*English isn't my native language, sorry for any mistakes.*
He was now an angel, born like everyone else, born from a flower. A small and still a fragile angel like his former self in the human world. An angel from the essences god gave him. But he had something else. Something inside him he wanted to forget from his former life. He never knew why god gave him a second life as an angel, a second chance he thought. Why not a human life again to see and try the things he was forced to watch from far away, hiding in the dark. But now and even in his previous life he never knew why. Why him? Why it had to be him and why it had to end like this even in this life.
Tortured, pained, hurt, crucified and burnt.
How many times he called his father to rescue him? How many times he screamed for forgiveness even though he hadn't done anything wrong. Was it wrong because his heart loved a demon? Was it wrong because he wanted to feel and taste happiness for even a second? To be able to feel what was called love? To be one and whole with someone you hold dear in your heart? The Things he had never felt before. How much he cried out his name but no one answered him. The only thing he received was pain. Pain and nothing else. But he never gave up, never did in the previous life and surly not in this one either. He knew he would find him. He would avenge them.
How he was left there, not even able to cry from the pain. How much he wanted to finally rest and not to be hurt again, but it never came. Only more hurt in return. How much he wanted to let go and find peace. For his soul to fly, because it was beyond repair. But he never could, because he willingly gave it to him. The same thing he also took in return.
*Hey there everyone! For the ones who know me i've uploaded only 2 chapters from this story four or five years ago and deleted after since i had a writer's block and a hard time then. But guess i'm uploading and continuing the story :P
Hope you enjoy it and for the new readers, welcome welcome! :D
Please tell me what you think!*