I nervously walked down to the main part of the Gryffindor common room and sat down on one of the couches in the living room. my family and my parents all worried and angry at me. Scar was angry too for
me not telling him that I was cutting myself. The only ones in my family who were not with me right now was my Dad Ahadi and Blaze. My dad Harry was the first one who spoke up, "how come you didn't tell us you were cutting Lana?" Harry said with disappointment in his voice.
"because... I just didn't want you all to worry about me" I said. "you know we all care about you Lana. we don't want you hiding these things from us" Sarabi said. "please Lana. tell us whats wrong and we will help you" Mufasa said.
I stayed silent for a long time. "are you okay Lana?" Nala said. "You can tell us when your ready" Uru said. I nodded.
I stayed silent for a while gathering my thoughts together. after a while I finally spoke up, "Ahadi was furious when he found out that
I like girls. he told me that in order to be a part of the family to like boys instead of girls so he made Blaze teach me to like girls" I said.
everyone was shocked after I finished my sentence. "why didn't you tell us this Lana? we could have helped you" Hermione said.
"I just don't want to wast your time in worrying about me" I said. "You aren't a wast of time Lana. were here for you" Hermione said.
"I am going to have a talk with Ahadi Lana. he should not be treating you like this and don't worry I will get this sorted out" Uru said.
"thanks mom" I said. "but could you promise us one thing Lana?" Ron said. "what is it?" I asked. "when something like this comes up could you
please talk to us? I don't want you hurting yourself anymore" Ron said. "okay dad I promise" I said. "thanks Lana" Ron said.
"we will let you rest now. I don't want you hurting yourself anymore though" Harry said. I nodded. I was exhausted so I went to my room. when I got to my room I laid down in my bed and pulled my blankets over me. I then fell in a deep sleep.
When I woke up I decided to log onto my computer to watch the new episode of Rwby volume 5. it was pretty good and after I
finished watching The new episode of Rwby volume 5 I decided to watch some episodes from Rwby volume 1.
my favorite episode from Rwby volume 1 is episode 8 and thats the one I am currently watching right now. the best part about the episode is the music.
When the music came on I sang along:
[red like roses]
I couldn't take it, couldn't stand another minute
Couldn't bear another day without you in it
All of the joy that I had known for all my life
Was stripped away from me the minute that you died
To have you in my life was all I ever wanted
But now without you, I'm a soul forever haunted
Can't help but feel that I had taken you for granted
No way in hell that I can ever comprehend this
I wasn't dreaming when they told me you were gone
I was wide awake and feeling that they had to be wrong
How could you leave me when you swore that you would stay?
Now I'm trapped inside a nightmare every single f'ing day
It's like a movie, but there's not a happy ending
Every scene fades black, and there's no pretending
This little fairy tale doesn't seem to end well
There's no knight in shining armor who will wake me from the spell
I know you didn't plan this
You tried to do what's right
But in the middle of this madness
I'm the one (I'm the one, I'm the one)
You left to win this fight
Red like roses
Fills my head with dreams and finds me
Always closer
To the emptiness and sadness
That has come to take the place of you
after I finished the episode my husband Scar came in my room. "hey Lana how are you feeling?" Scar asked me as he walked up to me. "Im doing okay. Im just tired" I said. It was silent for a while but Scar spoke up,
"I just wanted to say Im sorry for the way I yelled at you earlier. I was just worried about you" Scar said. "I know. its okay" I said. "Just please don't cut again, I don't want to see you hurting yourself like that again" Scar said.
"I wont I promise" I said. "I think Im gonna go outside for a bit to get some air" I said. "okay. just come back before dinner" Scar said. "okay I will" I said. I then left the Gryffindor common room to go to the courtyard.
when I was walking to the courtyard I accidentally ran into professor Snape. "you better watch more carefully to where your going" Snape said.
"sorry" I mumbled. "That doesn't cut it Mrs. Potter. 10 points from Gryffindor" Professor Snape said. "but I-" I was interrupted by him,
"thats enough Mrs. Potter. continue talking back to me and more points will be taking away" Professor Snape said. I put my head down in defeat.
I was about to say something again when my godmother Professor Mcgonagall walked up to us. "what is going on?" Godmother said.
"Professor Snape took-" Snape interrupted me again, "Mrs. Potter here was talking back to me so I decided to take some points away
from Gryffindor as a punishment" Professor Snape said. "Is this true Lana?" Godmother asked me.
"No godmother its not. I accidentally ran into him and just for running into him on accident he decided to take some points away from me" I said.
"well then if thats the case then I will be giving the 10 points back to Lana. professor Snape you know better then to take away points
for people running into you on accident" Godmother said. Professor Snape said nothing as he turned around and left.
"thanks godmother" I said. "your welcome Lana. Also I need to tell you that the yural ball is coming up soon. it is this weekend and I have already told
people about it. I suggest you find someone to go with you" Godmother said. "alright I will, thanks godmother" I said. "your welcome. go and wash up for
dinner now. dinner will be soon" Godmother said. "okay" I said. then I decided to go back to the Gryffindor common room.
When I got to the Gryffindor common room I saw my family sitting near the fire place. "hey Lana. feeling any better?" Harry asked me.
"yeah I am dad" I said. I then noticed that my mom Uru and my dad Ahadi weren't here. I then decided to go up to my room to go rest before dinner.
What I saw when I got to my room was horrifying! My dad Ahadi was forcing himself on top of my mom Uru. Uru was crying and I couldn't just stand here and do nothing. "Mom!" I screamed. Ahadi turned around
and saw me standing in the entrance of my room. "DAD WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MOM!?" I yelled. Ahadi gave me a cold stare and said, "I am punishing her for not listening to me" Ahadi said.
"THAT DOSNT MATTER! WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS WRONG SO GET THE HELL OFF OF MOM BEFOR I MAKE YOU!" I yelled again. Ahadi walked up to me and glared at me. "If you dare barge in like this again then I will do the same thing
to you like I did to your mother" Ahadi threatened. I glared at Ahadi as he left my room and I quickly rushed up to my mom.
"mom are you okay?" I asked. "yes sweetie I will be okay" Uru said. "what did he do to you?" I asked. "when I confronted him he got
angry with me and raped me as a punishment" Uru said. "Im so sorry I wasn't here to stop him" I said. "Done be Lana, its not your fault" Uru said.
"You should really divorce dad" I said. "I want to but I don't know what he would do to me if I try to divorce him" Uru said.
"Hey mom can I talk to you about something?" I said. "yes sweetie what is it?" Uru said. "godmother told me that there is a yural
ball dance going on before the third task. Im planning on asking Luna to the dance. I don't know if she will say yes or not" I said.
"Im sure she will say yes. If she doesn't well, there is plenty of fish in the sea" Uru said. "Thanks mom" I said. "We should probably head to dinner now" I said.
"thats a good idea" Uru said. then me and Uru met up with the rest of the family and we all headed down to dinner. after dinner I found my best friend
Luna who was walking along in the hallways. "hello Lana how are you?" Luna asked me. "Im doing good Luna" I said.
my body was shaking with nervousness as I said, "Luna I have to ask you something" I said. "yes what is it Lana?" Luna asked me.
"there is this yural ball dance going on during Christmas..." I paused not knowing what to say. "oh yeah the Yural ball. I heard about it" Luna said.
"Well, the thing I need to ask you was... will you go to the dance with me?"
