Hi all, sorry its been a while since my last story, I had a bit of a writers block and now with the new Our girl series been announced and due to start I've kinda got my edge back, and I have been crazy busy, with moving house, applying for secondary schools for my daughter, as I've said previously I've got no army knowledge, ever thing is purely my imagination hope you'll enjoy this stories, please review Kirsty xx

Chapter 1

Charles James woke up in a strange room with bright lights that hurt his eyes, the last thing he remembered was jumping from the cliff with the rest of two section, and then nothing, until today, "Molly?" Charles mumbled, "I am here Charlie" replied Molly getting up from her chair she was sitting in, "where am I and where are the guys?" he asked trying to sit up, "your in the Queen Elizabeth Hospital Birmingham, there was an accident, they found you at in a ravine, you been here for about 5 days Fingers, Monk and Kingy are fine just a few scratches and are at home, Maisie and Rab have a few broken bones and on are on this floor and Brains is in Intensive Care, he hit his head quite hard, but you got a mild concussion and sustained more damage to your right ankle, the doctors said you'll be home in a few days" Molly replied hoping he wouldn't ask about Georgie, She could barely mention her name let alone say it, after hearing some rumours on the barracks she was based at, about her husband and her friend, but for now she put herself second to concentrate on the man she still loved despite the way he ended their marriage, Luckily for Molly he didn't ask about her at all, "Oh god, I've screwed up again" cried Charles, "No you haven't Charlie, you was cornered you had no Choice" replied Molly trying to calm him down before he got more worked up " Molls, I lost control, I let her take command of the platoon, after messing up with her, I was upset after our phone call, I thought she was you, I am so sorry, I think I need help!" sobbed Charles, Molly didn't responded as she comforted him, until she cried himself to sleep

Molly had been waiting since Elvis died that he needed help, although it hurt Molly to hear that he'd had just confirmed the rumours back at barracks, she knew it was down to the PTSD, but he still need her support and Molly being Molly knew what to do, so while Charles, She went outside for some fresh air and to make the first of possible many phone calls, "Hey Molls, you okay how are brains and Bossman" replied a voice, "Hey Dangles, where do I start, Brains has woken up and will be just fine , But I think the Bossman might gonna need some help and support over the next few months" sobbed Molly, after Molly had explained what she knew to Dangles including the slip up with her as Molly "Don't worry Molls, I'll round up the lads and will be down end of the week when Bossman is home, Oh and Molls keep your cool if you see her, I remember you going off at Smurf when you both came back from R & R" laughed Dangles, " thanks Dangles, I will believe me, I don't want to even breath the same air as her but I got to remember she's ill as well, I'll see you later love you" smiled Molly, "love you too Molls, give my love to the Bossman" replied Dangles and they both hung up, Molly took and deep breathe and sighed and went back into the hospital.

Charles was awake when Molly got back to his room and told him that she just phoned Dangles to give him an update on you and Brains and told him that he had just woken up and he should make a full recovery, Charles breathed a sigh of relive remembering how devastated Molly was when Smurf died, Charles cleared his throat and said "Molly Vie just had a phone call of Major Beck and I've got to go to barracks Monday morning to do a debrief on the mission, and vie been thinking I need to come clean about everything vie been making mistakes since Elvis dead and it might me medical discharge or dishonourable discharge. Molly sat there and listened, the room was quite for nearly 10 minutes before Molly spoke "listen I know about what happened between you and her in Bangladesh, but I also know you both ain't well and technically ain't together, no more but if you admit everything you'll both lose your careers now I don't care what happens to her but I care about what happens to you, and I know you don't want to be with me, but me, Sammy and your parents still love and care for you and we always will, besides we all miss Elvis as well even if he did my nut in half the time " after her speech Molly sat in the chair and sobbed.

Charles looked at her in a new light it wasn't the nagging wife he thought she become since that fatefully tour in afghan, he was his wife a shell of her former feisty self, "Baby, me and her only happened one time I swear, I know I pushed you away and isolated myself away from you all, but I don't want to feel this way anymore, I'll offer my resignation and get help but as for not wanting you, I do want you ever since I met you on the tarmac at Brize Norton, when I threatened to lob you out of the airplane" they both laughed at that memory, Molly replied "okay Charlie, I believe you and if you get the help you need, and sure you want to leave the army we can give us another chance, we can sell the house and start a fresh, I've already put my papers in as well as I've been offered at the university here in adult nursing." "Wow Molls, that's great, yes I am sure all I want is to be a family again, I will do anything to make it happen, and I get discharged tomorrow so how about we start looking at houses around here" replied Charles.