Lucys pov:
I wake up to my alarm blaring sirens at me causing me to groan, I really can't be asked for another day or school anymore. This one was just going to be as painful as the last one and actually make that the rest of the year. I swing my legs out the blankets and walk to my mirror. Because I'm a wolf my wounds would normally heal over night but because I haven't transformed into my wolf form since that day, it takes about a week roughly. As for this broken bone, it might take two weeks. I roll my eyes at this and get in the shower. The hot water burns my body but at the end of the day, it feels better then feeling nothing because the fact I'm still able to feel anything even after I've been so heart broken just means that I'm a fighter and that's something that I'm able to cling onto with all my life. I get out and finish getting ready. I don't feel like doing anything special so I just throw my hair up into a messy bun and put of some light grey trackies with a white vest top. I grab my trainers and slip them on with my good arm and grab my bag. I don't feel like eating so I just leave the house before my parents can see me. By the time I got to school everyone was already in lessons. I grab anything that I need for the day out of my locker and shove it in my bag. As I enter the class room everyone's eyes are on me. The teacher doesn't even say anything. Instead just offers me a sad and sincere smile. I scoff at that and take the seat in the back row, Gray just so happening to be sat in front of me. I try to focus on what the teacher is saying but Gray keeps trying to get attention. Eventually I turn to him a frown at him.
"What Ice Princess?" I spat out quietly so I don't disturb the class.
"I just wanted to say sorry, I don't know what happened yesterday, I just lost it okay?" He says sadly back to me.
I ignore him and just 'tch' at him. I really don't care what he has to say or any of them. I'm not interested and it's going to stay that way. I'm not even going to give the time of day by looking at them. As far as I'm aware, they cant accept me, that's on them. I hear him sigh and see him out of the corner of my eye turn around to the teacher. About 5 more minutes into the lesson and I begin to get angry, I can hear my wolf in the back of my head yipping at me, it wants out. The noise it's making causes me stand up abruptly and knock my chair back.
"Can you please just shut the fuck up?" I shout out to no body but to the rest of the class it looks like I'm saying it to Gray.
I stare at the class as they watch me, my eyes wide. Some seemed scared of me. I grab my bag and storm out, not before I notice Gray giving me the weirdest look. I storm out to the field at the back of the school. I roll my neck and drop my bag to the ground. The best way to work of any unwanted kinds of energy was to work it off. That way, you were being sensible whilst still taking it out on your self. I instantly start to run and my legs buckle underneath me but that doesn't stop me. I don't care if I'm putting myself through hell, the anger inside me only builds. I growl as I pace myself faster. What a piss take. I manage to get out 7 laps around the whole field before I collapse. I pant out and sit up, my breaths coming out as uneven. Tears spill from my face as I let it all out.
"What's wrong with me? He was only apologising" I tell myself, but that's the thing I didn't want to hear his stupid apologies or anyone else's. I think back to the way the teacher looked at me, he pitied me. Was it because I haven't gotten my wolf yet? Was it because I was beaten up? God knows.
"To hell with everyone" I whisper out as I wipe my eyes. All I'm ever good for is lying to the ones who loved me, crying and pretending to be something that I'm not and to be completely honest it's killing me inside. I shake my head and get up, walking towards my bag, I pick it up and walk into school again. I look at the clock on the wall and sigh, I was out there for 2 hours. What Is it? Lunch time now? I walk to the library as people stare at me, this isn't something uncommon, I tend to just ignore them but today I glared at everyone, this caused them to look away. Okay maybe I feel guilty now but hey they shouldn't of shoved their noses into my business anyway. I enter the library and go to the book shelves and hide in the furthest one. No one goes down here anyway because this where all the irrelevant and useless books go. Not that I don't enjoy reading them. I sit down and grab a book from one of the shelves. It doesn't matter to me which book it is, any will do to keep my mind distracted. Half way through the book I hear people approaching, I close the book just in case they come down here and I need to escape. But luckily for me they weren't into the one next to me.
"I cant believe my farther is making a pact with sabretooth" It was Natsu, you see he's the future alpha.
"What are you guys going to achieve from this? Sabretooth has a bit of a reputation and it's not a good one" Gray says back.
"Listen, if need be, you can use us all to fight against them, so don't worry. I'm sure they have good intentions" Gajeel bit harshly, he was probably aiming his tone to Grays stupid question.
"I know that but I'm just worried people are going to get hurt, I mean we have people who are still in this pack who aren't wolves, they could die at the expense of trusting people who don't deserve it" Natsu chewed out nervously.
I frown at this and hug my knees, so did he care?
"Look the pups can handle their selves, they know where to hide if some attacks us" Gajeel says.
"You know it's not the pups I'm worried about, I know they will be safe. Its..." Natsu mumbled out but cut his self short.
I rest my head against the wall, who Is he on about?
"Look you know that there's always a price to letting other packs through, but we do it to strengthen our number" Gray says, his voice somewhat quietened.
"Whatever, look we should get to class, after school, that's when I'll start to really worry about it" Natsu whispers.
I hear them all leave and stand up, they're trying to build their numbers? But they're having to result to using a darker pack to do it. Sounds like bad news and a decision I wouldn't risk but it's none of my business. I grab my bag and stuff the book into it, that way I'll be able to read it later still. I walk out of the library and start my way towards my class, fortunately I have Gildarts, art. He won't let anyone be cunts in his lesson, something I'm grateful for. As I reach the door I hear Lissana laughing from across the hall, my first instinct was to go over there and ask her what's so funny because I know she's laughing at me but I chose against it in the end. However, she apparently doesn't like that I'm ignoring her though, a smile graces my lips at this.
"Oi bitch!" She shouts out to me.
I ignore her and start to enter the room, this she doesn't like either as I hear her walking up behind me, more like stomping actually. It kind of hurts my sensitive ears.
"I said oi, what about that don't you understand slag?" She taunts me.
I continue to ignore her and complete go into the room, Gildarts giving me a look as if to ask if I'm okay as he notices Lissana storming in giving me the evils. She takes her seat across the room, all the while never taking her eyes of off me. I look to Gildarts and shrug at him as if to say I have no idea what's wrong with her. He shrugs back and begins his class. We were just free styling today, he was just walking around and helping us with whatever we needed. I decide to paint a sunset with golden hews. Gold was my favourite colour after all.
"Need anything Heartfilia" Gildarts asks me as he gets over to me.
"Not that I think, but thanks anyway" I say back, keeping my focus on the brush strokes.
"Are they giving you a hard time? I heard what happened yesterday, unfortunate" He says quietly.
"It is what it is, I did actually ask for it so it's my fault" I say, he just smiles and nods at that.
You cant really say much about that after all, there's not really a smart response for it. The basic would be, 'omg why would you do that to yourself?' or 'how could you do that?'. But Gildarts Is a smart man, he's been through many brawls in his life. Ones he's more then happen to tell the class because every single one of them has a story and a lesson.
The lesson finishes much faster then I had hoped for, I frown as I pack up all my work and put my painting on the drying rack. Finally I can go home, I leave the classroom with Lissana hot on my tail, I ignore her calls and exit the school completely. Just ask I'm about to leave the gates though she grabs me by the shoulders and spins me round, a fist about to connect with my face. However, I see it coming and grab it.
"Can you please just fuck off already?" I spit out to her.
"Oh I'm sorry, but I have something important to tell you actually, it's making everyone around school really happy actually, thought it might do the same for you" Lissana chirps out as she takes her fist back.
"Oh yeah and what's that?" I ask her, leaning up against the gates.
"So since Natsus the future Alpha, he thought that it would be smart to kick you out of the pack. Your useless so it only makes sense." She says, looking at her nails.
I just ignore this, I was expecting something like this for a long time, I turn around and walk away. If anything I'm relived because if that's true then it just means that I don't have to deal with any of these wolves any longer. They're more sly foxes then wolves though if you ask me. I make it home relatively home without any more disruptions. I sit down on the couch and turn on the television. If was Natsu and that lot are saying is true then that just means that there will be a broadcast of the officialising it. A pack making a pact. Not even a few minutes after I turned the television on, it came on. You could see them signing papers of a treaty and peace. To everyone it looked normal but it was sketchy, you could tell by the way that the Alpha of sabretooth smiled, it was vicious. Not even seconds after he signed the paper, everything went to shit. People started to attack each other. I watched as Natsu began to look out to the crowd franticly. His eyes getting more and more desperate as he can't find who or what he's looking for. I turn of the television and walk into the basement. I locked the door and sat down in the furthest corner, this way if they came into my home I'll be safe. I begin to think about how frantic Natsu was. He was obviously trying to find Lissana but then his words from earlier came into my head. Who is he worried about... Time passed and I heard loads of stuff being knocked over upstairs. Someones inside. I hug myself. I was defenceless against them, turning into my wolf now would take hours and I'd be dead way before then. Before I can even process what happened, the door to the basement was ripped of it hinges and inside someone prowled.
"Come on now Goldie, don't be shy now" A voice purred out.
I furrow my brows together, wait that voice... Sting?
"Lucy, I can smell you, well that hideous perfume of yours at least" He sang out.
As he reached the bottom of the stairs, his eyes found mine and within seconds he was in front of me, my hair in the fist of hands.
"You really did want to piss me off didn't you? I finally find you and you don't embrace you old friend?" He says menacingly.
"Go to hell, your not my friend" I spit out.
"Wrong move Heartfilia" He gritted out to me.
He begins to drag me by my hair up the stairs and outside. The whole time I scream out in pain, the harshness really taking its toll on my already beaten and bruised body. At least now I won't have to explain to my parents where I got all the bruises as it seems like Sting did it.
"Please Sting stop, your hurting me" I cry out.
"You should of thought about that before you cursed me to hell Princess" He grins.
I sob as he takes me to where they had signed the papers, he throws me onto the stage and jumps next to me. I look around me and see blood, loads of blood. I gasp and begin to shake. Sting grabs my faces and forces me to look forward, in front of me were my parents, crying out to me, bound up and help by member of sabretooth. I notice Natsu and all of his friends as well the Alpha and a few other standing around, paralyzed. I watch as Sting tries to talk to me but all I hear is white noise as I watch my parents being killed in front of me. People all around unable to help as they're backed into a corner. Tears fall from my eyes in waterfalls. My parents lay there, numb and completely unmoving. A piercing scream forms out of my mouth, causing a startled Sting to let go of me and back away. I continue to scream and scream. Everything around me numb, I finish at turn to Sting.
"You want a fight Sting? Fine I'll fight you but just know that I also plan to kill you, I'm going to end every single cell in that stupid body of yours. Your going to be a pile of ash when I'm done with you" I snarl out. For a minute Sting looks shocked. No not shocked, scared.
"No Lucy!" Natsu screams out to me, "He will kill you, please get away!"
I growl and walk towards Sting.
"Fuck you!" I shout as I run forward, my fist at the ready