herself, she had died of a broken heart.

Rey lay on her side, a pool of blood near her legs, she possessively held the baby close to her, she felt him enter, "Ben, you came" she weakly smiled at him, he placed a hand on her head and then on her cheek "I will never leave you again my love" she was exhausted but proudly gestured to their son "He's beautiful Rey" He gushed, he was speechless to say anything beyond that. He felt her consciousness weaning as she closed her eyes. She was very weak he could feel it, he was partially to blame for it. He placed his hand on her abdomen and closed his eyes and concentrated, he felt the force running through his very being and into his fingertips.

Leia looked through the glass in the door that separated them, she hadn't witnessed force healing before and there he was bringing Rey back from the brink of death. When had her little boy become this strong with the force? Poe had caught up with them, he obviously didn't discourage easily "What the hell is he doing to her?" Leia calmly explained "He's giving Rey his life force to save her from death" at that moment Ben lost his footing, he held onto the table to steady himself his hand still firmly on Rey's abdomen.

Ben Pov

He was in a daze when he heard her voice "Ben, STOP!" Rey held him as he fell forwards. She held onto him to steady himself and kissed him then, a long passionate kiss that didn't seem like it was going to end. He was breathing hard when they broke apart, he had tears in his eyes as he looked at his Rey, he had come very close to losing her but never again. He was never going to leave his family.

A small cry brought them back to their senses as the baby in Rey's hands began to cry, he took the crying baby from her hands and cradled the baby against his body. The baby stopped crying and looked up at his father, the tears fell freely now as he kissed his sons forehead. "I never knew a monster like me could create something so beautiful"

"You are no monster Ben, you are our everything." She lovingly told him.

Rey was now out of danger and in her quarters with the baby and Rose. Ben was at the command center with his mother. There was much to discuss.

"Have you left the First Order?" Inquired Leia curiously.

Ben raised an eyebrow "I am the First Order and its way forward lies with me, I have worked hard to bring it to what it is and I've worked hard to become who I am so no I'm not leaving the First Order"

Leia nodded in approval, "I've heard of all you've been doing in the outer Rim, I've never been more proud of another person's actions." She held back her tears of happiness.

Ben stared straight ahead his expression wary, he sighed and continued "It's time for this war to end Mother, it's time for the Resistance and First Order to become allies, if not for my sake but for the sake of your grandson"

Leia laid her hand on her sons hand, "I agree, I have fought this war for far too long and now I can rest knowing the future is in good hands"

Ben smiled at his mother "I will reinstate the Senate under your control, where you will be answerable only to me. I have faith that you will lead the Senate in the right direction"

Leia was visibly overwhelmed, she didn't have the words to express her thoughts so she merely nodded.

He nodded back in agreement and then his face turned dark and his eyes deadly "We need to kill Palpatine, he will come after Ryan, he has sensed his power and he will use his blood connection to control him, our son will never be safe until he is dead, there is no other way"

He looked down at his mother almost pleading with her "Mother, you need to reconnect with the force, remember your training we might need you. Rey needs time to recover but I need her more, together we are at our strongest and my Knights and your Resistance fighters will handle any other guards or Palpatine loyalists that stand in our way"

"You have my complete support, Palpatine has ruined our family for long enough, it ends now! Do what you must Ben" Leia said with purpose.

Leia hugged her son, she knew he was surprised but he didn't pull away he let her hold him for as long as she needed.

Ben Pov

He was in Rey's quarters, it was nowhere near as luxurious as his chambers aboard the finalizer but she could light up any room with her mere presence.

He had contacted Desmond earlier with the required preparations, his Knights and a few selected Generals were to join him at the Rebel base. Desmond had informed him that Hux had been inquiring about his whereabouts. Ben gave instructions that Hux was to be informed that he would return in a week's time after attending to some personal matters, that weasel didn't need to know any more details. He would soon need to deal with the traitorous and annoying General Hux!

She smiled brightly at him and motioned for him to be quiet pointing out their sleeping son. Ben could have stared at his son forever, he had his hair that was for sure but his mother's eyes and her light.

"You need to rest" Ben kissed the top of Rey's head.

"I was waiting for you, tell me what you spoke to Leia about, I could feel your tension and then relief"

There was no hiding anything from her, he gathered her in his arms and hugged her so close, he wanted to do much more but they couldn't it was too soon after the birth, it didn't matter they had the rest of their lives to satisfy their hunger of each other. He filled her in on everything that was discussed and his plans with his Knights. There was one final thing he needed to do with regard to his relationship with Rey, it was time to make her completely his and then forever.

He took Rey's hands in his and kissed the fingertips, "Rey, I should've done this a long time ago, but before we go to war, I want you by my side as my wife"

Rey locked her arms around his neck and kissed him "Yes, yes a million times yes"

They stood at the chapel at the Resistance base among them were Leia, Finn and Rose. A lot of people were not required to attend just who was needed. Rey's traitor best friend remained firmly at her side, he tried hard to hide his contempt but he could now see how deep their friendship was, Finn and his girlfriend had remained by Rey's side during the birth. They said their vows and she became his, he could feel happiness radiate off her and he gathered her in his arms for a loving embrace.

Once inside their room they slept side by side hugging each other with a watchful eye on the baby in the cot. Tonight they would have their peace because in 2 days' time they were going to war.

His Knights had joined them at the base and to say they were an intimidating bunch would be an understatement. The Resistance fighters looked on in awe and admiration as the Knights walked about and trained, such precision and skill was truly breathtaking to watch. His Generals were formulating plans with his mother and Poe. The Knights kneeled as their Supreme Leader approached, Ben motioned for them to stand and approached each one offering them his hand, Rey had also joined them she was wearing a grey tunic to match Bens black, she held Ryan close to her chest.

"Rey, these are the Knights of Ren, my most trusted advisors, comrades and my brothers" He looked beyond Rey and gestured two Knights forward. They came forward from their Resistance posts and joined their brothers. Rey looked at them astonished "Marquis and Nasir were your Knights?" Ben nodded "Placed within the ranks of the Resistance for your protection and my sanity" Rey looked at them curiously "But I personally checked each recruit, looked into their minds, I found nothing" she was disappointed at her inability. Ben squeezed her shoulder "Rey, they are the Knights of Ren, all of them are force sensitive with the power to withstand a little mind reading". Rey nodded in acknowledgement, they had been her favorite recruits and it was easy to see why. Marquis and Nasir stepped forward and said "Forgive our deception Lady Rey, it was important for your safety that we remained anonymous, we have grown to respect you as we do our Supreme Leader and we will guard and protect our future leader with our lives" at this proclamation the other Knights kneeled before Rey and Ben agreeing in unison of their undying loyalty to their son.

Rey bowed to them to show her respect, they returned the respect that was deserving of their Lady Ren and stood their ground until dismissed. Time was of the essence and everyone made their way to the command table where Leia stood with Finn and Poe. They briefed everyone on possible attack strategies and the day slipped away with everyone deep in discussion. Rey had long since retired to her quarters with Ryan, she still needed to rest and gather her strength. She was breastfeeding Ryan as Ben walked in, he looked exhausted. He smiled as he saw his wife and son, he gave her a quick kiss and laid down to rest his eyes, within minutes he was fast asleep.

The two days flew past with strategic planning and back and forth banter between the Resistance and the Generals of the First Order but at the end of the day they came to a decision on the best possible course of action. Poe would lead the aerial attack on the formidable Sith fleet as his expertise as a fighter pilot gave him the experience to do so while the Generals and Knights would handle any ground forces, Sith followers and sympathizers who would most likely be force sensitive.

It was time!

Rey helped Ben with his all black ensemble and he tightened her wraps around her arms. They held onto each other for hours it seemed, not wanting to let go. Leia was entrusted with looking after Ryan during the battle and if anything were to happen to them. They kissed their son and Rey's tears fell freely into the cloth that surrounded her precious son.

"We will be back Rey, I swear to you" He promised his wife.

Rey's POV

Exogul was bathed in the dark side, the air thick with despair, there were no happy thoughts here.

"Welcome my children" his sinister voice echoed through the walls.

Before long Rey and Ben were facing the once fallen Emperor.

"Good, good, I see you have united, a bond such as yours is powerful but why did you not bring my Great grandson as agreed Kylo Ren?" He questioned Ben.

Rey looked at Ben " Kylo Ren is no more, Ben Solo stands before you now and you will not touch our son, this ends now! The Sith ends now" Rey said with finality.

Maniacal laughter surrounded them "You cannot kill the Sith, Vader couldn't kill me, I cannot be killed, I live on in your blood and your sons. Strike me down and fulfill your destiny, take your birthright and become the rightful Empress to the Sith"

"We might be related by blood but we will never be like you" Rey charged towards Palpatine the blue of her lightsabre like a beacon in the dark but the Sith Lord was strong with the dark side of the force he waved her aside with his hand and she crashed against the rocks.

As Ben ran towards Rey, Palpatine waved him aside and he stood paralyzed at the feet of the Dark Emperor "The last Skywalker" he snarled in disgust. He looked at Rey and again at Ben, the Sith Lords face changed as he came to the realization of Rey and Bens bond. A smile broke out on his disfigured face as he now understood what stood before him.

"A dyad in the force! The life force of your bond will make me stronger than before, it will wash away my scars and suffering" Palpatine lifted them both with ease, they lay suspended in mid air trapped with the force, "Stand together, die together" he proclaimed wand continued to drain their power leaving them helpless and defenseless. He laughed as he felt their power surge through him.

As they lay dying and drained before Palpatine, Rey looked at Ben he had completely passed out blood trickled down his mouth, she could feel his life wean but he wasn't dead.

She lay on her back as she gathered her strength. Rey looked to the sky above her, millions of stars scattered across the Galaxies she closed her eyes and with all her might called out to the force "Be with me" she silently asked "Be with me". In a second voices started speaking to her, "We are with you Rey, we have always been with you".

Old Jedi Masters were speaking to her, RISE REY!

These are the final steps Rey, rise up and take them! Bring back the balance! Find the light, follow the light! Never have you been alone! Every Jedi that has ever lived, lives in you! Feel the force through you, let it lift you! We stand behind you Rey! In the heart of a Jedi lies their strength! The force will be with you, always!

RISE REY! RISE!

She stood up with renewed strength and purpose. The force gave her the strength for her son, for her love, for a better world. Palpatine laughed as she scrambled to her feet, their connection had fueled his power and allowed him to heal and regain his former strength but it did not matter, she was completely one with the force, Jedi Masters before her stood with her and gave the strength to do what needed to be done.

"Foolish girl, I have the power of all the Sith before flowing through me, I'm all the Sith!

She summoned Bens lightsabre and ignited both. Red and blue finally – Balance and with determination and strength she replied "And I am all the Jedi".

The fallen emperor didn't waste time he laughed manically and force lighting flew through his fingertips towards Rey at his full strength. Rey staggered backwards but it was only momentary she regained her footing and pushed forward using their lightsabers to deflect the lighting back to its source. She watched as she went closer to Palpatine, his face now twisted in horror as he finally understood what was happening, Rey watched him, her face inches away from his face as his face melted away and his cries of anguish were the last she heard before silence engulfed her.

Rey dropped to her knees beside Ben, he was still unconscious and barely alive, she needed the Knights who had been battling the guards and Sith followers in the inner chambers. She focused on Desmond's force signature and sent a message "Desmond it is over, our Supreme Leader needs you" within what seemed like seconds the Knights were at her side, she looked at them to notice that they had suffered casualties and were two less. She touched Desmond's bloodied shoulder in remorse as they attempted to lift Bens body aboard the Falcon. They would grieve their fallen brothers later, heroes that died to create a better world for the future.

Back at base, Rey watched over Ben as the medical droids patched up his old scar. His head was throbbing, he coughed and came too. He sat up straight and pulled her to him, they embraced and kissed passionately, her fingers dug deep into his back as he cupped her face. Rey pulled apart as Leia approached carrying their precious son, Rey immediately scooped him up in her arms and kissed his forehead as Ben engulfed them both in a protective embrace.

Rey approached Poe, his arm in a sling and his eye swollen, he smiled as she approached. Finn and Rose on either side, they had a few scars and scrapes but nothing serious, Rey was so relieved to see her friends. Ben watched cautiously as Rey approached Poe, he was in a deep discussion with his mother but he kept his eyes on Rey. Poe didn't hesitate, as soon as Rey approached he hugged her tightly, Ben narrowed his eyes, he still didn't like the flyboy touching his wife. Rey hugged both Finn and Rose together, she held onto them longer, tears of happiness fell down her face. They had all survived.

After 2 weeks

Desmond had departed days earlier with Marquis to inform Hux of the proceedings and protocol that needed to be followed for the return of their Supreme Leader. Ben and Rey had decided to raise their son on the planet of Naboo, it was a decision Leia was extremely happy with and knew her mother would be proud to have her grandson live in her ancestral home and raise his family on the planet where she had found love.

Hux stood with the rest of the Generals awaiting the Supreme Leaders arrival onboard the Finalizer. He wanted to have a few words with his so called Leader, he wasn't all that thrilled with everything that had happened, his lips pressed tightly together he waited impatiently. The lift opened and out walked Ben. Hux immediately took a step back, their Leader was different somehow more powerful.

Ben stood in front with Rey at his side, they were both dressed in black with their lightsabers attached to their waist. Ryan lay protectively in his mothers arms and Leia stood to Ben's right, she was dressed in all her finery looking every bit the Princess of Alderan that she was. His Knights of Ren stood right behind them forming a protective circle around their Leader. They made a formidable and impressive group.

Ben smiled at his welcoming party and stepped forward.

"General Hux, my fellow Generals I believe introductions are in order"

He beckoned Rey and Leia to his side.

"This is my wife and Last Jedi Rey" Rey nodded to the Generals before her as Ben continued proudly gesturing to their sleeping baby "and my son and our future Leader", the Generals looked at the child and then at Ben, their confusion apparent on their faces.

He ignored them as he turned and smiled warmly at Leia "My mother is known to you all. He drew himself up to his full height and added, "She will lead the Senate and be my most trusted advisor".

The Generals and Hux were shocked and taken back, their facial expressions angry, their eyes filled with contempt but Hux was the first to find his voice "Ren, what is the meaning of this?" he asked through clenched teeth.

The Knights moved swiftly but Desmond who was standing behind Hux got there first and did not hesitate as the General was raised above the ground gasping for air. His face turning purple as he clutched his throat trying desperately to hang onto his life. Ben nodded and Desmond released Hux who cowered on the ships floor staring up at Ben in disbelief.

Ben was calm, his voice deadly but with purpose as he proclaimed, "We are the change the Galaxy needs! I will be making several changes, good and just changes that will benefit all" he looked directly at Hux "You can either stand with me or against me, the choice is yours!"

I truly hope everyone enjoys reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.

I really wanted Kylo Ren/Ben Solo to have the ending he deserved.

Thank you so much! ❤