Sometimes I think that I'm different.
And I mean who wouldn't want to be different than the average human being who overpopulates the earth at the moment.
But
When I say different I mean like different different…. type of shit government officials don't want you knowing different. Then again I'm either fucking crazy or weird. It's actually very hard to differentiate between those two words but that's a discussion for another time.
For example I have a very imaginative mind. Out of the fucking blue I'm thinking up not just fucking senerios that could or could not happen but hey I'm the weirdo who has a whole damn different world already thought of and created in my head. Just the other day I had an off hand thought about living underwater. Next thing you know I got the title of the book, the plot not just for the first book but the second one too, character, character relations, damn I even had a great sex scene in my head too.
And my deja vus moments…..let's talk about them suckers right fucking now. They happen so frequently that I think I'm starting to lose grip on my reality sometimes. JKJK….sorta. Sometimes I wonder if when you have deja vus(S) that 1)it's you doing something for a second time the same exact way and somehow your brain recognizes it but you just can't comprehend or 2)somewhere in the universe, different timeline, different dimension doesn't matter which there's a "you" doing that exact same thing at the same time in the same way and somehow your brain waves or something connects and "you" all just pause for a minute and 3) the government/rich rich white people are secretly controlling everybody like little Barbies and Kens and erases parts of our memories to satisfy their sick pleasure and our so called deja vus moments are when we re-make that self called mistake that the person had erased is really are brains trying to tell us that we're dumbasses and we've already did this before.
UHHHHHH like I said I'm fucking weird right.
Anyway this will be an everyday thing. Just you know my thoughts and irrelevant opinions. Or for better terms a very fucking opinionated blog. I guess saying I'm open minded contradicts that last sentence huh..Oof.