A/N- This is a Destiel fic, don't like it, go someplace else. I see Destiel as canon and unlike many who write their love in AU I wanted to show how it is part of the story, just not shown in the show. As I see it the show editors cut out Dean and Castiel's love, but you can see the tell-tale signs in some scenes they couldn't cut and that is where this fic comes in. It will not be a continuous story as much as a series of one-shots that tell their story, behind the story.

I don't own anything Supernatural.

This takes place during 5.3 "Free to Be You and Me"

"Well. Last night on Earth. What are your plans?" Dean looked at Cas.

"I just thought I'd sit here quietly." With you, Cas finished silently.

"Come on, anything? Booze, women?" Dean pried. Cas looks at Dean longingly and was on the edge of blurting out his feelings, but he looked away, embarrassed and uncomfortable. "You have been with women before. Right? Or an angel, at least?" Cas rubbed the back of his neck trying to think of how to explain angel sex. Dean scoffed, "You mean to tell me you've never been up there doing a little cloud-seeding?"

"Look, I've never had occasion, okay?" Castiel replied, upset with Dean for not picking up on Castiel's feelings.

"All right." Dean grabbed his jacket and headed out of the abandoned building to find the nearest cat house.

.oO~Oo.

Dean was happy he was able to find an upscale brothel. He got a drink and found a table, ready to wait until Cas found someone he was interested in. Dean looked over at Cas and noticed how stiff the man was (and not in a good way). "Hey. Relax."

"This is a den of iniquity. I should not be here." Castiel replied nervously. He could only imagine what his superiors would do if they discovered him here.

"Dude, you full-on rebelled against heaven. Iniquity is one of the perks." Dean chuckled at Cas's unease. As a hooker approached, Dean smiled, drawing her in. "Showtime." He muttered. If he had to wait for Cas to make a move they would be here all night and he would really like to get some sleep.

"Hi. What's your name?" the hooker asked. Cas tried to avoid her gaze and then realized he was staring at her breasts so he tried looking anywhere, but at her.

"Cas." Dean urged. Cas is startled and is still avoiding looking at the scantily dressed women. Dean realized this was not going to go anywhere so he took the initiative. "His name is Cas. What's your name?"

"Chastity." the hooker replied, smiling.

"Chastity," Dean repetes. Cas takes a drink of his beer, still trying not to look at her. "Wow. Is that kismet or what, buddy?" Dean smiled at Cas, but Cas just glared back. "Well, he likes you, you like him, so dayenu."

Chastity tugged Castiel up and he followed, reluctantly behind. "Come on, baby."

Dean caught Cas as he passed and handed him a wad of cash. "Hey, listen. Take this. If she asks for a credit card, no. Now just stick to the basics, okay? Do not order off the menu." Dean smirks. "Go get her, tiger" Castiel doesn't move. "Don't make me push you."

Castiel sighed and took the money, following 'Chastity' towards the back. Cas wished he had the courage to tell Dean he would rather be following him than some random woman, but he knew that Dean would survive tomorrow and he didn't want to burden his friend with his feelings.

Cas followed as Chastity escorted him into a private room. She closed the door and turned to look at him, "Well, sugar, how about we get you out of those clothes?" She asks as she starts to push the coat off Castiel's shoulder. Cas grabs her hand to stop her, ready to give her the money and just ask to wait until Dean is otherwise occupied, before leaving. "Don't worry, hon." She says grabbing his tie, "You're not my first, first timer. I'll make it special for you. Hell, I might even give you a discount, being you're so good looking." She cooed as she ran her hands through his hair.

Okay, time to switch tactics. Cas looks past Chastity's eyes and into her soul. "It's not your fault your father ran off. Gene hated his job at the post office."

Her reaction was instant, she pushed him away screaming. She backed away, crying. "Get out of my face! Leave me alone! Bastard! Screw you, jerk!" she threw the cash she had taken from his pocket back at him. "I'll kill you!" She said, storming past Dean and back into the main bar. Cas quickly masked his face in confusion as Dean approached.

"The Hell did you do?" Dean asked.

"I don't know." Castiel played dumb. "I just looked her in the eyes and told her it wasn't her fault that her father Gene ran off. It was because he hated his job at the post office."

"Oh, no...man." Dean groaned.

"What?" Cas asked, looking into Dean's green eyes.

"This whole industry runs on absent fathers. It's, It's the natural order." Dean tried to explain. He noticed two large men, most likely bouncers, entering from the main room and he grabbed Cas's shoulder. "We should go. Come on." He said, pulling him through the door.

Cas and Dean stumbled out into the alley, Dean couldn't help but laugh. "What's no funny?" Cas asked, looking at Dean quizzically.

"Oh, nothing." Dean took a deep breath, calming his fit of giggles. "It's been a long time since I've laughed that hard. It's been more than a long time. Years." Dean stopped laughing as he realized what he was saying.

Cas watched Dean's face fall as he got into the car. His heart ached for the man. Cas leaned over and kissed Dean. He just wanted to see a smile on the young man's face again.

What the Hell! Dean thought as Cas's lips connected with his. He started to pull back, but realized there was nowhere to go in the car. He raised his hands to push Cas off, but ended up grabbing the collar of Cas's trench coat.

Cas realized his mistake, too late. Kissing Dean wouldn't cheer him up, it would cheer me up! Just as Cas was going to pull back, Dean's hand fisted into his coat and pulled him tighter. What the! Mmmmm… Rational thought left Cas's head as Dean's tongue snaked along his lips, asking for entrance. Cas opened his mouth to Dean and lost himself in the kiss.

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