So, imagine you're a girl and you like this girl. And she says that she likes you too. And you're so happy, you cry (happy tear, for once). Then, she says she's straight. And you almost... end it. Then, you stay in love with her for 2 years. And then, she tells you that she likes one of her online friends that is a girl and tells you she is pansexual. You have a panic attack. Then you write this.
Just think about it.