I sat in the coffee shop drinking my blood root tea at my usual table. It was here where I met that girl. Where my life truly began to change around...and I hated it. I hated that it changed because at least then I could believe that being alone was my normal! Now that I've had something different I want it! To be pushed back into the life of a loner was more painful than anything I could bear and it was all their fault. I looked into my teacup to see her looking back at me with a smile. "And just what the hell are you looking at?!" I scolded, She shook her head, not saying a word. I sighed and put my cup down. I wanted my Levi-chan but if all I could think of is hurting him then I am no good for him or anyone for that matter...I wanted to hurt everyone in this shop, make them pay for my pain...and it wasn't right, not at all. The bell dinged and another customer walked in and my eyes moved to the door. Kyung….

I took a deep breath. I couldn't believe she was actually going to meet with me. I can't even imagine how awful she must feel. Damn that hecate I just want to kill her myself, if I could extract her from Qet I would and beat her until she begged for mercy. I saw Eomma at the table when we met, I walked over to the table and sat down. She didn't have the same sweet expression and the soft glow she normally got whenever we saw each other "Eomma..." I began,

My eyes slowly lifted to her, odd I had hoped to feel something looking at her be it rage or relief but I felt nothing...I was just blank, "You called me here, so get on with it." I said coldly,

Ouch...she was more hurt then I thought. I searched my words to try and figure how to start my story. I sighed deeply and started. "The morning after Levi left he came back to the house in the clothes he left in, and of course everyone already figured out what had happened, at first Lucifer wasn't furious he wanted him to just call next time. Then when we started our day the end of the classes we had a student council meeting, Levi decided to read the letter you wrote him, and his brothers decided to tease him about it, then Lucifer became annoyed and snatched the letter and read it was from you and became furious. He literally beat Levi up because he was so angry and he said that Satan and him were to be under constant watch and that Levi was banned from seeing you. He was devastated, he didn't come out of his room for a good two weeks, the first time he came out was after I got your response from our letters. As we speak he is still in his room depressed." I grabbed her hands, "Eomma, I know you don't believe me but I have no reason to lie to you, he is crushed without you. We didn't abandon you, Lucifer will not let him see you."

"So...Lulu is being hateful...figures he never cared about me either...he just stood there like a deer in headlights when..." my nails dug into the wooden table. "You should kill him." Hecate said, "I should...no...I shouldn't, this isn't right." I replied, "Nothing, the past isn't important " "Eomma I know your hurting believe me I feel it, but I promised you that I would always be by your side. That voice is what's causing you all this rage isn't it. You can tell Lady Hecate she can back off." What…..how did she find out that her name was Hecate. "Wh...how did you know her name?? How...no I won't tell her to back off! She is me and I am her! Can you tell your hand not to touch or your eyes not to see? She has always been there when I needed her..." "Please Qet she isn't you, she is a shady witch who couldn't survive without your body. I'm not afraid of her, I also know she is the one who caused you to strike at the first king. She does not make you up, she is a nuisance that has attached itself to your body like a tumor. I know when powerful witches die and their spirit won't rest they make deals with sweet witches like you to give them unobtainable power so they can latch on to their bodies like a leech." Kyung said, "I NEVER ATTACKED THE KING, HE ATTACKED ME! YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT THAN THE REST OF THEM!!" I stood completely enraged and panting. "She is a nuisance, get rid of her." Hecate ordered, "I wanted you gone, I want you dead!! I want...I want..." I fell to my knees racking with sobs. "I want it to stop!! I want this...this wrath to stop and I can't make it!! I don't want to hurt you, but it's all I think about...all I think about is how he left me and how I need to make them all pay...but it isn't right it isn't right but I can't stop it!!" I knew I was making a scene but I didn't care. I looked up at Kyung who looked back with worried and sad eyes. "I need...a favor." I said, "Eomma, I promise no matter what I won't let Hecate hurt you. Please tell me how I can help." She replied, She held me in a tight embrace Kyung…. I pulled the dagger from my cloak. "I need you to run this through my heart. It is the only way to end this, and Levi, Satan you and all of Devildom will be out of danger. Do it Ky, my little Ky, make it quick so that I may be free." I said as I handed it to her.

My heart sank and I felt so many emotions hit me like a truck. Are you serious? She is going to give up because some bitch in her head is feeding her lies and making her think you are nothing without her? "Are you fucking serious Qet? You are the closest thing I have had to a mother in a very long time, and your going to just ask me in the open in the bright imaginary sun of hell to kill you? So your going to give up because some bitch inside your head told you that you are nothing without her?" I stood up, "I am not going to kill you. My real mother didn't have a choice in her death, but you do. Hecate is nothing without your body and you hold all of the cards. For all you know she is screwing with your memories too." I started to storm off then I quickly turned back around, "I promised you I wouldn't let her consume you and I intend to keep my promise. I am disappointed Qet, very disappointed. I swear on my previous life and my current I will remove this leech from you if it kills me to do so. I finished as I slammed the door behind me and took off running. Gripping the dagger tightly.

She didn't understand...the power she has...I cant hold her at bay anymore...people will perish if she isn't stopped and part of me wants her too. She said those hateful words and left me...just like they all do. I put my cloak back on and left the shop walking aimlessly through the streets. Flashes of my dark and disappointing past flooded me as I began to cry again. I bumped into someone and fell to the ground, I should really watch where I'm going when I hit a rock bottom depression. "Oh my young lady! Are you hurt? How foolish of me I wasn't watching where I was going. Here let me help you." I looked up and if the damned devil himself wasn't staring back and me! "Diavolo...!" He smiled at me sweetly and with kind eyes his voice was just as smooth as it had always been. "Yes, I do apologize for the hassle, if there is any way I can make it up to you I would be happy to do it." He said, I broke down again and put my arms around him, he smelled of cedar and vanilla. "Oh Davi!! My life has been hell, such hell, I have been alone for so long I have been in so much pain!! But I found someone, and he is sweet and kind and he loves me and darkness and all!" I buried my face in his chest and sobbed. "But Lulu has taken him away from me! He is being horrible and I don't know why! He's been this way since I went to your father, and I can't take it!!" I sobbed, I fell at his feet crying clinging to the hem of his jacket with my head bowed. "I don't care about the ball, I don't care about anything, I just want Levi back!! I just want my sweetie to come back to me!! We were all friends once, you had even loved me; couldn't you please just talk to Lulu about this cursed ban he has?! I haven't hurt anyone! Davi please!" I sobbed and he kneeled in front of me looking me in the eyes. "I'm sorry...but do you know me from somewhere?" He asked,

My heart dropped and I looked into his confused face. "Davi...it's Qetty...we were best friends. You me and Lulu...you don't remember?" He looked confused. "It has been eight hundred years but you really don't remember?! I wanted to marry you, we were going to be together forever..." "Miss...I'm sorry, but I don't know you...whatever you are feeling and whomever this Lulu is I think you have me confused with someone else." Now I was mad. "Diavolo...you Lucifer and I were best friends! On my twenty first birthday I went to your father to ask you for your hand...we wanted to be married! How can you not remember it's me Qetsiyah!!" His eyes got large and he shoved me away. "You are the lunatic that tried to kill my father!! I would never have wanted the likes of you!! It was our deal for you to stay far away from here!! And you've broken that treaty!!" "...Davi..." I said softly, "GUARDS!! GET HER OUT OF HERE!!' I ran for my life out of town and back home I threw my body against my front door screaming in agony and frustration. I have no one on my side...I was alone again... I walked into my kitchen and found the poison apples I had picked hoping for their return. I stared at it in my hand, it was so beautiful and yet forbidden like the fruit even had even...

I bit into the sweet fruit with a crunch and then another and another until it was gone. I took another apple and ate it as well. I had picked up my third and had traveled to the back of my house. I didn't want anyone to find my body. I wanted to rot just as I deserved to. Not that any of them would come for me anyway. I began to feel the effects of ths poison and I felt pain all over, my muscles began to seize and I lost my footing grabbing the dark cloth as I fell. My muscles were on fire and I began convulsing in a seizure. It hurt, it hurt so much but it would be over soon the mirror had fallen and shattered a large shard faced me as I continued to seize and foam at the mouth. My body finally stopped as I felt my spirit lift away, to where I didn't care as long as I felt no more pain.

Hecate: I lifted my body from the floor and walked back to the kitchen. I wiped my mouth and changed clothes, black was always a better color. I grabbed a poisoned apple from the counter polishing it on my dress. "My, my...what a commotion, you truly felt there was no other way pet? Aww honey there has always been another way..." I flung the cloth from the mirror in the living room, My sweet innocent friend stood on the other side confused and quickly alarmed. "What...no...no..." She pleaded "Aw sweetie, don't be scared after a few hundred years you get used to it." I replied, "No!! Hecate, let me out Hecate!!" She pounded on the glass to no avail. "But what would be the point in that pet? To whom would you come back to? They have hurt you for the last time love." I took a big bite of the delicious apple, she was good for some things. "And I plan to make it right. Let's say we go to the ball anyway and make our prince charming see what he missed out on?" I covered the mirror as she screamed and I skipped to conjure my dress.