"Shit!" one more piece of paper and thrown to the floor, it's..I don't know exactly how many papers I had wasted to write a simple text but for me it's more difficult than usual and I wasn't like this that makes me disappointed to myself.
I'm a fanfiction writer and my friends and readers love my stories; mostly of my fanfics are about Kpop groups but I decided to come back writing more about other thing I also love, besides my bed, that I haven't written a long time ago: Anime/Mangá.
Lately, I have been watching and reading Kimetsu no Yaiba (or Demon Slayer); the plot and the concept would both be perfect for a fanfiction..however, creating a story and not following the plot about certain parts makes me have some 'writer block' causing me headaches and this is one of the acute ones.
After had taken a pill, I was about to sit and continue writing but, for my surprise the pain increases; I stood up to get myself to my bed "Damn it, this was supposed to relieve" then I see everything in circles, my eyes getting heavier and then, I couldn't hear anything...
. . .
"Hey.." I moved myself some comfortable place "..wake up lazy woman!" the voice belongs to a young boy. I open my eyes and I see a known face of a certain demon.
I sat up on the bed questioning why is Yushiro in my room, hollup I'm not in my room "Where am I?"
"Do you suffer of alzheimer or something?" Rude dude, as always! Yushiro sighs after he saw my blanked face as he said "You're at Lady Tamayo's house, from that demon slayer companion like you told us you collapsed after you seen Muzan Kibutsuji like you had a trauma.." while he was explaining, I was confused: what do you mean I had seen Muzan, that hot Michael Jackson styled demon? Trauma? And since when I'm a slayer..I see myself that I was wearing the slayer's female uniform with a white and black haori above it just like..no, it might be my imagination.
Then, the door opens revealing Tamayo, Tanjirou and Nezuko as they enter "Oh you're awake.." Tamayo walks towards me as she takes my wrist checking my pulse. Of course I know every character because I read the manga but, the way I'm acting around them makes me confused "Your pulse came back to normal but are your fainting frequent?"
"No but when I saw Muzan, my body shivered as I felt cold" then I started have a flashback of seeing him in my mind as other from the past of dead people "That man murdered the ones I called my family for me.." Nezuko, who was on my lap, hugs me comforting me but Tanjirou's expression seems he learnt about my story like I had told him before we arrived the city, causing him more hatred towards that demon.
This is odd. How can I have those flashbacks that it weren't mine but it were so real, that's when it clicks something...I had remember, before I was writing my fanfic I had created an OC with story and appearance.
"I know you two want vengeance towards Muzan as so do I, the man is now under my care as well his wounded wife though, we have an important information for you Tanjirou.." then, she faces me "if you feel better Usagi, you can join us because he told us you know Nezuko's situation as well.." they stood up and they left the room. I waited for their footsteps before I stood up to face myself in the mirror: I didn't change anything so I'm not that tall and not too short, my hair is still long and black as usual but it's all pulled up by a red ribbon done into a bow and my eye color is still light blue and narrow, however I'm wearing with the slayer uniform with skirt, I'm wearing black thigh high socks and a pair of gradient white and black leg warmers matching with the haori..
"Relax Usagi..it cannot be possible.." then I see a pocket notebook on the bedside table, as I open it as I turn the pages, the texts look like a diary with my handwriting, which means, everything in there is what I had written about my character and now that I remembered, Tamayo said my real name but I didn't give a name for my character..wait, if I didn't do that it means..
I'M STUCK AT THE MANGA ITSELF!