Chapter 0: The Despair of Immortality
Loneliness…
What is the purpose of being a god if you are alone?
Sadness…
That's what he has felt…
Regretful…
Of what he couldn't have done…
It has been so long, so many times lost…
Since Goku master Ultra instinct, he has the power of a god. And eventually, he becomes immortal…it feels great at first but soon, it's a thing he regret. Seeing his wife, his family, his best friend die one by one forced him to go through pain for many times…
The was so painful…Eventually, he has become emotionless, years of alone, broken and lost have sucked out all of his happy self, make himself a cold, ignorant person…
His body will remain, but his heart, his soul will not…
The question is…Can he save himself?
…
It has already been a century…Goku is sitting at the waterfall, watching the stars…like always. It has become his favorite thing to do while bearing the loneliness by himself…As much cold, emotionless as he got, he is still Goku…he missed his best friend, Bulma, he missed his wife, he missed his rival, he missed his sons…but there is nothing can be done…nothing…
As much as he gains respect for gods with the ultimate guidance, he doesn't care…he doesn't want to hear anything about God, not anymore
Living the immortal life is quite boring….Goku now is tactically a genius…reading has somehow become is hobby…it kills time pretty quick. He has sometimes gone to the Capsule Corp., which surprise him by the amount of technology, how well-civilization the earth has become and seeing Elysia, the great-great-grandaughter of Bulma, she is a spitting image of her, every time seeing her, he thinks about Bulma…
He still remembered it, the day Bulma die…he doesn't cry…not like everyone else…Chichi and Gohan's death taught him that there is no point at crying but…his heart shatter at her death…his last light is…gone
Bulma is truly his best friend…if only things were different…
"Time is cruel…" He said to himself
Time…Time! He has heard something like that from somewhere…
Then it hits him…Bulma! Bulma time machine! He was right! He can come back!
Feeling it, he immediately teleport to the C.C…
"It has to be here, it has to be somewhere!" He said while searching
"What are you looking for?" A voice called out
"Elysia?" Goku said since when did she comes here?
"Yeah…Goku, tell me what you are looking for" Elysia said
"I…um…" He said
"I know what are you looking for…the time machine, right?" Elysia asked
"Yes…" He signs…
"Follow me…"
Then Elysia leads him to Bulma's old bedroom…He can come here anytime but he respects Bulma enough…the Elysia clicks a button under the pillow and the room modified…inside there is…
"The time machine…" Goku said, this machine gonna make him feel again, this machine is gonna save his life…this has to be it!
"Are you sure, Goku? You have me…" She asked sadly…
"I…I have to come back, kid…I'm sorry…" He said
"So you don't need me?" She asked, eyes filled with tears…Goku is the one who taught her everything…He is a warm person behind the cold and emotionless face…
"I'm sorry for my selfishness, Elysia…I want to move on…" He resurrects her
"If you go…I won't stop you…but let me ask you the last question…what do you expect to change…" She asked, in last hope to hold him back
"I don't know…" He said…again, what did he expect to change? To save everyone? No…he doesn't know
"But I know I must…" He said firmly, he had decided
"Okay…I guess this is goodbye then…" She begins to cry
"Shh, kid, don't cry!... Maybe forget me is the best way…" He said raising his hand
"No! I don't want to forget you! You are not only my master, but you are also my friend…why" She said and her memory starts to blur
"Trust me kid, this is for the best…" After saying it, Elysia went unconscious…
"Bye, kid…I will miss you, I will" He said while taking a seat in the time machine
"Memory…let get back to the past…" He said while controlling the machine
After a brilliant white ray…and he was gone…
"My friend…I am coming back…"
End of chap 0…
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