To have you life ruled by fate could you imagine it? Knowing that no matter your actions you are doomed to end up with the same results could you handle it? I was no more than a child and already my fate had been sealed the moment I fell into the underground. True I had made many mistakes along the way and ended up resetting several times to help atone for my many sins that crawled along my back, suffocating me with the gravity of the horrible guilt I felt every time I looked at the faces of those I loved. eventually resigning to my place in this mad world. I was doomed to die that much I knew, sacrificing myself for the betterment of monster kind was the duty I believed I had to fulfill. I remember standing there facing Asgore full of determination,but the sad look in his eyes almost reduced me to tears. The broken eyes of a man who had lost everything, his children had long since died and his wife left him for he was too blind by his anger to rationalize his grief. Now he had to kill another innocent child, justified by the belief that it would save his people from the bondage that they had endured for generations. He shattered the mercy button knowing that neither of us were deserving of it.

In the end the barrier was destroyed, and the monsters filed out into the warmth of the sunlight. I sat on the edge of the cliff watching the sunset confused as to why I had not been killed. Had that not been my fate, the prophecy that had been retold for hundreds of years? What was to be my purpose now in this life? I had no family left no where to go, When I fell I had no intention of ever making it out alive, that fall alone should have killed me to begin with. Then I met Toriel and she reminded me of what I had lost so long ago, I couldn't help but to call her mom, would she let me stay with her now that we are all free? I got up and walked down the side of the mountain meeting up with the monsters at the base, it didn't take too long to find Asgore and Toriel as they were both enormous in size. I ran towards them and embraced them laughing happily hoping that they wouldn't see past my facade. "My child, do you want to stay with us, Asgore and I could give you a good life and a happy home. I promise that we will love you as if you were our own child, like we had loved Chara and Asriel."

I nodded in excitement happy to have a family at last, Asgore hoisted me onto his shoulder. "Come on little one lets go home. Onward to New New Home!" His baritone voice rumbled and many of the citizens groaned his aptitude for naming things were lacking. We settled in the forest close to Mount Ebbot, cottages and shops peppering the landscape this new home slowly expanded outwards as more and more monsters and humans alike started to inhabit it. That was nine years ago, and monster kind had finally integrated well with the humans in the surrounding towns and kingdoms; although the first few years were a little rocky at best. Riots broke out and fights occurred often during that period of adjusting, many humans had not forgotten the legends of the ancestors and in several ways it was like the wounds of the great war were still as fresh and new like it had only happened yesterday. It broke my heart to see my people being persecuted in those trying times but dad true to his character did his best to smooth things over as gently as possible, he had learned firsthand what fear and wars did to a nation. All it wrought would be more fear and pain for everyone involved and he had no desire to lose everything again.

I remained close friends with Undyne, Alphys, Mettaton, Papyrus and Sans as I grew from a young nine-year-old into a fully matured eighteen-year-old. Often we would meet up at the Skeletons cottage to hang out and in this time Sans and I had grown rather close, and of course the inevitable happened I fell for my best friend. I could never tell him for the fear of rejection was strong, I was content in just being friends with him. Loving him from afar was so much easier when the one constant remained through out the time since the barrier broke, why am I still here what is fates calling what am I to do yet that I have not completed? Although he remembers the resets he could never understand this, what I am going through I can't let anyone else get involved and I had a feeling all the questions I held dear to my heart would soon come to light.