xxxxxxxxxxx Big warning here this chapter is where things are gonna get weird well weirder, so if such things make you uncomfortable feel free to bypass this chap, hopefully with spring break here i can pump out another chap for everyone that prefers SFW stuffxxxxxxxxxxxx
Shinji's mind went to that one place where he felt true happiness, or what he felt was nearest to true happiness. He awoke in his desired reality, he didn't know much of what existed outside of the walls and rooms he was able to explore but even if something did exist outside, he didn't care what it was.
His wide eyes opened up as he felt a tickling sensation on the top of his head. Slowly letting the light in he saw his mother… Yui Ikari, her short brown hair clinging in small tufts all around her face. Her green eyes shimmering like emeralds in the light, Shinji felt his chest tighten as he let out a gasp. "Good morning Shinji, did you have any good dreams last night?" She asked sweetly.
Shinji sat up surprised to see that his body had shrunk or somehow it reverted to back when he was younger, he looked at his short legs hidden under the covers and his small hands. Flexing them and feeling oddly heavy let them sink by his sides, a small frown came over his tiny face as he let his head sink. "No, mama."
A concerned look came over Yui's face, bringing him closer to her chest, her soft voice full of concern, "Did you have that nightmare again?", he gave a small nod and grunted, taking his tiny thin arms and wrapping them around her as far as they could go. "I'm sorry honey. You know that I only want you to be happy right?"
He nodded furiously, rubbing his face against her silky pink shirt and full bosom, she let out a deep sigh, taking him gently by the shoulders turned him to face her. Resting a hand on his cheek he felt a warm, calming buzz that relaxed him, "Shinji, I know things feel hard right now, especially after daddy…" she blinked and let her eyes fall to the floor, for a second Shinji swore her eyes looked sad.
"Shinji… you know that I won't always be here for you right. You know that'll you'll have to learn to take care of yourself and make your own happiness like a big boy, right?" she started to slowly stroke his hair backwards only for it to flop back on his forehead. His grey-blue eyes shimmered, he never liked it when she talked like this.
"But don't worry Shinji… mommy's job… what I'm doing, will help you find happiness. But its' cost… might hurt for a while. Just know that your mama will always love you."
"You're wrong mama."
A look of surprise overcame Yui's face, then standing upright, Shinji stared his mom in the eyes before wrapping his arms around her neck tightly pulling himself close to her. "You'll always be here for me mama." All Yui could do was smile and close her eyes, and hug her son tightly, they held onto each other for a while until she had to break their hug. "Now c'mon get cleaned up and dressed, your friend is coming over today. You remember Natey right?"
Shinji stood on a tiny stool in front of the bathroom mirror vigorously brushing his teeth, the sweetness from his favorite bubble gum flavored toothpaste just twisted his tummy and made him sick. He looked at his small face in the mirror, looking at his short limbs, he had scrubbed his teeth with so much force he started to eventually started to taste blood in his mouth.
Rinse and spitting he thought about his "friend" Natey, so far the only things he knew about this mystery boy was that he lived in America, and his father with worked with his own mother. He thought about the boy with the big head with the funny mark on his left eye, skinny legs that seemed too long for his small torso. Super skinny arms with large hands and those big thick black glasses he always had to wear.
To him the boy just looked like someone took spare parts out of a bin and just mashed them all together, but what upset him most about the boy was the fact that his mother had seemed to just dote on Natey, and show him special treatment, whenever they would have snack time she would always give Natey the biggest cookies and the bigger juice cup.
His name wasn't even Natey… it was Nathan. He couldn't really remember if he had liked him at all, but what he hated most of all was how his mother had already given him a nick name and seemed to give him tighter hugs and more attention, she almost even seemed to ignore Shinji.
Finally getting dressed Shinji sat on the couch watching cartoons on the TV waiting for his mom to return with his "friend". The more he thought about it though, the more he was starting to realize how happy he was that he never left this place and saw the outside, it seemed nothing good was out there. In fact, from what little memory he felt like he had about this place, he never liked the outside world. His mom's work took her away from him, school was filled with bullies and people who made him nervous and anxious.
In here it was just him and his mom, he felt warm, safe and comfort here but out there, he hid his face behind his mother's waist or in her chest. He never knew what it really was about the outside world that made him so anxious, even with friendly people though like that nice purple haired lady just rattled him and made him want to cry.
All he could do was shrink behind Yui as she cradled him, smiling and apologizing for her son's shyness. At least in his room and house he felt things were familiar and that they wouldn't change, his tiny heart wouldn't hurt. Even if he started to cry or feel scared his mom was always here and he could just run into her embrace. The door opened snapping him from his thoughts and that strange boy was standing right by his mom, it seemed that he was just as nervous about seeing Shinji.
He was standing behind Yui holding a piece of her lab coat over his weird, sullen, withered and slightly malnourished body. All that Shinji could see was his left eye with the funny brown spot and a small brown eye hidden behind those big "buddy holly" (as his mother called them) glasses. Shinji had to hide a glare from his mother.
Already she was looking down at him with soft eyes and a warm smile, she was patting his head whispering to him, the room wasn't cold by any means, but the strange boy was already shivering. "It's okay Natey, Shinji come say hi, don't be rude now.". Furrowing his brow Shinji pushed his tiny body off the couch and walked over, even as he neared them Nathan hid further behind Yui's lab coat. "Don't worry honey, it's just your friend Shinji."
"Hi."
It took the strange boy a few minutes until he shuffled around Yui and in a small voice he murmured back, "Hi."
"Okay you boys get comfortable, I'll be back and read you two a story." She gave the stranger another soft look before she walked away to her room, once she was gone Shinji glared at the strange boy who now looking at the ground shuffling around him taking the long way to the couch. All he could think about was why did he have to share his mom's attention with this intruder.
When his mom came back with the thick reddish-brown book with funny scratchy symbols on the cover the two boys sat down in front of her, Shinji stared at his mother and had to admit she was very pretty, her brown hair framing her darkish green eyes. Shining with some kindness, her pink blouse stretching over her full chest that Shinji used to hide away from the world.
A short skirt that was curving over her wide maternal hips, all of her features radiated some curvy softness or maternal kindness that calmed Shinji's nerves and made him feel loved by simply holding her and having her embrace him.
The story his mom was reading to them was one she had read to them often whenever Natey came for a visit, it was a story or a fairy tale about a boy and his mom who fought big scary monsters. Shinji saw his mother's pretty face gleam as she told the same old story again and it seemed with each telling she only had more and more enthusiasm that lit her face up.
What should have been a nice moment between mother and son was just ruined by the outsider. Shinji tried not to be obvious, sneaking looks at Nathan he saw that the strange boy was just staring at the corner. Looking at nothing with a blank and miserable expression on his face, it seemed that Nathan was making a conscious effort not to make eye contact with his mother.
But every once in a while, he would take a glance at Yui, his blank face giving off a small frown just before he quickly turned his head and returned back to staring off at nothing.
"Then after defeating the monsters and enemies of humanity. The brave young prince joined his mother the Queen, at the gates to paradise uniting together once again. Then as one they used their love to open the forbidden gates that behind them held a paradise for all humanity. Then the Queen taking her son the prince, both of them walked through heaven's gates together and gave humanity its' release everyone yearned for.
All physical bodies were lost as everyone's true hearts were released, and every soul joined together as one in harmony and happiness. Then the young prince whose mother had sacrificed so much, finally realized what she was trying to do. And the young prince was happy along with the rest of all humanity. The end."
Yui finished her story with the same satisfied hopeful smile, looking over at the two boys, giving a small amused smile she released a playful sigh. "Well?" she asked stretching the word beyond infinity. She looked at both boys trying to gauge their reactions, but her amusement grew at their shy nature and confused expressions. Her soft eyes just sparkled even more, glowing with that maternal softness.
Sighing she figured either she'd better lead the boys to answering her question, no doubt they were both afraid of getting the answer wrong, afraid to disappoint her, "What did you two think about the story? Specifically, the ending?" She gently asked, trying to calm both of the boys' nerves.
Both sat there silently tilting their heads to the floor as they racked their tiny minds for an answer. Shinji this time hadn't really been paying attention to his mother's story, he was just happy enough to hear his mother's calming voice. He just wished that this time he was paying enough attention to what she said to give her an answer that would make her happy.
Make her happy and have her tell him what a smart boy he was… make her give him some words of kindness and encouragement.
He would never tell his mom afraid of hurting her feelings but he never really found the story satisfying, it's ending had always bothered him and left him with more questions. It left him feeling confused and other funny emotions. To him the ending didn't reflect that same happiness his mother's voice had in it, but he didn't want to hurt her. He figured he'd just stay silent.
But the silence was broken by Nathan, who in a timid voice answered her question. "I liked it… I thought the ending was happy. There was no more unhappiness, nobody felt lonely anymore and the prince was finally able to be back with his mom."
With his mumbled voice, he let his thoughts out into the world, somberly as he looked at the wall with that same trademarked thousand-yard stare. Yui satisfied with the answer beamed at the shy boy, "Yes, that's good Natey. That's nice answer." Smiling at him, hearing those words of praise Nathan's sunk head rose a little and he met her gaze for a few seconds, giving off a small smile.
Already Shinji felt his blood start to boil seeing how happy his mom was making another boy, Shinji watched as his mother gave Natey that same small warming smile that she only seemed to give him. Shinji felt all his anger building up in his body, anger fueled by jealously. Why wasn't his mother focusing her love and attention on him? Why was she focusing on this outsider? Why did he have to speak first?! He could've said something like that if he had wanted to!
Shinji just wanted to lash out, lash out and rebuff Nathan's answer to make him look and feel just as stupid as he was making him feel. To make him feel just as worthless as he made him feel in front of his mother.
"No, the ending wasn't happy! Everybody in it died… or they lost their bodies! How can anyone see that as a happy ending?! You're stupid, you're- "By now Shinji was standing over and lording over Nathan, making the small boy shrink in on himself. But his cries of anger were silenced by his mother.
"Shinji! Don't be rude or make fun of Nathan and his opinion." Her voice was still soft in gentle but firm, however to Shinji's ear it was like the cracking of a whip as if she just yelled at him with enough force in her voice to tear her vocal cords. Finishing admonishing her son, Yui turned her attention back to Nathan, the small boy cowering before Shinji wrapping his arms around his knees burying his face.
Already she could see the boy's face turning red with tears welling up in his eyes. Walking over to him shushing him, she hugged the boy pulling him close to her chest, and once he felt her warm presence around him, he hugged her back burying his face. "The reason he feels this way, the reason why he liked the story so much tells me that he's lonely and in pain. He's hurting Shinji and words like that are just making him feel worse."
She continued to whisper small caring words to Nathan who only could whimper out about how much Shinji hated him, and how much he wanted to go home. But Yui just shushed him and began humming to him in an effort to calm him down. To see his own mother giving treat him with such gentleness and compassion hurt Shinji because it was the same way she would care for him whenever he felt the same way. "That's what's wrong in this world boys… nobody knows how much they can hurt each other. Don't worry honey he didn't mean it."
But to see those feelings that were only meant for him given to someone else reignited that anger. Yui lifted Nathan's head from her chest, wiping away his small tears. He looked slightly panicked by this touch of affection, this attempt at contact but once he felt her arms around him cradle him more, he stopped shying away. As she touched his cheek his eyes locked with hers. "You've had a hard life… haven't you darling?" she said stroking his cheek.
'SO HAVE I! SHOW ME ATTENTION, STOP LOOKING AT HIM, I'M YOUR SON, LOOK AT ME MOM, LOOK AT ME, LOVE ME, ONLY ME LOOK AT ME MOMMY!' Shinji screamed in his mind, he felt tears of his own start to build up as he watched Nathan and Yui continue their moment completely forgetting he existed.
His mother yelling at him, having this newcomer steal his mother away from him, and being made a fool of by Nathan was too much. And now his mom was showing love and care to this new intruder, he couldn't bear to be around them anymore. His hair on his scalp tingled like they were standing up, the little hedgehog wanting to protect himself and roll up to feel safe did what came easiest.
This was the first time ever he felt uneasy in his safe place, feeling his little spine raise up he let out a small sniffle and ran to his room as fast as his short legs would carry him. They wouldn't miss him anyways. Just as he reached his room before he closed the door, he heard Nathan ask quietly if she would read him the story again. Even with the door closed he could still hear his mother's excited voice as she began telling the story again. About how the sky mother who lived in the stars made humanity.
He jumped onto his bed burying his face under his pillow trying to muffle out the world. He didn't know how much time had passed but no one had come to check up on him, how much of the world did he miss by muffling it out. But when Shinji took his head away from the pillow, he was surprised to not hear any voices. Worried that his mom had taken Nathan and the two had gone off and left him, he slowly gathered the courage to open his door and leave his room… quietly making his way to the living room.
Creeping down the hallway, he saw Nathan sitting on his mom's lap. Yui's back was straight as a rod, her smile and eyes as soft and warm as ever giving all her love and attention to Nathan who sat on her lap looking deep into her eyes while she returned his gaze.
He straddled her legs with his own like a cowboy would sit on the saddle of his horse, Yui smiled bouncing her knee up and down making Nathan bob along to her leg.
Giving him a contented smile, Nathan's gaze seemed to intensify. His eyes widening, but his innocent expression melted into an inquisitive look as he raised his eyebrows. It was as if he was trying to deduce some question or some thought had caught his mind and he was trying to rapidly break from that trapped cycle of thought. The strange thing was the way he stared into her face.
It was as if her face hid some answer from him and that… he was almost hypnotized by it. Yui just gently pushed his glasses up his nose and moved a lock of hair behind his ear, letting her fingers trace behind it down his jaw and letting her hand rest on his cheek.
He let out a shudder at her touch and whispered out a shaky gasp as his knees knocked together making a small hollow, thong noise.
Then his hand shot up and rested on her hand, his eyes slowly grew wider as if they were finding their way to the answer he so desperately wanted, as if they were coming upon a life changing realization or that they were on the cusp of recognition like he was greeting a stranger only to remember that they were previously a lifelong friend who had caught him in a crowd.
Clearly Yui had seen this kindling burning in his eyes before Shinji because she leaned closer to him, and with an amused smile full of delight whispered, "Yessss."
In the same fashion and excitement a teacher might have done to a student who was previously struggling with a problem and after the gentlest of nudges had finally figured out the answer and now was praising the student with pride wanting to bolster his confidence and to see the wide smile of success.
Nathan gasped out as realization hit him, his face shifted and held an expression of blank awe, as if she were the first person, he had ever seen but then again very few men could not be swan by the beautiful angel that was Yui Ikari. Smiling at his acknowledgement she leaned forward his eyes shut as Yui kissed his forehead softly, as she pulled away and returned her gaze into his eyes, he rubbed that spot on his head.
Then taking that same hand he placed on the center of Yui's chest in between her breasts, his hand was resting directly over her heart and once he felt its beating, he gasped taking his hand away for a split second. Looking up at her as if asking for permission, she simply smiled and gripping his small hand in hers returned it to its previous resting place.
With his free right hand, he slowly raised it to her cheek, touching and caressing it. At his gesture her eyes shimmered, her beautiful perfect face that not even the best sculptors of Greece or painters of the Renaissance could capture only continued to grow softer and full of joy.
Her emerald eyes shimmering as if she were on the verge of tears but if any tears were able to break free she wouldn't mind shedding them, the look on her face was one that perhaps a woman would only give once in her life, the look she gave once she caught a gaze of her first born child. Why doesn't she ever look at me like that? Did she ever look at me like that? Shinji wondered, silently gasping and weeping, the only noises he made were wet chokes, sniffles and the light tapping of his tears hitting the hard wood floors.
There was just so much raw emotion and adoration the two were giving each other that it crushed poor Shinji's heart.
Yui sighed at Nathan, somehow that breathy gasp echoed in the room and with it felt like the entire atmosphere changed. While staring at Nathan with a smile she absent mindedly caressed her breast. Unbuttoning her shirt, she revealed her bare chest, and Nathan could do nothing but simply stare at them with wide eyes.
She continued to massage her breasts making them bounce slightly, making them seem fuller and more inviting. Nathan watched as she started to rub, pinch, stretch a brown nipple, twirling her fingers around it Yui let out a gasp as it slowly rose and hardened. With each motion she made soft ripples of flesh made her breasts jiggle.
Smiling at him conveying her yearning, Nathan needed no invitation, he latched on. Burying himself in the fleshy cushion, he began to suckle from Shinji's mother. She let out an excited gasp at his eagerness, giggling at his brave action she wrapped her arms around him.
Bringing him in closer as she cooed at him, letting out a muffled almost embarrassed moan or gasp at his gluttonous feeding.
Rocking together, Nathan clung tighter to Yui's chest like a baby kola as she shifted excitedly, her eyes squeezed shut tightly in pleasure at this close connection. Shinji was just turning away from this gutting scene.
It felt like a large hook was lodged in one of his sides and it was being pulled across his stomach. But as he did so he covered his eyes, but his ears unprotected heard the distinct noise of tearing fabric. Unable to not know the source of the noise he looked and saw those rips were coming from Nathan.
Somehow to Shinji's shock the boy was growing, it was unbelievable, but he seemed to be aging rapidly. The boy stretched out of his clothes making them rip as they stretched to impossible lengths. Taut lean muscles grew were nothing, but small pockets of baby fat were still previously.
Yui opening her eyes didn't seem shocked by this new development, by now Nathan had taken his hands and was now cupping her large breasts, slipping his hands underneath them squeezing them and firmly massaging them.
Yui's eyes grew with excitement as she let her hands explore the older boy's new muscles, and then when she ran her hand down Nathan's stomach he stopped suckling for a second as he gasped out at her touch only for her to cup his head with her free hand, pressing it firmer down against her breast where he returned to his previous duty.
Nathan rested his head on her shoulder stopping his feeding he began to rub his forehead against her soft skin sounding exhausted. He took deep breaths in as he wrapped his arms around Yui bringing his young lean body against hers.
Shinji stared at the young Adonis's body that was before him, no longer was a toddler trapping Yui's legs beneath him… now sat a young teen whose body was developed by years of athleticism fueled by the youthful mindset of immortality and idea that he would never age.
By no means did he resembled a body builder with muscles that popped over bones and his whole body, but small groups popped out making him appear lean like a marathon runner. But one thing Shinji noticed was that something new had his mother's attention, he saw her hand traveling up Nathan's body Yui now focused on was a large erection, standing rigidly upright, pulsating as it found itself pointed to her breasts.
Nathan wearily opened his eyes as Yui gazed into his reborn eyes, she gave him a warm smile before she brought the slumping boy's face close to her opening her mouth she kissed him letting her tongue enter his mouth and when it did, he melted into her body, shuddering at her touch. As they parted with strings of saliva coating their lips, she smiled at him bringing him back to her shoulder she playfully flicked his member finding it had no give, smiling at him she kissed him again.
She stared at the boy in amazement, smiling as she took her hands and ran them down his body, the way her eyes beamed with pride was almost the exact same way an artist's eyes would shine once they gaze upon their magnum opus.
Then she began to whisper softly into his ear, Shinji couldn't pick out what words she was giving him in a hushed excited voice, but he did make out a few words.
Such as NEW, OTHER, UNIVERSE, SEED, DESTINY, GODDESS, PERFECT, EXISTENCE, PARADISE.
Whatever she was talking about, it would override her voice with excitement. Nathan's own excitement was growing as he began to nuzzle Yui's neck. Her whispering became low and intimate, with her left hand she ran her fingers through his hair and her right which had been resting on his thigh made its way slowly to his member. As she inched closer, he began to shudder.
Then gently cupping it, she looked into the boy's eyes which burned with lust at her touch, he eagerly nodded to her, then with soft eyes she slipped her tongue into his mouth and began to stroke him. He let out a sharp gasp at her advances, he groaned deeply as she smiled down at him working every inch of skin. As she slowly quickened her pace his breathing became ragged as he gasped out for her. Yui let a prideful smile grow out on her face as she saw the boy's hips rock and grind into her strokes.
He continued to nuzzle her neck, exhausted somehow the boy fought through his lack of energy. He continued groaning as she began to whisper to him again, by now his moans and shudders were getting louder as his hips rocked back and forth. Then as if she knew she closed her eyes then with a loud cry, Nathan arched his back up and then spurted his seed all over her chest.
The boy collapsed onto her legs drained of all energy. He opened his eyes and looked back up at her, she smiled and helped him stand up, then preceded to undress herself letting her clothes fall on the couch.
Shinji seeing those sights had fallen to the floor dry heaving and scratching his eyes until the skin on his face was red and raw. He looked up to see his mother putting her hands on the boy's shoulder bringing him in close, then with hesitation or just exhaustion let his hands run up her taller frame, up her thighs to her butt where he couldn't help but massage them. Smirking at the young teen's lust for her took one of his hands and ran it down the small patch of hair resting above her flower.
Just as his fingers made contact, he gritted his teeth and collapsed into her, as he hugged her deeply his member twitched again spraying his seed to the floor. Then looking up into her eyes she softly put her hand on his cheek, "You're ready now…"
His face panting with confusion stared at her, she smiled simply taking his hand in hers and walked him to her room. The pair walked passed a shivering Shinji, not even bothering to acknowledge him.
Walking into her room Shinji followed he watched as his mother slowly made her way to the floor, bringing down him along with her. "Are you ready to join with me Natey?" she asked spreading her legs wide and with her fingers spread her entrance offering herself to him. Silently nodding to her, he crawled atop her and then taking his reenergized member with his hand slipped into her glistening entrance both parties moaning as they bonded. Yui quickly shut her eyes as that primal knowledge hidden deep in Nathan's mind took over his body and he placed his hands on either side of Yui's head and bracing himself.
He began thrusting, crying out Yui wrapped her legs around the teen's waist and with each thrust pulled him in closer and deeper with her own being. She cupped her breasts, squeezing them as Nathan sped his motions up.
"Mom what are you doing?! You can't do this! Mommies don't do this!" Shinji shouted cupping his head, staring at the pair he saw Yui raise herself up right and using her older bigger body forced the boy on his back, he cupped her breasts as she bounced up and down over his waist. She brought him closer to her chest, and biting her lip brought his mouth back to her chest letting him choose which one to suckle from. Shinji tried to cover his ears as the sound of flesh colliding grew louder and louder, the wet smacking as the two beings continued to bond their bodies.
With each bounce her voluptuous chest and butt jostled, from her forceful movements and each movement made her depths grow tighter around Nathan who squeezed his eyes shut and increased his movements tenfold.
Pulling away from Natey a sly smile came over the busty mother's face, now on her hands and knees she presented her backside to him. Looking over her shoulder she nodded eagerly, propping himself up on one knee he gripped her waist and with a sharp thrust reconnected their bodies. Gripping her large fleshly backside, he shuddered as he worked his hips, collapsing to her elbows Yui's back side raised.
This only fueled his lust for her as he wrapped his body around her's, his stomach resting on her back and gripping her breasts, massaging them he playfully nibbled her ear making her cry out in pleasure as she slipped a hand in between her legs to massage herself. She fought her body's shuddering as pleasure overtook her mind and raising herself up, she twisted her torso looking Nathan in the eye and with one arm she brought his face closer to hers, closing her eyes she firmly pressed his lips against hers and kissed him. Before she had to let go of him once again using her hands to brace her body.
Just as his mother's cries were becoming unbearable, he saw that she started to glow a ghostly white, it was as if the color was draining from her being, her hair seem to shorten and turn blue, she squeezed her eyes shut. Her breasts began to shrink, becoming more smaller and firmer, her butt shrank in as her back curved more nearing her hour-glass waist.
Her skin grew as white as milk, and her deeper grown up voice, became smaller, softer and a higher pitch. Just as she started to cry out about being "there" she brought Nathan's head up to her face, her young teen face with a small sharp nose opening their eyes he saw that Nathan's hair had turned into an odd silver or light grey charcoal color, his own eyes had changed as well.
Both cried out at once and from the spot where they both connected his seed poured out of her and she called out to him once more before her body spasmed trying to grab him and pull him into her own being, as he removed himself Shinji saw that he had finished within her and planted his seed in her body marking this newly transformed young teen Yui being as his own.
But the thing that stabbed at his heart shocking him awake covered in sweat and coughing up sick onto his shirt was the eyes of his younger mom, even after he woke up being kicked out of the dream world, he still saw those two red ruby eyes.
