A/N: I'm here with chapter 2! And Roilyn's nickname from childhood was Roy, so that's why she kept it, so she still refers to herself as Roy.

Disclaimer: this is for all future chapters, I don't own FMA or its characters (or Ed would have killed me by now for one of my other fics)

Warning: language

Chapter 2:

feelings for you

She woke quickly, sitting up with extreme speed, slamming her head into Ed's. Why is Ed here? She thought to herself. And then she remembered what had happened. What he had said to her. How close they were when she passed out.

Stupid girl Roy! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! She thought to herself. She had been so close to kissing her longtime crush! And she fucking fainted! She must have been the stupidest girl on earth!

Meanwhile, Ed's mind was on similar topics. You fucking dumbass! Why did you think that your commanding officer wanted to be kissed by me! Hell, I bet I'm the only one that wanted to kiss then! She clearly fainted in horror at the thought of kissing me! After all, she probably still thinks I look like a kid! She probably hates everything about me!

"Are you okay?" Ed asked her. Why does he have to look so hot when he's worried? He probably thinks that I didn't want to kiss him! Well...we better fix that quickly...

She then leaned forward into his arms and kissed him. Kissed him like there was no tomorrow. At first, he was surprised by her sudden movement towards him, but quickly realized what was happening and kissed her back. They kissed until they couldn't breathe anymore and broke apart. Both a little sad that it had to end.

"Well...what do you want to do now?" Roilyn said softly, so only Ed could hear her.

"Hmmmm...What to do...OH SHIT!! I FORGOT WHY I CAME HERE TO BEGIN WITH! WE GOTTA GET TO THE OFFICE!" Ed exclaimed.

"I guess I got a little distracted, so it's reasonable that I forgot...Riza is gonna kill me.." Ed mumbled.

"Ok Roy...wait... can I call you Roy still or should I call you Roilyn?" Ed asked.

"Roy's fine..." She said.

"Ok Roy, you need to get your uniform on!" He exclaimed. "How do you hide those things anyway...I had no idea..." He mumbled under his breath.

"What was that?" Roilyn asked.

"Nothing! Nothing at all!" Ed said a little sheepishly, with a blush powdering his face. I can't be thinking like this about my CO! It's probably illegal in some way or another...but still, I can't stop thinking about it. And how I called her all of those horrible things over the years... Ed thought guiltily as he hung his head.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked her through the door to her bathroom, honestly curious. His blush was growing even redder.

"I have my reasons for keeping my gender a secret." She replied, monotonous.

"Can I ask you another question, Roy?" Ed asked.

"You just did" she replied.

"You know what I mean!!" Ed yelled through the door.

"Fine"

"How do you keep your voice low all day?" Ed asked.

"Well, I do have a lower voice for a girl, so I don't have to lower it much, but just enough to fool everyone." She said in response. "You just get used to it I guess."

Then she came out the door, looking like she did in office, her blue military uniform the same as it always was.

Ed was honestly confused on how you couldn't tell she was a woman in the uniform. Then another question popped into his head.

"Does Riza know?" He asked the well disguised woman before him. A pained look invaded on her face as she responded, "No. I can't bring myself to tell her. The only ones that know are my dead biological parents and Madame Christmas, my aunt. After all, she only takes in girls. And now you of course."

"Oh. Now let's get to work before Riza notices we're later than we should be. If she asks...hmmmm... if she asks, just say my automail leg malfunctioned on our way to the office. That sounds reasonable right?"

"Right." Roilyn responded, sounding like a man again.

Ed shook his head in disbelief. "I never had any idea." He said in awe.

"Well, let's get this over with." Roy said, with a sad expression on his face. "I wish I could've lived longer..."

With that, they made the dreadfully long walk to work.

A/N: I'm sorry if this is a little short. I'm tired and needed to end it somehow, or my writing will become even worse than it already is! I'm sorry if you're disappointed. Anyways, leave a review or pm me with any ideas for this story! I love hearing your thoughts! See you next chapter!

-Animegirl4466