When you touch me like this...

Without thinking about what I was doing, I touched his hand and entwined our fingers together and to my surprise, he let me. He gave my hand a light squeeze and kept looking at the ground. I stared at our hands and moved my way up to look at his profile. I was still amazed at how beautiful he was just like I was, the night we first made love.

"Flashback"

At one of our late night meetings in the room of requirement, things got even more heated then they had before. There had been a lot of kissing and even touching, but that's about it. Until this night of course. His mouth was moving over mine slowly, his tongue playing with mine and I couldn't help but moan. And not just moan, but moan his name,…his given name… I didn't even realize I said it until he shuddered. It seemed to edge him on and he started kissing down my jawline and down my neck. I had freaking butterflies in my stomach all the while. I was already fantasizing in my head about where this was going and I was getting very wet... I guess you could say that my body was tired of being the only virgin in 6th year,… well at least according to the gossip I had heard…

Malfoy was the most arrogant prat in school, but at least he was also the most gorgeous guy in school, so it could be worse. Harry and Ron were too much like brothers to me, that would feel like incest, ugh. And other than that, I wasn't really attracted to any of the guys in school. But Malfoy, he's the kind of guy you love to hate and hate to love. You cannot not be attracted to him. And I was feeling my body react to that attraction in the best possible way.

I made a bold move and sat on his lap. There I could feel that the attraction was apparently mutual. I started moving on top of him. Rubbing myself against him. The friction felt so good. It felt even better when I heard Malfoy moan my name against my neck. It would have been better if he had said Hermione instead of Granger, but still, it felt good. He started opening the buttons of my blouse, so he could pull it down a bit and kiss my shoulder. This was it, I was gonna be a virgin no more. And Draco Malfoy was going to be the one to pop my cherry. He was still just kissing. Maybe he didn't know he could take this further. I decided to make the first move to further things along. I stood up and opened my blouse all the way and took it off. I wasn't wearing a bra, so I knew I was getting my point across very nicely. His eyes widened when he looked at my naked chest and he started to sit up while moving his eyes to search my face.

"Granger, are you sure about this? Once we start, I'm not gonna be able to stop."

I didn't answer him in words. I looked at him very seriously and started pulling the zipper of my skirt down. I let it fall to the ground and stepped out of it. I pulled the clip out of my hair and moving my head from side to side, I let it fall down, framing my face and covering the top of my shoulders. I was standing in front of him in nothing but my black silk panties. I was thankful that I had decided to put those on this morning instead of my white cotton grannie knickers. By the look he had on his face, I could tell he was thankful for those panties as well. His pupils were almost black while he was looking at me.

He took my hand and guided me to step a little closer to him. He started to caress my thighs while kissing my stomach and moving up. My eyes fluttered closed at the sensations I was feeling from his touches and kisses. I heard him whispering something against my stomach. It sounded like: " You're gorgeous, Granger." I had never felt more wanted and desirable than at that moment. Who knew that Malfoy would be the one to make me feel like this?

He pulled me back down on his lap while kissing and licking my nipples. It was the best feeling I had ever had up to this moment. I had never gone this far with a man before. I waved my fingers through his hair at the back of his head, pulling him closer and keeping him there.

Suddenly out of its own accord, the room started changing and the couch that we were sitting on turned into a four poster bed. We had both made our intentions clear by this point, and the room seemed to be picking up on that.

He noticed the changes, and he started moving me onto the bed, I opened my legs so he could fit in between. He never looked away from me. And I didn't look away from him. It was like our eyes were glued to each other. Afraid that if we looked away from each other we would wake up and the fantasy would be over. We started kissing passionately again. Our tongues battling for dominance while I started to unbutton his shirt and push it down his toned arms. He sat up on his knees and took it all the way off and threw it on the ground at the side of the bed. While he was taking it off I had already started working on his belt. And when he turned back to me and felt his zipper go down, he looked at me with amused, wide eyes filled with lust and desire. I looked back shyly from under my eyelashes trying not to blush, but failing. The flush started from my chest all the way up to my cheeks. He looked down at my chest and put his fingers where the flush started and traced it all the way up to my jawline and he looked me in the eyes again with an intense gaze. His hand went around to my neck and he pulled me closer to kiss me again and push me back to lie down on the bed. Both of our hands started roaming each other's bodies softly. When he started kissing down my neck, in between the valley of my breast and stopping to give each nipple some attention, I was panting heavily from excitement. My hands flying up to his head again. When he started kissing further down, my chest was rising and falling so heavily, it looked like I had run a marathon. When he started kissing and sucking on my hipbones, I couldn't hold back the moan that escaped my mouth from all the sensations he was creating all over my body, using his hands and mouth. I could feel his fingers hooking into to the waistband of my panties and starting to pull them down my legs very slowly. When he had the panties all the way off, he threw them on the floor with his discarded shirt. For a moment he just stilled while he let his gaze roam all over my now naked body. I could feel the flush starting again, but I didn't want him to notice, so I hooked my fingers down the waistband at the front of his boxers, where his pants were already opened, and pulled him back down on top of me. I started to push his pants down, but he stopped me and looked at me with hooded eyes.

He kissed my neck right up to my ear and whispered: "I wanna taste you first, Granger."

A shiver went through my body at hearing that. He never took his eyes away from mine as he started kissing and nibbling down my body until he reached the juncture between my thighs.

"God Granger, you're soaking!" he whispered while licking a line all the way to my clit.

"You did that to me." I whispered back and he groaned at that, which in turn made me moan, because it went straight through my entire body. He started sucking my clit and I could swear I was seeing stars. He pushed two fingers inside of me and started moving them in and out. I was so wet that they moved easily. He circled my clit with his tongue while moving his fingers faster. I was arching my body and moaning.

As he started to suck my clit again I could feel the pressure inside my body building so high that I finally shattered moaning out his name. He kept moving his fingers inside my body while slowly making his way back up my body kissing every inch he could ending with his lips on mine. I could taste myself on his lips and tongue and it turned me on even more.

Before he could do anything else, I gave him a soft push, enough for him to understand I wanted him to lie down next to me. As I straddled his hips, I leaned down and licked the shell of his ear and whispered "My turn…" I started mimicking what he had been doing to my body just seconds before and started kissing and licking my way down his body. I was feeling pretty bold for a blushing virgin and I wanted to explore him as he had been exploring me. When I reached the waistband of his boxers, I looked right at him while slowly pulling them down his legs. He groaned when the waistband brushed passed his hard member. When his boxers where off and on top of the rest of our clothes, I looked at his body. He truly was the most gorgeous guy in the entire school. All hard muscles, flawless skin, beautiful silver eyes, full lips, strong jawline and on top of that a very big cock, bloody hell! How was he ever going to fit! I was slightly panicking on the inside, but I didn't want to show him that so I just kept kissing his chest. He must have sensed something, because he was pulling me up and kissed me passionately.

"Hey hey, what's wrong Granger? You wanna stop, we stop okay. If you don't feel ready for this, we don't have to…"

"No, no, I really want to, believe me, I do. It's just that… I know it's gonna hurt and well…well you're not exactly small Draco!" I sounded panicked and he just looked up at me very smug and amused. "Granger it's always good for a guy to hear something like that!" he said smiling.

"Oh so It's good to hear that it's gonna hurt me!"

"That's not what I mean Granger and you know it." He was still smiling while he said it. I was still sitting on top of him and I turn my head away from him. He sat up and threaded his finger through my hair to turn my head back to him.

"Hey Look at me…" He whispered in my ear while kissing right below it. He was gonna drive me insane…

"Hermione, like I said, we don't have to do this…" He whispered again. I can't believe he just called me Hermione… He kept nipping softly at my lips until I pulled back and looked right into his eyes and said very softly: "I really want to, Draco..." with that I started kissing him more passionately again and let my hands roam his body.

"You know this is a first for me too." He confessed quietly into the skin on my neck before looking up at me. I gasped a little at the statement, not realizing that he hadn't gone this far with anyone before either. He had just looked and sounded so sure of himself, as if he knew exactly what he was doing. But I suppose both of us did know to an extant what was about to happen. As we looked at each other, it all felt natural after that.

There was no stumbling or pausing. It's like our bodies knew how to do this dance before our heads could catch up.

But there was no more thinking after that, just feeling. We resumed our passionate kissing and touching. There were no barriers between our bodies anymore so when I started moving on top of him again, it felt so much better than before. And from the moans coming from him I would say he felt the same.

I started kissing my way down again until I reached his hard cock and licked from the base to the tip before putting my lips around it and started sucking. His hips buckled a little and I could hear him muttering "Bloody hell!" I was moving my head up and down altering between licking his shaft and sucking on the tip, when I felt his hand in my hair. First I thought he was encouraging me, but I soon realized that he was trying to stop me.

"Granger, if you want more than this tonight, you gonna have to stop that, gorgeous." He was whispering a little breathless. "I'm just gonna get my wand for the contraception spell, okay." I nodded as he got up from the bed.

As he was walking over to the table where his wand was, I couldn't help but admire the back as much as I was admiring the front earlier. His ass was already impressive with clothes on, but naked it was a masterpiece. Seriously, the man is a god! He turned around again and started walking back to the bed and I knew, by the amused look on his face, that I had been caught and I started blushing a little.

"Like what you see, Granger?" He asked me smugly.

"Very much." I answered in a husky voice.

As he was crawling back to me on the bed he started talking very low: "Good, cause I like what I'm seeing right now very much too." And with that he kissed me hard on my already bruised lips again. I couldn't contain the moan that erupted from me even if I tried as I felt his tongue brushing mine, mimicking what our bodies would be doing very soon.

I heard him muttering the contraceptive spell and he put his wand on the nightstand next to the bed. He moved back to me, his body hovering over me as he started kissing me again, this time more gently then before.

"Are you really sure about this, Hermione? There is no going back after this." He whispered while looking into my eyes.

"I'm very sure, Draco." I answered before kissing him again.

I felt his hand going in between our bodies and his fingers at my entrance, testing me, before lining himself up and pushing in very slowly. I was whimpering a little at the uncomfortable intrusion that I was feeling, and when he broke my barrier, I could feel a single tear falling from my eye and I heard Draco asking me if I was okay.

"Yes, I'm fine, it's just a little uncomfortable, but it will pass. Don't stop Draco, keep going, please." I answered him, while looking into his eyes to make sure he knew I meant it.

He kept pushing until he was filling me completely and then he kept his lower body as still as possible, to let me adjust.

He lowered his head to take one of my nipples into his mouth and started licking and sucking it. After a while I could feel myself relaxing and the uncomfortable feeling was being replaced by a very pleasurable one.

"Draco, please move?" I whispered breathlessly into his ear. And he looked at me and did as I asked. Slowly he started pulling his hips back and pushing back in, rotating his hips. He kept a slow pace at first, until I started moving my hips in time with his and he started going harder and faster, all the while we kept looking at each other. Small whimpering noises where coming from my mouth along with a lot of moaning from him and me.

He sat back on his heels and I felt his arm go around me and lift me onto him. With his hands on my hips he encouraged me to move. This angle felt even better and I put my arms around his neck and started moving faster while moaning his name. He put me back down on the bed and started moving again, pistoning his hips against mine.

After a while our rhythm was faltering and our breathing was erratic. I could feel that pressure building again, even higher than before.

"Oh God, Draco, yes, yes!" I could hear myself screaming.

"Come on Granger, come for me gorgeous, let go for me!" He groaned breathlessly.

"Aaah Dracoooo!" I moaned while coming hard. I could feel him expanding inside of me and letting go as well.

"Fuuuck Granger! So damn good!" He exclaimed while collapsing on top of me and kissing my neck and sucking my collarbone.

He tried to move, but I held him in place. I liked feeling him inside of me, on top of me. He tightened his arms around me as well. After a while he tried to move again and this time I let him. I whimpered as he slipped out of me, already feeling the loss of being filled so completely. He moved to lie next to me.

We were lying next to each other on the bed, completely out of breath, looking up at the ceiling.

"Did that really just happen?" I asked smiling.

"It did…" He answered, looking at me with wide eyes. I started laughing so hard and I couldn't stop.

"What's so funny, Granger? He asked a bit annoyed, looking at me with an unsure smile on his face.

"Well, now I know what all the fuss is about. Merlin, I have been missing out! Can we go again?" I exclaimed excitedly and his smile grew wider until he was laughing hard with me.

"At least give me a few minutes to recharge my batteries, Granger." He told me through the laughing.

"Well how long does that take? I thought teenage boys didn't need recharging?!" I asked a little impatiently.

"We just had hot, sweaty, breathtakingly awesome sex for at least an hour and a half, Granger. Right?" I nodded looking at him very satisfied. He smiled and said: "So, trust me when I say, if you want the second time to be as good as the first, you really need to let me rest for a few minutes. Besides, I don't think we have time for another round, seeing as it's already well past midnight…" He informed me after looking at a clock that was hanging on the wall beside the bed.

"Merlin, it's that late already!? How in the bloody hell are we going to get out of here and back to our dorms without getting caught?!" I screamed in panic.

"Stop your bloody shrieking woman. I've been out past curfew loads of times and I always manage to not get caught. Come to think of it, so have you, so what to hell are you worried about? We are smarter than Filch and Mrs. Norris. We'll make it back just fine."

I thought about this for a second and to my own surprise, the horny teenager in me won out over the responsible part of me, so I let him know just how horny I was…

"Well, seeing as we are already out past curfew, there is absolutely no point in rushing now, so we should probably make it worth it… " I told him with smirk on my face. A smirk that he returned when I straddled his hips…

"If your too tired Draco, I don't mind riding…" I told him while rocking my hips back and forward on his already hardening member. I could see his eyes rolling back and heard him let out a groan, from the friction I was creating by the motion of my hips. We did not make it back to our dorms until the morning.

"End Flashback"

Geez, I might have potentially lost the love of my life and all I can think about right now is the sex, pfff, I really am just a horny teenager! I scolded myself.

But… it wasn't just about the sex was it? I asked myself. It was about us… and everything I took away from us by using that Time-turner. Everything that was and… everything that could have been...