Imagine loving someone so much that it hurt. in the beginning it was all games for him but in the end you fall for each other. having the impossible happen. finally imagining that you can have everything you wanted with the person you love. then someone comes around and ruins it and you don't know if you can fix it after.

It was a rainy day and like most rainy days people like to stay inside watching TV reading books with their kids making food anything to keep them entertained. this is what akihito Who is doing with his three-year-old son Ryu. Every day he thought of the man that helped him create the love of his life (his son). he had betrayed that man and ran away so that he can protect the angel he was carrying around in his stomach at the time. so many times he wanted to tell him why he had betrayed him. why he did what he did. He couldn't face the man. He couldn't face Asami Ryuichi.

until that night when he had just gotten Ryu into bed after reading him a story there was a knock on the door. looking at the clock he saw how it was almost 9 o'clock at night wondering who could be at his door at that time. he closed his sons bedroom door and went to go answer the front door. opening it to see who is behind the door was none other than Asami. Akihito looked wide-eyed and terrified as he tried to close the door real quick until the foot stopped it from closing. he really thought he was gonna die that night because the man he had put away was not someone to be messed with. He was the king pin of Japan. Asami walked in with his two trusted guards and just silently watched akihito back up. his one guard Suoh closed the door to the apartment. now he was going to have to face this man who he still loved the man who he betrayed. he Heard of deep baritone voice " it's time we talk akihito."

akihito sat on the sofa and you can see the tears start to fall from his eyes. asami looked and watched as he walked over and sat opposite of him. Akihito looked terrified after that he knew how this man worked he knew anyone who betrayed him ended up at the bottom of the ocean. Now he who sat across from him who would share his bed and home now we're going to have the same fate as those who have crossed paths with this dangerous man. since akihito didn't know what to think or do he just asked a simple question " what are you doing here". he replied " I i've been looking for you and I finally found you?" he said with clenched teeth. akihito could only stare as tears went down his face " I had to do it… I had to do it to protect us".

Asami didn't really understand until he heard the door open behind him and turned his head to see a little Child who looks no more than three years old poke their head out from the door. " mommy I can't sleep can you read me another story" The little sleepy child didn't realize the company in the house. asami stared dumbfounded. trying to put the little pieces together as akihito got up quickly and said " baby I need you to go back to bed. it's too late to be up". he brought Ryu back in the room and tucked him into bed. A little boy was out like a light after that. akihito made his way out of the room closing the door turning his head to look at his former lover. " he's the reason. he's the reason why I had to betray you and protect us. i'm so sorry" he cried and sobbed. asami had thought he put the pieces together. but now he needed for his kitten to tell him to his face. " why did you run away?" Akihito stared at him before saying " he was going to tell the hospital about Ryu. they would've experimented on me. they would've taken him away from me. So he told me to leave if I loved you he would leave me and the baby alone. I wanted to tell you so bad that a miracle happening but I thought it was best to just leave without saying anything so you can forget about me all together. I could never forget about you though. " what was their name akihito Who made you leave without telling me anything and making you think I couldn't protect you. "sudoh" akihito said knowing asami wasn't in a good mood.

" you don't seem shocked about the baby you do know he's yours you can tell just by looking At him." akihito says afraid asami will reject it. " I knew for a little bit about the baby after you took all your stuff and left I found a picture on the floor in the bathroom crumbled a sonogram of a little baby with your name on the top left you were three months pregnant and you disappeared w/o saying a word but I must say the fact that you were able to hide for me this long is astonishing. i'm mad at you but you're coming back to the Penn house where you belong you and the baby. akihito didn't argue and he didn't want to. asami still wanted him. he knew though that it wasn't going to be the same right away because are you lost the trust but he can see the love in his eyes. akihito walked up to him and looked into the golden eyes of this dangerous man and couldn't help but attach his lips to the others. feeling strong arms wrapped around his waist. he felt relieved and wrapped his arms around the others neck. not knowing what was to happen from that day forward. he knew right then and there he was going to stay with the man and they were going to be a family.

hey this is my first story that I tried publishing I know it's stupid so far and probably doesn't make sense but hey practice makes perfect let me know what you guys think if anyone even read this. this is one of my like favorite yaois of all. thanx