"On the same bed, of course, man!" Kaiba laughed while lying on Joey's bed. Joey smiled at him and lay next to the brunet, he'sstared at Joey lying next to him and said, as he slid his hand over his beautiful features
"Your smile has always been deep and sad, Joey." He said what he was thinking of at that moment, lifting the cover on them and staring at the smiling Joey, who smiled more Enjoying the warm touches of the other, he sweetly asked him "Why do you like to go too deep?" Kaiba smiled back and replied "Do I go deep? Well I love to go deep in you ... only you .."
"...So Seto... "
"What? "
Joey stared at the window. "What ... would happen to you ... if I.. If I left this life? " theSilence reached for long minutes! and in that room he could only hear the sound of their breath and the air from that window.
"Seto ?!" Joey called out his name when he did not get the respon from who suddenly drowned with his thoughts. The blond let out sigh and look toward the other's sharp features "Would you want to commit suicide, for example?" Finally, said Kaiba, who is still staring at the ceiling with his arms behind his head.
"Previously, I thought about it carefully, but now nothing at all. I just ask, " His voice was tired and his eyes were exhausted. He could not even look at Kaiba. "Suicide is a wrong act that only the ignorant do, and you are not one of them."
"I may become " He answered him, and his answer followed by his endless laughter.
But he quickly stared at Kaiba when he said, "If you are gone, Joey, life will be absent from my heart as soon as you leave."
Kaiba answered him, and the sadness and heaviness of the whole world combined in his deep tone, and that was clear in his blue eyes.
And it did not hide from Joey, who sighed and then smiled warmly.
"I'm sorry for this question, I'm not going to do anything foolish like this. Now are you gonna hug me for your warmth or what?"
He had done what Joey asked, surrounded him with his arms, and lavished him warmly, filling the blond boy's soul with deep love towards him, he moved on top of him, and kissing him on his forehead, nose, and cheeks, he kissed him a lot, and blessed his ears with the sounds of pure laughter that leaving Joey's mouth.
He stood on the lintels of the golden-eyed painter's lips, stared at the sun's radiant eyes with love, in front of him. And requests permission to revolt without saying a single letter.
And the answer of acceptance was received by a luscious red blush that wore Joey's soft cheeks. kaiba Watch the blond's eyelids slowly closed and his lips slightly parted. The brunet leaned with his body over Joey's and closed the little space separating their lips.
He Pick up the blond's lips between his lips. sips the juice of the life off of it, wants to take away its dark red color, and savors the sweetness of the flavor of the berries sticking to its texture.But that faded flavor no longer satisfied him, so he entered his lover's mouth to be able to taste that flavor that appealed to his senses so much.
Through to his ears faint moans from Joey's mouth, He smiled after he had ended their passionate kiss's life. Because of the urgent need for air, that defeated both of them. Low gasps released from Joey's lungs as He tries to organize his breath that Kaiba took away with pleasure.
"And did the gods deposit you with all beauty and forget the rest of creation? I can hardly believe that these gold quarries belong to one of the humans." Joey lifted his golden eyes to meet Seto's, who lost his looks in his beautiful face, his features are soft, as if they were between East and West, such as the convergence of two continents between them a deep sea .
Like every time Kaiba looks at Joye's beautiful face, he finds himself deeply in love with that beauty.
Kaiba lowered the touches of his index finger. Beginning with Joey's forehead until his soft lips, he stopped the trip of his touchs, holding the boy's chin, strangling the distance between them, to their noses touching in this endearing contrast to Joey's spirit. Who is drawing energy from those breaths that strike his parted lips.
"I prayed, begging those who created the skies to pour your beauty in the form of a woman who would bring me back to my straightness, but they answered me that the earth is only followed by one moon."
Joey's breath trembled when that kiss landed on his prominent collarbone, and his thick eyelashes fluttered, burdened with that idle feeling surrounding the two bodies.
Kaiba's breath collided with the blond skin, raising his head again, to his eyes can enjoy the scenery of velvet covers scattering around the charming Joey.
His hands revolted, wandering around that thin body, while his lips slowly drifted to that reddish that calling for his name, desiring to taste its unique nectar, he did not fail to collect the honey from the corners of the charming blond's mouth below, embracing its seductive appearances between his lips, catching that criminal whose sins were committed .
Kaiba cut his kiss that lost Joey his sobriety, to complement his delicious spoilage for that neck. He burst into his unbridled souls after breathless words delivered to him by Joey, who lost his conscious mind.
"Your words are like raindrops on drought pages, And the tune of your letters is like the flow of dew on the flower petals, Submit me to your tyranny, Perform your holy rituals on my body, I want you to instill deeply inside of me the feeling of your eagerness. And take me as a paper in which you pour your dark ink. "
"Joey? My love and lover, my adored rose, my moon and the light of my life, my cute fate and my sight's heaven, my soul's breaths. my crimson love and my unending adore, are you sure that is your desire? I swear by the god of the skies that i don't wanted to pressure on you to do what you don't want"
A warm smile adorned that delicious mouth, makes the storms raised in the lover writer's heart. Joey hugged Kaiba's neck with his arms and said with his most needy tone.
"I don't want that, I need you Seto, I want to feel you deep inside of me, I want it an unforgettable memory, whisper in my ears the words of your love for me with every thrust inside me, make me visit paradise tonight, make love for me tonight Seto."
Kaiba's palm rebelled without permission, freeing the blond's body from the cover-up garments of that body from his hungry eyes, he grabbed his slender waist, feeling Joey's chills and the heaviness of his breath.
"Which races embrace your generous beauty? Isn't it imagination that there's all this extravagant luxury in your composition?And most engages me in the distinctive deep feelings that you have become mine.. alone."
He burst into that pure neck, biting with his teeth its smoothness, sucking the nectar of his skin, as if it was fragrant Jasmine, he leaves violet effects on its tenderness.
"An unique blend of pine and agarwood, or perhaps fragrant cedarwood, Orchid flower And fragrant basil nectar, Strange but distinctive smell, sharp and at the same time quiet, Beautiful scent and amazing contrast, I swear, Joey, and I do not like swearing, that you are the most beautiful and complete what has been created by the hands of the Creator"
He brought his lips close to Joey's ear and make sure to touch it with every word "My rebellion against the breach of your borders will not stop. Because the obsession within me towards you is indomitable. Always trust that no matter what you see from the actions of my love, you will never contain the true love that my heart holds for you. "
He ended his speech with a deep kiss Relishes in it the sweetness of honey that springs from the parted lips in front of him. His hand drew a smooth path along the boy's thigh and bent leg, blessing his ears with sweet tunes that leave the mouth of the charmer without shame.
"My bliss is you, my comfort is between your hands, you are the paradise and the purpose, You are the treasure that I seek, So don't put in your mind trivial thoughts about me."
Joey's thick eyelashes fluttered. to reveal a glamorous glow in his golden eye lenses. Like the star that captivates the lover, despite its distance; Joey's eyes were Kaiba's star, shining away from him in their golden universe, pulling him and forcibly expecting him to fall into a prison in their glamorous charm.
Joey clarified the soft symphony that his throat possessed, his breathless voice came in a soft, deep-spoken tone, sensing the tenderness with which Kaiba treated him as if he was a precious treasure.
A kiss followed by another. that takes his lover's breath away and narrates the sweetness of his mouth taste. Joey's feeling of those tough kisses and the sharp teeth grooving the smoothness of his skin; makes him fly over the heavens.
Deep kisses leaves behind it the lover's marks on his lover's body. Joey sighed, exhaled a pleasurable breaths when he felt Seto's hand caressed his skin with faver, felt his lips draw dark, Violet marks that were graded between black and green. It fits harshly, satisfies old desires within the possessive writer's self.
"I will scratch the softness of your movements, and push you to the end of madness. I will introduce you to the paths of recklessness that drawn to me by the beauty of your features." Were these words what should Joey take as a warning of what will be in the near future ?!
It was; but perception and distinction were not among the options of his ecstatic mind. So he soon felt his lover's slender fingers caressing his pink opening. Kaiba surprised him without long introductions, a loud gasp that left the blond mouth, staring into the void with shock when his tightness penetrated with three of the writer's wet fingers in one go ..
He feels painful prickles on the sides of that pressure, followed by groaning of a celestial symphony, which flowed to Seto's ears, who had drawn a loving smile on his lips.
Kaiba moved his fingers broadening the tight entrance, and Joey would only have groaned, clinging to Kaiba's broad shoulders, helping himself to withstand more, sensing his tight walls tearing apart and expanding by the action of those rough fingers inside him.
"Hnmmm!... Ah, S-Seto! Ahaaammmn!"
"Do you not realize that your scarlet petals are not compared to those dim flowers, in the vitality of their color and the softness of their velvet is a mixture that robs the sane of his senses" He move his fingers faster and complete his whispers beside the anesthetized painter's ear.
Joey wrapped his arms around Seto's neck, as the writer's finger thrusts increased more and more in his narrow opening.
The ends of his toes are contracted. Inside him was awe of what was to come, so that his first thoughts came out and knocked on the door of his tongue without prior thinking "If your fingers become something that broke out my inside, what is the effect of your masculinity to destroy it?"
Seto smirked in victory. Senses the effect of his manhood on Joey's subconscious, While the blond bury his face between his lover's shoulder and neck. he cannot stand up to him after what fleeing from his mouth those bold words. And the beauty of his features has been disturbed, and his expressions have Shank of these slight thrusts below.
"I will practice my sin and I won't stop. I won't curb the flame of my desire to melt our bodies. You are mine even if you object. What I shall seal today will be dated by time and the history will not erase it." Joey didn't mind that, he was in no way peer to stop the control of those possessive words and the dominated looks. How could he even think of solving the hegemony of Seto's beloved influence!?
"My God! If you only knew how much love this heart holds for you; you'll left the whole world and you'll stayed between my ribs listening to its lover's pulse." Kaiba whispered, having embraced Joey's hand between his, placing it on his tumultuous heart.
With sweetness, Joey smiled and pulled Kaiba down, blending their lips into sweet kiss. "I love you," he whispered in breathlessly to his eager lover's ear.
"Crazy I'm in your love."And the writer's response has set the fire into the painter's heart, with his eyes drunk and his movement slow. Kaiba lifted Joey's legs around his waist, and slowly and cautiously inserted the head of his member into Joey's tightness.
Joey dug his nails into Seto's back, in pain, Joey, my love, are you okay?" Kaiba whispered to him while kissing his burning cheek. He was trying so hard not to move. He wanted to give his lover the time to get used to the size of what had entered his virgin body.
"Hmmm... Aha.. Y-yes.. I'm fine-.. J-just mo-move please.. Hhnnn!!"
Seto was impulsive in the heat of his love. He did not lighten his thrusts, despite knowing that Joey was in pain, but he was taken by the sight of his soft, wriggling body, by his arched back and open mouth.
Violent thrusts deep inside his lover's pink opening, while his palms pressed roughly to both sides of his waist and thighs.
He decided to ease the matter on the painter, Enjoying by torturing Joey, as he tortured him with his beauty over the whole past year, he drew to that sinful mouth, which unleashes a moan that causes controversy in his temptation. HeKiss him harshly, robbing his breath, while wiping his rough hands on Joey's slender waist.
He left Joey's mouth to allow him breath again, and perhaps his desire to hear the painter's moans plead for his lover's name, merging his lips with that delicate neck, drowning him with kisses with a severe impact, and declaring words with clear connotations "You are the savior and the lethal, the smart and the naive, by you I'm complete, and without you I am deficient, weak, you are my strongest ally and my first and last love, you're my miserable half and my dark soul."
"You are mine alone. Your pure body is permissible for me only to desecration it, And your heart must expel from it all the creatures except me. You trust me in your heart beforehand, so don't change your words under any circumstances."
And Seto has always been a man who kept his promises; Joey's tongue denied all voices except for the letters of his lover's name.
Joey could not count the cries that penetrated the strings of his voice for that overwhelming pleasure, his delicious groans were racing against the delicious thrusts of his lover inside him. His moaning in the heat of those passionate kisses tells the story of his eagerness, those feelings that flocked inside him were not a joke.
Seto's violence in the arms of this night was exaggerated, every spot that his eyes fell on from his blond painter's body, has his own colors, his rough fingers left their mark on Joey's soft thighs, and his wrist and waist were not devoid of those effects.
When he touch his lover's adaptation to his regular thrust's frequency; he intensified his thrusts in Joey's depth. The painter's moaned loudly without shame, and the tone of his clarity ecstasy was clear.
The sight of his eyes rolled back, his lips parted, his groaning and moaning screaming, His pinkish cheeks and furrowed brows; Was more than enough for Kaiba to feel perfect.
Joey was biting his lips embarrassed by those cries that get away from his tongue every time Seto scratches his sensitivity centers, The constant beating of that sensitive bundle of nervous leads him to insanity. A hand permeates Kaiba's hair, tightening it. And another, lying on the side of his head, grabs the velvet cover underneath, which shows how enjoyable his feelings are.
Kaiba discovered new depths within Joey, he did not possess the slightest shred of gentlenes, he has run out of his little compassion due to the overwhelming beauty of the painter. He was cruel at him a lot, and the blonde was submissive, acquiescence to his actions, not objecting to what will befall his body in this long night's passion.
The shadows of lust and desire blinded him; All he aspires for tonight is a feeling of seto harder and deeper inside of him. They are carried away with their madness, indulging in kisses carrying honey witnessed between their folds. They practice Uncontrollable passion as a profession that they have long held.
The writer was immersed in the taste of the welfare of Paradise in the body of bliss where the wholeness and perfection of his imperfect soul.
Glorious that sensation when he surrounded by the tightness and heat of Joey's hot canal.
AndBlessing on his ears with the hectic sounds that the painter spews out from among his wet lips.
That glamorous painter is a temptation in a sedition that no one has like it before. Dragged him to the swirl of his eyes and the perfume of his body, He gave him his mouth booze, and love that filled his soul. There is no blame or admonition on the writer if he is fascinated by the beauty of the beauty god who adore him.
The rituals of madness of love that broke out within them ended with a sentence cut from the mouth of the breathless painter, simulating the style of his mistress the writer in his writings.
"Which words will accept to bear the weight of what I has for you, I'm mentally and physically exhausted to fulfill your right to obsession that brings together both of us, I am sorry, Seto, but shortening or prolonging the phrases will not contain the love that you ignited the flames inside me, my lover."
The blue eyed writer kissed his blond lover's forehead and hugged him to his chest and contained him between his arms, "Love and adoration, fancy and eagerness, wanderer and mania even passion and craving, all of them are faint ballet words beside my feelings. "
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After two weeks
6:32 AM
The morning
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Joey had already arrived at his school but this day was very special for everyone, excited about the tomorrow that will be Mother's Day, But Joey naturally, was not interested in this issue, especially since he does not have a mother or father.. an orphan.
So he only had to call his lover and only sociable; Kaiba, Perhaps he is entertaining with him and forgetting his pain and the life even if that was just for an hour, Joey did and called repeatedly, but the other never answered him.And he never felt that he was fine. He felt that his body was weakening little by little. He realized that he did not even have the ability to worry about his lover.
He went to the hospital, perhaps finding a solution to the pain that he refused to leave his body. And all the time, as if in his head, a burning cinder, jumping inside, in order to get out ...a deadly headache... Time went by and Joey found no solution to that, except that he was exhausted and thoughtful. He returned home while his thoughts were still grappling with him. The pain is not normal pain, his body is very exhausted. And He is well aware of this
"Can it be just fatigue?"
Joey said, but once he got to his room, he forgot everything while looking at it deeply and his lips could only draw a smile .. A deep one.. Which was Seto loved it so much
'My Soul's lover is calling you'
His phone rang while he was talking to himself and a wonderful feeling touched his heart; When he saw Kaiba's number in the middle of his screen, he answered him immediately with a tired deep sighing, "Finally, Seto!"
"Were you waiting a call from me?"
"Seto I need you, I want to meet you," the blond answered and the pain of the entire universe is filling his throat, tired. Feels that death is walking inside of him very slowly.
"Joey, I apologize from you, I am never freed.
honestly, I want to give you my eyes and all my hugs, but nothing obeys us. Please my love, your sad voice, exhausts me and tears me, throws me away at the bottom. I'm here pass by some difficult circumstances outside America, very damned conditions it is the one who keeps me away from you. my love, please be fine for me, my absence from you will be long."
Kaiba spoke in difficulty and his voice was almost cut off at any moment .. He was shedding his tears without feeling ..
"For how long?" Asked Joey with a suffocating, Disappointed voice "Please speak, Seto! I dies slowly. Everyone says I'm fine, but I feel like I'm not. I feel ... I feel like I am losing my body and the life inside me." And Joey believed that Esperance is a must at this time... He was longing, and the longing cannot be compensated by anything except the meeting.
" Joey, and if the absence is long, we will meet, I will be absent for a month or more, please be fine for me. "
"Don't cut yourself calls for me or at least your conversations! "
"Sorry, Joey, you weaken me at time I need all my strength for."
He cut the call, no longer able to hear more from Joey. and Joey was silent and steadfast, and tears did not leave his eyes. He was so overwhelmed that he didn't know where the pain was; was it in his body? in his heart? Or even in his twisted mind? He does not know what he will do or how long it will take him until he accepts that his pain will be the last.
And do you, my dear, have enough time? While nothing .. nothing never have the enough time, and again nothing will ever make you content with your lover's love or meet your friend.
You feel that time is very short and you and this whole world do not reconcile. You feel that whenever you win, you are defeated after your profit quickly. And that the beautiful word will go, die, fly and drown after saying it minutes or even half an hour at most.
No time is enough and nothing remains. and human beings also were leaving and even their graves could not widen for them. Everything was as narrow as Joey.
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5:06 AM
The morning
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Time passed quickly, but for Joey it was slow. As if the days did not want to go, he was agonized by tiring continuity. And struggles for the arrival of his lover.
And his struggle was not only to make him more in pain and misery, but in his personal perspective; he believed that the struggle for something or a person you love, even if it was painful is something very beautiful.
"Two months have passed, Seto, and there's no trace of you. You did not call even if by mistake!"
Joey was deplorable; the length of his day remains extended on Kaiba's side of the bed that they used to share when the brunet visited him.
How sad and exhausted he was, and he loved the darkness, and he loved the sadness a lot because they reminded him of Seto.
On this particular day, Joey felt that the pain that accompanied him for two months dominated his entire body, he froze in his bed, tried and struggled to move, but he refused, refused, and refused.
Only then .. he knew that death came to take him, only then did he know how the feeling of impotence was so damn, his lips dried out and his eyes finally shed tears, he wanted to scream and take out his voice but he could not and he wish if it was in his hand.
He cursing the life and cursing himself secretly; How do he stick to life now? And he was the one who was praying to die! But he realized what the life is now and wished if he was in it and that he would continue his boring routine with him, with his lover, with Seto Kaiba again.
He continued to wrestle his body and succeeded when he stood on his feet, despite his trembling as if he was walking for the first time in his life. He crawled very slowly, throwing his body towards the chair opposite his office and took out a paper and a pen.
And with a trembling hand, he wrote his last letter, which no one might read, that winding handwritten letter his tears dried up on it, that message that contained only two sentences.
Poor you, Joey,even at the time of your death, no one was with you. You died alone, as you always were. The content of his message was short, but he carried a great blame for Kaiba.
'Embrace my grave, dear, and gift me a beautiful flowers. Visit me, because our meeting is dead with me.'
He fell to the floor of his room, finally fell to the bottom of the end and was as lonely as he always expected. Joey died, died after living, loving and hating, after he struggled, forgave and maliced, after dreaming, after being destroyed. He died and all his stories died with him. And those in his heart and mind died with him.
Joey died, and he never had a life. He left and his memories in this world were few. Goodbye Joey. Goodbye to your heart, your misery and your beautiful drawings that carried your painful feelings, goodbye to your beautiful spirit that has been polluted by time.
"JOEY!!"
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Two hours after Joey was buried, Kaiba was sitting at the grave of his lover, pondering it quietly and shockingly. It was like death for him. He lost his life and still cannot believe that.
He clung to that message strongly, as it is all that is left for him from Joey. He read it and as soon as he did until his tears fell heavily, they wetting his face and neck, he bent, tightly hugging his lover's grave, screaming his regret until his voice vanished,He has cried so deeply that he wants to bring out the pain that dwelled in his heart and that would dwell for the rest of his life.
And you! What will you do? After you have been absent for months and come back eager and longing for your lover, but instead of receiving a wide smile and a hug that heals your longing for him, you will find him lying ground in front of you... dead... his soul left his body after he wrote his last and miserable message to you?
Will your crying help? Shouting? Regret? Or even reproach? ...nothing! Nothing will help. And nothing will awaken the feeling inside you after you die from deep inside and outside you are still alive.
You will never have anything! Even love and comfort will not help you... Because nothing; Nothing will awaken the dead, you will not be able to stop those who have left, because the journey is only once in life.
Our story is over and I am finished, too. You're left and I? You left me to visit the graves always. There is nothing left can please me or even put a smile on my lips. Everything beautiful buried with you, Joey.
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"Seto?""I am alone and I need your closeness.""Please, Don't leave me, Seto."ーーーーーーーーー
"Joey! It was just one day that I did not see you, and I felt the longing for you eroding me !""Are you afraid ,Seto?""Everything will be okay, you're between my arms now, Seto. Let your fears go away. " And the brunet just kept silent and implanted Joey in his arms more he wanted to feel him ... to settle him..and not to stay away from him at all.ーーーーーーーーー
"Joey?""His eyes, Seto.""Fear occupies my mind that it worries me and makes me restless. ""And from what? ""The idea of your Going away from me, it's worries me a lot. You are my refuge from this life. I am very attached to you. The idea that I live a life that you're not in is driving me crazy."And he grabbed the hands of Kaiba tightly bound between his hands while hugging them towards his chest"I will not leave and if I die, am I not in your heart? Then I will always be alive."ーーーーーーーーー
"Please speak, Seto! I dies slowly. Everyone says I'm fine, but I feel like I'm not. I feel ... I feel like I am losing my body and the life inside me.""Joey, and if the absence was long, we will meet, I will be absent for a month or more, please my love be fine for me. ""Don't cut your calls form me or at least your conversations! "ーーーーーーーーー
"...So seto... "
"What? "
"What ... would happen to you ... if I.. If I left this life? "
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from: Seto kaibaA miserable lover's message to his lover's spirit :There are only a few hours left and another new year begins, and you still come to me like a poisoned dagger stabbing my exhausted heart whenever I try to move, you making me stop on waiting threshold. I count the days since you left, I Exhume about you and I can't find you.May I find you as a picture? A message? A call? Or a sound? And I could not find any of that.You left without saying goodbye! You left me to wait and didn't even come!You made me cry only, made me tear my tears all night on my pillow and suffocate with my lump and all of this happens silently, I'm suffocating now, and I can't contact you to tell you that.You refuse me, you refuse my proximity, you refuse my love, you refuse my apology, and I just wait for you, I just cannot believe that you left far away, that you left me forever, that you live in a place so far away from me.I cannot believe that I lost my life and that you are now dead .. that you are not breathing. Please, for one night, just visit me in a dream and hug me tightly .. Make me choking by you .. Make me die because of our tight embrace.Joey ... The life after you is too long, grim and fatal, please take me with you. I hate this life without you so much.It has been a very long time since I last spoke to you, it has already been a long time since our last embrace, I miss you and the longing is the death, I miss you in my life and this is tiring.Joey, I need to be near you, dear, take me with you, I am nothing without you.Pass On My Heart and embrace it with your cold hands until its pulse stops so that I can meet you again, there is no life inside me after you leave.
To :joey wheleer.
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The End!
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