Smut. Yaaaay.
Chapter 19
Present
The blonde's mind was only half into the practice, more reaction than action as Cross threw some mid-speed blows with the pads for her to dodge and answer. The other half was semi panicking at being alone with the man on the ring, fighting itself over the issue of having her crush all for herself.
It was Wednesday, so Sasha worked; Bertholdt was helping Reiner study for an upcoming exam, while Connie, Jean and both Marcels were at a video game tournament at Eren's home. Annie felt both thrill and fear when he told her they'd be training together as long as she wanted.
_Given you're the only one here, you're free to set the times. -he said kindly- We'll work at your rythm, and if you feel satisfied at any point we'll call it a night.
And so he'd helped her as she chose what to do: Annie found herself fond of working on the bag repeatedly so they went to it after every excercise. Ajay saw pleased how her hits became steadily more precise and powerful, how the short blonde slowly began to shape into a fighter; she really showed progress beyond his expectations, even if still being quite green.
However, now something seemed to hold her back as he used the punching pads to test her in a more dynamic situation; the girl seemed not as active as before, yet he didn't think she was tired. Her blows were still strong and fast, it was her reaction what lagged behind; she was clearly unfocused.
_Let's stop a bit. -he said- Is everything alright?
Annie looked at him and then around as if surprised of being on the ring, then tilted her head a bit avoiding eye contact.
_Yeah, no problem. I'm just... it's nothing.
_If you're getting bored of...
_No no no! -she said anxiously- Not at all! I enjoy being with you a lot! I mean training with you, not just being here doing nothing!
She shut up, a bit embarrased at her lack of ability to express herself but Ajay simply nodded with a smile.
_Don't worry, i understand. I was just a bit worried you were working only to please me. If you feel like it's been enough it's completely okay.
_It's not that. -she said- I still have energy, i'm just... thinking a lot.
_I see. -he answered with a nod- School?
_Not really. It's something else, more... private.
_Oh! Sorry, didn't mean to bother.
_You don't bother me. Actually...
She stopped, feeling an uncomfortable warmth growing in her belly when she looked at him in the eye. Annie knew she shouldn't; it was stupid even to try, but now she'd given the first step and felt like walking down a very steep stairway.
_Actually i was hoping a could talk to you.
Cross stared at her for some eternal seconds then nodded and took the pads off. His dark eyes were fixed on her blue ones, showing what she thought was polite interest.
_Go on. I hope i can help you if that's what you need. -his voice was calm, but unknown to her inside him there was a bit of dread.
Annie stood still, hands laced in front of her and eyes looking away as she tried to put her thoughts into words.
_It's just i've been thinking a lot about this lately and i... i like you Ajay.
The girl felt like something inside her vanished, something she couldn't neither place nor define: it left her with a mix of relief, apprehension and expectation; it also finally let her look at the man to the face. Ajay stared wordlessly, nodding slowly once she finished speaking.
_I see. -he said slowly, then licked his lips and added- I mean, i know.
_You knew?
He nodded again, fighting the guilt when he remembered that ocassion and running a hand on his face.
_I kind of saw it. -he lied- Don't worry, it wasn't very obvious, just... lucky guess from me.
_Oh... -she mumbled, feeling her face blush- So...
_I'm sorry.
Ajay saw her jaw stiffen, her lips tremble and immediately regretted his words. He'd been too direct, she was just a girl for god's sake!
_Forgive me, i'm just surprised you actually decided to tell me. -he clarified- You flatter me Annie, but i can't... we can't, you understand that. You're a minor.
_'s okay. -she answered shrugging, but her voice betrayed her- I supposed you'd say that.
_I don't mean to say you don't have any charm. -he said quickly in an attempt to amend himself- If only...
He shut his mouth tightly, mentally cursing himself. He'd screwed up, he was sure of it; however, she just eyed him sadly and shook her head.
_Don't worry, you don't have to reassure me or anything. -she said, drying the corner of her eye- I just needed to tell you, that's all. Just... that.
Ajay looked at her and felt pity at how frail she looked. He knew as a teenager her self esteem was something delicate and being rejected by a crush would damage it. Cross wondered how he could cheer her up when she eyed him, biting her lip in doubt, and he smiled at the girl to encourage her.
_Yes? Don't be afraid to speak, i'm not mad or anything.
_A-alright. -she stuttered, turning redder by the second- I just thought you might... um...
He waited patiently as she fidgeted with her fingers, gathering courage. Annie sighed and looked down.
_Could you give me my... first kiss? -she asked shyly.
The man felt his heart beat a bit faster: he never though she could look as endearing as she did right then. His smile softened, as well as his gaze, and made a slight nod at the girl.
_I... i guess i can do that. -he said, and Leonhardt lifted her eyes to watch him fixedly as he neared her- Alright, close your eyes.
She nodded and did so, and Ajay held her with care; he traced her lips with his thumb and her breath quickened.
_Relax. -he whispered kindly- Relax.
She made a little noise and the tension on her shoulders eased some; Ajay titled his head to the side.
With her eyes closed Annie felt his touch with such intensity she found it hard not to try and hold his hands there, simply enjoying the sensation; yet she was so scared of screwing up her body went stiff, at least until his voice reached her and loosened a bit. She waited, expectant and nervous and excited and...
Warmth. Warmth on her lips and the sound of his slow breathing reaching her ears, his mouth staying on her for what felt at the same time too short and an eternity; Annie's chest went up and down a bit faster and he moved, eating her lips with a bit more energy. The girl didn't even notice the whimper she made when his hand settled on her nape as he nibbled on her lower lip before going for a more passionate kiss; suddenly something brushed on her teeth and she opened them by instinct, melting when his tongue reached for hers. Leonhardt clung to his t-shirt for dear life when his other hand went to her lower back pressing her against his body, and she felt her dick beginning to get hard.
Oh shit it's getting hard!
The girl pulled back regretting cutting it so soon, but she had to avoid getting too excited: her pants where a bit baggy but wouldn't conceal a boner. However, when she was about to speak she felt both his mouth on her neck and his hands on her rear and knew something was off.
_A-Ajay? -she asked, but only got a muffled deep moan in response- I-i-i think that's eno...
He left her throat to look at her and the girl felt surprised at the feverish, outright lustful look on his face; Cross ogled at her just the way she'd fantasized so many times and Annie went mute, a pause he seized to kiss her again more aggressively. The blonde's eyes went wide when his hands slid under pant and underwear, groping her buttcheeks while grinding their crotches together. Her cock grew bigger and she began to panic.
_Pl-please stop! -she pleaded when he broke the kiss to take some air- I had enough, it felt good but...
Ajay moaned her name on her ear, licking and nibbling on her lobe, and there was a white flash on Annie's eyes before she saw a strange room with white walls and bunk beds; she barely had time to look around before she was back in the gym, with the man holding her with a hand on her rear while the other caressed her flat belly where the abs where beginning to appear after a few sessions. The girl felt suddenly dizzy, not sure if she was awake or dreaming, until the hand slid down her panties and a spark of fear made her eyes go wide.
_No, stop! -she said in panic holding him by the wrist, but it was too late.
His fingers were on her erection and stopped suddenly, and Annie felt her heartbeat pound in her ears when he stiffened against her. She couldn't move, simply staring forward when he separated a bit to look at her; she expected the shock, the disgust.
Not the yearning. Ajay's eyes showed pure desire, and he chuckled deeply before holding her member and pumping inside her pants; the blonde's legs almost gave up from the surprise and thought she was definitely dreaming, but the wave of heat coursing through her body told her it was all too real.
_Sorry baby, i just meant to tease you a bit. -he said, and the room flashed once more; even Cross looked younger for an instant- I missed you.
_Missed...? -she mumbled, her thoughts becoming blurry as he spoke- You... missed me?
_How could i not? -he replied with a peck on her nose.
His hand guided hers to his crotch, and Annie gasped when her fingers felt his hard member through the fabric; her mind slowly blurring within the heat when Ajay bucked against her, a pleasing sensation coursing through her being as he kissed her once more, slower and tender, and Annie's mind could focus on nothing but the need of being taken by him. She was burning, she... she'd missed him too, right?
_I want you Ajay, now! -she hissed on his ear, back into the strange room- I want you to fuck me!
He growled something unintelligible and his fingers pulled her pants down with anxiety; Leonhardt whimpered when her hardness stood free and Ajay gave it a good lick as he rose up for another lustful kiss, his hand groping her ass. Annie let out a moan that turned into a high pitched whine when his middle finger pushed inside her rear, her member throbbing against his. It was hotter than any fantasy before and she loved how eager he was when he suddenly turned her around and pushed her on all fours, kneeling behind her to rub his tip against her virgin pussy.
_I'm gonna mount you. -he said in a deep, half panted voice- Like dogs in heat Annie, just the way you like it.
Yeah, just how i... like it...
She barely understood what was going on, thoughts melting into a feverish mess; then a jolt of pain came to her and she found herself on the ring, feeling his meat push deeper and deeper into her wet but tight vagina. Annie's mouth and eyes opened in a mute cry while Ajay settled his head on her shoulder huffing when her insides clenched around him, supporting with a hand on the floor and the other searching for her erection.
_You're so tight my love, it feels like out first time. -he said with a chuckle- Did you miss me that much?
But it's my first... or isn't it? No, we are lovers, we hav-
His thrust cut her blurry thoughts and Annie whimpered, feeling him pull out and smash against her butt; Cross stayed still while she got used to his manhood, backing little by little to better feel her soft trembling, listening to her low panting. He pushed back in and she clenched around his cock while he pumped her lightly, then straightened to get a better view as he ran his hands on her sides, licking his lips at the sight of her slim body and lovely ass begging for a good grope.
_Look at me. -he said softly- Come on baby, look at me.
Annie slowly turned her head to watch her lover and Ajay smiled, half tenderness and half lust as he nodded at her encouragingly.
_Yes, listen to me and relax. Breathe and ease yourself... i know you've been looking forward to this just as much as i.
She didn't fully understand. She wanted to ask him what he meant, but when she spoke it was something completely different yet felt right all the same.
_I've needed you for so long, missed you so much after you left. -she said in a cute voice and his breath hitched- I touched myself time and time again, but it wasn't the same. It never is.
He chuckled and leaned forward to gave her a quick kiss, then rubbed his cheek on hers as his hand snaked to her crotch, whispering in her ear.
_My poor Annie. My lovely girl, so special, so unique... -his fingers closed around her erection and she gasped- So full of surprises.
His index brushed on her tip, feeling the wetness of pre leaking down and running circles on her glans.
_Tell me love... what did you think about when you masturbated? Don't be shy, please.
_Ajay... -her cheeks burnt as she closed her eyes- I-i though of you fucking me. And about me f-fucking you too.
He hummed, thrusting deep and slow while working on her cock; his other hand moved under her bra to play with her breasts.
_Just that? -he said with mock disappointment- I thought someone so naughty would have some good fantasies, something you wanted me to do... or do to me.
She gulped and focused, trying her best to remember any scenarios she'd played in her head those nights, when he was far away doing... doing what exactly?
_My... my boss is a jerk. -she said between moans- He's a pain in the ass, so once i... i fapped while thinking of you... i can't say it!
_You can. -he replied nuzzling on her hair- You can tell me anything. Everything.
_I imagined you... coming to the office. -she whimpered, scratching the floor as he slowed his rythm- He was tied on his chair and... you fucked me in front of him while i screamed like a whore. You creampied me in front of him.
Annie tightened once more at the last sentence and her arms gave up, making her rest her forearms on the floor, butt up and Cross grinding on her relentlessly. She felt like exploding any moment but he seemed to sense it and gripped her hard enough to prevent her from cumming; Leonhardt kicked backwards weakly, muffling a long scream on her arms as her cock twitched but didn't shoot. He waited until she stopped thrashing and resumed fucking her, releasing his hold a bit.
_Maybe we'll do it someday. -he said with evil glee- Tell me another.
_One night i... -she hissed when Ajay licked her ear- I fantasized of fucking you on the hallway, just outside the dining room. While everyone else had breakfast i had you against a wall, pumping load after load in you...
The moment she said it Cross slammed against her and Annie whined loudly: her penis twitched but didn't release, Ajay's index pressing right on her base. He hissed throught his teeth, horny as hell at seeing his lover become a hot mess.
_Come on, keep going! -he panted right on her ear and she saw stars- What happened?
_I fucked you even after i came! -she said fiercely- Even after my cum started leaking down your legs and you couldn't take it anymore i smashed you against the wall Ajay!
Annie's hand suddenly pulled him forward and she raised her head to growl in his ear: her voice seeped a mix of anger, lust and need.
_I fucked you like the bitch you are!
His mouth twisted into a savage smile as his pace became rougher, almost brutal; his hand held her cock tight as he thrusted as quick and short like a dog mounting his female and she tried to rock backward to match his moves.
_Tell me more! -he moaned- More!
_I fantasized of going to the damn Corps HQ and raping you in front of your friends while you moaned for more! Of you taking me slow and sweet in the showers! -she snarled as he pumped into her- Of having you on your knees worshipping my fucking cock until i blew my load all over your face! And when i ran out of ideas i remembered all we did during training... how i deepthroated you so you could give me warm tasty milk, how the way my cum dripped from your ass after a good fucking and even the time when we had that stupid three people one tent camping shit with Sasha and you slept in between us so i humped you while she snored!
_You fucking dirty girl! -he growled- Who'd know you're... so naughty?
_You do! -she cried, arching her back when her cock began twitching again- AND YOU LOVE IT!
Ajay suddenly let go of her erection to hold her by the hips hard enough to leave marks, slamming against her and pushing desperately as deep as he could when his orgasm overtook him and released his seed inside her burning insides; all the while Annie whimpered as her previously denied climax hit and her member spurted her load on the floor. They remained stuck like that some seconds, breathing fast and deep, with him embracing her tightly until the last drops were inside his lover. Little by little they relaxed and Leonhardt let out a long, lazy sigh when he rolled to a side and felt her eyelids suddenly heavy, begging for a quick nap...
She opened her eyes with a sharp inhalation, confusion settling in her head while she remained still; everything was kind of blurry but she heard a soft voice in the distance, altough unable to discern the words. Then her sight cleared as her mind did, and with it came the sensations: cold on the cheek against the floor and heat between her legs; the latter made her blue orbs widen when she noticed the ring's ropes and remembered where she was. Shaking a bit she pushed herself up with her arms and knelt, only to eep a bit in pain: both her pussy and her penis were sensitive and a more than a bit sore, which made her grimace in discomfort. Then she heard the soft mumble and turned in shock to see Cross looking at her horrified, and everything clicked. They'd had sex, and intensely if her state was any clue; she could only stare at him fixedly as he babbled trying to speak.
_I-i-i don't know... sorry, i'm sorry Annie... -he whispered, shaking like a leaf- What have i done, what...?
The girl couldn't say a thing, shaken by his pitiful looks as he apologized curled into a ball without even adjusting his clothes. She moved cautiously towards him but Ajay crawled away with fear in his eyes.
_No don't come near me! -he pleaded- God what did i do, i... you and then i... how could i... but i felt it you felt it you too?
He sounded desperate and lost, and Annie felt worry grow inside her. What had happened? Her first thought was he may have forced himself upon her but she immediately thought it absurd, with such vehemence she felt slightly confused at her own certainty. She wanted to calm him down, but he kept talking and the girl couldn't find a way to begin.
_I hurt you i know i did but i couldn't do anything else and i'm sorry but i had no control...
_Ajay...
_But i should have stopped, only a psycho wouldn't stop and i didn't cause my mind was so set on having you, like it never did with anyone before...
_Ajay, please stop!
_It's no excuse still, i-i ra... raped you but it felt so strange like i wasn't myself completely and wasn't here but somewhere else yet...
_Seriously, wait!
_I needed you so much, so much it hurt because i couldn't spend another second without you and it burnt inside me and i was there with you but we were different and-
He fell silent looking at the void very unfocused for a moment and fell backwards, limp on the ring's floor; Annie felt a jolt of terror course through her as she crawled towards him, panic making her former flushed features turn white.
_Ajay?! -she asked, holding his face in her hands- Wake up, please! Ajay!
End of Chapter.
Some tension for once, huh.
