p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"Tongues clashing desperately, the sheets around them getting tangled against their hips. A sigh leaves her mouth as he kisses her neck;/span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"My eyes are heavy and my mind is racing. A sudden shock went through my body, the tips of my fingers vibrating as I watch them; Moans invading my ears, my eyes grow bigger and my cries grow louder. I'm screaming at them, shattering my heart in the process as I watch Mike with her./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"But they don't stop, almost as if I'm not here./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"Her cries become brassier, and without noticing I launch myself at them. My eyes are shut, my nails clawing at anything they touch, except they feel nothing. I look around me, everything is gone, except me and their bed./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"I become desperate/span, my breathing becoming rapid and all of a sudden I see them again –/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"Mike's different,/span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"He's older now – still handsome, but gentler and I'm confused. My eye's shoot back into my skull and I start to sob—hard, my cries echoing everywhere around me. /span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"He's behind her, holding her swollen belly with so much love and tenderness that the Earth shatters around me and I can't breathe anymore/span/emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"Make . . ./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"This . . ./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"Stop. . ./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"Please./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"'This isn't real' I chant over and over, my fits banging against my head, but the scenes in front of me don't seem to stop./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"Everything changes again;/span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"There even older now, sudden grey hair appearing in Mike's loose curls. She wanted to touch him, but she stood frozen at the sight. He was intertwining his fingers with the old women next to him. He looked at her with such longing and whispered the words;/span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"'I love you, Emily.'/span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"emspan style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"NO./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"emI begin clawing at myself, repeatedly and my actions grow faster and harder. My vision become blurrier by the second until my screams jolt me;/em/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"em* * * * */em/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"I'm awake, my sheets clinging to my soaked body. I'm shaking, and my cry's never stop. I was dreaming, but it didn't feel like a dream, instead it was my own goddamn nightmare. I'm an absolute mess./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"My vision is still as cloudy as ever when I somehow make it to the bathroom. My cheeks are a vibrant red shade, my eyes swollen and I looked like I needed to sleep for two months em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"straight. /emNever again would I get a proper sleep, not with those endless memories of Mike and em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"her./em/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"It wasn't real El, none of it was real./span/em/p
p class="MsoNormal"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"I'm about to barricade myself in my duvet when I hear my doorbell go off. I make my way down, my sheets flowing behind me as I wrapped myself in them for emotional support. I already know I look absolutely insane – on the verge of a breakdown but without a second thought I open the door and my whole body begins to shut down on me./span/p
p class="MsoNormal"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"'Can I come in?'/span/p
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p class="MsoNormal" style="border: none; mso-border-bottom-alt: solid windowtext 1.5pt; padding: 0cm; mso-padding-alt: 0cm 0cm 1.0pt 0cm;"em style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"It's Emily./span/em/p
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p class="MsoNormal"strongem style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"DUN DUN DUN/span/em/strong/p
p class="MsoNormal"strongem style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"Leave a comment and enjoy !/span/em/strong/p
p class="MsoNormal"strongem style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"span style="font-size: 10.5pt; line-height: 107%; font-family: 'Georgia','serif'; color: #181818; background: white;"L xo/span/em/strong/p