Warning this fic contains bullying, self harm, suicide and maybe more but I put in each chapter a warning so if you have problems with one of the tags ( or all of them ) I suggest you don't read this, and remember you are worth it ! :)

- CupOfTheeFics -

Why ... I just wonder why ...

The boy named Arthur layed on the floor, as his older brothers kicked him while laughing finding joy in hurting him .

' Have enough stupid ! ' Shouted the eldest Alistor .

' Let's throw him outside ! ' Suggested the second eldest Will .' Mum and Dad will come back tonight, but even then they would not care ! '

Alistor liked the idea and told the twins Dyalen and Jasper to grab Arthur and throw him out .

Suddenly the sound of a baby came upstairs .' Look what you did Artie bitchie you made poor Peter cry .' Dyalen taunted as he pinched Arthur's arm .

Making the poor boy cry out begging for them to stop .

' Let's throw him brother, he stinks and he is heavy as a fat cow .' Jasoer whined .' Yeah yeah .' His twin answered .

And the twins throw the poor boy outside where it's raining, laughing as they slammed the door shut and Arthur hears a click .

They really kicked me out ... Why what did I do wrong .

He looked bit up and a brown squirrel stood before him, looking at him not sure what to think of him .

Arthur always loved animals, they were soft and did not say mean things to him .

' H-hey ..' Arthur whispered afraid his brothers could hear him .' What are you doing here lit ..'

But the animal got spooked at the words as it run away .

Arthur stared at him and then tears started to run, finally he felt like crying while thinking .

All I want was a friend ...

' Alfred come on dear don't be like that .' His mother told her son scolding him, as he smashed an other plate to the ground .

The boy Alfred was a rich boy living with rich parents, in a big house, with butlers and maids .

He has the most awesome room and he is the joy of everyone's lives ( atleast that's what he tells himself ) .

He could not believe they are going to live in a stupid farmer butthole !

' Alfred be reasonable ! This is not the end of the world ! ' His father shouted .

' But I hate it already I stay here ! '

' But brother ...' His twin said with a small smile .' We can always make new friends, and we have ea ..'

' Shut up baby boy ! ' Alfred shouted making the other whimper .

' Alfred stop and you will come with us if you like it or not ! '

' But all my friends are here ! '

It was hard enough to make them my friends, they always avoided me in the beginning ! How can I do it all again !

' You make new friends ! '

' I hate you all ! ' As he stormed out of the kitchen to his room, he knows deep down he already lost the battle he is stubborn . But he got it from somewhere ( aka his parents ) .

As he slammed the door shut he screamed and throw everything he could get his hands on the walls or floor .

As more he destroyed how more he felt tired, before he knows it he sat infront of his bed . Feeling sad and scared ..

I don't wanna go !

' I hate everything .' He mutters .

I just hope I gonna have atleast one friend ..

As he thought just sitting now in the dark room .

Both boys will meet each other 7 years later .