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Shirou Uzumaki

Fuyuki fire

When I open my eyes, the image in front of me can only be described as hell.

All around me there are people screaming for help, mothers trying to save their children not realizing that they are dead, some are making futile effort to escape not realizing that they are surrounded without any way to escape.

It's as if the flames are alive and making sure all who come in contact with the them are dying the most excruciating way possible.

Thought it may seem like i am taking my time to observe how others are dying, it can't be further from the truth.

The only reason I know this is because I can see them die as I walk past them, it doesn't matter if they cry for help or beg to be saved I still abandon them to their fate to save myself.

I don't know how many steps had passed but, I can feel my body falling into the ground ready to join those I abandoned to save myself. At this moment all I can do is scream not of defiance, courage or hope to be saved, but of misery, if it could even be called a scream.

All I can do is look at sky devoid of star, trying to touch it not even knowing why.

As I close my eyes, there is a man in front of me smiling, he looks truly happy, it's a smile that made me wish that I could smile like that, as I close my eyes.

fuyuki hospital

When I open my eyes all I see is a white ceiling, I don't know what happened.

All I remember is reading the fate stay night visual novels, then going to sleep and waking up to what can only be described as hell.

I want to get up from this bed, but it feels like my body is made of lead, and all I can do is go back to sleep.

The second time I wake up there is a nurse who, starts calling for a doctor when she realises that I am awake.

This time I am able to stay awake long enough for the doctor to explain what happened to me and where I am, the doctors tell me there is someone who wants to talk to me, but I ask the doctor to tell if they can come tomorrow.

This time I don't close my eyes because I am tired, but because there is no way the doctor is telling the truth, after all Fuyuki is a fictional city and my situation sounds a lot like what happened to Shirou from fate stay night, but my name isn't Shirou it's … huh why do I feel like my name is Shirou, but Shirou is a Japanese name and I have never been to Japan, but I remember talking to the doctor in Japanese.

When I try to think about before that hell, I can remember books I read song I loved but, I can't remember my family, friends, where I lived or even how old I was everything about my personal life is blank.

I closed my eyes slowly falling asleep hopping to stay ignorant a bit longer.

The next day when I went to the bathroom I couldn't deny it any longer after all I had to do is look at a mirror and I could see him even if it was 3D instead of 2D I could tell that he is No I am shirou emiya.

As time passed I started to think about what I should do now, After all Shirou's life was anything but easy and knowing nasuverse telling anyone the future would probably end with a face to face meeting with a counter guardian.

After all Alaya had definitely got something to do with the fourth Grail, after all what were the chances of kiritsugu winning the grail and than destroying to save others, few magi in the world would be able to do what he did in his place.

Knowing all this I have no choice but to keep what I know a secret till the fifth grail war, but that shouldn't mean I can't make some changes to Shirou's life.

I should start by making sure that I don't take the Emiya name, after all the chances are that if a Emiya ever shows up on national news people who hate kiritsugu will definitely look into it and well I don't need to say more, after all unlike the anime this is real and it's better to not take any chances.

As I was going over what I should do, I heard a nurse come into my room leading a man who was completely dressed in black while having an air of being tired like he lost everything he ever cared about leaving only a husk of the man who existed.

The nurse left after showing him my bed.

"Hello, my name is Kiritsugu Emiya" looking as not knowing what to say next

"Hello, my name is shirou Uzumaki" ' well since I don't remember my old name this will be my name'

"I am a magi"

"You study magecraft"

"You know about magecraft" 'there shouldn't be any magus family by the name of Uzumaki in Japan especially not in Fuyuki during a grail war'

"I don't remember anything about my family or my origin other than some knowledge about the moonlit world, it's all that I have left of my past" 'well I'm not lying I don't remember anything other than being a fan of fate stay night including anything to do with nasuverse.'

"In that case I have two options for you, you can choose to go to the orphanage or can choose to let me adopt you, it is your choice."

"I would like to go with you" 'As if it's a choice'