Kaylee's POV

God even half drunk and you could still hear everyones conversations, including Damon stopping Caroline, "Where is it?"

"Bonnie won't give it to me." You we're on your third? Fourth drink? It was hard to keep track at this point. Your head was spinning. And with the compelled bartender as soon as your drink was gone it was replaced with a full one.

"So rip it off her neck."

"I tried. It shocked me."

"Damn it. Why does it do that?I need that crystal."

"Why are you being like this? I'm so good to you. I'd do anything for you, ya know? It's just some stupid necklace."

"No. You are the only stupid thing here. And shallow. And useless." Ouch poor Caroline always has been the love sick puppy. Always desperate for any boys attention. Well it was a little unfair this time around since Damon had some handy little mind tricks he loved to play with. It never made sense why he always always so sweet and charming to you, but treated everyone even his own siblings like garbage, mostly Stefan but still. You needed to talk to him about it. You snapped out of your focus feeling the cold condensation from your drink drip down your arm as you laid you arm at a 90 degree angle on the bar swirling it in your hand trying to make sense of all the different conversations you were hearing.

"It seems my date has finally arrived, I'll see you guys later," Lexi winked whipping her long blonde locks over her shoulder and strolled over Stefan. You took a moment to take in your surroundings. It was unclear if it was because you were drunk or whatever. But you could almost smell and see better. You could identify each smell in the grill; whiskey, throw up, fried food from the kitchen, each girls perfume. It was odd. You looked around seeing the lights a little brighter, the stained glass encasing the bulb seemed more vibrate. You could literally see the stickiness on the bar. What the fuck? "Hey losers," Jeremy called he was a man with a purpose. Or at least walking like he had one. You glanced over his shoulder and saw Lena take a the only table with a front row seat to watch Stefan and the infamous towel girl in their intense match of pool. She laid her head on her hand, it was almost like a longing gaze? Or look? Which confused you why she was acting so jealous first off since isn't she the one who broke up with him? God her life was much more complicated than it ever needed to be. "Jeremy my man!" you got up pulling him into a very manly bro hug. "Are you drunk?" He asked looking at the other 2. "Very much so," you smiled from ear to ear swaying back and forth slightly. "Perks of a compelled bartender," you leaned in and whispered to him. He looked to Charlie and she held her tiny hands up in surrender, "hey it wasn't me. You can't balme me for this." You all sat back down Jeremy stealing your drink and attempting to tell the bartender you have had enough, but jokes on you Jer.

"Caroline-"

"Don't talk to me."

"Don't do that. Let me explain."

"Well, what is there to explain Bonnie? Ok you got what you wanted, yeah and something that doesn't even belong to you by the way. And I get called a shallow, useless, waste of space."

"Who said that to you?"

"well who do you think?"

"You know that's not true. Don't let him treat you like that."

"Yeah. As opposed to how my best friend treats me." Caroline scoffed and you heard her high heels clicking away from Bon. Jesus that girl could not get a break.

You shook your head focusing back in on your friends, "drink. sober up," Leo ordered pushing a large glass of water and a steaming cup of coffee over to you. "Rude," you glared but took them anyways. "But be careful and don't burn yourself. Drink the water first," Charlie swiped your hands away from the hot coffee. You pouted but lifted the ice water and started to drink it, you noticed every swallow. How it felt going down your throat and the coldness of it fighting the warmth the whiskey had provided you. "3 shots please," you looked to your right as Lexi was getting served the shots she requested and turned to leave but ran into Elena.

"Ah the famous Elena," you turned watching her dark eyes look to Lexi, dropping the straw she had been chewing on, while pacing around watching Stefan. Grow some balls girl Jeez. She took a big deep breath in, "towel girl," she scrunched up her face. Ah gotta love that Gilbert jealousy trait. Lexi shrugged, "i've been called worse. Here," she handed over one of the 3 shots. Elena looked down at it almost like she was scared of being poisoned or had never seen alcohol in her life which of course was a lie. Lexi stepped over to the table in front of her setting down the other 2 shots, and Elena followed. "I didn't know you guys could drink," still looking down at the shot, like this decided her future or something. Its alcohol for gods sake Elena. Lexi's face contorted like Elena was the biggest idiot in the world, which to be fair she kind was. "Oh yeah. It helps curb the cravings. But makes for a lot of lushy vamps," she grimaced downing one of the remaining 2 shots. Elena giggled awkwardly, "ya know i've never seen Stefan drunk," probably a good thing. Can't imagine that's a pretty sight. "He always seems so-" she looked for the words still gripping the shot. "Uptight?" she offered smirking. "Yeah," she nodded like Lex had just stolen the words right out of her mouth. "Yeah."

"but not with you," she weirdly pointed at her setting the shot down on the table. But continued to look at it. Still true to decide if she could trust it or not.

"Well thats the benefit of knowing someone for over 100 years," Man this girl must deal with a lot of jealous girlfriends. "You can just be yourself," god she had the prettiest smile and paired with those amber eyes. It was crazy to you thatStefan didn't want this girl. But no one compared to katherine that had been clear since the beginning. "yeah he can't be himself with me," her eyes flashed over to him then looking back down at the table I guess no one told her about the hearing part of all of this.

"Well not yet. The first step was him telling you. The rest comes with time," she reassured her looking over at Stefan as well.

"You seem so sure," she noted. Elena's words kinda made Lex squirm, "the love of my life was human," she admitted.

"He wen't through what I imagine you're going through, denial, anger, et cetera. But at the end of the day love really did conquer all," she beamed. "Are you gonna drink that?" she pointed to the shot.

"Oh uh," she picked it up handing it to her again, "go for it." she smiled again downing it in 1 second flat.

"i'm scared," Elena divulged as Lexi slammed the shot glass back on the table. Lex looked her up and down once, "but you're here. Cause you're crazy about him. I get it okay? I mean what's not to love?" Both of their eyes looked over at Stefan of course still playing pool. "Look take it from someone who's been around a very long time, when it's real you can't walk away," and she downed the last of the trio of shots she ordered. "Whew," she cringed and they both laughed and Lex smiled getting up and heading back over to Stef.

"Hey, Lexi," Elena half shouted since the music was so loud. And she turned, "it was really nice meeting you." Lexi teetered her head before raising her brows and smiling once more before heading back over to the pool table. I think she just didn't know what to say. There was so much to unearth here.

It was a sweet moment quickly ruined by the sight of the sheriff and her deputies rushing in and definitely on a mission, heading straight for Lexi. "Lexi run. Go," Charlie whispered but it was to late they had already injected her in her side with vervain. She let out a gasp, turning to you guys her face completely pale. It seemed that everything was going in slow motion, your heart was thumping in your ears to the point you could feel it through out your whole body. You turned to look at who Lex was talking to and saw him smiling. This was his plan? He hates his brother so much he's killing his oldest friend? He quickly snapped out of it and jumped up, "what are you doing?" he demanded.

Sheriff forbes looked at him, "thank you for the vervain. Now if youll excuse me," and carted Lexi away still gasping. They were attempting to keep a low profile and she turned her head as much as she could taking one last long look at you guys, no one knew it would be for the last time. "Oh my god," both you and Charlie's eyes swam with tears. She grabbed your arm pulling you through the crowd. "What is it?" but she said nothing, she had a death grip on you that definitely was going to leave some bruising. But it was no use to try and fight her or get her attention. She didn't even say excuse me as she started shoving people aside going to the entrance of the Grill, "Can't go out this way," one of the 4 guards barked. She turned around yanking you in the direction you had just come, apparently they were to dumb to cover the back exit and you two slipped out watching them now pulling Lexi's unconscious body to the police cruiser parked at the beginning of the alley. Tears streamed down your cheeks Charlie quickly covered your mouth with her hand so your whimpers didn't give you two away. You jumped when Lex lurched awake flashing her vampire face throwing the officer who had her right arm on top of the police cruiser. And the one that had her left arm into the windsheild of the car next to them. She was gonna get out of this, she was old she had to have some tricks up her sleeve. It wasn't completely hopeless. She finally turned to Liz the her face morphing in and out from her normal face to her vampire one. Liz took her handgun out from her belt and shot once into Lexis abdomen. She just looked down grinning and continue advancing towards her. She must have fired 4 shots and she was still up and going. She was inches away from Liz, before Damon came out and drove the wooden stake directly into Lexi's heart the sound making you wince. Charlies arm dropped and you covered your mouth yourself and you started to walk over to them before Charlie grabbed you and held you back. You fought her with everything in you, not that you could see very well with the tears completely blurring your vision. And the alcohol inhibiting your ability to keep your balance. You gasped falling to your knees in Charlie's arms. It felt like your heart was exploding. Lexi was your friend and he just killed her. Was this his plan? Why he compelled Caroline to have this stupid party? Why he somehow convinced everyone to show up. You were shaking uncontrollably trying to control the noises coming from you so you they wouldn't see you guys and possibly kill both of you as well.

"Why?" she asked looking from the stake in her heart to Damon. You could hear her dying all her limbs and veins turning different shades of gray and green. "It's all part of the plan," Damon muttered back and he turned the stake quickening the pace of her dying. Her eyes were filled with tears dripping two on to her cheeks as the desiccation engulfed her whole body and she collapsed on to the wet asphalt. You saw Stefan and Elena next to you Stefan was holding Elena the same way Charliw was holding you. The only thing that was covering you guys was the darkness, any sounds and you were all dead. You looked up at Stefan and his eyes were full of tears. His oldest friends first day back in this wretched town, and she was dead.

Damon turned to Liz, "are you okay?" You eyes keep flashing from blue to the bright yellow you wanted to rip both of them apart. "Thank you," she breathed out heavily like she had been holding her breath this entire time. They both looked at Lexi, "Get it in the car quickly," and you watched them load her body like she was nothing. Oh you were gonna make Damon pay. You eyes now staying completely yellow and you broke free from Charlie as they drove away with Lexis body. Your friend, gone. Just like that.


"He killed her, he actually killed her, shes dead," you paced rambling repeating those same 3 sentences over and over. they were all trying to calm you down, your eyes flashing between colors again. Whatever was inside you, it was getting stronger. It was begging to come out. Begging you to kill him. "I have to kill him," you knew they were all thinking it. But you knew Elena wouldn't and there was no way you were gonna let either of the other siblings kill their own brother. "No, you can't do that Kaylee," Elena followed after you. You whipped around, "Why are you trying to save him Elena? He's never gonna change don't you see that?" you yelled in her face.

"We're not trying to save him. We're trying to save you , you have no idea what this will do to you. Please, Kaylee," Charlie begged trying to take your hand but you backed away from the 3 of them.

"No. I'm done. I'm so done with him hurting people I care about," you turned back to the door and Elena grabbed your arm again. You turned jumping through the air in a blur launching both of you across the room. You landed on top of her, you could see the glowing yellow reflecting in her dark now scared eyes. Your face fell and you jumped off of her, "Just stay away from me," you cried running out of the house. Not knowing you were running about as fast as a vampire could.

You got back to your house thankfully everyone was out doing something and you just went upstairs locking yourself in your room. You heard the whoosh of a window open as you pressed your head against your door.

"K please let me explain," Damon. You turned around you could see how hurt he was seeing your tear stained cheeks and your make up running down your face. Even a little fear flashed in his eyes as he saw yours weren't his favorite color, but a piercing yellow. "Explain?" You grabbed him by the neck pressing him against the wall holding him so his feet brushed the ground. "I watched you kill her Damon! I always see the best in you! Always! And all you did is shit in the face of that. I hate you!" you howled throwing him into the wall. the drywall breaking against the impact of his body. "I trusted you! I always was there for you! And this is what I get? You just hurt the people I care about? Kill them without a second thought? You make me sick. I hate you! And if you don't leave right now I'm gonna rip your heart from your chest right here right now," you shrieked watching him climb out of the now hole in your wall his eyes now filled with tears as he tried to step closer to you, "GO!" you ordered. And he took something out of his pocket placing it on your dresk before looking at you once more, "I will never forgive you," you looked back at him and like that he was gone. And you couldn't even begin to figure out if it hurt you more when he was here or hurt you more he was gone now.

You threw your dresser not even meaning for it to hit the other side of the room. You looked at your hands and then at the destroyed wood and clothes laying adjacent to you. You went over to the desk seeing a silver locket laying on it. You didn't even care and turned away tangling your hands in your hair and pacing your room. Whatever was inside you it was aching to come out, for you to remember. It wouldn't be long till you remembered everything. And that the thought of you not knowing these memories or what you even actually were wolf or whatever hurt most of all. Your bones ached. It made you so sick.