Dear Diary,

I don't know where to start. Guess I'll start at the beginning like all good stories do. First things first I survived the sacrifice uncle John my real father gave up his life to save mine. To say Klaus was upset was an understatement. We all knew he was going to find out just not so quickly. The thing about Klaus that scares me the most is sexual tension between us. When he drained me of my blood it felt like he was being gentle. His bite made me aroused. I hated feeling the way I did as Aunt Jenna dead body was just a few feet next to me. Before I died I felt Klaus laid me down softly on the ground. I saw a bit of sadness in his eyes but that was probably I imagined as I drifted off dead.

When I heard of what John did for me made me rethink of him in many ways. Isobel died right in front of my eyes. I promised myself I'll protect Jeremy with my life to stop losing my family and friends. I tried my best to get on with my life I went to school helped search for Stephan when Klaus took him. Demon wanted to start a relationship but I couldn't think about that as I was to worried for his brother.

It was the day of senior prank night when all hell broke loose. I was by myself putting party cups all around Ric's classroom when I heard the door open thinking it was matt I softly chuckled "I know lame right and old fashion?" I asked him only to hear that damn sexy British accent. "On the contrary Love I still find it amusing" Klaus said as I backed into Ric's Desk. "Now I know why my hybrids keep dying. Your still alive. When I quite remember draining you of your blood tell me sweetheart why?" He pinned me with both arms on my side by Ric's desk. I swallowed my spit scared out of my mind both for my life and how close his body was to mine.

He leaned forward felt his breath on my neck. I closed my eyes feeling my stomach flutter and my heart race. "I hear your heartbeat still human." Klaus said surprised as his blue eyes met my brown ones. I could only nod Klaus once again sniffed my neck licking the spot he drank my blood last. I couldn't help but let out a small moan hard as I tried to hold it in. Klaus looked at me like he was lost for words. "Your aroused aren't you? You want me?" Klaus sounded surprised I did my best to sound convincing which seemed to work as I seen his anger when I Spoke.

"You're so full of yourself Klaus the only thing I want from you is a white oak stake in your heart." I told him fiercely. I didn't expect him to kiss me but he did. I didn't know I even kissed him back or when he picked me up and tossed everything off Alaric's desk. or the fact my legs were now around him. He stopped kissing me and looked me in my eyes as he unbuckled his belt. I couldn't help but my eyes widen he was huge! He smirked when he saw my eyes widen.

He went back to kissing me as he took off my pants and panties. He lined up his cock near my entrance. His head on my shoulder near my ear. "Tell me you don't want me to fuck you tell me you don't want this cock inside you fucking you hard" He said in my ear I shivered as he spoke those dirty things in my ear. I spoke with out my voice shaking. "You'll be the last person I fuck." I told him and Klaus taking that as his cue he roughly shoved his cock in my wet pussy I scream out in both pain and pleasure. Klaus fucked me hard and kissed me while his cock came in and out of me. What surprised me most when he bite into my neck I screamed his name. Only for us to cum at the same time.

Klaus didn't pull out I felt his hot cum filling me. He kissed me softly I enjoyed every minute of it. I thought there might be an ounce of humanity left him. But he was quick to rid of it. "You don't know how long I wanted to do that love. But we have matters to attend." He spoke harshly Shocked that things turned sour he bite into my neck once again and held a bottled to capture the red liquid.

He tossed me my clothes and told me to dress I wasn't even done with my jeans button that he rushed me out to the gym. Where things went from bad to worse. He fed tyler my blood and snapped his neck Caroline was in tears. Told Stephen to kill me only when he was about to finish the killing blow Klaus threw him off me ripping his heart out of his chest. "No! Stephen!" I ran to him my hands holding his head. I looked at Klaus tears in my eyes "Why?! you got what you wanted!" I yelled at him. He just looked at me with an emotion I couldn't place.

Klaus ran out with tyler on his heels saying a quick sorry. When everyone was safe we tried to make Demon control his temper. It didn't work he went to Klaus and tried to kill him when it just ended in his death. He visited me that same night not regretting what he done. But kissed me again through my tears. Before things got hot and heavy I pushed him off. He looked unhappy but ran off.

Everyone was depressed we lost so much that night. Bonnie and Caroline spent every waking minute with me. I haven't told them what happened between Klaus and I and its been over two weeks and today is the day I tell them.

That's pretty much up to date. I should stop writing as I'm both horny and depressed.

Til next time

Elena Gilbert