"The effect you have in me"

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Onodera stood up, in a trance that Yukina was the only thing his eyes caught from the crowd.

He couldn't help it, he just let his feet guide him on the way to Yukina, it seemed to him that his legs reacted alone and he allowed it out of pure reflex.

I feel like an idiot, he scolded himself frustrated.

He followed instinctively.

"See you later" Yukina said goodbye to them, smiling at them.

"Sure, Yukina" One replied.

"Good luck, Yukina" Said the other.

When they were gone, he noticed that Yukina was completely alone, walking through the crowd with his backpack hanging behind him.

Onodera's feet kept moving forward and didn't seem to stop; Frustrated by his behavior, he forced himself to trip over the ground, falling head-on.

"Are you okay?" Yukina's voice spoke to him, offering his hand. He raised his head, embarrassed and totally flushed.

"Ugh" he complained, because his face was red from the blow and he had hurt both knees.

"Onodera!" Yukina exclaimed in amazement. "What are you doing here?"

"Nothing relevant" He replied embarrassed, accepting Yukina's gesture.

"I didn't think I found you around here" He said, pulling his arm toward him. "Did you come to buy something specific?"

Onodera stumbled on his feet, but Yukina was nimble and held it with his other hand, positioning him.

"Thank you" Onodera admitted, completely flushed.

"It's nothing" Yukina said polite. "What were you doing around here? I find it curious to find you around here so early"

"Nothing" He replied, lowering his gaze; This instead of appeasing Yukina, piqued his curiosity.

"I'll walk you to your purchases" He offered giggling, making Onodera freak out at the sudden comment.

"There's no need" He shook his hands, giggling nervously.

"It's not a nuisance to me" Yukina assured, with a raised fist. "Tell me where you will go and I will be happy to accompany you." He chuckled contently.

How to say no? He couldn't find the words to drive him away, nor the ideal excuse to get away from the offer, if what he wanted so much now apart from loneliness was to see him.

How pathetic he must have looked.

"Onodera?" Yukina gave him an attentive glance, blinking, implying that he expected his answer.

"Well, I feel like going for a walk" He snapped awkwardly.

"Oh, a walk?" Yukina repeated, sighing. "Then I'll go with you for a walk" He indicated.

"Eh?"

"Where are we headed?" Yukina looked at him, beginning to move his feet.

"You have no classes?" Onodera asked incredulously.

"I'm out of school now" Yukina replied proudly. "It's barely half past one in the afternoon, I leave today at twelve"

"But" He replied uselessly.

"Don't worry about my studies." He shook his hand disinterestedly. "Where are we headed, Onodera? North, south, east, west, tell me where we are going and I will follow you" He stated, imitating a soldier on the march.

Oh, how cute, Onodera sighed stupidly.

"I-I have no idea where to go" Onodera admitted, embarrassed. He stopped, cocked to look at him, questioningly, raising his eyebrows.

"Hm, aimless walks" Yukina guessed, grimacing. "I love the idea!" He blurted out, surprising Onodera. "I know where to go"

"Where to?" Onodera replied.

"Let's walk to Yoyogi Park" He suggested excitedly. "They have a beautiful cherry blossoms garden, and a rose garden"

"Ah, I see" Sighed Onodera, getting very nervous about the naturalness with which Yukina spoke to him, wondering how it was that he didn't hear his heartbeat about to explode? Or how could he not say anything about his flushed face? Could it be for education that he doesn't say anything? He wanted to assume.

"If we take the bus" Yukina continued. "It won't take long to arrive, taking advantage of the fact that I don't work in the bookstore today, we can eat if you like, or I know!" He exclaimed suddenly. "I can take you to see one of the places where I buy music." He chuckled hopefully. "Well, where you want to go, Onodera, that's where I'm going" He said it in a sincere tone.

He, felt pale at such comment, and had the need to see it in Yukina's face to believe it.

He saw the face of sincerity that radiated their expression and knew that they felt the same for each other. They felt the same inexplicable feeling, but he did not give him such an easy place, compared to Yukina, who was the one who took the initiative every time he could; that is, always.

"Are-are you serious?" He dared to ask, fearful.

"Of course I'm serious, Onodera" Yukina expressed honestly. "Wherever you want to go, I'm going"

"But it's not relevant" He excused himself, lowering his gaze.

"It is" Yukina insisted, stubbornly. "I'm serious when I say I'm after you." He stopped, making him stop just the same. "I wouldn't lie to you, I swear I wouldn't , and if you allow me to be with you, I would go with you wherever you want '

Onodera blinked, unable to function.

Those intense phrases, those sincere eyes that pierced him, that voice that wobbled him and relaxed him; if he was standing it will be because his legs have kept him like this, but if not, he would collapse.

He didn't imagine that he would receive such a confession, although it was not one of love as such, but it did imply the same feeling of love; but Yukina was referring to a love in the form of an engagement, not one in passing like that courtship that he just had and by will she got rid of.

"If I bothered you" Yukina spoke, in a friendly tone, softening his features. "I apologize, it really wasn't my intention to tell you something that bothered you, much less hurt you." He furrowed his brows, saddened. "Please forgive me, but what I told you was true"

Onodera looked up, frowning.

"Well, if you like, I'll be going." He apologized with a slight nod. "Have a nice day." He smiled a little. "Goodbye"

And as if by inertia, Onodera took him by the arm, holding him back from leaving.

"Onodera?" Yukina cocked to the side, completely surprised. What to say? Stunned by his action.

"I didn't say anything!" He scolded, accompanied by the blush on his burning cheeks. "Don't jump to conclusions, Yukina, because you don't know me"

"Onodera" He sighed in awe.

"I ..." He took a breath to say: "I didn't say you could go"

He heard a touched sigh from Yukina, meaning he had understood his message.

"I understand" He confessed rather than moved. "So then." He took Onodera's arm gently. "Come on Onodera, we will go wherever you like." He smiled gladly.

"Yes, of course" He said, blinking, a little doubtful for his action, but he didn't regret what he did.

"Where"

"Yoyogi Park" Onodera interrupted hurriedly; Yukina looked at him shocked, that is, confused. "Take me there, Yukina"

Yukina blinked, putting his mouth in the shape of a fish, recovering at once.

"Of course" He stated pleased with his response, guiding him with his presence led him directly to Yoyogi Park.


They arrived at Yoyogi Park after two, having previously taken the bus; Yukina led him to the clock tower, then to the rose garden where he watched him jump and approach to smell the flowers with pleasure, looking like a child discovering the world around him.

That detail moved Onodera, who thought he was cute when he was happy.

"Look, Onodera." He was pointing at the roses. "They smell beautiful"

"I know" He said reluctantly.

"Come and smell them" He insisted like a child.

"Okay" He said exhausted and knelt down to smell the flowers, absorbed in not looking so stupid for allowing himself to be convinced so easily.

Later, they went to the cherry garden, but it was still missing for the time when it was ideal to see them bloom, so they didn't last long contemplating the buds of the immature cherry trees.

Finally they went to eat and had a good coffee in a coffee stall that was in the park, and they walked around the park, talking and getting to know each other better; This change was unusual for Onodera, but at the same time very happy, and the sense of relief of not feeling pressured to have his barriers raised, because with Yukina it wasn't necessary to do it.

It was a cause and an effect that arose between them, a reason for being, and a positive result that he simply did not explain himself but knew that it was good, since he had found what he was looking for so much.

What his other partners couldn't give him.

That effect on him that would give him peace of mind to move on.

And that was the effect that Yukina had on him.

A unique effect that no one else had on him.