(So, this is the NSFW part/version of the previous chapter and it's gonna be more from Rei and Nate's pov but ultimately it ends the same)

Nathan stood underneath the shower letting the hot water rush over him, breathing in the steam that rose up. Sighing as he felt his chest warm and turn to butter, he ran his hands through his short hair washing out the conditioner. Peeking out from behind the shower curtain he saw Rei start to undress, saw her small tight figure.

And the way her skin seemed to glow in the moonlight, his heart started skipping as he watched her slowly lay down on the bed and start to stroke it, it almost looked like she was calling out to him. Wanting him to join with her again.

Shaking with a cocktail of exactment and nerves he stepped out of the shower and began to rub oils in his hair before stepping out and making his way to their beds. And as he got closer to her he couldn't help but be hypnotized by her beauty, he felt his chest start to lift him up to the sky carrying him along his way to her.

He already felt his blood start to rush to his member.

Walking over he tried to compose himself, drying his hair he hoped his towel would stay on, even if she had already seen him naked a couple of times he couldn't help but still be a bit bashful around her. As he neared her, he felt a wide soft smile start to grow on his face. Throwing the smaller towel away he stood eyeing Rei, who for looked down at their bed for a slight second before she looked back up at him.

Her eyes were warm and inviting, to him it was as if they were subtly calling him towards her, compelling him to unite with her again. Seeing that faint look of lust and longing made him fall to his knees in front of her and want to take in every inch of her.

Rei saw him lean in close, shuddering as she felt his face touch hers. She lifted her right hand and with her fingers traced his birthmark over his left eye, she felt her heart start to race making her gasp out quietly. The soft warm buzz from his nose rubbing against her's and then the touch of his hands still hot from the shower running up her arms with his thumbs tracing her collarbone made her shake.

Not being able to take her heart's pounding anymore and wanting to feel his connection again she leaned in tilting her head to the side and kissed him lightly, letting the tip of her tongue dance on his lower lip and tongue. And when she felt him hold her face giving her his comforting warmth, pulling her in to deepen their bond she felt as if she would explode or melt.

They parted with a loud smooch and Rei feeling her cheeks burn she let her hands drift to his chest, and she let her fingers dance along his stomach and shoulders, feeling his slight muscles. And feeling his touch run from her heels to her inner thighs made her shut them while letting out a slight, "Mmnh." They parted with a loud smooch.

"You are so beautiful Rei. You are the only good thing I have in my life, if I never met you… I don't know what would happen to me. But when I'm with you, things feel a little better. Even thinking about a life with you later on… it kinda makes me happy."

"A future? The two of us?"

"Yeah, just the two of us."

Her heart fluttered at the thought of spending forever with him, but she knew that this wasn't possible. But seeing his eyes and how happy he seemed she went with it.

"Thank you." She replied letting her hand rest on the center of his chest, "For what?"

"Being."

His face grew serious as he gazed her his eyes drifting to her chest which was still covered with her shirt and bra, as one of his hands caressed her left breast he looked back up at her, "Rei…" he sighed.

Lifting his other hand to her shoulder he slipped her shirt off and then moving his hands to the center of her chest, he unhooked her bra and let it fall from her shoulders. Rei let out a sharp gasp as he slid his hands beneath her breasts and began to squeeze and knead them. "Ungh." She whimpered out.

Hugging her closer to him, Nathan moved his head near her chest and began to plant kisses all over her breasts. Already he saw the tiny pink mounds were starting to perk up with excitement then lowering his mouth to her right nipple began to suckle at it while playfully twisting her left one.

Rei moaned, gasped and whimpered at his touch, He could feel her chest burning and smell her sweet scent, he still couldn't place what it was. It was as if it kept changing into whatever he found most pleasurable, he smelt lavender, licorice, spices and citrus. And still the calming smell of LCL was behind it all. He could feel a warm, comforting buzz on his mouth and face, with each second, he felt more comfortable and tired.

He sucked with more force making her cry out even more until she whimpered out, "Don't suck them so hard. You're hurting them."

Hearing her words snapped him out of his trance, "Sorry Rei! I can't help it."

His eyes darted between her eyes and chest, then looking her in the eye he lifted a hand to her right breast which was still red and raw from him.

"I don't know what it is about it. But whenever I do that to you, I feel calm… doing that makes me feel safe. It's like some love or goodness, and my heart flutters whenever I do it."

Rei looked at him for a moment then shifted her head down, "It's okay them. You can do whatever you want to them if it makes you feel nice. Do I really make you calm like that?"

Using his forefinger he brought her face to him, "Yeah Rei… you do! Like I said no one makes me feel the things that you do." Hearing his almost chirper voice and seeing that soft smile of his warmed her heart.

Smiling at him she moved in and brough her lips to the corner of his jaw and planted a kiss, her bangs tickling the rest of his face and ear as she moved up and down the bone then along his neck. He let out small sighs of pleasure, but then "Nnnh!"

He cried out as his eyes opened up to see Rei's wrist sticking out of the slit in his towel skirt, her warm grasp on him and then staring into his eyes she kissed him on the lips, dragging her teeth on his lower lip making his back muscles quiver then she began to pump.

"Ugnh!"

She hovered over him as she continued to kiss his neck, his eyes shutting from the pleasure as she used long, slow strokes, pulling his skin back and not stopping until her forefinger and thumb reached his base.

His heart raced as he gasped out to her touches and when she quickened her pace and he started to huff and whimper out, he collapsed into her. She let him rest his ear on her chest as she smiled continuing to pleasure him.

Then once she felt his loins burning and growing hard she pulled back and looked him in the eye and then back down to the rising towel, he smiled at her nervously at it. Both of them acknowledging but not saying anything about the power she had over him. She tilted her head and gave him a small smile as she focused on him and his rising part.

Understanding her, he undid his towel letting it fall aside presenting himself to her. She moved down slowly towards it taking it in both of her hands she rested the organ on her lips and mouth just under her nose giving it a kiss.

Hearing him gasp out in pleasure and watching his chest shake Rei felt warm inside, and something else as if a new desire was awakening.

Something compelling her to wrap his member up into the center of her being and let it melt and dissolve into her, for her to tighten around it and keep him inside of her. To have his body unite with hers and for them to unite as one heart fully.

With her butt arched up into the air she looked at him from the tops of her eyes and seeing his gasping face and how he moved a hand to massage her hair and cheek. Closing her eyes, she ran it's end in her cheek as she moved it around. Sliding her tongue and lips down its' side she was surprised to feel its hardness, with each little move it wanted to fight back and go in the opposite direction.

"Don't be so rough Rei, you'll snap it off-unngggh!" he joked before moaning as Rei slid her tongue on the tip, Rei moaned in acknowledgement pushing him down she drank in her saliva and the juices he was leaking out. She let the base of her tongue run along it all over once more until she could wait no longer. Pursing her lips she slid him into her mouth and began bobbing her head, moaning at his heat and how it's red end seemed to be swelling.

Nathan had no fight in his body, with Rei taking him in her mouth once again he began shaking with his shoulders rolling back, he saw the top of Rei's head bobbing down in his lap. He heard her wet slurping noises as she took him deeper, he wanted to sit upright and grip her face with his hands and pull himself deeper into her. But looking over he saw her quaking knees by his face, along with a patch of blue hair above her entrance and already it was glistening.

Stretching out a hand his fingers lightly touched her lower lips and danced on the tiny swollen bit of flesh, "Mmmnnfff!" Rei cried out, squeezing her eyes shut while at the same time feasting harder. He hated how one side this part of their ritual felt, no matter how good he felt he wanted her to see, feel and know how he exactly felt about her.

He could tell her he loved her, but at times the right words were just hard to come by. He wanted to give her all his attention and every last good feeling, he wanted to fulfill every single desire she had.

He gripped her ankles and brought her flower to his face, taking it in before he smelt her and then gave it a long lustful lick. Groaning in pleasure as he felt the prickle of sharp hair before the quivering entrance he was longing to connect to.

"Aaahh!" Rei dropped him from her mouth and screamed out in pleasure, seeing now that he was doing what he wanted he kissed and sucked her entrance. Her legs began to spasm and grew rigid as her feet were attacked by cramps and then her toes curled as she rocked her entrance into his mouth.

He spread her lips as he massaged that tiny flesh bean, "Mnnnff!" Rei cried out once more before she filled her mouth with him once again, "Ungh!" he cried out.

Both of them continued to pleasure one another's parts, both turning red faced and fighting off the gasps for air as they used every part of their mouth and hands to drive the other over the edge.

Rei felt Nathan's member trembling just as he felt her tighten around his tongue until she cried out and then almost pulled him in filling his mouth with her nectar as he groaned and his member twitched upwards coating her mouth with his seed.

Rei closed her eyes with pleasure, drinking him in as he did her both not stopping until they were both clean. They were so tired from that they both stretched out face to face with one another, staring deep into one another's eye. Until something made its' presence known again, looking into one another's eyes neither needed any words.

Nathan sat up right crisscrossed and waited for Rei who sat in his lap, once she settled in she looked down at the rising organ that was pointing and curving up towards the center of her stomach.

Rei dragged her forefinger on the swollen end making him shudder a bit, grabbing it by the middle she dragged it along her stomach running it down to her hairs both of them letting small moans escape their lips.

"Wait a moment."

Nathan rose an eyebrow in confusion as Rei left his lap and headed to her drawers, giving a strange look to his lap wondering if he was supposed to do something about it himself. She pulled her hand out of one of the drawers and came back presenting a small purple foil square to him.

"What's this?"

"It's a condom… it will prevent anything undesirable."

His eyes went wide, as he gingerly took it from her hands turning it in his hands looking at the drawn directions. "Do we really need something like this though? I mean it's not like we've done this before without one. Anyways… I thought you said you couldn't get… well you know."

Rei let her head sink to the floor eyeing her stomach she rested a hand on it and began to rub it. "I don't believe I can but if it puts your mind at ease…"

His eyes drifted back and forth between the condom and Rei, he could care less about her reasoning, he was more curious about where she could have gotten these from. He doubted that someone would just sell them to her. But did he really give off that fear of getting her pregnant?

"Rei… I don't care if you get pregnant. I may not be ready to be a dad and I probably won't even be a half decent one but… if it means being with you, I don't care. I just want to be with you, and if I do have a kid, I'd want it to be with you. But if it's what you want I'll wear it."

He pealed the foil off and took out the purple latex circle, but when he put it on after the first four or so tries, he couldn't think about anything else besides how it felt like he was wearing a stretched out balloon.

Rei stretched herself out laying flat on her back. She spread her legs and using her hands opened herself up to him, her head laid on its side as he crawled atop of her. He aligned himself up and prodding her entrance and hearing her gasps and feeling the sparks of her nerves rested just barely in her. "You ready?"

She silently nodded to him, and once he pressed forward her right hand shot to her mouth covering up her gasp as her eyes squeezed shut and her left hand fell atop the covers. Grabbing her waist, he pulled himself deeper into her and her screams could no longer be contained as he began to thrust. Already he felt tight chested as his eyes fought to stay open, each thrust sent shivers down his back like ice water.

He felt all the heat in her body rushing into him as with each press her butt was lifted into the air letting him get deeper into her body, using his arms to brace himself he found she was sapping his strength leaving them feel like jelly.

"Hua, hua, hau, mmngh, mmnn, mmnn!" Rei had her eyes shut while her mouth hung open, expressing the pleasure she felt as they bonded. Her heart fluttered as she felt the sensation of him bending in her, rubbing against her walls as she tightened around him. Using her legs to keep him with her she wrapped her legs around his waist.

She clutched the bedding and covers so tight with her right hand she felt it turn to stone, managing to open her eyes she saw him stare to the sky with his eyes shut. She lifted her left hand to his face causing him to look down at her. She let her hand trail down his popped-out chest.

With his right hand he stroked her face and then leaned into her and began to furiously kiss her, with her face burning she squinted her eyes open and saw how his right hand was sliding across her left wrist.

"Gahunh!"

He let out a sharp gasp and when his hand landed atop her's she tightly interlocked her fingers around his and he gripped the blankets under her hand pinning her down while he loved her. "Wah-wa-ha-wa-wah-wait!"

She cried out, stopping with one last thrust that drove her mad, making her run her heels on the bed he looked down gasping. "What?"

"I want to finish feeling you."

Nodding he understood, he removed himself and then the condom and then sat upright. Rei rested on her knees in front of him, both of them ran their hands over one another.

After it seemed that neither one of them could wait any longer Rei straddled his lap, resting her knees on either side of his hips. She shivered as he ran his hands up her thighs and around her butt stroking the tight twin mounds. They both shared one last look before looking down at their parts, then biting her lip in anticipation Rei used her knees to push herself up off the ground.

Taking Nathan by the base she rubbed his end against her opening, making Nathan shudder and moan, she continued teasing him heightening his anticipation for when they finally bonded. Then when neither one of them could take it any longer Rei slipped it in, biting her lip as he began to enter her, she stopped and collapsed into his clutches.

Bracing her he rubbed her back and ran his lips along her shoulder reassuring her. He had to fight the lust to pull her down by her hips around his part, he gave her a longing look and offered her his hands.

Taking them hers she squeezed them as she settled down wrapping him up inside her, sighing in relief and ecstasy once she was on his level. He rested a hand on her shoulder and kissed her, she closed her eyes and let her tongue stroke his and then began to gyrate her hips while he pumped up and down reaching further into her.

And slowly the sound of flesh slapping and colliding became louder as both lovers found their rhythm and moved in tandem. But soon Rei began to outpace him bracing herself on his biceps as she buried her face into his chest, but then her body went limp as she began to fall away from him arching her back.

She would have fallen away if Nathan hadn't grabbed her by her waist and butt bringing her closer to him. His heart quickened as he grew more and more lightheaded as his motions grew in intensity alongside Rei's cries of ecstasy.

Rei's eyes were squeezed shut as she felt her bangs swish up and down around her face. There was something new about his new feeling. His heat and force now that was making her body quiver and melt at his touch. There was something new in the air that had a hold over the two of them, and for her it just wasn't this new feeling of his manhood.

She felt as if he was reaching a depth within her. Wherever he touched her be it her breasts, torso, butt, neck or shoulders she would fold over his hands like dough melting into him.

Then a single word escaped his lips, "Rei! Rei! Rei! Rei!"

Over and over again he cried out for her, each repetition of her name bring a smile to her face that was quickly taken away by the lusts her body heart were pouring into her being making her body feel tired and on fire.

"N-N-Nye-Nathan!" she called out.

She felt warm and safe having him be a part of her, there were times that she felt totally numb and that they were just two molded parts fighting to stay together like clay in a fire.

And with each forceful thrust, Nathan felt his member growing numb as if it were melting away and disappearing within her, just becoming a part that connected the two of them together.

He opened his mouth trying to say something, anything to her. He wanted to tell her every little feeling or thought he was experiencing right then and there but his moans had control over his voice.

He wanted to so badly just tell her how much she meant to him and what he felt at that moment but then a smile grew on his face as he realized he didn't have to tell her, this act they were doing. This closeness, being bare before one another and accepting one another was all they needed. Already he felt as if with every movement and loving touch he was projecting his feelings within her.

His eyes were starting to flutter shut and when they did images flooded his mind, he saw Rei naked curled up underneath a spotlight looking off into the distant. She had a look of loneliness and heartache etched into her smooth face.

He saw her in school, staring off into the window all bandaged up. Everyone around her ignoring her or saying cruel or crude things about her, the lonely nights she spent covering her face up with a pillow or stayed awake staring off at the moon as if it were calling out to her.

He saw watching the rest of the children laugh, talk and eat with one another while she had to walk off the bathroom where she opened a small plastic case full of medication that she swallowed dry.

He saw how lonely and in pain she was, and he couldn't help but cry.

Opening his eyes, he looked into her shining rubies, and saw that she was crying as well. He wondered if she was seeing what he was seeing, or was she seeing into him. And if so, what was she seeing.

With tears running down their faces they hugged one another tightly and locked lips holding tightly on to one another determined to never be separated.

Shutting his eyes, he thought back to how lonely he was before, and how distant all those memories seemed now. He felt nothing but Rei's warm grip on him that let him know she was there to stay wash over him.

But he felt that those feelings were coming from that sad, lonely part of her soul. The part of her that was silently reaching out to him, wanting him to stay and be apart with her. He groaned as pain took over the numb parts of his member, it was as if it was straining and turning to diamond. He felt like it was all going to burst, even behind all the pain though there was that brain numbing part of him that wanted to go through all the pain even past the oxygen starved brain that was making his face numb.

He felt like it was reaching deep into Rei's core, wanting to expel his essence with in her, to not only make her feel not lonely anymore but to claim her as his and only his.

Gripping her neck he whispered in her ear, "You're mine Rei, only mine. I love you. No one else."

"Make me yours, mark me as yours. Only us, only our hearts."

He gritted his teeth as he hips grew faster his muscles seemed to be withering away, he just wanted to scream for the whole world to hear that Rei was all his and how much he loved her before his heart exploded.

Bliss flooded their minds making their muscles die as he exploded his essence into her, his member twitching burying itself deeper into her as they cried out in once voice. "Unnhaahh!"

Nathan before collapsing realized something, that beautiful mind and body numbing sensation, the amount of seed he felt flooding into her, and every little feeling reminded him of the time he had visited unit 01 and pleasured himself to it. But this felt a million times better, just as his heart stopped for one brief moment his member picked up on another rhythm, he felt Rei's heart beating.

Pulling her close to him, it felt as if they were sinking through cold water. Feeling her heartbeat and the buzzing warmth of her being, Nathan felt his own being bonding to Rei even for the briefest of seconds.

Rei saw Nathan shut his eyes and she collapsed into him, resting her head on his chest she closed her eyes and was greeted with a vision. She was pure milk white and resting on the black moon, her whole body felt cold and her heart shriveled up.

Curling her knees to her chest she was prepared to be alone once again.

But then she felt a presence. Looking up she saw an odd shaped white rock hurtling towards the black moon, raising her head she eyed the object until it crashed into the surface of the black moon and then with a rumble, the black moon's surface cracked like and egg.

The pieces that slowly broke off of their own accord, floated towards the sky, a red ocean full of tiny glowing lights, a sea of other beings all enjoying one another while she was sentenced to be alone on the black moon.

Looking down at her feet she saw the last remnants of the black moon float away leaving a cream-colored surface, that was warm and seemed to mold around her. Standing up she noticed the falling object was melting and coating the previous black moon and from the center of the rock a pure black figure emerged.

She tilted her head wondering who this new being was, the two walked to one another until they were less than a foot apart and then her heart felt warmth and a smile overtook her face, "Nathan." She gasped.

The boy in black smiled quietly at her, raising a hand to her cheek she was surprised to see that his hand sunk to his wrist. She followed his advance by putting a hand in the center of his chest letting it sink into his chest where she felt a hard object buried away. She tilted her head at him removing herself, and then he took both arms and slipped them under her's pulling her closer.

Both of them on the verge of sinking into her body, she stepped deeper into his hold and held his waist, looking into one another's eyes they kissed one another sinking into the ground.

Rei looked around at her surroundings and saw a red glow surrounding them as they held onto one another slowly sinking into each other.

But then there was something else, flashing images in her mind. Either a memory or a dream, but they weren't hers, but she felt as if they were once a part of her. But they weren't her memories, they were Nathan's thoughts. His memories and feelings.

She saw herself and Nathan as children, she couldn't tell how old they were though. But the images were clear enough she saw herself in a red dress with a pink bow and him wearing a small pair of shorts with a shirt. They were sitting side by side reading a picture book together, then while he was reaching to turn the page her small hand landed on top of his.

Her curious red eyes stared at him, as he didn't shy away from her touch. He just simply looked back up at her, looking her in the eye. And for the first time ever in her existence up until that point she felt a warming glow, she felt the presence and acceptance from a person. Both of them stared blankly at one another.

But she still felt that warming comfort that trailed up from his heart to hers, filling that small pinprick of emptiness in her own heart that had begun to expand ever since her conception.

Her heart skipped a beat as she realized that he was there before her, or at least the same time as her. He may not have been at her side, but he was out there waiting to meet her again. Her own mind buzzed with recognition as she realized that this wasn't just a dream that she was experiencing or some shared feeling, it was a distant and forgotten memory of hers reawakening.

She was astonished and ashamed of how she could have forgotten about him, she wondered if that's why she felt that strange connection to him or that pull to him when he first arrived to Tokyo. Maybe that's why she felt even more hollow and alone, emptier. The one person that could fill her being with such goodness, that could bound with her was taken away from her.

Much like she was ripped out from Lilith.

She then opened her eyes.

"So… (hau, hau, hau) how was that (hua) for you Rei?"

"Mmnh, it was nice. Being close to you again, feeling your love. That warmth… of being united with you, but there was something else."

"What?"

"I can still feel your heat. Inside my body leaving a trail out of me. It's going to my heart, but it feels like it's building in one spot. I've never felt this sensation, I feel closer to you. Thank you for this… I- I love you."

"I love you too Rei."

She wrapped her arms around his torso and rested on his chest, feeling that warm feeling in her stomach followed by and odd heavy feeling, slowly smiling at this closeness she fell asleep.

He didn't know what time it was but he was so exhausted he wondered how he heard that squeaking noise, Nathan slowly sat up forgetting Rei was resting her head on his chest making her fall in his lap. Both began to stir but Nathan eyed around the room, he was accustomed to the normal sounds of the room and at the hours when they happened.

He was just a creature of habit, knocking off each little noise on his imaginary check list but this noise was something else. But once his eyes landed on Rei's closet that was near their door his heart started skipping.

That door...

It shouldn't have been open. It was never open. His heart began skipping as he stood up walking over to it.

"What's the matter?"

Nathan didn't bother to answer her question as he slid the doors open.

The moonlight shone down on a small plastic ID card. Picking up the card he saw the portrait and feel to his knees, he began rocking back and forth his chest sinking into his stomach until he vomited on the floor.

He began shaking violently, sweat had already started to form on his forehead. He felt Rei's cold touch on his shoulders.

"What's wrong?"

He lifted the ID card for her to see… they had been found out.