Shadows settle on the place, that you left

I slowly open my groggy eyes and half-asleep only to hear

"Rise and shine ursine!"

blasting through my room. Why must we get up so early? I question my self. Soon enough I get out of bed and out on one of my clean double-breasted shirts along with some pants. I look to my left thinking that that's where I left my shoes only to groan in out of purely being ticked off at them not being there.

7 minutes later I finally find them and make my way to the dining hall. I greet Maki and Kaito then I look around Gonta?check Angie? Check Tenko? Check everyone's here minus Kokichi I double-check and yup no Kokichi. Slowly I take a deep breath to ask

"Has anyone seen Kokichi?-is not he awake yet or?"

Angie perks up and chirps all too happy given that were in a killing game

"Atua say he's in his room"

"Oh okay I'll go get him"

As I walk I get a horrible feeling in my gut that's just downright strange. I think red flag one- I knock on the panta loving 5'1 nightmares door only for no response. Red flag two-

"Kokichi?"

I go to open his door with that bad feeling in my gut once again but it swings open with me barely touching it. Major red flag he always locks his door not once had he ever not locked his door.

I take a huge deep breath and walk in slowly only to see a bleeding shirtless kokichi. I try to see where the blood is coming from then something catches my eye. A boxcutter I wasn't an idiot But that didn't stop me from trying to deny it. I turn around in a panic and close his door but not without tripping over all of his cluttered things. Silently praying to all things helpful at the moment that this child has some kind of gauze or bandages is his bathroom. I rush to his shelf and thank god he does. I couldn't help but sigh in relief.

As I begin to bandage his arms and stomach he starts glaring at me in his sleep and I can't help but to smile a bit.

"All right Ouma get up-"

I stop myself. What if he can't wake up am I to blame as my mind is going a mile a minute I suddenly snap out of it. When he rolled over onto his side.

"Oh thank god thank god thank god-"

I give him a good shake to wake him up. He opens his large violet eyes just a bit then blinks a couple of times. When he opened his eyes all the way he just looked at Saihara with a blank face with no emotion whatsoever. If made a chill run down Saihara's spine.

"Ouma-kun thank god you're okay!" Before Kokkichi could respond he was pulled into a bear hug. Winching at the pain from his stomach, The taller male stopped. Then he grabbed his shoulders and shook him as hard as he could.

"WHY Kokichi just why." "Please tell me why you would do this tell me please.-Not later NOW."

Saihara yelled with a cold tone in his voice whilst ignoring all of the smaller boys' protests. Kokichi looked away from those intense grey and gold-tinted eyes, Out of anger and sadness Saihara moved the smaller boy's chin to make him look at him.

Kokichi just began to cry and not the normal crocodile tears, genuine tear's just started flowing. He couldn't stop himself. Kokichi just laid on Saihara's chest. He began to mumble something.

"What?"

Said the navy haired male as he pushed Kokichi away- not a lot just a bit. His eyes met the smaller frail eyes.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry sorry sorry sor-"

Saihara pulled him back to a tight yet comforting hug he held him like if he wasn't careful he would break.

Not Because he might Because he already did.