Tears of Blood & Anguish
The blood seeped down into the buckets while Gabriel walked among the remaining two living demons that now hung upside down in the cold, empty room. The dagger was held in his hand with his green eyes narrowing, helping the others gather what his beloved needed to face Lucifer. A deep sorrow ached in his chest and stomach while he sliced another throat, letting the demon's blood fill the bucket below. With each demonic death, Gabriel's heart ached even more, knowing he was losing his mate to the cage. Tears fell as he slit the final throat before helping get the blood into the jugs. It was then that the young angel knew that this was real. They got into the car and he broke down. "Are you sure there is no other way than to say yes?" He knew the others felt his sorrow; but none were Sam's mate as he was.
They finally got to Detroit, and Sam began to drink the blood with the young angel kissing him before he did so. They had made love one last time, with the angel sobbing hard. It was hard to be going through this; and while Sam went to confront Lucifer with Dean, he waited alone in case he was needed, seeing the white light flashing, knowing that Sam was not his lover any longer. It was suddenly too quiet when he felt the sharp pain in his neck as a dark force hit him, throwing the angel down to the ground.
When Gabriel awoke, he found himself in the dark room with Dean and Sam...no this wasn't Sam...it was his brother. Trying to sound brave, the blond smirked a little sadly. "Hey bro...surprised to see me?"
"No. I am not surprised to see that you still live." Lucifer spoke calmly with his face revealing nothing. "I am surprised to have learned that both you and Castiel have finally found your mates." Lucifer held both Dean and Gabriel against the wall, casting a glance at Dean. "Where is Castiel?"
"Not here," Dean said, stating the obvious.
Lucifer narrowed his eyes, and then snapped his fingers, porting Dean away.
Gabriel gasped with wide green eyes when he was slammed into the wall; but he also felt his heart aching that this wasn't his Sam any longer. His mate was gone - and then he saw Dean disappear. "What did you do to him, and what does it matter? You killed Sam, so why should it matter to you if I found my mate?"
"You should know that this is not something I wanted to do," Lucifer said sadly, stepping over to Gabriel. "For Sam's sake, I have allowed his brother to live. I am not evil like humans say I am."
"Who are you kidding, Lucifer? You undermined dad's plan by tempting Eve into disobedience. What did you think would happen when they found out?" Gabriel said, and looked into the eyes he once had known and had fallen for. "What do you plan now? Michael will come to fight you, and you think I desire to see my brothers kill each other?"
"Gabriel, you know that this fight has been destined to occur since the time I refused to bow down before humans." Lucifer shook his head slowly. "Of course, this is not something I ever wanted to happen - but if it has to, it will."
"What does it matter any more? You killed the only reason I bother to even live; so just kill me already and then go to Hell."
"Gabriel, Sam isn't dead," Lucifer said gently. "He's still around. I can even let you talk to him, if you like."
Gabriel felt his heart aching and shook his head, tears sliding from the green orbs. "No, please...I can't...It hurts enough seeing you in my mate's body. You are not him, and he is suffering because of it."
"Do you think the vessels of the rest of you do not suffer with you, Castiel, and others taking over their lives?"
"That is not fair, and they know what they ask for. They sleep during this time, and are not having to destroy all of mankind along with Earth." Gabriel began to wonder why Lucifer wasn't letting him go like he did Dean, with a little bit of fear hitching in his chest. "What do you want?"
"You are Sam's mate," Lucifer pointed out. "If I let you go, what would you do?"
"I don't know...I..." Gabriel broke off, feeling his voice hitching when he thought of life without his mate, looking away. His body ached from the loss, wanting his mate back, unable to handle this.
"It would be better for Sam that you were where he can see you. I am not cruel; you know better than that."
"You may not be cruel to him, but you are to me. You know this is a torment for me."
"It doesn't have to be, brother."
"I am not having sex with you, Lucifer, no matter what you say!" Gabriel snapped, and struggled on the wall, wanting to hurt his brother. "You may have his body, but you are not my Sam."
"You sure you don't want to speak to your mate? I can take the gag off him."
"If you can read his mind and his memories, you know how I feel for him. I already know he is in pain, seeing the tears."
"I'm not harming him, Gabriel. He's safe where he is."
The angel gulped back the thick lump in his throat that formed with his tears, looking away in pain; only to cry out, unable to help it, when a nearby Demon got excited to hurt an angel.
Lucifer knocked the demon away from Gabriel with a brief snarl. "No one hurts him."
"No one but you, huh?"
"I don't want to hurt you, Gabriel. I didn't want to kill you, but you gave me no choice."
"You were going to kill people, Lucifer, and I couldn't let you do it. I still can't let you destroy everything daddy made for a little tantrum."
Lucifer shook his head. "So you think we should bow down before humans? Flawed, wicked creatures who are destroying this perfect world our Father has made!"
"I told you before - they may be flawed and imperfect; but they are trying to be good, trying to better themselves - and are not worthy of destruction, Lucifer!"
"If that is the case, then why is our Father not stopping me?" Lucifer asked directly. "He has given up on the humans."
"No, he is going to stop you by sending Michael to fight you. You know that this can be stopped. He will kill you."
"I know that he has disappeared and has given up on the humans. He no longer wishes to be involved in this. Michael will not succeed in stopping me."
"Then you will destroy your own brother while you hold another captive? You consider this not evil, brother?" Gabriel spoke, and then whimpered at the hard look before he was turned to face the wall. His backside felt a sharp pain as he was struck hard with a belt for his disobedience once his pants were pulled down. "Owww; you are not evil, huh?!"
"I said I don't want to hurt you, Gabriel. But disobedience will earn you a punishment - which I know you have experienced before at the hands of your mate." Lucifer let the belt fall again.
Gabriel whimpered and sobbed from the pain lacing all over his naked backside, with Lucifer belting him hard. Blood gently ran from a few criss-crossed wounds. "Uhh! That was different. Sam is my mate, not you. He doesn't belt me for just talking back. What else do you plan to do to me; fuck me too?" The blond angel growled a little, knowing his older brother was far more powerful than he was.
Lucifer paused a moment, letting the belt dangle from his hand as he healed Gabriel's wounds. "No. I won't do that."
"I would rather kill myself than let you touch me as he does."
"I don't desire to cause Sam more pain. While disobedience will earn you punishment, I will acquiesce to his request and not take you."
Gabriel looked at his brother who had the face of his lover. "Just make me watch you destroy it all. You wear the face of my husband, and yet you have a heart of ice."
"Watch how you speak to me." Lucifer's voice was calm, but the threat was obvious.
"Why should I? You are not my husband, and only my captor."
"Because I know how much you hate the belt. And I will not hesitate to use it if you do not behave."
Gabriel struggled against the hold Lucifer had of him on the wall. "Uhhh...I still hate you."
"That's a pity. I could still let you talk to Sam, even if you are being disobedient."
"You consider my protesting your plans being disobedient? What do you deem as obedience, then?"
"There is no use in you trying to talk me out of destroying humans. They are flawed and are destroying this last creation. I know you yourself have killed some."
"I will not deny that, but I still cannot sit idly by while you end it all. I wanted it to be over at one point, but that was before I found Sam."
"From his memories, I believe he was the one who found you."
"Yes, he found me after I played my games - but we found each other at that time."
"You've been running for so long, I'm surprised you chose to stand and fight."
"Well love changes people, Lucifer."
"You always did enjoy playing your little games. There's nothing to stop you from putting some of the humans into your world - the ones who deserve it. There are plenty."
"You want me to harm people for you? What am I? You new slave or pet to do as you demand?!"
"It would be nothing more than what you used to do," Lucifer pointed out.
"Those few that I killed in my games were the lowest of the low, and I won't harm anyone innocent. We both know Sam won't be happy if I agree to kill people that don't deserve it. My games can't harm others - if you know Sam's memories, then you know this."
"But Sam can't stop you anymore. And is he not simply forcing you to act against your nature?"
"The answer is still no, Lucifer."
"And what about those who do deserve it?"
"Mankind can redeem itself, Lucifer, and are not all perfect. Some are vicious and evil, but they are not all evil. I can't collect them and make them suffer for no reason."
"So Sam has forced you to change," Lucifer said, a note of sadness in his voice. "You can't truly be happy like this."
"I am happy with him, and happy to change for him. I do not wish to harm people; and never wanted to harm those that don't deserve it."
"You did harm him and Dean, though...I sent his brother to safety. You killed him. Repeatedly."
"Yeah, well, that was for fun at the time. I wanted them to see the point, and they got it. I have changed, Lucifer; and you taught me everything I know - but I can't do it to them again. I need to speak with Sam on this before I go back - if I go back - to the way I was."
"I have offered to allow you to speak to Sam."
"Then let me discuss this with him, please."
Lucifer directed his gaze to a broken mirror, and the reflection changed, becoming Sam's obvious face.
Gabriel felt his heart breaking again. "Sam...I...You know what he wants me to do, don't you?"
"Gabriel, I don't want you to go back to what you were." It looked like there was a 'but' to that, though. There was a look of intense sadness and grief on Sam's face, but for now, he'd given up the fight.
"I don't want to either. I don't wish to hurt innocent people, Sam. I can't hurt you; and love you more than my life - but I may have to harm a few that are irredeemable."
"If you don't have a choice...I don't want to see you hurt, Gabriel. If it's between that and you going after the evil humans..." Sam's voice trailed off, as it caused him pain to say that - but it was the truth.
"Then to do it then. If it comes to a choice on hurting evil humans and my own safety or obedience, I am to kill the humans; is that right?" Gabriel wiped the tears that kept falling, wishing he could hold his mate in his arms. "What about the guilt I will be forced to feel? How will I be able to live with that?"
"Dean." Sam said the one word, knowing that Gabriel would know that Dean would find a way to help them. He didn't, however, want to make Lucifer think that letting Dean go had been a mistake. "Gabriel, I want you to stay safe. Whatever it takes."
"I am a prisoner as much as you. I will do what I have to, and love you so much that this hurts to see him in the body of my husband. I need you so much right now, and will do what I can to bring you back if I can." Gabriel felt the tears falling again with his heart breaking, not being able to be with his mate. Sam had said yes; and it hurt him so much. He knew that Castiel and Dean would help save him if they could.
"Gabriel...I love you," Sam said, quietly and with a lot of sadness.
"Love you too, more than you will ever know."
Sam opened his mouth - but before he could make a reply, Lucifer forced him back once more; and the reflection returned to normal.
"No! Bring him back...please!"
"You can speak to him again later. For now, I have work to do."
"And leave me trapped in this room against the wall?"
"Would you prefer me to summon a bed for you to rest on?"
"I would rather not be a prisoner, but know that I am yours to keep, Lucifer. I will create a world for myself in here away from your spawn, but a bed would be nice. I also know you will prevent me from my escape as well."
Lucifer nodded. "You are correct." He snapped his fingers, and a bed was created in the room, with Gabriel being allowed to fall onto it and be pinned there.
Gabriel struggled to sit up, not wanting to be lying on the bed, yelping when he was pinned there by an invisible force. "Hey! No, don't keep me like this...what if they come in here and rape me?! You know I have the gift."
Lucifer shrugged, and allowed Gabriel to sit up. "You may defend yourself should any demon try to attack you."
"But I may not leave this bed. What if I get bored and decide to play my games on your filthy spawn?"
"If you wish to do so, then you may. I don't intend to make you miserable."
"I am rusty on causing pain and horrible death to those deserving, after all."
"Your powers will not work on me, brother - but feel free to use them on the demons. In fact, there are several who have been spying on your mate throughout his life. I leave them for you to do whatever you desire to do with them."
"Oh? Have they now, and who may they be?"
Lucifer summoned the demons with a simple snap of his fingers. "A teacher and a prom date, among others. These are Azazel's creatures."
Gabriel looked at the creatures that had harmed his husband, looking at his brother. "They have harmed my husband?"
Lucifer gave a single nod. "He has been used by demons throughout his whole life. Do what you will with them."
Gabriel growled in anger that they hurt his mate; and suddenly the room changed to a dark, fiery pit filled with the worst horrors anyone could ever have dared to dream. His eyes darkened, angry that they would hurt his Sammy; watching them react while he slowly tortured them in the worst way, knowing they would all suffer for hours on end. Gabriel loathed to think about it, but he would enjoy watching the demons suffer for hurting his beloved.
When Lucifer finally came back into the room, he looked around at the remains of the demons, and then glanced at his brother on the bed. "Feeling better now?"
"Much better. They hurt my husband, and deserved to get it nice and slow. I am assuming you had your fun."
Lucifer gave a very slight smile. "I have captured some of the...worse humans."
Gabriel sighed and looked at his brother. "You seriously want to watch me destroy people? I could destroy demons, but not sure about people."
"I can show you what they've done, if you like."
"Fine; but not promising anything, bro."
Lucifer made a slight gesture, and allowed Gabriel to see the crimes of the first of the humans - a serial killer who had not been caught; one who tortured and murdered innocents after days of agony. A man with no remorse.
The blond gasped with wide green eyes, seeing the horrors, hearing the screams of the innocent; with the fire in his blood growing. "He tortured people?"
"And killed them in the most painful ways he could come up with."
"He deserves a certain part of history, don't you think? Perhaps to taste his own medicine if he had been caught back in the Spanish Inquisition - or sixteenth century England, perhaps?"
"I like the way you think, brother." Lucifer summoned the murderer before them.
"You always did; and taught me, after all," Gabriel said as he sat up, watching the human that he despised standing there. "You deserve nothing but what you have dealt out; and so you shall receive what you have given." He snapped his fingers, and soon the bastard found himself in a dark, filthy dungeon; about to face a worse fate than what he'd dealt. The angel cringed, seeing the man's fingernails being removed first. "Oohhh...Humans were such barbarians during that time; and all in daddy's name."
"Not just in that time, Gabriel." Lucifer watched the human being tortured. "They continue to make war in our Father's name, and yet they serve sin rather than him."
"Humans are misguided, and you know this more than I."
"They do not listen to the prophets. They have been given plenty of chances to change, and they do not. They are beyond hope. Look at us, Gabriel. Can humans really compare to angels?"
Gabriel looked at his brother. "Not all of them are like that, and you know that."
"Tell me, Gabriel...did you ever want a human mate? I know Sam all but forced you into it."
"That is not true. He may have spanked me by force, but he didn't truly force me to beg for sex. I want to be his and enjoy being his husband. At first, I didn't know I would get a mate; but am glad he found me."
"He threatened to hurt you if you left him."
"He threatened to spank me, not torture me."
"He still kept you with him by force."
"I do not remain with him with force, and love him."
Lucifer glanced again at the human. "When you've finished playing with him, I'll allow you to speak to your mate again."
Gabriel looked at Lucifer, retreating, and continued to play with the human, determined to make the bastard scream.
The human was clearly suffering, and screamed until he couldn't any longer. Lucifer watched with an expressionless face.
Gabriel soon decided that he had suffered torture enough, soon watching the man being hung, drawn and quartered before he was beheaded, spraying blood everywhere. "Ughhh, what a mess."
Lucifer snapped his fingers, and the blood disappeared instantly.
Gabriel crossed his fingers over his chest, with the blond not wishing to cause more agony than he was forced to. "Are you happy now?"
"There are still more. But you may speak to Sam now."
"Good, and hope you know I really don't like hurting people."
"You used to, Gabriel." Lucifer allowed Sam to appear in the broken mirror once again.
"Sam, I am sorry; but he gave me no choice, and you saw what he did. I love you...please don't hate me." Gabriel then looked at Lucifer. "I don't like torturing unless they deserve it - and he did."
Lucifer didn't say anything, letting Sam and Gabriel speak.
"I don't hate you," Sam said quietly. "I love you, Gabriel...that won't ever change, I promise."
"Even if he makes me torment people that really do deserve it?"
"You're still mine," Sam promised. "I know you don't have a choice."
"I am definitely yours, Sammy; and not going to leave you alone ever, even if my brother is using you."
"I wish you weren't here," Sam admitted. "I want you to be safe."
"I know you do, but he captured me after taking your body."
"I'm sorry," Sam said quietly.
"There is nothing to be sorry for, my love. I am the one doing bad things."
"Don't feel bad about it, Gabriel. You don't have a choice."
"But still have to deal with some guilt nonetheless."
"I know." Sam looked like all he wanted was to reach out and take Gabriel into his arms. "I love you."
Gabriel wanted to hold his lover as well. "Love you too; and miss you so much that it hurts."
"Same here," Sam said quietly, wishing he could say that everything would be all right. Even if Dean and Castiel found a way to banish Lucifer, he would probably still go to hell.
"I love you; and please, I wish you were here with me, Sammy."
"I wish I could hold you. I wish we could be together," Sam said sadly.
"Me too...I want that more than anything; and to mate with my husband."
Sam lifted his hand and pressed it against the glass, looking at Gabriel. "Don't lose hope," he said, before he was forced back again.
"I won't..." He then sadly watched the image disappear, falling to his knees, sobbing in despair. His mate was gone and lost in his own body - and he was hoping against all hope to free Sam soon.
Lucifer watched his brother, but said nothing. Finally, though, he spoke. "I am going to meet Michael."
Gabriel looked up with his face wet. "W...What? He is going to kill you...why must you both battle? No matter the cost, I lose one of you."
"Because there is no choice but to do this." Lucifer strode to the door.
"But I don't want to lose either of my brothers."
"There is no choice." Lucifer teleported from the room.
Gabriel let out a cry when he saw his brother leaving the room to face their brother Michael. Whoever won this, the blond knew two things - that he was about to lose one of his brothers; and that he would never have his Sammy back, no matter the results.
Lucifer had gone to the battlefield with the intention of facing his brother. However, while Michael was there, Dean had turned up with Castiel and Bobby. Castiel had banished Michael and then been blown up by Lucifer - who then began fighting Dean, seriously hurting him before Sam managed to gain control.
Not wasting any time, Sam threw the rings onto the ground, and chanted to open the gate to the prison. As he did so, however, Dean recovered fast; and despite being injured, he used the exorcism Castiel had taught him before they'd come to the battlefield. Instead of Sam having to jump into hell, the exorcism sucked Lucifer out of Sam's body and back into his cage.
Castiel had been brought back to life with his full powers. He'd restored Bobby, and then took care of the demons in the base Gabriel was in - leaving Sam free to go to his mate, hardly able to believe that they'd succeeded in this.
Gabriel was lying on the large bed, having cried himself to sleep, surrounded by demons; only to hear some noises in the house. He sat up, waking up, finding himself able to get off the bed; realizing that his lover was dead and in Hell. The blond angel fell to his knees again, sobbing and screaming at the top of his lungs. "NO!"
Sam pretty much stumbled into the room and was immediately at Gabriel's side, his arms tight around the angel. "Gabriel...Shh...It's all right."
Gabriel just continued to sob hard, thinking that his lover was gone, not registering that this was Sam holding him. "I lost him...he's d...dead...I've lost him." His body was shaking as he sobbed hard.
"Gabriel, it's me...I'm back." Sam held Gabriel tightly.
"S...Sammy?" Gabriel whimpered, and soon was sobbing in his husband's arms. "B...But how?"
"Dean and Cass had an exorcism...They pulled Lucifer out and sent him to hell."
"So..Micheal and he aren't dead?"
Sam frowned. "Well, Michael tried to stop it, and got sucked into the cage as well."
Gabriel gasped in shock and sobbed "Oh, no, Michael is in the cage? I didn't want him in there, and didn't want either of them dead. Now what do we do?"
"I don't know...We'll figure something out." Sam gently stroked his mate's back. "I'm sorry, Gabriel..."
"Why, Sammy? You didn't kill and torture Demons for fun like I did because they were after my husband; or a bastard that hurt others, after having him hung, drawn, and quartered."
"You didn't have a choice..."
"Still, I destroyed lives, Sam."
"You feel guilty?"
"A little, but the man was a monster. I am just scared of turning back into the angel I was in playing my games to hurt people."
Sam looked seriously into Gabriel's eyes, still holding his mate tight. "Do you need a little reminder spanking to help?"
"Um; yes, please - but not here, please? Not in the room that he took you in."
"Do you want to port us to a motel? Might be better to avoid the one Dean and Cass are in, though."
"Why do we need to avoid the same hotel? We do have separate rooms."
"Dean's extremely unhappy with Cass, and I think our rooms are too close together."
Gabriel blinked, looking at his husband. "W...Why? What did Cass do?"
"Well, he banished Michael temporarily so that Dean could have a few minutes - and Lucifer killed him. He did get brought back, though - with full angel powers."
"Uh, okay, that was pretty dumbass - but why is he so ticked, beyond the usual butt walloping?"
"Apparently, Cass is pregnant...er, nesting?"
"He is what?! What was Cass thinking? Did he know that he was pregnant?"
"From what I gather, yeah. So did Dean - but Cass promised to keep out of it."
"Oh, man," Gabriel said, looking at Sam. "Dean is going to kill him and strip the skin off his ass for it."
"Yeah, I think that's a given...Hence the whole going to a different motel for the night thing."
"Uh, yeah, maybe we should, with Cass getting one hell of a butt beating. Is he and the baby okay? I mean, Lucifer blew him up; so is he still pregnant?"
Sam nodded. "He got completely restored. But Dean's still mad."
"Yeah, I would be too; and know that you would be furious with me too if I were pregnant, risking myself and the baby's life."
Sam nodded. "Definitely got that right." He kissed Gabriel gently. "I love you. And I don't want to let you go right now."
"I don't want you to either, baby, and you are mine," Gabriel said, soon kissing him back, porting them to a motel. They quickly got a room, and he ported them in there, with the couple finding the large lush bed.
Sam pulled Gabriel onto the bed and kissed him hard and passionately. "Sex or spanking first?"
"Spanking first, I think, please; so that we can have make up sex later?"
Sam stroked Gabriel's back gently. "How bad does it need to be?"
"I don't know, Sam. I need to cry; and want to just go over your lap to be punished."
Sam helped Gabriel out of his clothes, kissing him softly. "Over you go, then."
Gabriel bent over his human husband's lap, knowing that his bare bottom was in for a good spanking, not envying his brother right now.
Sam held Gabriel, but paused briefly before starting. "You know...I didn't intend to force you to stay with me."
Gabriel sighed and nodded. "I know, Sam, and I wish he had let me escape with Dean; but it is in the past. Lucifer may be a bastard, but he is also my brother."
"I wish you hadn't had to stay...And watching him belt you was painful. I'm sorry you had to go through it."
The angel nearly sobbed again. "Y..You saw him belting me?"
"I couldn't stop it...I'm sorry...I didn't want you to be hurt anymore."
"I just wish you hadn't been forced to watch it, Sammy." Gabriel sobbed even more, and looked back at the human. "Please do it?"
"Love you, Gabriel. And after we finish here, I'll be taking you nice and hard." Sam let his hand fall.
"Oohhh, yes please! I want you to ouch...take me nice and hard!" The angel yelped and grunted at the spanking, with his bottom already warming.
Sam let his hand fall hard and fast, also letting some smacks fall onto his mate's sit spots and thighs, tipping Gabriel over a little for better access.
Gabriel soon continued to sob while his lover spanked him hard, with his butt cheeks quivering in pain. "Owww..sorry, Sammy...sorry!"
Sam paused, resting his hand on Gabriel's back. "Enough?"
"Yes please; enough, Sam. Please, it hurts - and I need you."
Sam pulled Gabriel into his arms, hugging him tight. "Need me to rub some cream in?"
"Yes please, baby."
Sam grabbed the jar of cream and rubbed it into Gabriel's bottom, kissing him a few times.
"Mmm, ouch...ohhh, yes, right there, please!"
Sam shifted Gabriel onto his back on the bed, kissing the angel and trailing his lips down his mate's chest.
Gabriel lay on his back with his legs bent, making sure he allowed Sam to rest in between them, finally able to give into his desires. "Sam...I want to nest...I need to allow my body to conceive; if you want this?"
"I want this, Gabriel. I want to have a child with you." Sam kissed his mate. "I love you."
"Love you too; so much, Sam. I will allow my body to accept your seed tonight and from now on. We didn't want to allow the baby before the end of this conflict; but now we can have one. A tiny little angel baby." Gabriel smiled and increased his passionate kissing, moaning loudly.
Sam smiled. "And I guess we'll have to deal with both you and Cass being moody and hormonal." He dipped his fingers into the lube, and began preparing his mate.
Gabriel moaned loudly as his husband began to work his slick fingers inside his body, spreading his legs even more, his back arching up. "Uhhhh, yes! Take me, Sammy, and then we can make a baby together."
Sam continued his actions before coating his erection with the lube and plunging into Gabriel, kissing him hard and passionately as he took his mate.
The blond angel cried out when he felt the shaft pushing into his body, the tight hole opening up for his husband. Soon he was riding the waves of pleasure, with them both making wild, passionate love. Gabriel - being true to his word and desires - got ready to allow his womb to accept Sam's seed.
Sam kissed and lightly bit Gabriel's skin, reconnecting them and driving them to the edge. He also stroked and kissed the angel's wings.
"I love you so much, Sam...I was so heartbroken to not have you with me, to not hold you; but now we are together forever." The angel moaned and whimpered, loving the way his lover continued to make him writhe on the bed.
"Love you, Gabriel...you're mine, completely and always." Sam continued to kiss and make love to the angel.
"Yes! I am yours, and will hopefully be carrying our baby soon. We will be forever and a family." Gabriel soon cried out as he came onto his lover while he clung to the human, hoping to accept Sam's seed and to be pregnant soon.
Sam felt his own release with a slight gasp, kissing Gabriel hard and passionately. "Love you so much."
Gabriel smiled and linked his fingers around his lover's, kissing him in return. "I love you too...thought I had lost you; and it nearly killed me, Sam."
"I'm sorry I said yes to Lucifer, but there wasn't another way. I didn't want to leave you."
The blond angel felt tears falling again, and he kissed Sam again, gently running his fingers over the well developed muscled body of his mate. This was the body of a hunter and his husband. "I never want to lose you - ever, ever again. You hear me, Sam Winchester? Don't you do that to me again."
"You won't lose me," Sam promised, kissing Gabriel. "Never again. I didn't think I'd be able to come back to you. Now that I have a second chance, I'm not letting go."
"You had better not, because I am not letting you go either. Especially if we are having little ones; you can bet on it."
"Gabriel, I'm gonna stay with you forever."
"I hope so, because I am not raising this baby by myself; and will be very needy when I am pregnant, considering I have noticed how many times Cass has pounced Dean."
Sam smirked. "You can pounce me as much as you like."
The angel laughed on the bed. "Oh, really? Like Cass did at the rest stop on the highway, nearly knocking Dean off the picnic table?"
Sam kissed Gabriel, lightly biting his neck. "Don't care."
Gabriel moaned and moved so that he was on the top, making sure that Sam was soon inside his body again. "Mmm...we may need to have sex a lot to make sure the pregnancy takes. The more practice, the better."
"No complaints here." Sam took hold of Gabriel's hips. "Love you. I'd never hate you, so don't you ever ask me not to hate you again."
"Okay, even when I had to hurt people?"
"You didn't have a choice. Gabriel...I couldn't see you hurt."
"I still felt bad; but when I saw his crimes, I saw red and wanted his blood."
"Well, at least it was someone who deserved it...But even so..." Sam sighed, looking haunted. "I wish you didn't have to do it."
"You don't? Sam, I was the one who had to torture and kill him, love." Gabriel soon rocked on his husband and kissed him, while wondering what more horrors Sam had to endure during the time besides what he knew. "What haunts you?"
Sam returned the kiss, hard and passionately. "The ones I couldn't save...like Jessica."
"Oh, Sam, honey, that wasn't your fault." Gabriel gently kissed his lover, feeling an ache. "Baby, you are not to blame for her passing."
"My friend who introduced us was a demon...She would still be alive today if it wasn't for me."
"No, Sammy. It was in her destiny to die when she did. We can't stop the grand design when the fates decide we die."
Sam sighed, looking sad - and suddenly hugged Gabriel tightly to him, needing to have the angel in his arms.
Gabriel held onto him with Sam still buried within him, knowing that his husband needed him more than anything. "I love you so much, Sam, and am not leaving you - and neither is your daughter."
Sam jerked a little. "What?"
"Our daughter. I saw her in Heaven when I was dead, and now see why I was brought back. I was meant to be yours forever, be happy, and bring her into the world. We will have a daughter, and she is beautiful and a hunter like we are."
Sam smiled, and held the angel close. "I can't wait..."
"Alyra Rose Winchester, and she will definitely be born in a year or so if she has come down tonight. She will be ours, and won't tell you I met Dean's and Cass' child as well...or, well, children."
"Funny, I think you just did." Sam grinned, and kissed Gabriel gently. "I need you in my arms right now. I need to hold you and make the pain you were caused go away."
"Hold me and make me yours, Sam. We will have more than her; and definitely a family of hunters. I love the idea of our children with us, hunting evil."
"But we should let them make their own choices." Sam held onto the angel, stroking his back gently.
"I know her already, Sam; and she will be a hunter with us - as will one of her brothers, at least."
Sam kissed his angel. "I love you."
"Love you too, so much; and by the way, she told me to tell her daddy that she doesn't need to see us making her brother on the kitchen table. So guessing we have sex in the kitchen and she catches us." Gabriel laughed a little at that.
Sam laughed softly, and shook his head. "Save something for me to discover."
"Well that is all I know, honey, so can't tell you anymore about our children."
"Can we just cuddle for a while? I need you badly."
"You never need to ask me, my gorgeous hubby. I love it when you hold me."
"Good. Cause I don't want to let you go...ever." Sam yawned.
"Mmm, me neither." Gabriel giggled a little. "Just like a man to come inside you twice and then fall asleep," the angel teased playfully, kissing the human lovingly.
Sam returned the kiss, holding Gabriel close. "It's been a long day." He was struggling to keep his eyes open.
"Yeah, it has," Gabriel agreed, also trying to keep his green eyes open, soon sleeping in Sam's arms. Neither noticed the bright light float into their hotel room, seeming to dance around the room before disappearing into Gabriel's body. The angel could only shift a little, never noticing that their daughter had been conceived that very night. A night of death, murder, blood, and turmoil ended with the creation of something magical, brought into the world by the love the two men held for each other; one being an angel, the other an immortal human.