I'm so sorry, Jack
I'm sorry you had to suffer while I laid on the floating debris
I'm sorry you didn't get to live past twenty
I'm sorry about it all
And I don't blame you if you never forgive me
But please accept my apology
At the time, I only cared about my own happiness
In the time I've grown I've learned to be more selfless
And looking back,
I can't help but feel, Jack
Like I had been too selfish, too inconsiderate
To not scoot over just a bit
I complained that I was so cold but I'm sure
That it was nothing compared to what you had to endure
You were the one in the water, after all
And you said being in freezing water felt like being stabbed with a thousand knives, as I recall
Wherever you are, I hope you're happy
I hope you're reunited with Fabrizio and Tommy
I don't blame you if you never want to see me
But just know, I truly am sorry