This is an old draft I found from my old account so I decided to post this here. I hope you all will like this.

I dont own this anime.

It was a cold, rainy evening in Musutafu, Japan.

The mood was rather sorrowful, yet calm.

The sound of rain pelting on the window was oddly satisfying to hear while feeling the warm and cozy slippers covering my feet. Feeling comfortable from sitting on the recliner, wearing my warm robe, and taking a sip from my favorite cup of Chamomile tea.

The taste was exquisite, it made me feel relaxed.

Bliss was the first thing I felt as I let myself relax in my home. I looked at the clock to see that it was already 9:00 p.m. I could've sworn that it was still early, but I couldn't tell because of the storm. How I wish time moves slowly when I enjoy myself.

Sighing, I placed my teacup on the table beside me. I couldn't help but notice a white envelope placed on the table.

The envelope was labeled with my name, Midoriya Izuku. I gently opened the envelope to see a letter, making me curious to see who wrote it. I started reading, only to realize that it was from the university where I applied for a scholarship.

Next year, I'll be in college. My plans were still unclear on what I'll do for my future, but I decided to might as well apply for a scholarship. Finding a school closer to where I live was my first choice, since I realized that I can't waste money on transportation to attend school everyday.

I wouldn't exactly say that I don't have enough financial funds, but working part-time on a cafe wasn't enough to support my everyday needs.

Needless to say, I have a passion for analyzing data. Which means I would always need to buy supplies, and it's not cheap either.

Dear, Mr. Midoriya

CONGRATULATIONS on a job well done!

Through your hard work and determination, you have been proven to be a student of U.A. University. Kindly contact the university in order to get a proof of enrollment.

Signed, the board of U.A. University.

Attached to it were the list of things I need to know about the university I'm attending. After reading them one by one, I let out a sigh of relief as I thank God for the scholarship.

I feel myself yawning because of exhaustion, and it was also bedtime. I returned the letter and the papers back to the envelope, and placed it on the table where I first found it. I sat still on the recliner, staring at the wall as my mind goes blank. I started looking around the living room. It was quiet and calm, but it was also lonely.

The only sounds that can be heard were from the rain outside, the clock ticking, and myself. My thoughts were somewhat irrelevant, but it made me want to wish for a miracle.

I took out a piece of paper from the table beside the envelope, and wrote the a sentence in which made me feel happy.

"I want to feel loved once again."

Satisfaction and confidence were shown in my face as I find my wish relevant to what I was feeling after staring at the wall, and it was also connected to what I have been feeling deep inside me. Something that I was yearning for.

I sighed in annoyance, as I stood up from the recliner. It was saddening that I have to move myself away from my comfortable position, but I also have one last thing to do before slumber overpowers me. I took the piece of paper with me, turned off the lights, and went to the balcony door.

Affection is inexpressible through words, and love is not much different, but both words signify as a positive interaction. An attraction that includes deep desires. Easy to acknowledge; yet hard to seek.

It was a simple request, aside from the fact that it's absurd, but an emotion that I yearn for because of this loneliness.

As I opened the door, I couldn't help but admire the view. It was raining, but the scenery surrounding me was soaked in the falling rain, it was breathtakingly ravishing. The cold breeze from the weather gave me chills, it made me tremble as I rub my hands for warmth.

I took out a lighter from my pocket; I don't smoke, I take care of my health of course, but I always bring it for personal reasons. The truth is, it was given by my mother when I was a child.

It may seem inappropriate and idiotic for a parent to give this item to their child, but my mother was an exception.

She gave this for a purpose, that until now, I still use it as I live my life without her.

I brought out the paper, where the wish was written, and lead it closer to the night sky. I opened the lighter, until a small amount of fire sparked in it. It was a sight that filled me with awe and reverence; that a small amount of fire, can burst through huge flames, and it made me aware to be careful around it.

I slowly moved the small flame towards the paper, as it starts to burn and turn into ash, then it falls onto the ground. The ash was blown away by the strong wind, until none of it was left. I let out a sigh of relief, and closed my eyes.

It took a while until I suddenly felt a warm feeling through my veins, as if someone was next to me, hugging me.

It may seem scary and odd for me to think of that way, and people might think that I'm insane, but I don't mind, because this warm feeling inside me, is the reason why I can still see myself next to my mother, happily.

All the memories I had with her, keeps on coming back every time I do this, it serves as a memory that I will never forget the feelings she expressed towards me.

It's been ten years since she died from cancer. I was eight years old when I discovered that she was suffering from a serious case, but she didn't tell me sooner. I know for the fact that she doesn't want me to worry about her and she would laugh and smile instead.

I never understood the reason why she was always sick when I was young, and I would always ask her but as always, she would always say, "I'm okay, Izuku. There's no need to worry! I'll feel better before you know it!"

At first, I was mad of her for not telling me sooner about her health, but I couldn't. Even if she was a stubborn woman, she was still the best mother for me.

She would always do anything to make me happy, even living with no father figure, she never neglected her duties as a single parent.

It still saddens me until now that she left me alone on such a young age, but I will never forget the happy memories I had with her before she died. The lighter was the only thing she gave to me before she gave her last breathe. I would always remember what her last words to me.

"Be strong for me, Izuku. Always remember that I'll be by your side. I raised a great son that I'll always be proud of. I love you so much, Izuku."

Remembering it brings me tears to my eyes. I would always cry and still laugh because of the times she would cheer me up.

She wasn't a perfect mother to everyone's eyes, but for me, she was perfect for who she is.

I closed the balcony door and went to my bedroom. I covered my body with my blanket and stared at the ceiling. My eyes were still puffy, but the smile from my face didn't disappear.

It's been ten years already, but I always felt safe. It made me remember that I'll always be loved by her. Maybe, faith is granting my wish for today.

Because of her, I'm still living in this world.