Ok so,
Hi you know who I am
I don't have to introduce myself.
My life has been going pretty well with the corona break(also excuse me for making a corona JOKE I know you get offended over those)
I am here to tell everyone what happened from my point of may not answer to this on tellyonme but I'll be sure that atleast the right people see it.
So it all started at comic con that?When I sat with you talking for hours to convince you to go?When I broke down thinking that i'm a piece of shit because I couldn't make you believe you wouldn't be alone there?
Also let's look at these words "wouldn't be alone" does that sound like I will stick to you all throught the entire con?No it just means that I'll be sure you'll enjoy it even if I won't be there what did you do?Accused me
of not being with you all throught the con, and I believed you.I preffered to blame myself for absolutely everything instead of balancing the fact that you didn't understand what I meant.
After that everything was fine, nothing really happened I kept telling you that I liked Daria but didn't know how to say it to her.I thought she was all over everything that happened last year(2 years ago at the time of writing)
I asked you to ask and you else happened.I only added this for context for one part of the story.
After that we continued having fun:playing mtg, beatsaber,dancing to kpop, watching random shit and everything in between.
Then the core 2020 pre happened.I was extatic couldn't wait for on the day before it I told you I was even thought I played mtg for almost half a year at that point I just couldn' you got lying to Gerehenna(actually my step-cousin
not the one you know, I'll make a segment here to thank her for all the support she provided me last year and this her I don't know if I could have actually made the correct and rational decisions)
My mom kept pushing me to stay home and go with my cousin(the red-head)at Sinaia so with all that anxiety I just said fuck it and went with planned a sleepover to play WoW and shit so you brought a 7 kg bag that I held because I knew you couldn't.
Also what was that bullshit with a "special kit" we had a two headed giant that you wouldn't have had to pay in I know you sacrificed that festival(forgot it's name lol)but your decision.
Now the Daria day is pretty hazy except the part when you made that enderpearl joke for me.(Also that I had a Starbucks drink,I think Hibiscus tea lemonade)And that she said that she also liked me so you know after that we were a couple.
I went to Greece and had fun over there.(Except the part when I had to give up the group for you).
Got back to Romania and first thing the next day went at Mc unirii to meet up with exchanged gifts and it was that day we just met up with the others(Stefan Daria and Deeana (in no particular order lol :')))
I was afraid of even hugging I had an emotional crash I don't remember why but just that and then when I went back to normal I said somehing like:"smth smth Daria smth smth Pixel" and took Pixel and hugged Daria(idk if this is exactly how it went but yea)
Then I slowly started to doubt myseld(thanks to you lolll) thinking that she'll got to Tonitza and have loads of gay gals that would actually be functional human being(as much as an art student can be)then I heard from you that
you talked to her about how she didn't know if it was a mistake getting back with me(I am not sure if you said these exact words but that's what I remember you know I have a short memory that's why I forgive so easily)
So I broke up with her through you so I posted those things about being happy about the break-up.I knew if she saw them she would've been pissed.I was happy because for months I was able to just enjoy just being around her as a normal friend.
One of the highlights here could be when at your birthday she was on the floor with Pixel and the only thing I was able to think about is how I'd love to hug her and all that shabang.(and also the fact that I couldn't be totally myself around her afraid of fucking up)
Also remember when you bought the nerf gun in afi and were all pissed Deeana was ghosting us and you wanted me to feel bad that "she was doing what I did to you at comic con"and that was the first time I truly felt that something
about you was wrong but I chose to ignore it.
Then you came along telling me you like me.I had pretty weird thoughts about you about this because now looking back I just saw you as a friend like a very good friend but still just a I was just like fuck it idc anymore.
Then that Moneday night when you tried killing yourself because I told you that it would be better if we just stayed friends.I was crying,hating the fact that I brought this upon everyone(especially Zoe since I knew she had her own shit)
Because I felt so bad about you I got back with you saying that I was just that time while we were togheter again I remember you saying that Maria liked you and that just made you realise how much you "loved me".When you
brought up the point that I was acting weirdly I just told you got with Maria(ofc knowing if Andrew would find out he's get hurt because he alsoe liked her)and then 2 weeks passed and you went and talked to me about how
you broke up with Maria because she knew you still liked somehow we got back togheter one last time(also let's not forget when you kicked me out of the group and the next day readded me (also how you said you gave me a reason(yea lol)
I was crying my eyes out all night after that because I didn't know what I did)(also when you quickly ran to Daria to tell me how bad of a person I am even though you endoresed me in looking on her account and sending her those
awful messages mocking her after she found out that we got togheter.
Then the last time we broke up asked me if I was "Francouing you"and then told you yes and I was just confused because you just admitted you also did the exact same thing I I told you about the group and shit(I am getting inpatcient lol)
And you made me chose between you and them and I just said fuck it if you were this type of person I'll just save myself the misery and end the whatever this thing was.
Then you messaged me and shit telling me you were greatful that I 'set you free"Then I just asked some questions and yea I don't remember.
Then nothing really happened until someone sent a message on the manga group where Daria and Deeana scooped me and put me in a group explaining everything that you Franco was also added idk why.
And after that you know what happened.
Also you're the kid who says that they'll commit mass genocide and makes you think I only got the power of "cat-fishing"?I know lots of things about you so beware of your next you'll have any.
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