As soon as the Captain and Mila caught their breath, they both got up from the cold, hard floor and began to dress again. The Captain didn't have a mirror in his office, so Mila couldn't see what she looked like. She smoothed her wild waves as best she could and hoped that she looked normal. The Captain, on the other hand, went back to his stoic demeanor. The energy surrounding him was different however, more relaxed she thought.
"What did you mean?" The Captain's voice broke the silence between them, he finished buttoning his shirt.
Mila gave him a confused look as she re-did the clasps on her harness, "About what?"
Captain Levi fixed the collar of his shirt as he sat back down at his desk, "You told me not to worry about releasing inside you. Why was that?"
Mila felt strange, as if she was having an out of body experience. She'd just had sex with the man she loved. Why did she feel like she needed to return to her perfect soldier facade?
"I'm barren, sir." She winced as she said the word sir.
Levi almost rolled his eyes at her propriety however he elected to ignore it. What she had said was far more important, though he had nothing to say.
The silence between them returned for a few steady beats before Mila broke it again, "I found out when I first entered the Cadet Corps, I don't know what caused it."
"Did you want children?" his voice was small, almost sad. It took Mila aback.
She sat down at the chair before him, as she was so accustomed to, "When I was young and naive I would've been devastated. Knowing what the world is like now...I see it as a blessing. Maybe I'll feel differently when humanity is no longer suffering within these walls. What about you Captain?"
He gave her a long look and cradled his chin his hand, "I would have to agree with you."
The truth was that he didn't know if he would live long enough to see the end of the Titans. Even if he did, he didn't belong in a world such as that. He was the ultimate exterminator, worse than the blood-thirsty beasts he hunted. He deserved to die once it was all said and done. Getting married and starting a family was too far out of his reach.
Mila could tell he was holding back but didn't pry any further, they'd revealed enough to each other for today, "What now?"
"Well," the same intense light from earlier filled his gray eyes making Mila's thighs go up in flames, "I can bend you over my desk and take you again."
Mila blushed hard and shot up from her seat, "I, er, should let you get back to your paperwork. Did you need me to bring anything back to Hanji?"
Levi smirked to himself and shifted his pants, he enjoyed teasing her and now that they'd known each other as a man and woman, he could do it whenever he pleased. "Take these to her and make sure she knows I need them back tonight."
Mila took the papers from his outstretched hand and a surge of warmth from his fingers. She couldn't look him in the eye, "Yes sir."
She turned to leave his office, but once again he stopped her, "Did I dismiss you, Brandt?"
She could hear the smirk in his voice as she turned as began to stand at attention as she always did. He was right behind her, so as soon as she turned she was nose to nose with the short bastard.
"Sir?" Mila felt her voice shake and cleared her throat, her knees beginning to shake.
Levi grabbed her waist and pulled her close, his lips right at her ear, "Leave your door unlocked tonight."
Mila bit her lip as his delicious whispers sent goosebumps down her body, "Am I...am I dismissed now, sir?"
He almost kissed her again, instead he let her go and his bored demeanor returned, "Don't forget to tell Shitty-Glasses about her deadline. Dismissed."
"Sir!" she saluted and gave him one last look before escaping his office.
She leaned against his door as it closed behind her, willing her legs to work and her breath to normalize.
Short fucking bastard.
I'm back! Thank you so much for your patience and sorry for the short chapter. I'm getting back into the writing game after a few weeks of work and school. I hope you all are safe and healthy during this turbulent time. Love you all!
Pandi
