also please note that I do have dyslexia. I'm not ashamed of it because it is something I cannot control but I am self-conscious about it. so a lot of my words are miss pelt and many, many of the sentience's are a little back to front. I can't tell you the amount of time I've gone to reread something that I have wrote but couldn't even understand what I was trying to say.
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side note: i would like to apologies for all of my bad grammar and shitting spelling. i will let you all know that i have decided it and have known about it for some time. and it's the same with my others story's as well. if you read the first note you'll all know why. but anyway i have tried to go back and fix it many, many times before but my computer wouldn't let me. anything to do with teck hates me more then i hate Kristen Stewart. so I'm sorry about that all that. so I've needed to borrow another computer for me to edit on. being me i more then likely haven't gotten all of the errors but i least i was able to fix some of them. once again i am so sorry.
Be my baby chapter 1. Be my baby by the Ronettes.
Leah
'After the confrontation with a fancy fleas everybody went home. All the vampire want back to whatever parts of the world they'd come from. Gone back to kill and feed on innocent people who don't deserve to die in such an gruesome way. but what can I say…. Vampire suck. And no I'm not even making a pun. Ya you know… that's another thing I hate about vampires. Is that you can't say to their face that they suck because it just sounds like your trying to make an pun. Trying to joke around with them. when in reality all your trying to do is insult them because their gross, unnatural, disgusting, sickening, repulsive, revolting, bloodsuckers'. Leah lent back on to her couch. 'the posh leeches went back to Italy… good reddens to. the sons of bitches. I may not like or care for the little half breed that's my Alfa's imprint. But to come all this way just to kill a child… well that's not okay. in fact that's one of the most disturbing things I'd ever heard. who does that". she shut her eyes tightly.
'well if I'm being completely honest here….. I guess I could understand why. Not that I want Nessie to die or anything shitty like that. I mean the kid grows all the time so I know that she isn't any kind of a fret to anyone. But I can understand why the fancy freaks would destroy the other immortal children. If the brain really freezes at the age they were turned, and they were incapable of leaning anything then you'd have to kill them. I mean shit I'd do it in an heartbeat. I wouldn't be proud to say that I'd killed a child but at the same time I would be proud to say I kill a fret. At the end of the day it would still be an little monster. A little blood drinking, soul sucking monster. Just like all the others. it's against my nature to be repulsed by it. but I would make it quick though. Yeah I'd kill it but I'd make it fast. Killer or not I don't think I'd have it in me to slowly kill an child. No matter how many people it's killed. I wouldn't be able to stop seeing his or her face in my mind as I rip it a part. So I'd shut my eyes and end it in seconds'.
Leah opened her eyes and looked at her phone.
'nine thirty'. She thought. Once everything had ended the vampires either went back to the Cullen's or just left like the Romanians had done. While the wolfs stayed back and looked around the area a bit longer. Making sure all of the volturi had left for good. Leah had gotten home around sevenish and had flopped down in the living room. Not wanting to ever get up again after the day they'd had. She been out side in the woodland for hours and hours and hours with her pack mates cheeking for vampires
. 'It's not that I'm complaining about doing my job. It's my job and it hast to be done. It isn't like humans can do it. if the humans knew about vampires the world would descend into anarchy. So that leaves it up to us and try to save the world. You'd think it would give you a sense of pride…. Saving the world and everybody on it. and a part of me does…. but that part of me gets easily over shadowed by the crushing feeling of loss. Loss I've suffered over the past two years. And to top it all off it's the Cullen's fault. If they hadn't come here in the first place then I'd still have my dad. if the bloodsuckers hadn't of came here… if that violating mind freak had just felt that whiny little shell of a girl alone then their other fellow leeches wouldn't of been trying to kill her and I'd still have my dad. but I blame her just as much as I blame them. that bitch is a trouble magnet. All she has ever been was a headache. Danger follows her were ever she goes and it's always other people paying for it. how many vampires has that girl single handedily brought to forks but by existing. Because of her and her gross boyfriend pissing off that dead redheaded leech my dad had to pay the price'.
Leah shucked in a deep breath. She still hadn't gotten used to thinking about her late father without crying a little bit. How could she he was the light of her life.
'I remember when mum and Seth would be in bed and I couldn't sleep, so I'd go down stairs to sit on the porch. My dad would already be out there having one of his secret smokes, so mum wouldn't get angry. We'd sit on the steps out front and watch the night sky. My dad, Harry… his name was Harry. Was the only person who I'd ever seen a shooting star with. we'd sit out late at night and watch them fly across the sky like they were little angles. Flying down out of the heavens….. I wonder if he's here now. I hadn't really believe in god before but once I had become what I am now I began to questions things in my life. Vampires exist shape shifters exist were wolfs exist. What else?'.
The she wolf ran her slender fingers through her now short black hair. It had to get all cut off. She hated it more than anything. She had the most beautiful long hair you'd ever seen. It went right down to her waist and felt like silk.
'but once I had become a wolf that all changed as well. The less hair you have the less fur you have… it's as simple as that. I remember how I cried and cried alone in my room afterwards. I know that it seemed silly to cry about hair, but cutting it all off and watching as it fall on to my bedroom floor laying there dying was just another symbol of me losing yet something else that I had loved. The more hair you have the more shaggy your wolf form is when you phase. God I use to love my hair…. Sam did to'.
She signed at the thought of her Ex.
'he'd used to trace his fingers through it and say how much he loved it and to never ever cut it'. she looked over at the fire place were all the family photos had been placed. There were many of her and her father, mother, and brother. But the one that caught her attention was the one of herself her dad and Sam. After her father had passed away she was cleaning out some of his things. Sorting out what she wanted to keep of his to remember him, Sue and Seth were here to. all going through it like a family. She opened one of the boxes and that's when she found it. the photo that now had a place on the mantel. It brought her to tears. She remember that day. they all gone out to the river to do some fishing. Harry, Sam, and Seth were the ones really doing all the fishing while Leah, Sue and Sam's mother Alison all sat on the benches talking and laughing with each other. The three of them had taken that photo before they had left. the moment she found it she wanted to throw it at the wall in anger. To smash it in to a hundred little tiny teeny pieces then step on it over and over again to make sure that it no longer existed. So she's never have to see it again, so she'd never have to look at the man she used to love stand next to her beloved dad like everything was gonna be okay for the rest of their lives. She wanted to scream like never before…. But she didn't have the heart to. because It still had her father in it…. and she couldn't throw him away. But of course that didn't mean she wanted to look at it. it still had him in it and she didn't want to be reminded of the man who broke her heart, much like in the way she wanted to break that photo.
she hoped up from the couch and stood in the middle of the living room.
'all in all I do feel like I can understnd it a little more now. I've come to realize that the imprinting really wasn't his fault… nor Emily's either. But the thing that still breaks my heart is that the two of them never seemed to even try and hide how happy they are with each other. And it was always, always right in front of me to. at bon fires he always has his arms around her. always smelling her hair always kissing her cheeks like I'm not even there. And she always cuddled right up against him like she'd been knitted on to him and the wall won't tear away. And then you have when were, meaning the pack and I. are all at the house together hanging out how lovely dovely the two could be. And then I have the whole pack, sometimes including my baby brother. Telling me to get over it already… pa. yeah get over it. like those few years meant fuck all. Get over it…. get over it like they understand what it's like seeing them together. She had the life that should have been mine. She gets the house and the ring and the future kids….'. Leah stopped mid thought.
She didn't want to finishes what she was thinking. Knowing how she was going to feel afterwards.
'I gotta get out of here for a while'. She snatched her keys from the coffee table in the middle of the living room then ran over to the fridge. She grabbed a bit of paper and a pen. She figured that it was best she write down a note for Seth just in case he came home and she hadn't gotten back yet. She didn't want him to think that one of the volturi had come back and had gotten her. Jacob had told her that Edward had told him that Aro was fascinated with the she wolf. Her Alfa had told her and Seth that Aro was something of a collector, that he loved all things one of a kind. he'd seen Leah in Edward's hand and right off the bat captured an interest in her. witch Edward wasn't surprised about at all. Knowing how much the volturi leader wanted him, his wife and sister…. Mainly sister.
So when she and Seth had been told this her younger brother had decided to stay by her side when looking through the wood later on. he didn't want to be separated from her just in case the volturi leader had decided to send one of his henchman back for her.
The she wolf wouldn't admit it but she was touched by what her brother had done. She always felt kind of guilty about him being a wolf. He didn't care he loved it but she of course as you know she hated it. but the reason she felt guilty was because her phasing coursed him to phase straight afterwards. She viewed herself as the reason why he couldn't go finish school or hang out with his friends any longer. Once you are what you are you can't have a normal life any more. That was what one of the elders had said to them at one of the meetings all the shape shifters had to attend.
'if I hadn't lost my temper then Seth wouldn't of had to give up his life. And I don't give a shit if he loves being a wolf or not because he shouldn't have to be'. She stuck the note on the fridge and made it for the door. Picking up her jacket on the way out.
She stepped out of the house and shut the door behind her. she locked it then made it for the car. Once inside all but jammed the key in and reaced out of the drive way like there was an fire.
'okay, okay so I'm the car… I'm in the car… and I'm not thinking about anything. Yep that's right I'mmm not thinking because… there's no reason for me to think. Yep I'm just driving without thinking about anything. Not my father not my ex and not... and not…. Whoaaaa that was a close one. I almost thought about the reason as to why I don't want to think. thew that was close. She continued to drive tapping on the steering wheel and looking out the windows every so often. It was then she realized. 'ha…. I've been doing such a good job at not thinking I haven't thought….. about were I'm actually going'. She gazed down at the clock on the dash board. eleven thirty. she eyes widened. 'I've been driving for almost two hours… shish'. She shook her head. 'what the hell have I been doing for the passed two hours. It's like I zoned out in to nothing'. She turned to her head to see a bar. 'ha…well…. May as well'. She thought.
She passed it but made an U-turn. She drove up in to the parking lot and found a spot way in the back of the lot. She didn't want to be up front were people could see her car from the window. Not for any big reason she want wanted to be hidden. After being forced in to hiding because of her infliction she'd become quite used to it. so used to it in fact she tired avoiding others all together.
She jumped out of the car and began walking up to the bar.
'please let there be a spot in the back, please let there be a spot in the back, please let there be a spot in the back, please let there be a spot in the back where on one can piss me off'. She told herself. ' the last thing I need is for some jackass coming up to me and asking to buy me a drink. It's happened many, many times before and they keep getting dumber and dumber. Like when is a guy's gonna get that being drooled on isn't as sexy as ladies think'. She shook her head and huffed. Opening the door and walking in the first thing Leah noticed that there wasn't a whole lot of people in there. Which meant that there wouldn't be a whole lot of noise going on in there and a whole lot of drunk dudes either. She went straight up to the bar asked order herself a drink.
She chose to sit way back in one of the last booths. She wanted her privacy. She placed her drink down and opened up her hand bag. She pulled out a book that she has brought along with her. Leah loved to read, it was one of the things that she felt could really, really calm her down. 'well at least the Cullen's didn't take this away from me'. She thought as she opened up that book.
The tattooist of Auschwitz by Heather Morris.
'I'd been walking down the street when I saw it in the book shop window. Knowing that it was about the holocaust resonated with me. I know that comparing my life to people in the holocaust is crazy because of the obvious reasons that I don't believe I need to mention. But I don't know it was just the feeling of being trapped somewhere with no way out. Being tortured for something that wasn't your fault, something that you couldn't control. Like I said…. I know that what these people had went throgh was horrific and traumatizing beyond belief. And I know that my feeling this way is inappropriate… I don't mean it to be… I really don't. but anyway the story is about a boy named Lale who is Jewish. He was on the train from Slovakia to Auschwitz in the nineteen forties. Once he's in the camp he realizes that he stands out to the other prisoners. A fellow prison in the camp takes the young man under his wing and shows him how to survive. He gets a job working as a tattooist, tattooing the numbers on to the other prisoner arms. And this is where he meets Gita. The moment he sees her it's love at first sight. The moment he laid his eyes on her he felt as if he had an new purposes. And with this new purposes does the best he can to get through all of the struggles and suffering… it sounds nice doesn't it'. she continued to reading. Getting more and more engrossed in her book that she hadn't realized she had let her guard down.
She was getting to the end of drink five when she felt a presents. She looked up from her book but couldn't really make out if something was in fact wrong or not. Along with not realizing she's let her guard down she also hadn't realized how much she had, had to drink.
She went back to reading.
But then she felt it again.
Looking up she spotted a man at the bar grinning at her. she could see, even in her slightly more than she indented to drunken state tell that he seemed to be some sort of a trucker. He had a red cap on with some sort of logo on it that she could make out. He had longish brown hair and she could tell had knots in it. he looked to be tall, 'maybe five eight, five nine'. She thought to herself. he wasn't a thin man seemed to go around a hundred and possible seventy pounds, hundred and eighty. He wear a yellow and light blue striped top and dirty white jeans and big black boots.
She looked back up at his face and to her horror he was still grinning at her with the few teeth had had, and to make it worse they were a slight yellowish, brown.
'oh well this is just fan fucking tastic isn't it'. she angrily told herself. Leah gazed back down to her book but this time glaring at it because she knew what was coming.
"well what's a pretty little darlin like you doing in a place this this". She didn't even have to look up.
'Jesus I think I'm gonna gag'. "just reading". She didn't look away from the book.
"is it a good book there darlin?". She could hear the smirk in the truckers voice.
"yep sure is". She popped her P. 'please say I don't have to kick some gross dudes ass tonight.. please. One night, 'that's all I want. Is one night off not to think about bloodsuckers or ex's or needing to kicks somebody's ass'.
"then why don't you read a little of it to me then darlin?". He laughed a little at the end of his sentence.
'does he really need to call me darlin. Why do men suck so badly?. Why do they have to suck at all?. And why do I always end up with the ones that suck the most'. "look guy… I'm not gonna read to ya. I'm not gonna look at ya, I'm not even gonna acknowledge your presents in this bar at all okay. now can you do me this one favor and piss off. Cos all I want to do is read". She said all this without taking her eyes away from the pages.
"oh honey". The creep said with an almost lovely tone. "are you a little bit nervous because that's okay with me. Yep there's nothing wrong with that at all. Well why don't instead of you reading to me we just have a chat instead". he grinned again.
"I'm not nervous you sicko freak. I don't want to talk to you now… fuck off". the she wolf said through her teeth.
"oh baby girl don't be that way..".
"what why I'm just sitting here reading….. you creep. Now I'm gonna say this real slow for ya… I'm…..not….. interested". She turned her head to him and glared. It was the first time she looked at him since he had come over to the she wolf. 'what I'd give to be able to rip this perve's head off right now'.
"darling…". He said like he was hurt by this.
'and again with the darlin'.
He smirked again. "it's just that you looked so sad all alone by yourself. I'd thought I'd come over and cheer you up a bit".
"yeah because your such the ladies man". She scoffed at him. his face fell in to an frown.
"well you can't blame a guy for trying".
"no but you can blame a guy for being a pig, now get out of here".
"ya know I was doing a nice thing coming over here and talkin to you. I mean you looked like you were ready to kill yourself".
"and you thought you'd come over to save me".
"of course I did. The love of a good man could do that". his smirked returned and he lent in a little. getting a bit closer to her. "so…. Were you gonna kill yourself because if you give me achance I bet I could change you mind". He raised an eye brow at her.
'a man really can't take a hint can he'. "well for your information…. I wasn't over here thinking about killing myself….. I am now". she looked at him like he was disgusting. "now beat it pinhead".
"okay… if that's how you wanna end it".
She cut him if. "it is".
"fine, fine". He turned away from her looking angry as hell that he wasn't gonna get anything. As he walked off he turned his head around and muttered bitch. he sat back down at his stall and glanced over at her one last time, glaring like someone had just insulted his football team.
"pig" she muttered to herself. 'one night… one fucking night was all I asked for". the she wolf looked back down at her book. 'do I really look like I might kill myself'. She looked around the slightly empty bar. Few more people had left now, it was only Leah, the pervert trucker, the bar tender, and a few other scattered around the place. She looked around hoping to find an reflection but couldn't see one. she looked down for a moment only to realize that she could see herself in the reflection in her glass.
'oh shit… I really do look like I'm gonna throw myself off a bridge'. She noticed that her hair was slightly messy. Her clothes looked like she had just thrown them on, like she had stopped trying all together. Her make up was a little smushed and to top it all off. her eyes were a tinny bit watery and she had redness around her them. 'in all fairness the book is really sad'. She placed the her book down with the pages facing the table. Not wanting to lose her page. She drank down the rest of her drink and rubbed her hands through her hair. 'look at me…. I'm sitting in an bar in a town I've never been in before, reading a book about the holocaust. Getting hit on by gross drunks pigs….. god why am I so pathetic'.
She hopped up from her table leaving her book there. She walked up to the bar. "hey you". see said to the bar tender. "I'll have another one of these". She held up her glass and tapped it. he nodded and she left it on the bar then walked into the bathroom.
She went straight over to the sink and placed both hands on either side. She breathed and looked down in to it. she turned on the faucet on and splashed cold water all over her face. Leah waited a minute then looked at her reflection in the bathroom mirror. 'what do you have?...no really?... what do you have?. You don't have friends because you had to give then up. you don't have a future because of the monster you've become. You don't have an ounce of privacy due to the stupid shape shifter mental link. So now all of the boys in my pack, including all the boys in my ex pack… the uley pack know everything that makes me tick. Everything I think and feel, everything I love and hate. Yep your mind is an open book, so open that the pages are tearing off. Well not as much now Sam's pack because of me breaking away from him and his gang of dumbasses. But before they could… yep. They could hear everything… and they didn't hesitated to comment on them either. All I ever heard from them was, 'you gotta get over it Leah, grow up Leah, stop being such a bitch Leah, your such a baby Leah, Sam's moved on Leah why can't you, you're a bitch Leah, get over it Leah'. get over it Leah, get over it Leah, get over it Leah, get over it Leah, get over it Leah, get over it Leah'. those few words kept repeating over and over again in her head. 'get over it, get over it, that was all they could say. None of them knew what I was going through'. She splashed some more water on her face.
'you don't have your boyfriend…. You don't have your cousin. The girl who didn't even see as your best friend because you saw her as your sister instead'. She shut her eyes even tighter.
'you don't have an father any more….. because of those bloodsuckers….. because of Bella swan and her dead husband'.
Leah then gripped the side of the sink even harder then she had already had. This was why she had left the house. This is what she didn't want to think about. she couldn't think of it…. wouldn't think of it. but now standing in the bar's bathroom. With puffy red eyes and a wet face… there wasn't anywhere to run to now. nowhere to drive now….. no getting away now. she thought she was gonna pop a blood vessel in her eyes. She couldn't close them any tighter if she wanted to.
'…. You can't have children anymore…..'. it was true. Because of her becoming a wolf her cycle and stopped completely. Leaving her barren and truly alone.
In a fit of angry she punch the mirror that was above the sink. Leaving a big crack in it and splitting her hand open in the process . Of course it didn't hurt her at all and her cut would be completely gone within a couple of hours anyway. 'it isn't like you feel anything anymore…. So I guess there's no need for you to worry or even give a shit there because lets face it….. your already dead'. she walked out of the bathroom and snatched her drink off of the counter.
She slumped down back in her seat and took a sip out of her glass.
But there was something she hadn't realized.
She wasn't alone at the table.
She drank it down and took in an deep breath.
Then froze.
She stilled. Realizing what she was smelling. And realizing how close it was.
She slowly open her eyes to see red ones looking back at her. and not just any red ones….. Italian ones. She gripped the table so hard that she had to willpower herself not to break it and make an scene. Because if she were to Jacob would be so mad at her. it isn't every day that you'd see some chick in an bar break an table using just her hands.
She remembered him from the confrontation. She was the one who grabbed a hold of Alice and Jasper when they tried to get passed them to get to Aro.
"Leah… is it?". he asked.
She couldn't say anything.
"Demetri…. Demetri volturi". He said with an smirked.
Demetri.
'the masters had instructed us to go out and feed before we left America. Which none of us complained about being us none of us wanted to be in master Aro's or master Caius's presents right now….. it was just a lot safer is we weren't. they felt absolutely humiliated by the Cullen's today. This without a doubt had definitely left an impressionable mark on the Volturi's reputation. Personally…. I really didn't care what happened to the little brat. To me it was more like, your kid, your mistake' just as long as it wasn't gonna be an danger then it was fine with me. But Jane and master Caius were a different story. Master Aro was more peeved about not getting his new toys then actually losing the battle. It wasn't hard to see how much master Aro wanted that Alice. Ever since the day they'd left the volturi clock tower master Aro had been obsessed with the seer'.
Demetri wasn't actually sure where about's he actually was but he knew that they weren't leaving until the next day. so he had a while to find someone to eat before he had to go back.
The tracker was walking down a street when he smelt it. 'is that what I think it is'. He shut his eyes and used to tracker girt to confirm what he thought he was smelling. 'it is'. His eyes widened.
'the she wolf'. Aro had told them about Leah once they had gotten back to where they were staying. 'master Aro had Heidi rent out a villa for the us to stay in. he didn't want to stay in an hotel because of how many of us there were. Once we had gotten back to the villa Jane had asked him about what he had seen in the mind reader's hand. He didn't say a whole lot about it, clearly not wanting to talk about it. but one of the few things he had mentioned was the one of a kind she wolf. And now because of that she had become just another toy on his Christmas list'. The tracker smiled to himself. 'well since I'm here'. he closed his eyes again, finding her location. 'she's that way'. he ran in the direction and within mintues was standing in front of a bar. He took a hold of the handle then froze when he got a whiff of blood. 'no… you'll be fine'. He walked in.
he followed the she wolfs scent and ended up finding a table that had an open book up side down on it. he turned his head to the side reading the books title. 'the tattooist of Auschwitz'. He took a seat opposite to where the book was. Assuming that, that's where she was sitting.
He heard a throat being cleared and looked to the bar. He saw the man that was hitting on Leah earlier. 'I wouldn't sit there if I were you pal".
"and why would that be". The tracker asked in an cool voice.
" Because The chick that's sitting there is a real bitch".
'well I guess she turned him down'. "thank you for the advice".
The man turned back around.
And that's when Demetri saw her. she'd come out of the bathroom looking like hell. He noticed that her hand was bleeding a bit. She walked up to the bar and grabbed the drink sitting on top of the counter. She strolled over to her seat having not even noticed him. 'how drunk is this women not to notice me'. The tracker smirked again. amused by the situation at hand. He saw her take a big glop out of her glass, swallow it and take a deep breath… and that's when he noticed her still.
'bingo'. He thought.
She slowly opened her eyes and stared at him in shock.
The couple stayed that way for a few minutes before Demetri decided to talk.
"Leah…. is it?".
She watched him with angry in her eyes. 'well it looks like somebody doesn't like to be caught off guard'. "Demetri…. Demetri volturi".
He was highly amused that she hadn't blinked yet. He waited for her to be the one to talk next. Lucky for him he didn't have to wait long.
"what… are.. you… doing… here". she asked him dangerously. With a glare that could kill.
"I was in the area and smelled you. I'd thought I'd come say hello". the tracker smiled at Leah. if there was one thing to know about Demetri it was that he was a gentlemen. He could never see the point of being rude. Even in the face of the emery.
He noticed that she looked around the bar. 'more than likely looking to see if I had any friends'. "I'm alone…. If that makes you feel safer".
"I do feel safe… I can take care of myself". She continued to glare at him.
"I'm not doubting you couldn't. I just want to make it clear that I'm by myself".
It was her turn to smirk. "you think that's a good idea do you?".
"do I think what's a good idea?". He asked innocently like he had no idea were she was going with this.
"telling a wolf that you're here on your own… because that's not a smart idea leech".
"why wouldn't that be a good idea?". He cooked his head to the side.
"because I'm gonna rip you to shreds".
"what.. right here?... in front of the whole bar".
"if I need to I will bloodsucker".
He saw her sway. All the drinks she had were finally hitting her. it took longer because of her shape shifter body.
"well you have no need to…".
"why?... gonna run away like how you ran away earlier". She smirked.
'the dog bites….. sexy. I like a women with fire'. "no… you don't have to because I come in peace". he put both of his hands up, Almost like he was surrendering.
"you're a lying".
"am I".
"I know you are. My Alfa told me that your master saw me in Edward hand. I know that he wants me".
The tracker chuckled. "well I guess this is your lucky day she wolf".
"how?... how is it my lucky day?". she crossed her arms over her chest.
"because he didn't tell me to look for you". he grinned.
"bullshit!".
"no really lupo… I just came across you without even trying. Damn I'm good at my job". He said with his grin never leaving his face.
"so you were just what….. going for a stroll?".
"no….".
"then why….". she stopped mid-sentence realizing why he would be on his own and not with his coven. "you were hunting".
"well you got me".
She glared daggers at him. "no…".
"no what?".
"I'm not gonna let you".
"let me do what?". 'wow this ones fun'.
"I'm not gonna let you kill somebody".
"well I would assume so lupo that is your job".
She was taken a back by what he'd just said.
"so…".
"so….". he echoed.
"so.. what now?".
"so… what now?".
"stop copying me leech". Leah hissed at him. trying to keep her voice down. "I mean so what now. are you still gonna try and murder someone fully knowing that I'm gonna kill you if you try?".
He chuckled again.
"stop that…. I don't want to hear that laugh any more".
"for you….. I will refrain from feeding tonight". his grin turned into an smile.
"what…. Why?". There she was taken aback again by this vampire.
"because I kind of like you". he turned her head in the direction of the bar. But didn't stop making eye contact with her. "barkeep". He called. "the lady would like another drink".
"what are you trying get me drunk?". She huffed.
"no piccolo lupo, I think you've managed to achieve that all on your own". His smirked returned.
The bar tender come over and placed another drink down in front of her. she took it an had a big glop of it, keeping eyes with him. she drank it because she didn't want to lose face in front of him.
She couldn't remember much after that. because it was the last drink…. Or maybe the one after that, that had pushed her over the edge. To the point were she ended up actually having a conversation with the tracker.
Which he had not expected from her.
She didn't know how long they'd actually talked for but at some point it all went black.
The next morning.
Leah had woken up with the worst hang over of her life. She'd only been drunk a few time in the passed but never like she had been last night. In fact she felt so like shit that she couldn't even lift her head up. All she wanted to do was lay there on the bathroom floor of what looked like a motel.
'or at least that's were I think I am. It's looks like one with its grossed coloured walls and T.V in the corner of the room. Well I guess that given in my drunken state that I was able to think of road safety…. Somehow. Oh my god I could just lay here on the cold floor forever. Why would I do something so stupid?. Why did I order all thoses drinks'.
And that's when her eyes throw open. 'I didn't order all those drink…. He did. The bloodsucker. Forget the drinks, how stupid was I to let a vampire buy me those drinks. God I really have hit rock bottom haven't I. I actually had a drink with a flea. A dirty blood drinking parasite, who'smore than likely drinking some poor son of a bitch as we speak'. The she wolf groaned.
'and to make it worse it was one of them….. one of the fancy fleas'. She placed the palm of her hand on the for head. 'ow'. She thought. 'why am I so pathetic. Well I guess I better get up, Seth is more than likely worried by now'.
But as soon as she moved she knew that something wasn't right. She could feel something under her. something sort. Like she was on a bed.
'what no I'm not on the bed I'm not the floor I can feel how could it is'. But her eyes widen once she realized that she couldn't see the legs of the table….. or the chairs. She couldn't see under the bed or the set of draws. 'no, no, no, no what's happening?. What's going on?. something isn't right… something's not right'. She slowly moved her head upwards. Believing that the hardness of what her head was laying on was the floor…. Or more like hoping.
she wanted to scream bloody murder when she saw what she was really laying on.
it was him.
the man from last night.
'no… the thing from last night'. She tried to scream but nothing come out.
Then suddenly it's eyes opened. "I wondered when you'd wake up". He said, like this was a normal occurrence. Like they had known each other for a long time.
Leah then had a adrenaline rush. She leaped out of the bed but got a shot of pain through her head when she had.
They just looked at each other. She then noticed his eyes pan downwards. She followed his eye sight to realize that she didn't have a shred of clothing on. once again she wanted to scream but nothing. She ripped the blanket from off of the bed covering herself as best she could. but when she it, she had pulled the blanket off of him leaving him laying there naked. But he wasn't bothered by it at all.
"what, what, what, why are we… what". It was hard for her to talk.
"why are we both naked together?. Is that what your trying to ask me?". He smirked again.
"no… I mean yes… I mean no.. what". She stopped completely taking in deep breaths. Trying to compose herself. "we…we… slept together".
"well you slept I had sex with a bellissima dea lupo. If your wondering what that means…".
"I'm not!". She wanted to cry. 'well great, this is just great'. "what happened last night?. How are we…. This way?. what did you do to me bloodsucker?".
"well first of all… I didn't rape you if that's what your thinking. We got to talking and you confused to me that you wanted to kill yourself…".
"that isn't true I don't want to kill myself".
"actually she wolf….. you did…. Or at least last night you did. You told me all about your ex and how he fell for your cousin and that you never felt so alone…".
"shut up just stop talking". She saw her clothes on the floor and bent down to pick them up. But almost fell over in pain. She looked down to see a red patch on the white blanket. she felt horrified when she realized that it was. She looked up at the tracker.
"yes lupo I'm sorry about that". he sat up. "if I had known about your virginity I would have been much more gentle".
'holy…. Fucking…. Shit. I lost my V card to a vampire. I'm a wolf… who lost her virginity… to a vampire….. a vampire'. "no… it didn't happen… I didn't loss it in an drunken one night stand. And I most certainly didn't loss it to one of you". she picked up her clothes and went to run into the bathroom. She didn't make it two feet before tripping on the blanket. But before her could face plant strong cold arms were around her face. "GET OFF OF ME". She was finally able to scream. She was out of his arms in seconds, raced into the bathroom and slammed the door. She lent her head against it. 'what do I do?'.
Two hours later.
She'd taking the longest shower she ever had in her life. She decided to get all the crying out then before going back out there. She didn't want him to see her cry. 'well it isn't like he hasn't seen most of you already'. A voice in her head said. she dressed and opened the bathroom door.
He was still there.
Demetri had already gotten dressed and was standing in the middle of them room hanging up his phone. He turned knowing she was behind him. "enjoy your shower?".
She stormed right up to him. "who were you talking to?".
"my friend Felix. You remember Felix don't you?. big guy…". She cut him off.
"why?". She asked angrily. "letting your flea family know were you are so they could come here and get me?".
"actually no he wanted to know where I was".
"don't you ever, ever tell anyone about this". She pocked his cheat. "the only reason I'm not killing you is because it's mid-morning and everyone's already awake".
"don't be that way". he smirked. "you may not completely remember it…. but we had fun".
"ew". She placed her hands on her for head.
"I'd never been with a wolf before…. It was interesting".
"I'm leaving…. And if I find out you told anyone….".
"I won't if's that what you wish". He picked something out of his pocket and before she could stop him he shoved whatever it was into hers.
"get off me". She stepped back and pushed him away.
"I meant what I said last night…. I kind of like you. if your ever in Italy…. Give me a call". And once again before she could stop him he kissed her cheek. "I have faith we'll see each other again'". she looked at her one last time, smirked then vanished like he was never there.
Leah stood there for she didn't know how long before she came to her senses and ran to her car. Ignoring the pain in between in legs.
She spend the whole drive back to the Rez panicking over how to keep this from everybody.
"what did I do?".