Dolls, HI ! Jesus I've missed you ! There is not enough of words to describe how much !

So…you know me, I can't write shortly about everything what's going on either in my head or around me recently…but I will try I promise :D

1. My broken computer and lost works – Cannot say how devastated I felt, and how nervously broken I was, due losing mostly all of the fics I've written for You and only few of them I actually saved on HDD (you can imagine my deep embarrassment, so I kept silent about it) I wanted to start and I did started rewriting most of the stuff, and still I don't have all of the documents which I lost. But I'm fluently rewriting everything, so you don't have to worry, you will have material to read :3

2. Why was I silent for so long and why am I coming back only now- You know from my bio, that I am now 20 years old girl, who just graduated on high school and went to college. It all went downhill at the end of third year (Czech high school has 4 years, just for you to know). We started preparing for our final year, and it took over most of my time. I loved those two and a half years on high school, when I could have just come to dormitory, eat something, go through few homeworks and then just sit back in my bed and write and write and publish and publish…best time of my life ! With Maturita Exams I realized that I won't have much time even on college, even though I hoped, but my worst thoughts came true. It's a drill I didn't succeed in…so I didn't make it, and what ? I won't give up and next year, I'm going to try harder, but I will have to sacrifice my hobby for that, which is writing, so I might become silent again, and I wanted you all to know that from me straightly without any cover and to avoid any poor future excuses. I didn't want to lie to you, and even when I love writing the most, I need to sacrifice it now, so I could write in the future again, and believe me when I say, I'm not finished in here ;-) AT ALL…

3. COVID-19 is a curse but also a message – Okay the article above was a bit long, so I will try to make this one shorter, but I doubt it :D. So currently Czech republic has over 1 900 infected and nine deaths. Everything is closed including people at home. Those who have no other choice are going to work, as police officers, nurses and doctors and I'd like to thank them, even when I highly doubt they read any of my content, still BIG THANKS TO YOU GUYS because without you we wouldn't make it ! You sacrifice your health for us and we DO appreciate it ! I'm closed for already 14 days…not that bad ? Well, I'm not going to complain about my parents that much because I really love them, but just let me say it's already making us all crazy, and it's been JUST 14 days. So all we can do is just try to keep calm… This virus locked us home to spend time with our families to remember what is important ! Family/People you love, and personal health. It put covers on our faces to show us, that true beauty lies within people's character. It took from us the knowledge of pure tomorrow…to remind us…that NOW is a very fleeting moment, and you never know which one is the last one, so take this message and deal with it on your own, but wisely please... I treasure every moment now, even if it is moment of an argument with my mom :D Also I'm having new ideas for fics and chapters again, so we'll see what we can get out of this damn quarantine together right ? So that is the positive part of my message to you today. As long as I keep my optimism, you will have content to read again dolls :33

Okay so, you can look forward to following days ;-) cause now I'm truly back unlike before, because now I can't escape my home :D SO YEAH –I almost forgot ! If any one of you has any idea for an old fic or a completely new fic (and even if you don't have account, you can still tell me your idea in reviews) you can contact me in PM's on facebook/messenger, instagram account OR twitter –which I admit I barely use…or we can find a different way ;-) oh-oh and if anybody wanted to just chat, I am here too ! Free to discuss :33

Well dolls I guess now it's the message complete and before I tell you goodbye, I would just like to appeal to you, to stay safe at home, let's not kill each other. You can get crazy, cause everyone does, but stay safe ;-) I love you dolls :333

With lots of love and so fucking positive vibes sending to you many warm hugs (of course with a mask on my mouth :D) your ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxoxoxoxo