I Dream Too Much
damn i fucking hate dreams
i wish they didn't exist
they give you false hope
they bend your emotions
it's not fucking fair
randomness decides the fate
whether you take the bait or not
devil are you there?
are you lurking in my dreams as well?
my own body has turned against me
it's bad to love a dream
you can't love it cause it's not there
but i want it bad enough
can't it just be there to me?
can i live in peace with a lie
why not?
i should just let my mind take me
my emotions know nothing
consequences are meaningless
only conscious suffers
only emotions thrive
leave me alone to fly