Ok so this is entirely new for me, so bare with me here. If this is very bad, sorry….
Small mxm scene-ish thing.
Let's just begin.
I have known him for quite a while now, I know this had the potential to get him spiraling down. But I didn't mean to.
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"Mario get off the couch, you haven't moved since you came downstairs"
No answer
"Mario… don't start all over again, we have talked about this last night"
Still nothing
I started walking towards the couch to check if he was asleep or not. He was awake.
" why aren't you responding to me !?"
"Oh you know why" I guess it's better than no response at all.
"I already told you I shouldn't have said that last night, and that I was sorry"
"Jack just shut up OK, I don't want to hear anything from you right now"
"I… we have been in a relationship for over a year, I am not going to shut up. This issue needs to be talked about"
"NO IT DOESN'T" he stands up and walks towards our room and slams the door shut.
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Last night
"Mm, jack don't tease me" he says in the dimly light room. "Only if you take that shirt off" I tease and I start tugging at the shirt he always wears while we… do our things. "Jack no"
"Ahw, come on I want to see that sexy belly. You know how much I love it" i'm still trying to get the shirt off, I now start to get his arms out of the long sleeves. "Jack, just put it in there. You know I need it right now" "well I want to see the upper part of your body as well" he finally gives in "ok, only if the light will be turned off and you are not going to touch my arms. They hurt a bit" weird request but ok "sure" I turn of the light and I hear him taking off the shirt. "Well, are u going to put it in or not ?" He is so impatient. "Not yet"
I kiss him on the lips and try to let him open his mouth, he does an our tongs are finally together again. I feel his hand moving from my thigh to my dick, oh my god he is so good at this. "M-mario, I love you so much" he is going up and down with his hand. I am trying to return the favor, but I can find his dick, this is why I always want at-least some light in the room. I search around some more, I stumble upon his arm. My curiosity takes over and I touch his arm. It isn't a normal smooth skin, I feel little cuts ? "Jack" he says in a sort of shock. I have thought this for a couple months now, I didn't want it to bring it up to him because he can spiral down even further. But now I had felt the proof of him cutting his arm. "Mario, for how long have you been hiding this ?" I already knew the answer, since he started to wear the long sleeved shits and hoodies mote often. But I wanted to hear it from him. "…"
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"Mario , please open the door"
"JUST FUCK OFF"
"Mario… I just want to help"
"FUCK OFF" is he crying ?
"I'm coming in, if you want it or not" I force the door open, and there he lies.. crying.
I walk over to our bed, and go sit next to him. And I decide to ask him one more time.
"Mario, how long have you been cutting your arms ?"
"I don't know"
"Why do you feel like hiding it from me ?"
"I don't know" I am moving more onto the bed so I can lay behind him. I put one arm over his body.
"You know you can talk about this with me right ?"
"Yes…"
"Come here you" he turns around and now I can see his face, he's so vulnerable in this state and the only thing I do is hug him and we just lay there..
"We'll get trough this, together"
Ok so this is something different than I normally write, I don't know if the attempted "sex scene" worked out as well for me as I hope it does for you.
Dolfijn5