Full of heavy hurt, Ethan hunts for solace when everything goes wrong. Distress and misery fill who he used to be and before long, he's unwell to a point where he can't see redemption. Meanwhile, Cal seeks to support his brother; whilst falling in love and coming to terms with looming parenthood. Full of love, eating disorders and childhood nostalgia. TWs in the prologue.

One-shot. Post terror attack. In light of recent events, Ethan struggles to ground himself. It is easy to bury himself in work... that is, until, he is kept an eye on by concerned Duffy and Charlie, who band together to try and help break down some barriers.

Lily is at Holby City Hospital, she has been working there for a couple of years, and a special someone is still waiting to fall in love with her, without even knowing it, how will her life change when her F1 doctor that she has to train arrives

A loving Jacob and hurt and married to another man, Connie is a story between will they won't they fall in love and have a happy ever after, proceed with caution as it has content that leads to domestic violence. Previously on my Wattpad account.

One-shot. From where S34 E8 left off. Ethan has a big decision to make. In a deep hole he's dug for himself, he finds himself unable to justify his actions as tempers are frayed. No choice is favourable; so what does he do? Spoilers for 19.10.19.

A movie star with an overdose, a new starter and a possible new beginning. Casualty- Dylan Keogh/OC

Connie's inner struggles. I do not own the characters. Strachamp.

Numerous one-shots. A place to write requests, old and new. Will write characters, rating and warnings - if necessary - before each one-shot begins. Long and short.

Iain and Ruby say goodbye as he leaves to start his new life and job.

When news reaches the hospital that Ethan's one of the casualties from the market explosion, there's one person in particular who's desperate for his safe return.

In her half-century on the planet, Connie Beauchamp has felt many emotions. Jealous of her paramour's job credentials, however, wasn't one of them until today. /Strachamp, vague AU

"We've had our moments. The good times, the bad times, even the crazy times. I remember all the times I felt helpless, but you've always pulled me up. Without you, I don't know where I'd be today. Because of you, I feel as if I can do the impossible. Thanks to you, I can be true to myself."

One-shot. Somehow, Ethan has grown accustomed to tragedies, fire and explosions. In a state of dissociation, he is pulled aside by an old friend, ridden with guilt, who just wants to help - but Ethan is convinced he doesn't need anyone. When has he ever? Spoilers for S34E1. Inspired by "Obstacles" by Syd Matters.

Reuniting with Samantha Nicholls is all well and good until Dylan discovers that she's developed a new habit in the last decade: snoring like a fuel-powered hunk of metal. / "Twenty years is worth it for a good night's sleep, right?" He mutters to himself, glaring at the ceiling.

Dylan gets support from an unlikely source on the anniversary of Sam's death.

Sam's world is collapsing and it seems as if there's nothing left then Dylan asks her for help. Multi parter

It's been eight years since Ethan developed the first symptoms of Huntington's disease and walked out on Alicia. Now, she's finally tracked him down to a small residential clinic in Somerset, and she's determined to get him back. But with so much time lost between them, can things ever be the same?

After an evening of explosions and fire, Sam's long forgotten memories of Helmand come flooding back with vengeance. With Dylan worrying for her mental state he invites her to spend the night on the boat. Later she is awoken from a peaceful sleep by banging and clattering. What's going on? What's that noise? And most importantly, why can she smell vanilla icing?

After Alicia decides to end things with a 'Dear John' letter, Ethan accuses Lily and Iain of making him look like a fool in front of the entire ED. When everyone tells Ethan that they weren't to blame, the trio unknowingly attracted the attention of a nearby stranger, who sees Ethan's anger as an opportunity. Rated M for Subject Content and Violence.

Sam Nicholls returns to Holby, to the malaise of her ex-husband, Dylan. But her return also causes problems for Lily, whose insecurity in her relationship is only compounded by seeing Iain fall so easily into his friendship with his ex-lover.

Sorry about the bad summary I'm trying to come up with a new one. Riley Beauchamp is a 15 year old teen girl. Having Connie as a mother can be tough enough sometimes, but what will happen when Riley finds out about Connies cancer Set during 2017 All rights go to the BBC. I only own the character of Riley

Alicia finds solace after her attack.

When he was a child, Ethan's life crashed and burned. Eventually, he managed to get his life back on track and become a doctor in Holby's ED. Except for one fateful car crash that changed everything and turned his life upside-down. He begins to spiral back down into the never-ending cycle of sadness and he needs someone to save him. But that seems impossible.

An altercation with a patient, and a night out cause Ethan to face his biggest battle yet. TW: Sensitive topic covered, 2nd Chapter onwards. (I'm crap at summaries, please R&R) xx

Anna only trusted one man to help her when she needed it most. **Warning story mentions rape** Mature content. 18