*This is the story I wish would have evolved from Octavia. As if she had her own storyline. This will be full of angst, emotional despair, violence and smutt. I will add chapters whenever I can. This is my first Fanfic, so reviews and critiques are always welcome.

This chapter picks up after Octavia helps Lincoln escape the drop ship. The first few chapters will follow with the show to the best of my abilities.

Chapter One

The first flower she sees, she was unable to sneak away with Monty watching her, before the distraction of John Murphy stumbled into camp. The sickness happened fast, and hit hard. It was a blur, but when she saw it she knew it was for her. The flower outside the gate is a sign; she knows Lincoln waits for here in his cave. A gut wrenching want settles in her stomach, her breath is heavy, but her feet glide as if she was flying across the forest floor. The memories of the night before flash threw her. How his hot skin felt against her, the tingle that ran through her body as his hands ran up and down her sides. This was an experience she never thought shed have, but there she was. Naked in front of a man; Lincoln was gentle, but not in a way that made her feel delicate of frail, but in a way she felt cared for. Safe. He paused every so often to make eye contact, as a way to check in with her, she would give a subtle nod as he removed another piece of clothing, or moved his kisses farther over her sensitive parts. She gasped in shock when he pulled his long thick member from beneath his pants; the site of it scared her. Never seeing a man before she suddenly went ridged, Lincoln realized just how naïve Octavia was. He allowed her to feel him, to explore his body at her will. Her fear subsided as she gentle stroked Lincoln, watching how his eyes would roll back, and the smallest droplets would seep out his sensitive tip. She was completely lost in lust now, Pulling him down on top of her, his weight both crushing but thrilling. His hand slide down her stomach to her hot slick folds, her breath hitched as she felt his rough hand move is soft motions around her sensitive nub. Then sliding one finger into her, she threw her head back. Within mere seconds she was breathless, feeling her walls swell and quiver around Lincoln, he carefully filled her with another finger and slid down her body licking her as he went. Placing his lips on top her clit, sucking in just slightly. Her hips bucked and her orgasm crashed over her. Lincoln slowed, and felt her ride her wave of pleasure. When she opened her eyes she felt hot tears rolling down her cheeks.. Unaware of how long she had been like this she suddenly felt self conscious again. Was that normal? Did Lincoln know she was a virgin, she had been to nervous to admit it to him, worried he'd pull away if he knew. But the way her treated her she felt he already knew.. her eyes shot to him, his face resting on her stomach, he reached up and wiped away the stray tears. Kissing her deeply and then pulling away to ask if she was ok. She didn't know how to answer that, the feeling was overwhelming, but in the most beautiful way. She had never felt anything like that in her short 16 years. She tentatively smiled and nodded. " is this what its always like?" she whispered quietly, Lincoln let out a small laugh, he smiled at her replying " yes " with a teasing smile. After a moment of reflection Octavia realized that Lincoln's member was still rock solid between her legs, of course. He hadn't finished, she had been so consumed in her own pleasure that she completely forgot about his. She ran hear nibble fingers down his stomach, feeling every bump and curve, tracing every mark that had been left on his body from being hostage in the drop ship. Anger pooled in her belly as another hot tear streaked down her face. Lincoln pulled her face to his- kissing her forehead. "I am fine, and for you I would endure anything" he pressed hard against her lips, and Octavia felt that feeling building inside of her again. Bucking her hips up to his, he looked deep into her eyes as he lined himself with her dripping wet entrance. With one slow but steady thrust Lincoln filled her. As he gave her a moment to adjust to the fullness Octavia's eyes widened and darkened like a wild animal, she pushed against his muscular chest, forcing him to roll onto his back. Sitting up straight and looking down at the man beneath her, still in shock from her last climax, but quickly building on the next. She stayed still, unsure of what todo. Lincoln placed his hands on her hips guiding them forward and back just the slightest movement. She let out a sound she'd never heard before, startling herself before realizing the effect it had on Lincoln. His eyes rolled back and closed, a deep moan worked out of his limps, the vibration it sent threw her body was like nothing she could have imagined. Her orgasm rushed over her, taking the breath from her lungs. She felt a hand slide up off her hip and to her breast; Lincoln rolled her erect nipple between his thumb and finger. Fallings forward to his chest, unable to control a single muscle in her body. He wrapped his arms around her and thrust deep one last time as he released himself within her. They lay there motionless, soundless for several minutes before Octavia rolled free of him, feeling his seeding drip between her legs. They curled up together and drifted off into a deep sleep.

She is snapped back to reality as she approaches the cave. When she enters the he's there - the cuts and bruises still so vibrant against his deeply tanned skin. He takes her in and examines her closely. He knew, he knew the entire time and didn't stop it. He allowed the sickness to kill her people. Anger builds as Lincoln tries to explain himself. She places a soft kiss on his lips "they are my people, I have to go" Octavia exists the cave and heads back to the drop ship to help prepare for battle against the grounder army

End chapter 1

The next few chapters are mostly about building the foundation for when I spin off into Octavia's own story line. My goal is to keep each chapter almost as a one shot, for quick easy reading.