Satan decided to take me further into Lady Qet's woods, hopefully I don't destroy anything again. "Alright so one thing you need to do is focus your breathing. The air will bring oxygen to your muscles and will help you move more fluidly.''Satan began, He stood and took a stance and began to breathe deeply. "Now you try." Gah! He is so sexy. Ok focus Mei! I took a deep breath and proceeded to take the stance Satan did. I didn't quite understand but hopefully he explains. I took my position and cleared my head, Satan said the consistent and steady airflow will allow oxygen and let you move more fluid, I closed my eyes, and kept my breathing steady, letting my body absorb the oxygen and let it flow through my bloodstream, it felt good, I was beginning to feel like a stick of bamboo bending in the wind. In the moments that passed, I heard Satan's voice come close to me. "Now maintain your same pattern but with distractions." He said, Distractions? Suddenly I felt him touch me and press his lips lightly on my neck, I squealed, that is really cheap.
I knew I should have thrown a punch or some sort of attack, but I couldn't help myself , she was adorable when she acted so serious. I continued to kiss her neck and she maintained her breathing although a little shakier than before, when I lifted from her I was met with a set of angry violet eyes. "I'm sorry my songbird but I couldn't help myself." I said, "S-Satan, this is really cheap." She said, her face was hot. Focus Mei! She took another deep breath and tried to tune out my affection. I leaned in and tried again, this time putting my hands on her waist and tracing her body. I was really being bad now. she kept steady and my last effort was a kiss to her lips. she didn't even kiss me back. I wasn't sure whether I should be impressed or saddened, I even squeezed her ass, and she didn't move. "Well that was much better what were you thinking about that time?" I looked at her closer and I could see the purple energy around her like a film. she truly was focusing.
I felt the energy flowing, I felt it coming together in my body. I didn't even feel or notice Satan touching me. I really was in a trance, when suddenly I saw something coming, Hmm? Oh it was Lady Qet's dogs, they were chasing each other and was coming right in Satan's direction. "Satan watch out!" I said, "Wh-?" He began, Suddenly Lady Qet's dogs had ran underneath him causing him to fall over. And hit the ground, since he is so strong it caused a crack in the ground. I giggled, "Are you ok darling?" I said happily as I held my hand out. They caused him to get grass stains on his pants, or whatever this equivalent was to a grass stain. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Oww, well that wasn't the distraction I personally had in mind but I see you stayed focused, well done." I said, I looked in her eyes and they shone with such a brightness. I was so proud of her. "Oh my goodness this is so exciting! Dante, Patinari you know better! Go and apologize to our guests now!" the pair then proceeded to lick my face all over making me sputter and Ky laugh hysterically at me. "Darling I don't think you can say you're a cat person anymore." Kyung said, as she tried to maintain her laughter, "Okay this is enough ugh...gross, cats are much cleaner i can say that for certain!" I exclaimed, "Oh my babies mean well they are just apologizing. Come, Patinari, Dante Est Stasis" The two leapt off of me, letting Ky pet them once more before coming to lay by Qet's side.
I looked at Satan still smiling like a fool on my face. He was so grossed out, he shot me one of those shut up stares, and I quickly turned away trying to keep it held in. "I think that does it for our first lesson huh darling?" I asked, as I hugged him. "Yes that was quite fun! Would you two like to come in for some lunch, I can make more tea if you would like." Qet asked, I looked over at my darling Satan. He nodded, and we followed her inside her house. "Lady Qet? Do you need me to help you with anything?" I asked, "Well if you like you can put the pot of water on the fire for me while I put the sandwiches on a tray, what type of meat would you like?" Dante brought her shoes that she had left outside before lying on his bed by the fire. "Umm I am not sure to be honest, my taste has changed, so I don't quite know what I like yet." I said, as I grabbed the pot and started to fill it with water. "Whatever you like I will gladly eat." I replied, "Demons do have different taste, lets see here how about some simple hellham sandwiches and warm apple pie? does that sound good?" Qet asked, "Yes, It sounds really tasty." I replied, "Oh by the way Lady Qet, do you know where I could get some of these poison apples I collected with Satan today to turn into tea? His older brother and baby brother really like them too so I wanted to share." I replied,
"Hmm, well yes, it can be done the old fashioned way. cut the apples into small pieces and let them dry in the sun, then we can grind the dry pieces and put them into tea bags. would you like to do that together?" Do I sound too needy? Am I putting her off by doing this? she looked at me with bright eyes. "Would you be able too? Oh that would be lovely, if it isn't too much trouble that is." She replied, "Darling! Will you help make this tea for yourself brother? He would love it if it came from us together." She continued as She looked at her gorgeous Satan with gleaming eyes. "Sure I could do that. How small should I cut?" He asked, "They should be small and thin to dry easily. We were soon cutting apples together and having a fun time. This was what I wanted so much, to have friends. I was skeptical about messing it up but the more they seemed to want my company, the more I felt that this would work out after all. "You guys must tell me how you met, how this lovely romance came to be? I do love a good love story."
I stopped cutting, and looked over at Satan, and started to blush. "Darling you're better at the details than me, I think you should tell her." I said not able to keep eye contact with him. He smiled his gorgeous teeth at me. Gah! He makes me want to submerge myself on him so much.
"Well it all started over a year ago, she was an exchange student for the first time and she looked just wide eyed and bewildered. I had noticed how kind and gentle she was, even though she may have had a naughty side. But that isn't what I wanted, why I pursued her. I pursued her because of how she made me feel. I am the avatar of wrath and I am used to keeping a fake smile and keeping my cool when I have nothing but rage inside." I looked over to Kyung who seemed to glimmer in the sunlight and I felt my heart swell before i looked to Lady Qet's now violet eyes...just like Kyungs eyes, and that made telling the rest so much easier. "I was nothing but rage, but Kyung here...she began to make me feel more than that. I began to smile without having to force it, I began to laugh and actually mean it. She looked out for and cared about me and my problems without a second thought. I had to admit to myself that I was stricken with her.. And that night when I confessed my love for her and she reciprocated I thought my life couldn't get better until..." I continued, In the middle of my story I heard my songbird cry out in pain, "Ouch! Dammit I cut my finger." She said, as she stared at her perfect finger bleeding, "Darling." I began, I took her hand that was bleeding and licked the bit of blood that was coming from it. I noticed her face got really hot when I did that. Mmm even her blood was sweet. I noticed Lady Qet was fanning herself, I was confused on what was the problem. "Forgive me Satan, that reminded me of one of my novels I read. Please continue, until what." Qet replied, I was confused at what they meant, but I continued my story anyway. "Until that night she was attacked...I lost myself in my rage and I thought I was becoming a monster, I was so consumed by my rage that I thought I would be there forever, I thought i was drowning in it. and yet Mei brought me back. I owe my life to her...she should have run away from me, she should have been afraid, but instead she loved me, she didn't run, she didn't scream and she didn't look at me differently instead she only loved me...and I will never show my little songbird enough gratitude." I finished as I leaned over to kiss Mei's cheek.
"Oh my goodness! that is the most beautiful story i had ever heard! even though I was blushing from the exchange." Qet began, "Funny how you enjoy hearing this story like it is some sort of novel when really they are just rubbing their success in your face." Hecate taunted, "What do you mean?" "Are you truly stupid? You have spent all of your life loving one demon and sacrificing everything so that you would be good enough for him, but what did you get in return?" "I don't want to hear this." I continued, "Come tell me, when you were finally given permission to marry him and you went to ask for his hand, what did he say?" "Shut up!" "I'm Sorry Qetty...but I didn't know you felt that way; I hope this doesn't ruin our friendship." Hecate continued, "SHUT UP!" the fire under the opt exploded and almost caught Dante ablaze. "Oh No Dante, are you alright?!" my dog simply whined and laid by the door away from the fire. "You see, everything you try to love either abandons you or is killed by you." I turned to my friends and they looked at me terrified, oh no, I hope this doesn't make them afraid to be around me. "Oh goodness! Are you ok Lady Qet?" Kyung asked, She looked over to my Dante, "Aww boy are you ok too?" She began petting him, "Mommy didn't mean to hurt you, you know she loves you right?" She continued as she kissed his head, "Yeah, you're a good good boy!" She got up and placed her hand on my face, "Noona, you look flushed, would you like to rest for a minute? I mean Satan and I can finish this. We are your guests after all." She said as she smiled sweetly. "I...I suppose I should sit down...I'm so sorry." I went to my chair by the fire and laid my head in my hands. Why has her voice become so much louder than before? she hasn't tried to influence me this much in hundreds of years. Now she threatened to ruin the first good friendship i've gotten in many years...what am I to do? Am I meant to be alone? I felt so sad…
Something was wrong. I haven't known Lady Qet for a long period of time yet, but I know not just anyone out burst like that for no apparent reason. We continued cutting a few more apples so we could make two full packs of poison apple tea. Then we finished making the stuff that Lady Qet started for us to have lunch with her. I looked over at Satan, I couldn't help but melt, watching him cut the apples. "Oh dear, I have cut this one two thick." He said as he looked at me, he handed me the apple chunk and smiled at me sweetly. "Say ah." He said "Ah!" I replied as I opened my mouth, mmmh these were so good.
They were so cute together...she's so young and in love. "You don't deserve to be loved, that is proven." Hecate taunted, "Why are you saying these things to me?" "To protect you,the sooner you realize that you cannot be saved from your past, that you do not deserve to be loved then you can stop hurting yourself and take your revenge on those who hurt you. they are happy while you rot alone. I only think of you pet." Hecate continued, "I don't like your ideas." I responded
"I think i'm going to talk to her." Satan said as he stepped over to her and sat on the couch. I continued making the preparations. I couldn't help but find myself humming my song Who, You. Wow! I can't believe I remember, I figured after I transformed I wouldn't remember anything like that. They were far enough away that they couldn't hear me, so just to be safe I still sang quietly. I sang it in Korean so they didn't know. "neoui maltu neoui seupgwan nal deopchyeo wa geumbang ijhyeojindae da geojismal hamkke haessdeon gieokmada meojneun sum doegamgicheoreom maeil banbokdoen kkum, nuneul tteumyeon majuhaneun jansang, nareul maemdoneun neoui geu mal, ajik naneun yeogi isseo. Oh yeah Oh yeah, i huyujeungeul kkeutnael jureul molla. Summan swieodo nal chaolla, wae dasi tto tteoolla." I sang to myself, I was so happy I could still speak Korean.
She looked so sullen that I had to say something. Her eyes were a deep blue, I reached for her hand and she didn't respond."Lady Qetsiyah, what is the matter? Did we say or do something to offend you?" I asked, "Oh no...you haven't done a thing pet." I began, She looked as if there was something that was hurting her. I wasn't sure how to approach this and find out if everything is alright. "Then if I may, why are you so sad Lady Qet? Is our company not to your liking?" I began, "Oh no! Not at all!" She exclaimed, "Satan, do you ever feel that you're not meant for anyone? No that is a foolish question to ask of you since you found your life mate. Lately I feel as if I am not meant for such a treasure and experience, and now that I finally have friends I fear I will mess this up as well." She began, "Lady Qet, I have lived for a very long time, as I have said I was very much alone as well until Kyung Mei came into my life. I do believe there is a love to call your own out there." I began, Her sadness was worse than I thought, poor Qet. "I disagree Satan. You see I have this other self, this horrible rage, to where she wants me to do such awful things that I don't wish to do. I am afraid I can't always control it, it feels as if my hold is very weak." She continued, " "Well, You can't always control your anger, but you are very bright and kind and I believe that what you need is to love yourself more." I replied, "Love myself?" She asked in confusion, "Yes because once you have loved yourself then it will be easy to find love for another." I replied, "But I cannot, you see I actually despise the monster I can become." "Well...I know that feeling very well. Listen to me." I took her chin in my hand much like she had mine the day we met "You are beautiful, kind, compassionate and start, if no one finds you suitable with that then there is something wrong with them not you and maybe it simply isn't your time yet. I waited thousands of years so it's possible your life mate will be here soon."I continued, "But what about loving myself?" She asked, "You can always take that one day at a time, but you will get there. One thing is for certain, you have us, so I hope we're enough for now." I said as I smiled politely to her.
His words were so kind, he actually cares about what I am feeling. Maybe I was overthinking it, maybe these two could be my best friends I shot up filled with new vigor. "Ky honey, let me help, you are my guests after all"
How could I tell her that it was so hard to love the monster inside? How can I tell her that I despise myself too, that the only thing making this life worth living is my songbird? I could only hope that it would be different for her.
I was so in my own world singing my song I didn't notice that they were done talking. I was swaying, still singing my song. I was so comfortable I started singing in English again "Suddenly, I realized, Inside these symptoms of losing you La la la. That my longing is growing Na na na, My longing for you is endless, you you, Who are you? Who who Please save me, I'm falling deeper and deeper Ooh. You, who left me, You, who was my everything, I cannot forget La la la, My lost longing Na na na." I sang, "Ohh goodness, she is so precious!" Qet said, "Yes this is why I call her my songbird." Satan replied, "I love it, and I love her!" "yeah...I do too." "You, you, who, who I can't erase you, I can't take this. Those feelings were brand new, I'm still wandering for you. If this is love, I wish I knew earlier, Would things be different then?" I continued, As I walked over to her version of an oven and took the pie out. I smelled the sweetness of the apples. I couldn't wait to eat it. "Hey guys they p-..." I began as I turned around to see Lady Qet and Satan smiling at me. Gah! Damnit! They caught me in my moment again, so embarrassing, I instantly felt my cheeks become flushed.
Lady Qet bounded over and hugged Mei fiercely squealing."OH My dear, You are so adorable! you must teach me the words so we can sing together!" She cheered, She seemed so enamored to have Kyung in her life, maybe feeling ill at ease about their relationship was foolish after all. After spending time with them she was really just very lonely. I think our future was looking very bright.
I giggled, in embarrassment "Ok Lady Qet, I will teach you English first sometime soon, then I will teach you Korean. I am actually Korean so it's really easy to learn. We will have to do it when we have a day where we don't have anything planned." I said, I looked up at Satan, with his sea of emeralds smiling happily at me."I'm glad you ladies are becoming such good friends. I see I may have to get used to spending less time with Mei." Satan said, I looked at Lady Qet and I think she knew what I was thinking, I let a devious smile out and I ran over and hugged one side of Satan and she the other, "Not true darling!" I said cutely.
The girls hugged each side of me and from their smiles I just couldn't help but feel the infectious joy they radiated. "Looks like you will be seeing a lot of me too Lady Qet" She squealed and the girls jumped up and down. "I will have so many activities planned for us to attend, and everything. Oh but you need to complete your training, so how about if you can control your strength enough to hatch your egg then we will go and see the Akasha! She is on tour this month and is said to be one of the most talented Vampires around! Would you guys like to go?" Qet said, "Yes actually, but usually her tickets are sold out, people buy them up to a year in advance." Satan replied, "Damn, that is a shame, I would have loved to experience my first activity in my new body." Kyung said in disappointment. "Well...being the most powerful witch does have its perks. Like what I traded for a love potion just last month." Qet replied, Kyung and I looked at each other then back at her in confusion. "What do you mean Noona?" She asked, "I mean i have four tickets! We could all go together! I don't know who to give the fourth one to but if you know of someone they can come too the more the merrier!" Qet replied, I couldn't help but contain my excitement. That sounds amazing. My first Devildom activity since I changed. And me and Satan's first outing together! Who would want to go with us though hmm.
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We made it back to the house after spending most of our day with Lady Qet. Satan and I sat in his room. It wasn't quite late in the Devildom yet, but it was getting there. We hadn't decided who we wanted to take with us to our outing. "Asmo, I think is a little much for Lady Qet, since she is so sweet." I began, "Yes your very right, it would be like throwing a lamb to a hungry wolf. Kyung In all honesty we don't have a lot of options when it comes to my brothers. Lucifer is uptight, Asmo is...just too much Mammon may just take money from her...and Belphie doesn't like Akasha." Satan began, I pondered on it a few moments longer holding my precious dragon egg. I do hope it hatches soon I want to meet him. Suddenly after I completed that thought, it felt as if a light had gone off in my head. I quickly looked up at Satan, I think he got the same idea as me. "Leviathan!" We both said, "Darling, what about Levi? I am pretty sure I caught him listening to her. He is perfect, plus Lady Qet looks a lot like his favorite character in Monokeland that we play together, so he is going to be surprised and probably be on cloud nine." I said, "Hmm, you may be right but simply asking him out of the blue will be suspicious and Qet may be put off by saying its a date. I got it, you My little songbird are going to sing for Levi." Satan replied,
"W-wh...What! Me, darling I am flattered but hardly in a good enough place to do such a task. I am just very average." I said "Just be outside his door listening to her song and singing. He likes her so he'll come out and say that you have a friend who has tickets. He will complain that it isn't fair, but let him know then that she is looking for one more guest." I took her face in my hands and kissed her forehead, "And trust me you are perfect for the job." I replied,
I placed my hands on my cheeks. He always makes me blush like a fool. Then it hit me damnit! They haven't seen me in months, my features are more defined. "One other problem darling." I said, "Hmm, and what's that?" He asked, It was cute he didn't know. I stood up and sat on his lap with my breast in his face hoping he understood what I was coming from. "Hmm, they feel the same as they always have, I see no problem here." He said squeezing my breast playfully. I squealed. I love when he plays with me like that. Well obviously that didn't work. So I stood up, and did a twirl hoping he got it this time. "Do you think you need a new outfit?" He asked, I placed my hand on my forehead. This was so adorable, but very ironic to me. The smartest man I know has no idea what I am referring to. I sighed and tried one last thing. I held my hands in front of my face and wiggled my fingers. "I don't understand, what does jazz hands have to do with Levi?" I sighed and grabbed the bridge of my nose. And took a deep breath. "My dear Satan...the smartest man I know." I began, "Sweetheart, what do you think Leviathan is going to say once he sees that I look nothing like when I first came back." I saw him think for a moment and then it hit him. He looked up at me, with wide eyes.
"Oh! ohhhhhh...Hmm." I had to think for a moment, I wanted a good suggestion without sounding callous. "What if you tell him that you are sensitive about your body lately and simply don't want to talk about it." I said, "Hmm I suppose I could do that, because as you know my features are much more defined than when I first came back." She replied, "It will be impossible for him to not notice." "I mean you could tell him its hormonal changes because I got you pregnant" I chuckled wickedly "The look on his face would be hilarious." I continued,
My face went 5 shades red, I turned away from him. And put my arm across my chest, then the other on my stomach. You wicked demon, he knows those words arouse me. I took a deep breath, then turned back to face him, my face still flushed. "N-no...because Levi will not be able to maintain it and I know he will tell the rest of your brothers. Then dear older brother will be in our case." "I'm only teasing, ha ha. Just tell him you would rather not talk about it, he'll assume it was just a few too many wicked cupcakes and leave it alone." Satan replied, "V-very well, that is what I will say to him. S-shouldn't be a problem." I said, Damnit, he had to say that. He had to say that, now my body is aroused and I am very wet. He knows I would love to give him children. So wicked, I didn't make any more eye contact trying to maintain my emotions.
I walked over and kissed her head. "I'm sorry, I know what that does to you. But right now we should be thinking of Lady Qet, at bet she could make a new friend."
Ya, ya your really sorry, I bet your enjoying ever moment of it! Wicked demon. I nodded, then took a step back, he aroused me, pretty intensely. "I-I am going to step outside for a moment, then will make my way to Leviathan's room." I began, as I walked out to the balcony. Shutting the door so he couldn't see my freak out moment. Ooh, you love to arouse me like this Satan. After I calmed my body back down, I made my way to Leviathan's room. I crept slowly through the hallway and I noticed his door was cracked open. "Yes!" I thought to myself. I placed my earbuds in my ears and started to play one of her greatest hits. Singing it loud enough where I knew he would hear me. Of course I added my little sways. Here goes nothing.