Hello, my readers happy late valentines day, so sorry for leaving you hanging I had a bad last 2 weeks My oldest just turned 3, my grandmother died, and my nerves have been shot by stress, and I've needed much deserved reprive. Good news to hear: Netflix is thinking about a season 6, who knows if season 5 ends up sucessful after we see the first half of the season, we might just hear season 6 getting the green light! I am so looking forward to the new characters. I saw on facebook Tom Ellis(Lucifer) with Debbie Gibson singing Bradly Cooper and Lady Gaga's shallow, I was blown away. I wish there was a full version it would be awsome.

I know I ended up changing the title, I kinda felt this is much better, because well, simply, Lucifer's seen the world change and grow each visit, and many people to make deals with, Perhaps Lucifer has a secret affinity for the laid back country life, I'm sure hes been around small towns that are like something out of Walker Texas Ranger, humanity started out living the country life building a home, farming crops, raising animals, before the slow advances of time. After all durring season 4's superbad boyfriend Lucifer was watching the Dukes of hazzard enjoying the show brought part of the inspiration.

If you really think about it, Selene's kinda like his very own real life Daisy Duke. I am in process of writing a season 3 episode 26 style Once a pon a time epside story. Although one thing between both this and the alternate time line story thats the same is Selene doesn't take well to handsy perverts in her bar, then again what woman would really tollerate any kind of sexual harassment from customers at a job.

In other news: this story is coming to a close there will be 4 more chapters left the next episode style chapter after this one. I will be reworking the chapter where Lucifer took a trip with Selene back to her family's Ranch, I feel like I could have done better with that chapter. in light of this news I will be posting the last few chapters once a month, I want to make sure everything comes out perfect. I donno about the rest of you but I just realized this that this pairing has a perfect shipping name Morningwood (Lucifer Morningstar X Selene Haywood) LMFAO a fitting pun for how much sex jokes/ puns/ refences is used in the series and I've come up with the brilliant sex joke couples pairing. #TeamMorningwood for all who love this Lucifer X OC pairing.

Ok, Ok, let's get Back to the story! P.S I apologize if theres a few errors, I have fixed all that I've taken notice, I hope I can have some more Postive reviews I don't need anything to ruin my day I'm going though enough as it is with the negative and harshness of my work, I ain't perfect, this is just a old hobby for me to get back into, this story might not be perfect either, but I put my heart out into writing again, more of a therapudic aspect to give me a chance to escape reality for some me time while my kids are sleeping.

2 days has gone by Selene was having a typical normal day by herself, baking homemade cookies and cream, chocolate chip, and sugar cookies. She enjoys finding a day to get in that baking mood making sure she has everything she needs to bake, after deciding what to bake this time she was in the mood for cookies to bake no less her favorites. Selene had put her phone on her bluetooth speaker playing her music while she got baking done, so far no flare ups, but it would only be a matter of time before that happens again. Her inner emotions began to fight each other over what shes going to do about her situation, she had to choose her path carefully even though she felt her life is ruined enough what more could she sacrafice.

Just as Selene got the next batch of cookies in the oven, her phone went off making her clean up her hands, saw it was Dawn then answered it. "Hey girl what's up?" she asked as her happy face went into a displeased look," No, no, it's fine I'm not seeing Lucifer tonight anyway he started acting weird yesterday not sure why." Selene hated to lie but she had to figure out the right time to bring her into her crazy world she's in now. Selene sighed nodding,"Yeah I'm just baking some cookies I'm almost done and I will be up." Selene hung up and sighed another early day at work, if she didn't love her job owning a bar she would hate it so much.

Right now her heart has been hating herself over the fact that she lied, keeping secrets from Lucifer, and she had no idea what to do or how to break it to him. She realized she was just trying to prevent what is most obviosly fear everyone could relate too, 'the break up' a fear most people develop when they get in their first relationship. Selene was use to let downs that now a 'break up broken heart' can get added to her list of things to have experienced in life, she sighed and figured to get to work on prompting what to say to Lucifer hoping to not breakdown infront of him. All this weighed down stress was taking its toll on her again or it would be her time of the month, she had to check her peroid callender on her phone.

She couldn't predict what mood she will end up in so she had to calculate that into her plans, she was due for her peroid soon as in a few days. Without meaning to Selene's hands sparked while she was frustrated with everything and at the flick of her wrist, a shadow bolt shot at her makeshift liqour bottle lamp, shattering the bottle part making Selene jump and cringe," Well, least I saved up spare bottles incase of breaking." she said processing what had just happened. Selene stood there registering what she just saw happen, she felt heated tears threaten to spill from her eyes, she has little time left before she lives her first heart break. What is that gonna affect her power anyway? Is she gonna become dangerous?

Her anxiety skyrocketed beyond it's limits, Selene fell to her knees and broke down sobbing and hyperventalating. She felt like there was no way she could handle keeping her celestial power under control, let alone the pain she was going to live with having to hurt Lucifer, and breaking her own heart. Selene spent a half hour crying her eyes out before calming down taking the time to breath, she had to stiffen up and figure out how her power works, memories flooded her mind back to meeting father Kinley the first time. Realizaton hit her when she actually was paying attention but did tune out the crazy preist, 'Ah so your the one. Yes, I can sence it your power will be awakeing soon' rang through her head thinking it was a act.

She groaned feeling really supid for not realizing sooner made her feel worse then she already was. She needed to have a stiff drink so she went off into the kitchen to grabbed a bottle, she took the cap off and drank straight from the bottle. She knew she was crazy to do such a thing, but if people knew what she deals with they would drink like this as well Selene had to keep a eye on the last batch of cookies she has in the oven. She put away the cooled cookies in their container so there was room for the fresh batch to come out of the oven, she snuck a still warm yet cookie, she needed to have a sugar boost after having a anxiety attack like she did and clean herself up for work. Selene figured to pratice control and explore her limits another day when she can focus, her mind was a jumbed mess with emotions she is sorting though.

When it was time for work Selene pushed all thoughts aside cleaning her face up and made her way off to work, she had to focus on work she couldn't let her emotions and everything get the best of her. She kept repeating to herself that she is strong and can do this, she walked into work with confidence to focus on work. Lucky for her today seemed to be a steady night then a wild packed to point you can't move, Selene danced and sang with pride untill 2 hours into the party, things went very wrong. The next song played and a fight started to break out, Selene swapped out with Jennette to dance on the bar while she went to break the fight up. As Selene got closer the fight got bigger to the point where she was getting mauled by the growing fight, Dawn saw this and had no choice but to turn on the sprinklers when she saw Selene struggling to get back to everyone behind the bar.

"What the hell is going on with people today?" Dawn asked as they all ducked from a flying chair, the girl's had to make their way to the back room for safety and locked themselves in ."I don't know but this is bad. We're gonna be shut down for a while once eveything calms down smart thinking with saving the money." Selene said looking at her phone debating to call Lucifer or even Chloe for help. Selene wondered if she should send out a SOS even though Lucifer would drop everything to come to her rescue if she was in trouble. At the same time she couldn't bare to look at Lucifer she wondered if this was her doing, a new powerful ability. She was ready to get use to hermit life at this point, guilt struck her feeling that this is all her fault and she was going to need to do some research on the moon goddess.

She sighed wondering if her life can get any worse as she tried to remain calm and focus on control over herself and her new powers, this was going to be a long struggle for her to deal with on her own. Soon the chaos in the Coyote Lounge got quiet after a hour, Selene poked her head out to find the place empty and completely trashed, she sighed as she was going to clean up the place with her crew. Things wern't too bad there was knocked out people, few broken chairs, tables, decorations, glasses, bottles, ect, but it was enough to be closed for a while to clean up and get new tables and chairs. Luckily, Selene saved up money just incase of emergency, so she had to make sure to go to transfer money on to her store card. "Alright let's get this place cleaned up spotless and please be careful with the glass." everyone did as they were ordered as they all got to cleaning up the area removing all the knocked out people and broken furnature first, she took pictures to post up on her social media of the tragic aftermath of a massive bar fight.

Selene forgot for a second that Lucifer was on her Wobble just as she already had the pictures uploaded with the caption 'Aftermath of chaos that broke out in my bar, so much to clean up I'm so sad we are gonna be closed for a while.' she had a gut feeling Lucifer would see far too late for her to delete made her panic. She knows she will get a earful for not calling out for help, let alone come rushing right to her bar from where ever he was to make sure she was ok. Selene wasn't looking forward to seeing him the gut instincts made her nervous that she was starting to have a an anxiety attack,"Guy's if Lucifer shows up I'm not here I had to give a guest a ride home in their car." She swiftly got cleaning making sure to clean up the floor area good, she had to take inventory to calculate how much money she was going to put on the store account card.

If Selene wasn't stressing before she was now, as she was doing stress cleaning, one type of cleaning her cousin's know all to well from her, as they all worked hard wake people to clean the place up. A majority of the knocked out people came to, dazed and confused what happened, they all left, mostly soberish to drive. Selene was having the strange gut feeling Lucifer was close by so she furiously cleaned up the mess, she wanted to get alot of the work done quick to hide from Lucifer. It wasn't like she was scared of him or anything she was just advoiding him as much as possible, but more so to not have a broken heart. What she didn't know is that Lucifer did show up to the bar, Selene's gut feeling got stronger and she stopped cleaning and darted off to lock herself up somewhere safe from him.

Lucifer walked into the bar that's sign say's closed and saw the mess with his own eyes,"Looks like a party got really wild up in here." He said looking around as Dawn smiled, "Hello, Lucifer, and yes things got really out of hand I'm afraid, Selene was caught in the middle of the fight that was small, then got too much for her to handle." Dawn said as Jennette piped up,"Oh, it was just horibal, it went on for a hour, we all hid in the backroom and locked it." Lucifer had a look of concern and seriousness,"Did you happen to see anything strange go on? Something that would have made them act out?" He asked as Dawn thought about it,"Mmm ,no, no I can't say I have I mean, Selene has been doing her normal performance and we were doing our thing when the fight broke out for no reason." Dawn said as Jenette nodded to what Dawn had said.

"It's true, Selene had a hard time making her way back to us, She's alright but not here right now she had to take a drunk home." Jennette said with her poker face as Lucifer bought it,"Ah, well how unfortuate. I have been worried that she hasn't been in contact with me. Just so happens I was near by when I was looking at wobble while on a case, shame I missed her." he said sounding disapointed as Selene herd everything. She sighed able to relax her guard some, she felt so guilty hiding from Lucifer, but she had to struggle with her anxiety for control over herself before more people end up hurt. She stayed hidden listening to Lucifer talking to her cousins, she hated herself acting like this she summoned up the courage and opened up the door acting like she had just returned and Lucifer noticed she looked a complete sleepless mess.

"Ah, there you are darling, are you alright?" he asked as Selene smiled at him,"Oh. I'm fine. Pefectly fine, just a crazy night that got way out of hand." she sighed looking around,"The way this place looks untill we get replacement were gonna be closed for a while." Jen said to Selene as she nodded dissapointed,"Ah, well, it can't be helped. Besides ya'll deserve a vacation just as much as I have enjoyed mine, and I am glad for this really I would rather see ya'll have a break after we get this cleaned up, go home, I'll lock up here and enjoy your vacation." Jen nodded smiling and went back to cleaning leaving Selene and Lucifer to talk," Alright Selene you can drop the act tell me the celestial mortal was here and did this." Selene shrugged notexactly sure,"This is a typical bar fight, Lucifer,that turned into a mob fight I got caught up in trying to stop." she advoided eye contact with him.

Lucifer got suspcious of her hiding something, he didn't bother to pry untill she felt ready to say something of her own free will. "Then I shall take my leave from here, at least your alright, next time call if things get out of hand." he said giving her a kiss before leaving she nodded,"Right, I will." she went back to cleaning up the mess as Lucifer left. Dawn grinned at Selene,"Girl, your so lucky to have such a hot ass boyfriend, ooh I can't wait for him to be fam-" Selene covered Dawn's mouth shushing her ,"Please, don't go there. You sound like mamaw and she was worse on our visit, he enjoyed himself of course pritty boy helped me take care of the horses while Colt was in the hospital with dad." Dawn looked quite surpised to hear the news,"I'll explain what happened later let's just focus on gettting this place cleaned up," Selene went back to work not really wanting to get all hopeful about Lucifer she had to get in contact with Amenadiel soon as she finishes up cleaning.

After All the work was done Selene headed on out to her house to meet with Amenadiel and Linda, smoking a THC vape along the way to get high while driving. After all the stress of having to clean up a mess and shut down the bar for a while, she was hating this streak of bad luck she was having. She was emotionally exausted at this point when she got into her drive way, she got out of the jeep after turning it off, grabbing her things in the porcess to take inside, got her house key ready. She apporached the door, unlock it, enters leaving it unlocked for Linda and Amenadiel to talk to them without Maze looming. Selene had rushed to get comfortable making sure to have enough drinks to offer that she had made up in empty half gallon lableless tea containers. She had to be a good hostess while trying to keep herself together.

She was expecting them to arrive in a hour, she felt really bad for bothering Linda and Amenadiel as late as it was, but it was a emergency, she needed somone to help her before she completely looses her mind again. It wasn't long after Selene had everything set up, the door belle rang she rushed over to open the door for them,"Thank you both sooo much for coming, please come in,"She smiled as they entered her house Linda was waddling with her in the third trimester of her pregency. Selene closed the door and escorted them to the kitchen,"I'm so sorry to have bothered you two, I really wouldn't otherwise if it wasn't important, but this is a emergency...a big one." She said to them with sinserity in her tone, "Nonsence. What seems to be the problem?" Linda asked as she sat down ready to listen along with Amenadiel.

Selene poured herself a stiff drink of whiskey, "Well, you remeber when I mentioned I was having halucinations? last time I seen you, and given my history of head tramas I'm bound to experience hallucinations." Selene said as she took a sip of her drink with a big gulp. "Yes, That is true what about it?" Linda said as Amenadiel was curious to know what was wrong. Selene sighed putting her glass down,"I'm afraid that...I'm not halucinating guys...see...this is what is wrong..." She set up a empty glass bottle, Linda and Amenaidel watched her confused untill they saw her hands spark and she shot a shadow bolt at the bottle and it shattered, this left them completly shocked. Selene's eys glowed silver, Amenadiel was shocked at the sight of what she did but what her eyes were doing, Remy was right and here the mortal vessel was infront of him this whole time.

"Oh My God!" Linda exclaimed,"You have celestial powers.. your the one we have been searching for." Selene bit her bottom lip and nodded,"Yes..., and I'm like trying to keep it together, really I am," Selene was on the verge of breaking completely. "But I just can't do it. All my life I've been living as a human, I believed to be human, now I don't know what I am." Linda was going to need to think about this really good to help her friend out, Amenadiel was completely dumbfounded by this while Selene cleaned up her mess. "I think I have managed to control this, I mean I think I got everything figured out as the come." She said breaking the silence between the 3 of them. Selene felt ashamed of what she had shown them, but they were her trusted friends, she wish she could tell this to Lucifer, but out of love for him she was protecting him even if deep down she knew she can't hide this forever from him.

She could only hope that he would understand when she was ready to tell him, for being a lie detector she knew he had to have known she was hiding something. The fact that she is the keeper of the goddesss's moon power, this whole mess was breaking her to the point she broke infront of Amenadiel and Linda snifffling,"I don't know what to do, I'm so scared of this what I'm going though right now. I wanna tell Lucifer, but if I do its going to hurt him, but I'm not gonna have much of a choice." She sobbed fighting back the tears that streamed down her face. "Selene, If I know anything about Lucifer, is that he cares for you more then you realize, yes this is going to hurt him, but I will make sure he understands you did this out of love, because that is what you are doing protecting somone you love, I'll do the best I can to help him though this." Linda said as Amenadiel nodded,"Right, and I will help you with this Selene, I owe you after all for helping me out a few years back when we met." He said as Selene had to think back to remeber and then it hit her,"Yes! Yes, your right I completely forgot, with everything going on in my life that I got involved in has just been crazy."

Selene smiled even if she looked a messs blowing in a tisue,"May I get you both anything, I made lemonade and sun tea this morning as well as some cookies." They both nodded,"Sun tea and cookies would be nice."They said in union as they didn't wan't to hurt their friend, they knew now Selene needed them more then ever. Selene was greatful for her circle of friends she had made living in LA, She was free to break down infront of them to get out some of her feelings, She needed to after all the time she had bottled up herself, the cork had to pop, and right now Selene was doing just that being a poped corked bottle expressing her feelings to them. Linda and Amenadiel both knew this was going to be a rough road to deal with Lucifer when he finds out the truth about Selene, "I know I will have to tell him sometime and I will, but I need to cope with this first before I go and tell Lucifer I'm what we are looking for, It's going to devistate him for sure, I don't wan't this prophecy to come bwtween us, yet...it's going to."

She sniffled Linda put her hand on her's,"Don't you worry Selene, we won't let this come between you and Lucifer, I'm glad to know our son's auntie Selene is going to be a great role model for our son, because you're strong even if you feel like you completely broken, you're not broken at all." Amenadiel said trying to reassure her that they are with her. "Thank you both, really, I just...I don't know what to do with myself now...at the same time I feel like I should just give things a chance, but I'm not sure if I really want to...I'm scared of what might happen if I can't handle such power. I'll be seen as a threat if I can't control it I rather not find out the outcome of that." Selene said as she downed her drink and did a refill of whiskey. "Selene, these's are normal fear's to have, but you must believe in yourself that you can control your newly awaken powers." Linda said as Selene nodded she grabbed out a wash cloth and got it wet and cleaned herself up with it.

"I really do hope I can do so, I don't wan't to hurt Lucifer, and if I have to live with that painful guilt seeing his heart break infront of me I don't think I could bear it. Then I have no other options." Selene sighed getting them drinks they requested and handng them off. Selene went on to think about Lucifer and how he made her feel with and without sex,"You leave Lucifer to us, he cares about you much more then he let's on Selene, as if your his first love." Selene froze forgetting the first love part of the prohecy. "R-Really? He...cares for me that much, I know he enjoys being around me and I really wasn't- ok I hoped that I would get with Lucifer, but I didn't exactly expect to, I'm just not ready to have my heart broken when I found somone who makes me really happy. Someone I can really have fun with and been in love with. I know it's a normal part of life, but I care for his feelings," Selene said as she tried to be normal again.

"This is gonna be all new to him he won't know what to do with himself, I'm worried he's going to act out in a negative sort of way." Amenaidel understood the fact she should be worried, he knew Lucifer all too well after all that has happened to them while living here on earth, between dealing with their brother Uriel, their mother the Godess of all Creation. Then their was Cain, Adam and Eve's immortal cursed son who was now mortal and killed by Lucifer. Linda gave Selene a sympathedic look, as her son started to wiggle around and get kick happy, Selene smiled seeing the kicks happen in Linda's tight yet loose materity blouse. Selene put her hand on her stomach,"Don't get too roudy in there little one, show your mommy some mercy tonight, I'm sorry to have caused a disturbance to your slumber." Selene said in a soothing tone rubbing Linda's belly, it wasn't long untill the baby had calmed down.

"Wow, I think he went back to sleep." Linda said impressed and recalled the mythology of the Moon Goddess being the Goddess of Childbirth, it made sence since she eased up the pain of her son moving around, she was excited to get to hold her baby, but many worries about raising a half angel baby still. "Listen, Selene, we are going to help you through this, Linda can take care of Lucifer, I'm sure he is gonna need her more then ever once you do tell him about this." Amenadiel said as she nodded,"I know you will, I know Lucifer would do so as well, we don't exactly know how I'm sopose to release evil being around Lucifer, that part I don't understand. What is the deffinition of evil for this prohecy and how am I sopose to release it? If I knew this much I would make sure to never let it happen."

Amenaidel looked at her with straight face,"If I know anything it's that Lucifer is going to get hurt,yes, but I know he will find a way to help you, dispite the situation I don't know what Father has planned for you or Lucifer, I have faith that you both can over come this." Amenadiel said putting his hand on her shoulder. Selene nodded knowing she beleive Lucifer would do that, she was feeling better now that she had two people to confied in. "Please don't tell Lucifer about this it's only right and my place to tell him." She said speaking with confidence as she calmed down. "Good, I'm glad to hear you know what you need to do, think carefully on what to say to him. We all knw he has been hurt before, so this won't be so foreign to him, but I can see why he has taken to you. Your different to him in ways he doesn't understand, yet he speaks highly of you like the things you talk about when your together," Linda said being reassuring to Selene.

"He is about to have a emotional roller coaster ride and so are you, because of the choice you had to make to do this. We won't let Lucifer do something stupid over this." Amenadiel nodded he felt really bad for Selene, to end up being the vessel for the light of the moon. He felt Father really set her on a difficult path...but what exactly is that path? Is she sopose to prove something? What kind of path she is going to be pushed on? This whole thing made him unsettled wondering just what Father's intentions were pinning Lucifer and Selene together then hurting them. The idea alone was just too crule to interfear with this 'love' the humans feel for others. He also felt sorry for his brother for what he is about to go though, he knows he's going to put on the tough guy act, but he knows his brother better then anyone.

"I hate this, the fact I feel like my whole life has been one big lie. To think all this time I'm some ordinary, nobody of a human, now*scoffs* I don't even know what I am." Selene said flatly feeling emotionless as she looked so tired. They both understood and had already started planning on how to deal with Lucifer,"You know what? Why don't we call up the ladies tomarrow and have a sleep over, you got like plenty of rooms in this lovely place, you and the others can drink, I'll just have a non alcohalic drink."Selene sighed and agreed to the idea," Yeah I think that would be a good idea, though someone gotta keep Lucifer away." She said then suddenly felt stupid the answer was right infront of her. Amenadiel. "I'll handle Luci I would actually like to take this time to enjoy a drink with him one last time before fatherhood takes over my life." Amenadiel said knowing all to well he was gonna be spending alot of time with his son more then anyone else.

They still haven't settled on a name for him yet after agreeing to go with a more earthly name since he will be raised on earth. They sat and talked with Selene for 2 hours since they got there just letting Selene vent and speak her mind on everything that has happened to her, before they left her alone for the rest of the night. Selene looked at her phone and wondered if she should send Lucifer a message or not, then did so anyway telling him she was fine and good night, when he responded with a good night back she closed out all open tabs and turned off her phone screen. She finished up with what she wanted to finish before heading up to bed, knowing this throws off her schedual balance with work now that the bar is had too much free time now and not know what to do with it untill her new tables and chairs arrive that she ordered, and the bill's paid up for in advance, and have secret training with Amenadiel. She trusted Amenadiel to help her understand how they are intuned with her and to use and control them, He is still a angel after all no better choice to pick as a teacher. Selene finished off her drink, lit up a joint, turned off all lights as she made her way upstairs to bed.

The next day, Selene was excited to have a girl's night, she had to do alot of prepping to do, so she got right to work with her chores after a cup of coffee. Selene had to make sure she would have enough to make dinner for the girl's tonight after she figures out what to make everyone first. She ended up texting Lucifer with a good morning message, trying to keep some normalcy with herself what she really needed was a date night out with Lucifer, but going out with him is just too risky. Still, she kept up her texting him as if all was normal not that she knew what it was anymore. In the chaotic world that is going though her mind was inching ever to the point of being ready to be put in a cell. She had thought about putting herself away before once she knew who Lucifer actually was, but her irrational brain from the shell shocking truth was really to blame. Yet, her love for him won over the fozen fear she felt up her spine.

Selene lit up a joint and got right to pulling out the horses to let them roam the yard while she cleaned the stalls and set the buckets up for them. When the work was done, Selene had to make sure plans were still happening with Linda and everyone else. Chloe was a no for the party that left Ella and Maze a yes, only cause Maze has gotten super protective of Linda since she was close to her due date, and alcohal was going to be involved. Selene knew Chloe would be too buzy to go out to drink, plus she has a daughter to spend time with, so it was understandable and Selene hit it off great with Ella they have become close. Selene was still trying to get comfortable with Maze, dispite that she is a demon, they have started to get along when they see each other. Meanwhile, Lucifer was not going into work today due too nothing but boring paperwork for Chloe. He had woken up to the message of him having the day off because she wanted to catch up on paperwork.

It worked well into Lucifer's favor, since he did want to have a day for himself. He was on his way to Selene's house, he was missing her when she wasn't with him at Lux, even waiting in his penthouse for their meet ups. He still can't understand why she hasn't come around since her bar closed, it was quite concerning since she hoped to have more time to hang out. He hoped Selene was home and not out riding, now that she is able to give more attention to her horses. He figured that is what she had to be doing right now. Not long after he arrived Lucifer herd music coming from the back of her house, meaning she had to been out back with the horses or just enjoying the lovely LA sunshine by her pool. He grinned at the idea of catching her sunbathing in a bikini by the pool, he made his way around the back to not find Selene the way he hoped, but a much bigger surprise. She was barrel racing in the pratice pen with Nilla.

He never thought he would be seeing her old rodeo passion going again, she was so focused on what she was doing to acknowlage Lucifer was there watching, he wondered if she might have decided to go back into the rodeo again making him concerned for her sake. He had to make his presence known to throw her off her focus,"Once a Rodeo star always a Rodeo star am I right?" He grinned when she turned her head at him and stopped her horse then dismounded Nilla, "Why are you here Luce?" He had a look that said something was wrong. "I've been worried about you, I barely see you and I wonder if it was me, with you know you knowing me." Selene looked at him after he answered her question she let out a sigh. "Oh, Lucifer it's got nothing to do with you at all, don't think you did anything wrong, I just got alot going on for me thats all."She rolled her eyes.

She felt her heart ache for him, but was hiding it well with her acting skills. "Well, Even if I did perhaps jump to conclusions on things, still, I know I have been giving alot of my guests much more attention then I do you and for that I am sorry. You're amazing with your bright smile and your energy is something else I can see it every time I'm at your bar, the energy you put off differs to songs you sing," he said to her as she listened to him it made her heart ache to hear sweet words like this. Selene had to distract herself, by making herself a hot toddy, she walked away from Lucifer even if he was still talking as she gathered what she needed for her hot whiskey drink. "I should have appreciated you more, but yet I haven't really been do-" Selene turnned around and cuts him off.

"Luce, I'm not the kind of woman to be always needing your attention, we both have seperate lives that are just blending together. You are a consultant for LAPD and night club owner, all I am right now is just a bar entertainer nothing more nothing less." She tried to reassure him everything with them is perfectly fine,"It's to be expected your going to be quite busy with the police, you never know when you gotta go and catch the criminal. I would love nothing more to enjoy your company longer, but I got things to do." she decided to start pusing him out the door, his jaw dropped in surprise. His own girlfriend is kicking him out of her house. "Now just wait a minute, darling, I have come to spend time with you and I intend to do Just that. You're stressed about something if your in a rush like this." he said blantly.

Selene sighed and stopped pushing Lucifer out,"Yes, I am stressed, no I don't need to tell you it dosen't concern you at all it's my burden. I know you care,but just this once it's not about you. Some things I just need to figure out an handle on my own." she knew the look on his face had concern but she was a strong willed independent woman and he knew that. "Well if your sure then, if you need anything at all you know where to find me and call me." Selene nodded, she was trying to remain calm but Lucifer's presences was getting her railed up. She walked him out he was dissapointed to not get to spend any time with her not so busy anymore with her bar closed. He knew something was wrong or she was hiding something he had to find out something, so he drove off to seek out his brother for information.

That night Selene had the house ready just in time for everyone to arrive for the girls night party, Selene had already been drinking so she was a tad tipsy already. Linda as senced something was wrong, it wasn't long ago when Lucifer showed up looking for Amenadiel, she put two and two together and didn't say anything just yet, least not infront of everyone else at the party. Maze had already made herself at home along with Ella as Selene had left them be to pull out dinner.

"Mmmm what is that that smells so good?" Ella asked practicly drooling sniffing the air Selene smiled from the kitchen,"Shepards pie casserole, with butter noodles and broccoli, and for desert Peach moonshine pie...and yes you can still taste the alcohal." Selene grinned. Linda was already drooling,"Oh, that sounds really good you really went all out haven't you?" she asked Selene as she shurgged,"Eh I had hard time picking and choosing what to cook for everyone, alot of my wonderful southren dishes I'd have to collect some of the ingredients from the wild and be up all night cooking I felt this was much more simple to cook after all I kept the baby in mind and doubled up making two baking dishes of casserole so you can eat to your hearts content."

Everyone did just that and ate their fill of the cooked dinner made for them, now that they had their fill of food it was time to drink. Selene gave them free range to raid her Liqour shelf and get started on drinking. Linda pulled Selene to the side to talk to Selene,"Are you ok?" She had to ask knowing Selene was already tipsy and baked off the weed she was getting ready to light up after pulling a joint out of her pack of smokes. "Linda I'm fine...I think...I donno...I saw Lucifer today...I was so so close to coming out and just tell him I'm not what either of us thought I was. A ordinary human...I'm trying to cope, really I am, " Selene said lowly so no one could here,"I try to not think about it I mean this is a really really hard pill to swallow knowing the truth about myself. Everything I thought I knew about myself...and here...I have powers which so far I'm surpised I've had no flare ups I guess what ever emotion its tied to its supressed what ever ability I could end up unleashing."

Linda held her hand and smiled at her,"I know its hard, I can't possibly Imagine...on the other hand I'm pregant with a half human child...something I've never saw coming. Look, The point is your doing a great job so far keeping yourself together. Not many women are willfully strong like you, look at all you been though though your life, you competed in a risky dangerous sport like the Rodeo, you have been strong though Tori's murder, knowing the truth about Lucifer and Amenadiel, I get having powers can be quite frightning, but instead of just denieing the truth you embraced and took the chance to figure things out and learn to all that you can do. That Selene is progress."

Selene sighed as she took a hit from her weed joint, "It's not like I have much of a choice, I have to get a handle on them before I loose control in public then what? The MIB gonna come in here and do a memory wipe and take me into custody like I'm some facinating alien creature delete my existiance, change my name like I'm in some type of whitness protection and recruit me." Her voice dripped with sarcasum Selene scoffed,"I think I'd much perfer having my powers taken from me and my memory wiped of even ever knowing I had them. I do fear how this night is going to go..but so far my powers are behaving concidering it's night time and my powers rule the moon, so it's only fair they will be stronger at night then the day. I do try to exersise my powers so that i don't loose control and hurt someone, but now I feel I can protect myself and I'm doing it for my nephew so he knows hes not alone while getting use to his powers who knows maybe he won't have any powers at all or wings for that matter if you concider genetics and all the dominant and recesive genes.."

"Mmmm I sopose you could be right, I didn't think about that..."Linda said recalling Amenadiel mortal powerless and wingless when they first got together but got his, wings back after Charlotte Richards died. "Hey Haywood! What kind of drink is in this jug?" Maze called out holding it up,"That's my family's peach moonshine whiskey, go ahead have a taste it's really good." She said to Maze. Selene smiled she felt good, content even to have such awsome friends here in Los angeles, it made a world of difference, since she didn't have many friends back in Nashville that would been loyal enough to move out to LA with her and help with the bar besides her family of cousin's looking for a fresh start in their life.

A fresh start, a dream Selene mamaged to acheive with blood sweat and tears, and alot of advertizing with street performing, She didn't mind street performing even if it was to end up earning some money unintentionally in the end, but still she let LA see her firey passion on the streets and even more fire on a real stage, at her bar with her cousin's playing live cover songs that she sings. Belting out strong powerful notes and soft and gentel, she played and sang every song note for note even the notes done from live concerts. Her playlist was picky cause she only save songs she really likes. Maze and Ella had some of the moonshine,"My god this is amazing Selene! it's sooo peachy." Ella said having some more Maze sighed,"Yep...awsome stuff.." Selene was proud of her family's whiskey, it was home made and legal since it came from her family's distillery.

"I think it's time I joined in on the drinking, sometime after you have your new little one and are well enough to enjoy yourself and have a drink,I'll drink with you. Or we can drink after you get home kinda a well deserved alcohalic dri- er..well that depends on how you plan to raise your baby breast or bottle or pump and bottle," Selene said to Linda ,"My personal opinion get a breast pump. It will help relive the pain and swelling from having all full of milk, and it's a money saver to use and store. Not everyone can breast feed, I think its easier to use a bottle because then you know they are getting a proper amount for their tiny bellies. I've seen it alot by dealing with new mother clients if you stock up on enough breast milk you can reward yourself with some alcohal then your be good, but that is totally up to you don't let anyone tell you otherwise, advice is good thing but take the advice and get creative with it all kids are different."

Linda chuckled"All this coming from a horse trainer." Selene chuckled along with her"Yeah, I do pay attention to adults while growing up when they're carrying friend's baby siblings and what they talk about, that's one of my gifts seem like I'm not paying attention but at same time I am, when it comes to conversations, anything else I can be quite not all there like I am now, I don't know what my future holds or which way should I go to move forward, I want to move forward with my life I just...don't know right now. I didn't really have high hopes for the best man to come in my life, turn into a heart breaking nightmare." Selene huffed,"I'm pritty much a lost soul right now that needs to be found."

Selene got up to grab herself a stiff drink, she was out to get drunk but she did bring Linda a non alochalic drink so she didn't feel left out. The rest of the night they played just dance games and kereokie while Linda and Maze was the only sober ones was laughing and having a good time.