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Waring a character attempts suicide.
Leonard Snart looked at the paper in his hand and sighed. He then looked back at the chair he had sat in the middle of the room and the rope he had tied to a beam across the celing of his room. This had been a long time coming for him, he'd almost done it several times before but he'd backed out at the last moment. This time he wasn't going to, this time he would go all the way through with it and leave the dark world behind him. Taking one last look around his room he laid the papers that bore his suicide letter on the desk and took a deep breath, he removed his Parka and shirt taking one last look at himself in the full body mirror. For once the many scars that covered his upper body didn't bother him. He then stepped up onto the chair and pulled the nose around his neck. He stood there for a few moments
There was a knock on his door.
"Snart, Gideon said you needed me, is everything alright? Can I come in?" Sara said from outside his door.
Blasted AI, he should of known Gideon would of caught on to his plans. He knew if he was going to do it he had to do it now, without saying a word to Sara he pushed off from the chair and kicked it away from him, his feet were dangling above the floor as he swung suspended only by the rope around his neck, which was cutting off his airway. Dark spots were beining to dance in his vision. And he smiled, a real smile as his world began to go black. He was vagly aware of his door opening.
The moment she saw him, Sara panic "LEONARD!" She screamed throwing one of the knives she always had on her at the thick rope that held him suspended above the ground. His motionless body landed on the ground with a thud, Sara rushed to check on him, his lips, and the area around his mouth had already gained a blue tent to them indicating he wasn't getting enough Oxygen, and his skin had turned a grayish-pale color. Sara immeditally put two fingers on the man's wrist trying to find a pulse. When she found it she could tell that it was very weak, almost non-exsistnat. She had come in just in time.
"Ms. Lance, what's the matter" Rip came running in, the rest of the team right behind him
"I'm sorry is that a noose?" Jax asked
"That's what it looks like" Ray said
"It would seam that Mr. Snart, just tried to kill himself" Stein said
"Oh bloody hell" Rip said running a hand through his hair
"Why would he do that, what reasons would a Criminal have to killing themselves" Kendra asks
"He almost succeded" Sara said "If Gideon hadnt told me that he needed me... he would have managed"
"he's alive then?" Rip says
"he's alive but only just" Sara says
"Gideon ready the med, Dr. Palmer, Mr. Jackson take Mr. Snart to the Medbay." Rip says, Ray and Jax each grabbed Leonard under the arms and began to carry the nearly dead criminal to the Medbay. "The rest of you, I'm going to have to ask you to stay out of the Med while I work on Mr. Snart. Sara look around and see if you find anything that could tell us why Mr. Snart attempted suicide"
"Like a suicide note?" Kendra says picking up the papers that were laying on Leonards Desk
"Yes like a suicide note, good eye Ms. Saunders. We can read the note aloud after I have stabilized Mr. Snart, Ms. Lance I will allow you to acomony me if you would like, the rest of you I must ask to stay out of the Med" Rip says he turns and walks out of Leonards quarters, Sara following close behind him. When the got to the med Rip shood Ray and Jax out and then got to work on the limp Criminal on the medical chair. He position the theif's arms and legs to were his legs were slightly apart and his arms were resting on the arm rests
"What are you doing that for? Shouldn't you be getting him Oxygen" Sara asked
"Patience Ms. Lance, Gideon, Activate medical restrants on Mr. Snart please" Rip says
"Right Away captian hunter" Gideon says, cuffs shoot out of the chair, locking tightly around Leonard's Wrists and Ankles
"This is in case he wakes up and no one is in here, Gideon will only release him at my commnad." Rip said putting a oxygen mask that fit snuggly to Leonard's face, he also fitted a IV Cuff onto Leonard right Arm. on the screen to Leonards left, Gideon displayed Leonard's vitals which were weak but stable, Rip took a pair of siccors and cut the noose off of the theif's neck and then threw it away "There is nothing more I can do for him at the moment"
"What are we going to do when he wakes up" Sara asks
"I wish I had an awnser for you Ms. Lance but at this moment I do not know what we will do with him. Lets go meet with the others Shall we" Rip says "Gideon call everyone to the Bridge"
"They are all gathered in the gallery, do you still wish for me to call them to the bridge?" Gideon asked
"No, we'll go to the gallery instead" Rip says, he and Sara leave the Medical bay, Rip shuting the door behind them, they then make their way to the Gallery were everyone was gathered around the dining table. the room became silent when Rip and Sara entered.
"How is he?" Ray aked
"If nothing else, Mr. Snart is alive for the time-being" Rip says "I do not forsee any complications occuring, so he should make a full recovery, but things are going to change for him. How so, I do not know yet, but we can not allow him the chance to take such actions again. As of right now Gideon has him fully restrained in his medical chair, and he will stay in his restrants untill I give the order for them to be removed."
"How could Mr. Snart of gotten himself to the point of wanting to end his life without us noticing. Surley if he was depressed we would have noticed" Stein says
"Not necessary, if snart was already depressed before coming on the WaveRider we never would have known and therefore would not of caught it in time" Ray says
"Still I would of reconized the signs" Stein says
"I'm sure Mr. Snart's Suicide Letter will give us all the answers we need. Ms. Saunders if you would" Rip said, Kendra handed the papers over to Rip, he went over to a consoul and scaned the papers front and back "Gideon would you please read Mr. Snart's Suicide letter"
"To my family and Friends,
Life is hard, I've known this for many years. They say it gets better, it gets easier, but the truth is that it doesn't. Not when you are haunted by every wrong damn thing you've ever done in your entire damn life. Haunted by every insult and racial slur thrown your way. Haunted by the Abuse you endured as a boy. What I'm trying to say is that I have faught a losing battle for too long, and maybe I should have gotten help but it's too late now. I'm shit at asking for help anyway. I've lost the will to live. I don't know how I'm going to do it just yet, but I'll figure that out tonight when you are all asleep. You'll find me in the mroning, dead. These are my last words to all of you before I end my life. I'll probably do something quick. Slit my throat or put a Ice sicle through my heart. Hopefully it'll be quick and painless.
Before I leave I have a few things I need to get off my chest, things that cant die with me. First, I didn't actually Kill Mick, I couldn't of, he was my best friend. I marooned him, once the mission is over please go get him, Gideon knows where I left him. Second, this was my choice and my choice alone, none of you had anything to do with my descion. Well, some of you did cause me to wait longer than I initally would have, so don't cry for me, I don't want that. Keep pushing forward with the mission, that I do want.
I have suffered from depression, PTSD, Bulimia and several other mental illnesses all my life and I just cant take it anymore. I wore that puffy jacked of mine to make myself look bigger than the 102 pounds that I was. I should have weighed 140, but I didn't because of my eating disorder. I hid behind that jacket for so long so when you find me, I wont have it on. I'm going to show myself for my final moments in this world
I have a couple requests. One do not bring me back to life, I want to die. Take my body back to my sister, Lisa, she lives in Central City, Flash will be able to find her. I want to be buried in St. Monsonia cemetary beside my grandparents, if possible. On the subject of being burried, I want to be burried with my gun and frostbite, Lisa will know what frostbite is. Have Cisco take the interior out of my gun so if I were to get grave robbed the gun will no longer work and could not hurt anyone after I am gone. One last thing, I want all of you, every one at Star Labs and my Rouges to attend my funural
Rip, I know you needed me on this mission but it hurts so much, I'm ready to go to my eternal sleep. I'm not suffering anymore and I must thank you for the past few months. they were the best of my life. I hope you save your family, if you do I wish for you and them to live happy lives
Ray, there is a secondary coldgun that I built under my bed in my roon. You can have it, I know how much you wanted to mess with my gun. Have fun with it.
Sara, I dont know what I can say to you, what I could say to make this better for you I know you have lost many people and you didnt want to loose me. Stay strong and please dont forget me. There is sonething I should have told you before now, but I am going to say it now. I loved you Sara, as a sister or a lover I'm not sure, but I felt something for you and had I held on I could of figured out what it was. I'm sorry I never got to steal that kiss. Please look after Lisa for me, she's going to need someone.
Everyone else, keep your heads on steright, stick together, protect each other and stay alive.
Lisa, I'm sorry Trainwreck, I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye and I'm sorry I'm coming home in a casket. Keep Ramon close, he's a good kid and he's good for you. Please look after yourself and keep a eye on the rouges they are in your hands now. I know you will be mad at me for doing this to you and I don't blame you but please no matter what don't forget me, don't hate me forever. I would like for you to go streight if you can, honor my memory, don't stop doing the things we loved doing together. Don't remember me with sadness, don't remember me with tears, remember me with all the times we spent together through the years. To me my life didn't mean much, I didn't live just went through the motions but when you were around you were my life. Goodbye Lisa, my baby sister, I love you. May we meet again.
Everything I've stolen on this trip is under the floors of the Cargo bay, do what you want with it
Mick,
If you are reading this that means they saved you. I'm sorry I hurt you pal. Keep your head on right and your temper in check, you are a very special and good person. You were good to me. I can not express how much I love you. It will hurt when I'm gone but remember I am always watching over you. You called me your snow Angel but now I am your Gaurdein Angel watching over you from above. I will always be with you in your heart and through your memory of me, Stay well my love.
These are my final words, I wish you all well and for you to know you could not have stopped me. Stay strong and kill Savage.
In peace may I leave the shore,
In love may I find the next,
Safe passage on my travels
Untill my final journey to our Lord, God.
May we meet again,
My fight is now over
I hope you all live beautiful lives. Live long and happy, live your lives wonderful for me, Live for me for I could not and please do not forget me. Honor me in your memory.
I love you all,
Leonard Snart
Captain Cold"
The Gallery was silent as Gideon finnished reading Leonards Suicide letter. "My god" Stein says "We have to do something to help the poor thing"
"But what do we do to help him" Jax asks
"Love him, I guess" Ray says
"We cant do anything untill he wakes up, I'm going to go sit with him" Sara says