In this chapter, Lincoln's three sisters learned about his biggest and deepest secret. How they will react? if Lincoln really should keep this secret? Or maybe not?

Leni

Those nights Leni couldn't sleep. She was sitting on a bed cross-legged and tears of joy and sadness were running down her cheeks. Conflicting emotions were connected with a movie which she watching on the tablet. However, it wasn't a normal movie.

This movie was on disc found under her brother's bed. Someone would say that she spied him but she found it accidentally. She just wanted to found some fabrics for her new dress. Unfortunately, there was nothing interesting in the whole house. Finally, she was so desperate that she made up the decision to check the brother's room. It's a pity that, as usual, he wasn't at home. In normal she would resign, but she was sure that her brother would have no problems with that. So she went inside. There she started searching and finally, she looked under the bed. However, she didn't find fabric but a small black shoebox. She took the box because of her curiosity. Inside was six Cd discs addressed to her and others sisters

Leni had no idea what to do with her find. They were belonging to Lincoln and she shouldn't touch them. However they were addressed to them, so maybe were for them? Finally, she asked Lori about her opinion. Her older sister called all the sisters except, Lisa and Lilly, into their common bedroom. There they discussed what could be on these discs. It was a lot of opinions. Among them were the worst as shameful moments or blackmail to the best as good moments together however nobody could say what was on these discs. It was ultimately decided that everyone should check the content on their own. Leni did it first and that's why she was crying now. This film was not bad or a good time. It was something else, something that broken her heart and gave her conflicted emotions. It was her brother's confession probably for her from the future. She hadn't any Fashion company, right? Leni one more time turned on a movie.

The movie started with Lincoln who was sitting on a chair and he said to her:

„Hey, Leni, what's up? How is in Mediolan or Paris. Did your company have the next success in the fashion business? If so, I'm proud of you. However, I would like to apologize for my lack of support when you were becoming the greatest fashion designer of the 21st century. I was a terrible brother, right? But I had my reasons (short pause for a dramatic effect), Leni I fall in love with you and not in the way a brother should love a sister... I started to love you like a man loves a woman. Probably now you are asking how I could fell in love with somebody so stupid. (Sigh) First of all, never think about yourself like that. Maybe you aren't Lisa but still, you are a woman who knows fashion so well that it's something unbelievable. Who except you know so many kinds of :( Lincoln using his fingers to counting) patterns, fabrics, colors, stitches, threads, cuts and so on? Leni, you are a great designer and I bet that if you lived in times of Coco Chanel, not her but you would become famous. But it is not the only reason why I love you. (Lincoln again using his fingers to counting): You have a gold heart; you are so positive, happy, good, nice and pretty. I can even venture a statement that you are one of the prettiest sisters. (Again short pause). And that's why I avoided being close to you. I could imagine what would happen if you would be modeling the outfit with the face close to my crotch. You probably wouldn't think of me as a pervert. But still, I was ashamed to show you that way. That why I have avoided you all these years, believing that in this way I will avoid discovering my biggest secret - my love for the greatest fashion designer with the golden heart my sister Leni Loud. (Movie ended)

When the movie ended Leni again cried hit by strong emotions. The strongest was the joy of her brother's words, then sadness, anger, and fear caused by brutal truth a... she lost her brother. Lincoln loved her and was afraid that his body or mind would do something stupid. That's why in the last months he avoided her, that's why he spent all the time away from home, which is why he hardly talked to her and... That's why she couldn't accept this. She couldn't lose him only because of forbidden love and she needed to find a way to help him. Maybe she wasn't so smart like Lisa but Lincoln called her smart in her own way. She knew that so she knew that he would find the answer. Especially since, apart from fashion, she was good at one more thing... Love. Maybe she hadn't a lot of relationships in her life because boys were caring only about her look but she believed that she find a solution. Of course, the best option would be to accept his feeling and reciprocate them. In another case wouldn't be hard. Her brother was nice, smart, good, helpful, sweet and don't see only her body. However, she didn't love him and she knew it. Maybe was another way but she couldn't find it. So Leni still was watching the video and thinking about what she could do in this situation. At some moment she wanted to go sleep believing that tomorrow she will find a solution but she couldn't sleep. She was too emotional to do that and she knew that until he finds a solution he won't be able to sleep in her mind best option still would reciprocate his feelings but it would belie. Leni didn't like to lie and he always wants to be honest. And it's how she spent a night. Finally, she found a solution so idiotically simple that she wanted to hit in the forehead because of her stupid. She didn't do that instead of this fell asleep. However previously she turned on the alarm clock at a very early hour. Normally she would like to sleep more but she had to wake up early to meet with Lincoln.

Luan

When Leni had a big problem with her founds, other Loud also didn't sleep but for other reasons. She was too happy to sleep and couldn't believe that it's true. She was lying in bed with her laptop and was watching video from the disc which Leni found. For begin he believed that it's something terrible like her humiliating moments or her secret. So she was afraid to check it. Normally Luan liked watching the video but this time she couldn't force herself. However, in this case, her doubts were ordering her postpone check it. She wanted to forget...It may be a video with her in the shower or in bed with her fingers in her panties. However, her roommate didn't let her forgot. She said to her that whatever is on the disc it wouldn't disappear only because of disregard it. Next Luna went to the concert and Luan stay alone with a big problem. Watch the video or stay coward and forget about it. She chose the first option and Luna owes a debt of gratitude. It wasn't her in the shower it was the best thing on the word... her brother confession. The confession filled her with joy and hopes that everything will be good. Luan one more time watched the video. She still couldn't believe that it's true.

„Hey, Luan what's up? Jerry Springer invited you or maybe Las Vegas finally saw your talent? Anyway, I hope that your success was spectacular and I'm so sorry that through all these years I wasn't with you when you were achieving it That's why I have a special program just for you. (Lincoln took brush pretending it's a microphone)

Hey, Luan do you want to know the truth? I fall in love with a girl. It is such a board that it would be easily hidden in a wood warehouse. In addition, her teeth have own schedule. I will not even mention that in one day she is able to do more chaos than the Joker throughout the year. (Dramatic pause) The terrible girl right? But If one-day comedy will become a kingdom she would be most worthy to be a queen. Because in her dictionary aren't words like sad, depression, bad mood or pessimism. I even think that this girl needs a license on killing because emos or goths will not survive without a smile near her. (Again dramatic pause) and now punch worthy of a boxing king... This girl is my older sister Luan. And that's why I avoided her. I know that if one day somehow my feeling becomes clear for her I would have prima April's in all days in a year or even worse... Lost her forever. So Luan sorry that I was so chicken but you know how they say " better love in silence than crying in loud" And please don't hate me because off my feeling. If you don't want to see me again I will understand. (Recorded ended with a sad Lincoln's face)

Luan was laughing loud Of course the jokes were terrible but despite this she was happy... Her brother was feeling the same what she. It was great news and she was looking forward to Luna's return from the concert to say her everything. Exactly Luna knew about the forbidden feelings of her roommate and she was sharing them. She learned about it months ago. One night Luna needed to use a toilet and when she returned she headed how Luan talking in the sleep. She told me how much she loves her brother and some dirty jokes. Luna wanted to ignore this fact but unfortunately, something woke up her sister. When Luan understood that Luna heard everything she falls in panic. However, Luna calmed her down confessing that she also loves Lincoln above normal brother-sister relationships then they spent the night finding out how they fell in love with their brother and made a pact. They both promised that they would not interfere with winning their brother's heart. Now Luan saw evidence that she shouldn't worry about this. Her brother recorded video only to confess his feelings for her. The video which she never should watch at this moment but some miracle gave her this chance. She was really ready to visit a church and thanks to a god for this. Luan Life really became a dream. So much luck made her ignored one simple fact. It reached her after maybe a hundredth look...Lincoln record five discs for other sisters. When she understood it she stopped watching and started thinking that it could be the best thing around the world. Ok, maybe another girl would mad if the love of her life confessed his love to other girls but not Luan. Lincoln was so amazing man that every girl deserved to be with him. And she wasn't selfish she was readily sharing him with even the whole city. What's more, if he really confessed his feeling to Luna…It was the best situation ever. Lincoln had enough place in the heart to share his love between them and Luan was sure about it. Was the only problem still she hadn't evidence on this. Ok, she could check Luna disc but it was addressed to Luna and only she should do that. So she could only wait at her return.

Lynn

In her room, Lynn had a similar problem to Leni. However, in her case, she literally couldn't understand her feelings. When she watched video her first thought was „He has no right to have these feelings to me. It's disgusting ". She even felt the urge to go to his room and get those feelings out of his head. However, she never did that. Before she could get up second thought appeared in her head „He is the first man who said "I love you" " and she couldn't force her body to move. She was lying on the back and looked at the ceiling with a thousand thoughts in her head. Thoughts connected with her terrible love life. It forced her to cry.

Lynn never had a good experience with boys. She couldn't blame them. She was quite short, also had small breasts, freckles, ugly facial features, and by nature was not too feminine. Everyone could tell her it didn't matter, but she knew. Boys preferred girls like Pauline Andrews: Queen of school the most popular girl in the class, chairing of all clubs, chairing of her class and, of course, a miracle on two legs which makes men salivate. Hatred wasn't a good word to describe Lynn's feelings to this girl. It was something deeper and bigger. They have always been rivals and Paula always showed her that she was better than her. The big secret of Lynn was the fact that she started playing sports to show people that there is something she is better at than her rival. Unfortunately, it and the fact that she didn't look too feminine gave Pauly the possibility of further insulting her. For months she was forced to hearing Disgusting rumors, insulting her for not too feminine appearance and making fun of her. It even gave her idea to end with the sport. However, Lynn really loved sports and decided not to do it that was why for years she became the target of jokes and gossip of her school rival. In normal cases, she would beat her bullies but somehow Paula always knew how to make her cry. Of course, she could report it but: first Paula could change her life into a nightmare and second she was too proud to ask about help. So she had to bear unkind jokes about her appearance. It wasn't a helpful fact that Paula literally had a price list for services: carrying a backpack (kiss), or giving her lunch( touch her tit), etc. Lynn every day had to see how all boys in her class were making everything for the attention of this cheap bitch only because she had a pretty face and two boobs in the size of a watermelon. Lynn wasn't jealous of her looked. She just couldn't bear the fact that that with her look was making her invisible to the boys he had a crush on. She just wanted to found a boy who didn't care about her look. However, until today she was sure that such a guy exists only somewhere between the Yeti and the unicorn. He wasn't and was closer than she could imagine... In-room at the end of the corridor. This man was her own brother and she still was remembering words for her video:

Hey, Lynn, I know that between all sports tournaments isn't so much time. But I'm glad that you finally see this. So I will be fast because probably you will have training... Lynn, I love you more than a sister, I love you because you are beautiful. .Maybe you don't see this but it's true. I love your cute freckles, your athletic body, your pony and even those little breasts that you are ashamed of But I don't love only your body. If I did that I just could find a similar girl. I love in you: the spirit of fight, love to sport, your determination, ambition, and a positive attitude. Exactly your brother is a pervert in love with his own sister and that's why I was avoiding you. I was afraid that an incident could occur during the sparring which could end with broke very important bone between my legs. Ok, now you know the truth. I'll understand if you hate me now and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry because my feelings didn't give us possible to spent time together and I'm sorry that you have such a pervert in the family. I will understand if you don't want to contact me now and I will respect it. I have endured it so long I will survive even whole life. Now run to get gold.

He hadn't reasons to love her. She was terrible sister" Forcing him to exercise, making Dutch ovens, two for flinches, and even started a bad luck scandal. However despite this Lincoln loved her, what's more, he was enough sure of his feelings to make a video for her future version. Lynn literally saw that it's not boy's crush but really love. And you know what Lynn loved this fact. Paula finally was worse in something...In this city was one boy who loved Lynn. Of course, she couldn't say about it but that fact was enough consolation for her low self-esteem. She could be uglier than Paula but somebody loved her. What's more, he loved not only her body but also her personality. Paula probably never meets real love but she met real love. Ok maybe it was platonic but she didn't care. Her brother loved her and even if she couldn't tell about it she was happy. Not only because of his words, the most beautiful words she heard. Also because fact that It gave her perfect opportunity to win with Paula in her own game. If Lincoln agrees to help her, it will show everybody that, even without such an amazing body, she is better than Paula. All she had to do was catch him before he left again tomorrow. Today was too late and she was planning fell asleep. Unfortunately, sleep wasn't for her. She couldn't stop thinking would love her brother really be so bad. Of course for law, religion and society yes but for another side, Lincoln would be perfect as a boyfriend. He was nice, helpful, sweet, a bit smart and good. Lynn had only one problem...she still was too afraid to made something with this and wasn't sure if she wanted it. For one side, of course, it was what she wanted all her life but for the other side, it could be a source of big trouble. Lynn was a risk-taker but in this situation, she was afraid but still couldn't reject the happiness that could await her. Her mental debate lasted a few more hours and eventually, she fell asleep still uncertain what to do.