UGH I can't go anywhere without being asked what my relationship is with her! Man this sucks, Chiharu-chan is going to think I'm interested in that idiot.
Not much really happened today except I made the basketball team! I'm so happy right now but Naoko and Nobu keep pestering me to talk to that idiot more, why should I? I like Chiharu-chan not her!
My first summer in high school. Man time flies!
Unfortunately I still haven't really spoken to Chiharu-chan. Like I said; she's REALLY quiet. I get the feeling she's uncomfortable around me and I'm...sort of scared to approach her after what happened with Kanzaki.
The amazon and I are still at it, shouting and arguing with each other most days. I sort of feel happy when I'm around her though. I can be myself around her, not many girls are like that.
What am I writing? I must be tired after today's practice.
Ugh this sucks. THIS SUCKS.
I didn't do well enough on my exams so I'm having to attend summer classes, and to make matters worse I'm still stuck with the All Hanshin Kyojin thing! I really hoped this would stop.
Oh! We met a new guy today, Suzuki. Dayumm is he tall though, I think he's even taller than Koizumi…
Speaking of I get the feeling she's interested in him, so this could be the perfect opportunity to get closer to Chiharu-chan! I invited the idiot to walk home with me so we could talk about it and I was spot on, she DOES like Suzuki-kun. She seemed a bit shocked I was interested in Chiharu though? Stupid idiot doesn't have a clue what guys are into.
Well we made a pact we'd help eachother out so Koizumi has asked everyone to go to the pool tomorrow! I never break a promise so I invited Suzuki-kun too.
Good luck idiot I'll be cheering for you but personally I don't think she's his type.
I'm really excited to finally spend some time with her. HER meaning Chiharu by the way.
Chiharu chan is soooooo cute! And she's scared of guys so that makes her even cuter! I got to spend quite a lot of time with her today I mean except when me and Koizumi were playing in the pool together.. And then on the water slide.
It's a shame Chiharu and Suzuki are scared of things like that but I guess I get to enjoy them with Koizumi. She seemed to be getting on with Suzuki too so that's good, I'm happy for her.
Now how long till I can claim Chiharu-chan for myself I wonder!
And there it is…. Damn my stupid midget body! I overheard Koizumi and Chiharu-chan talking after class today and she said she doesn't see me as a guy.
It really hurt hearing that. Even Koizumi tried to cheer me up by telling me rude things like "Even if you are small, you still have a -( I'm blushing trying to repeat what she said) so that makes you a man!" She punched me which sent me flying but maybe, just maybe she's not as irritating as I thought she was?
Shame she doesn't take her own advice… as sucky as this is Suzuki kun also said a similar thing about her and she instantly got depressed about her height too, so I guess we have that in common huh.
Anyway we worked things out and we both promised we wouldn't give up on Suzuki kun and Chiharu, if I cured her being timid around guys I just have to show her I'm manly too right?
I'm going to do my best. Chiharu-chan you will be mine!
The strangest thing happened today! I was playing basketball and everyone came to see me play, that in itself isn't the weird bit though…
Koizumi came and I could feel her eyes on me, it felt...weird. Not bad weird just...weird.
Well things got even weirder! She said I was "cool" and apologizing for calling me small fry all the time. WHO IS THIS GIRL AND WHAT HAS SHE DONE WITH THE AMAZON.
Erm...moving on! I laughed and joked with Chiharu more today and things are going well but I get the feeling she's not into me, I'm going to give it my all at the festival tomorrow and if that doesn't work, well at least I tried.
So I just got home from the summer festival. It was a lot of fun; however...
I give up. Chiharu and Suzuki kun are obviously into eachother, I keep catching them exchanging glances, and Koizumi said Suzuki-kun blushes anytime he mentions her…
Man high school life is unfair.
More weird stuff happened tonight though… Koizumi came wearing a kimino, she looked like a giraffe with those lanky legs of hers but I didn't realize it before (ok, the first impression I had of her doesn't count because I didn't know her back then) but even with her height, she definitely isn't ugly.
She's got guts too; she told me she was giving up on Suzuki because she saw how he felt about Chiharu..so I did the same and we actually had a lot of fun, we played games together and visited a lot of food stalls! I kept losing her in the crowd of people so I grabbed her hand and dragged her away and then…
"Woah look they're holding hands, they couldn't be dating though look how SMALL he is" UGH. Remind me never to hold that idiots hand again, I always feel ashamed of myself but more so being compared with someone that tall.
CRAP! I did something bad! When me and Koizumi were trying to fight for Chiharu and Suzuki I think we might have gone too far on the compliments for eachother because Koizumi came to see me after class and told me that Chiharu-chan said I LIKE HER THE BEST! That amazon! HAH.
It resulted in a bit of an argument as usual… I told her "Let me just say this, I will never, EVER like someone as tall as you" and she said the same to me so I guess we're on the same page.
Never. EVER.