Short Chapter.

Chapter 7

I sat on my bed still in a daze since Aubrey had left my room. I couldn't believe that Aubrey had kissed me. She apologized so I'm not sure she meant to. I really hadn't thought about dating since everything had happened with Bumper. I definitely had never thought about dating a woman. I know I care a lot about Aubrey but I've never really thought about her as anything but a friend. I know that I wasn't disgusted by the kiss or by Aubrey being the one to kiss me. The problem was I was so confused I didn't really know what my feeling were right now.

I heard a knock at more door and saw Beca tentatively open the door. "Can I come in?" I motioned for her to come in and she shut the door softly before taking a seat on the bed next to me. "I just wanted to see if you are doing okay. Aubrey explained to Chloe and I what happened and she's really worried about you. She's afraid she broke your trust by kissing you without your permission especially after everything that's happened." I looked back at Beca shocked. "I'm doing okay Beca I know Aubrey would never hurt me she's not like Bumper. I mean she did kind of surprise me with the kiss but I know she would never force me to do anything I wasn't comfortable with." Beca nodded her head at me. "I'm glad to hear you're doing okay but I do have some questions for you. I know the kiss was unexpected but do you have feelings for Aubrey? I know the both of you have been spending a lot of time together recently." I took a few deep breaths because I really didn't know how to answer her question. "I really don't know what to think. I've never really thought about Aubrey as anything more than a friend before today. I mean I have only dated guys. Sitting here since she left, I do realize that there might be some feeling involved. She helped me so much after Bumper I think the line between friendship and something else might have been crossed." Beca nodded and grabbed my hand and squeezed. "It was hard for me to admit that I had feelings for Chloe. I mean she was my best friend and I had always told myself I was straight. I was mostly afraid that I would lose my best friend but I ultimately realized that if I didn't break up with Jesse and tell Chloe how I felt I was going to lose a part of myself." I had to wipe away a few stray tears running down my cheek. "I'll admit I liked the kiss even if it was a surprise. I just keep sitting here thinking why would Aubrey want to be with me. Aubrey is thin and drop dead gorgeous anyone would be lucky to date her. I come with a lot of baggage with everything that happened with Bumper and I mean look at me I call myself Fat Amy for a reason. It worries me it would just be something else for people to gossip about me the Bumper issues, being fat, and let's add gay on top of it." Beca looked at me sternly. "Amy you are a beautiful, smart, strong, and intelligent woman that Aubrey or anyone else would be lucky to date. Don't sell yourself short. We all know Aubrey can be intense but if anything, these last months have showed us all that she is loyal and not shallow. As for the rest the Bella's will always be there for you know matter what happens. Just so you know Aubrey's in Chloe and I's room." She gave me a quick hug. I knew Aubrey and me need to have a talk. Beca and I both walked across the hall to her and Chloe's room.

Beca opened the door and I followed in behind her. The sight I saw nearly brought me to tears to see Aubrey crying on the bed with Chloe holding her. Chloe turned her head glancing up at me after hearing us enter the room. The movement was enough that it caused Aubrey to look up as well. Chloe glanced back down at Aubrey "Aubrey, Beca and I are going to leave the room and let you guys talk." I watched Beca and Chloe leave the room and I sat down on the bed next to Aubrey.