"You're so god damn wishy washy about this, do you want me or not?" Speedwagon asked in annoyance. Jonathan began to monologue, "I've loved you ever since I first laid my eyes on you, I just never knew it. I was so enthralled with Erina that I couldn't see what was right in front of me. Speedwagon..." Jonathan grabbed Robert's hand "I love you." Speedwagon blushed, he couldn't believe this moment was finally happening. "I love you too" Robert said happily. Jonathan grabbed Speedwagon by the collar of his shirt and kissed him passionately. "I'm sorry for being such a bitch earlier, I hope this makes up for my behavior." Jonathan got on his knees and pulled down Speedwagon's trousers. He began to suck on his cock. Speedwagon guided Jonathan's head up and down. He moaned loudly and was happy he didn't need to hide his pleasure in that moment of time. It soon grew dark, and they decided to sleep in the same bed. One day this could be normal, one day...
Erina was worried. Jonathan hadn't come back yet from seeking out Speedwagon. She hoped he was okay, but her mind jumped to the worst conclusions. Jonathan didn't know if he was going to tell her that he was unfaithful, how would he tell her that anyway? "Hey honey, sorry but I fucked my bestfriend. You know, Speedwagon?" If he ever told her, he could never tell her the full truth.
Speedwagon knew Jonathan was thinking of Erina, but he knew it was just because he was continplating on if he should tell her or not. Though Robert and Erina never had the closest relationship, it's not like he didn't like her or anything. He didn't want to hurt her, but he did want a life with Jonathan without sharing.
Speedwagon cooked Jonathan breakfast and served it to him in bed. Jonathan was grateful, Erina never did things like this for him. "You really are a gentleman" He said to Speedwagon with a giggle. Robert kissed Jonathan on the cheek and said "I'm here to serve you" and walked out of his bedroom. As Jonathan ate his breakfast he thought about what he should say to Erina, then a light bulb went off in his head. "Maybe I'll say I've simply fallen out of love with her?" Jonathan thought. He decided that would be the best thing to do.
Jonathan got dressed and decided he should go back to his estate to talk with Erina. He didn't want to hurt her, but he needed to pursue his new lifestyle. "I'm going to speak with Erina" Jonathan said to Speedwagon. Robert simply nodded and went back to daydreaming. Jonathan began walking to his estate when Dio stopped him in town. "Where have you been?" Dio asked blankly. Jonathan simply pushed past him. "Come on, talk to me! What happened?" Jonathan ignored him once again. Dio scoffed at him. Jonathan just wanted to be on his way, so he decided to stand up to Dio. He kicked Dio into the grass and spit on him. "I don't want to talk to you." Jonathan said to Dio, while walking away without a care in the world. As Dio lay in the grass after being knocked down by someone he never saw with such power, he felt embarrassed for being pushed down so easily. His embarrassment soon turned into anger.
Jonathan arrived at his estate, as he walked inside the corridor he noticed Erina straight ahead. She ran to him and hugged him, Jonathan hugged back limply, hovering his hands over her body. "Where have you been!?" Erina asked in a cheerful yet worried tone, in that moment Jonathan couldn't stand to lie. He felt awful, and telling Erina something that wasn't true would just make him feel worse. He blurted out "I cheated on you. I cheated on you with a man." as the realization that this wasn't a joke hit Erina, all the color drained from her face. She mustered a quiet "Ok." and began to cry.
Jonathan stood in front of her with a blank stare. He didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to do. "I love you Erina, but I love another man too... I'm sorry. It all happened so fast, and I never wanted to hurt you." As Erina looked down at the ground and cried, Jonathan tried to hug her. She pushed him away and turned to face the door. She walked outside and sat on the pavement. Jonathan handed her his handkerchief to dry her tears. She wiped her face and stood up. "I'll go pack my things." She said with a shaky voice. Jonathan hugged her as it started to rain, the once bright and beautiful sky becoming dark and covert.
