Quick author's note before we begin: I wasn't planning on posting this but, the first chapter for my next fic is taking longer than anticipated. (It'll be out soon and I'll update this when it is!)

Update: the first chapter of The Calm and Chaos is out because I stayed up until 5am working.

Quick disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this fic. Go check out Thomas Sanders's series: Sanders Sides on YouTube.

Possible Trigger Warnings:

Toxic thinking

Mentions of panic attacks/anxiety attacks

Deceit and Remus (they're just there and say only a few lines of dialouge)

This fic is indeed gay!

Please do let me know if I missed any possible triggers. I want all my readers to stay safe and enjoy content that suits them.

Now we're starting the story

"For once can you just not cling to us all the time?!" Logan shouted at Patton immidatly covering his mouth once he finished his sentence. Patton was starting to break down and cry.

"P-Patton I didn't mean-." Before Logan could finish, Patton ran up the stairs to his room. Tears were streaming down his face as he ran. He slammed the door, causing all the sides downstairs to jump slightly.

Thouhts like, 'You're too dependant on them' and 'They can't stand you' ran through Patton's head like poision. He couldn't help but think, "Am I a burden? Did I mess everything up?" A knock on his door took him out of his trance.

"Patton? Are you in there?" Virgil asked, his voice slowly breaking. No response came. He asked again banging on the door this time.

"Please Patton! Open the door!" Virgil said hot tears streaming down his face. A thud suddenly came from beyond Patton's locked door.

"Patton!" Virgil screamed causing Logan and Roman to come racing up the stairs. Virgil explained what happened whild Logan picked Patton's lock and suddenly stopped when he saw Patton lying on the floor unconscious.

Roman was comforting Virgil who spiraled into an anxiety attack while Logan started to overwhelm when waves of emotions washed over him.

"Wh-what's happening to me?" Logan whispered while a few tears trickled down his cheeks. He started breathing heavily and crying immensely. He was having a panic attack. Roman and Virgil noticed this and went over to Logan. Nothing made sense right now to the logical atribute. He was logic so, why did he have emotions?

"Lo, you need to slow your breathing and try to calm down. It won't get better if you don't help this." Virgil said, putting his hand on Logan's shoulder.

Eventually, Logan mostly calmed down. He picked Patton up and brought him downstairs to the living room.

Logan was taking charge and started telling Roman and Virgil what they needed to do when Remus and Deceit appeared. They were able to put the pieces of the puzzle together on their own so they knew what was happening.

"Anything we can do to help you guys?" Remus said.

Soon enough Deceit and Remus were put to tasks and didn't thankfully didn't argue. Just as quickly as the tasks were assigned, they were finished.

Logan was sitting by Patton's still unconscious body and started to cry. He wanted to apologize and reverse what he has done. He felt as if he was going to lose someone he loved. Logan loved Patton. The thought subconsciously came to Logan's head and he hasn't realised it. He felt emotions but he rathered to hide them because he was ashamed. He felt emotions made him weak. (No pun intended)

Hours passed and Logan was still by Patton's side. The others had gone into their rooms after an hour passed, but Logan stayed there, stubborn as ever. As soon as Patton woke up, he wanted to hug Patton and apologise for everything.

Patton ever-so-slightly opened his eyes and saw Logan crying. He grabbed Logan's hand which caused Logan to look up at Patton's face.

Logan hugged Patton tighter than he's ever hugged anyone before. Between sobs Logan said,"I'm so sorry for sh-shouting at you. I love you more than anything. I know you can't fogive me but-." Patton cut him off.

"I love you too Logan. I forgive you. I promise, it's okay." They pulled out from the hug and Patton kissed Logan before he did anything else.

Later that night, everyone sat together and watched some movies. Patton cuddled up to Logan and knew that he would never have to go through that again.

Thank you for reading all the way through this fic. I know this kinda sucks but I wanted to put out a fic because I honestly don't know when the first chapter of my next fic will be posted. Again, I hope you enjoyed this little thing. Constructive criticisizim is always welcome and appriciated! Stay awesome and see you next time!