Chapter 19-Date night part uno-

-Lucy pov-

"Are you sure your ok?" Rachel rolls her eyes and nods "Did you just roll your eyes at me young lady?"

"No mommy" Shelby narrows her eyes but hands Rachel Babs leash "It'll all be fine

"If anything happens come to my room" Shelby is waiting for Rachel to respond "Did you understand what I said?"

"Loud and clear captain!" Rachel gives a mock salute that gets her flick to the head "Ow"

"Watch the apparent fire ball today San" I laugh when San groans "oh we have news too"

"Yes we do" My mom walks up to the doorway kissing Shelby on the cheek "We have a date tonight and you all have the house alone"

"That doesn't mean any funny business!" We all groan and they laugh "This also means you get a free day away from the rules"

We all nod and we go to the car. We should be happier about that and maybe they are but me? I'm not sure. I've enjoyed how things are maybe it'll be hard going back.

Guess we'll see

-Time skip-Rachel pov-

I'm waking with Babs when she stops "Babs come on I thought you were potty trained" She still isn't moving and I start to get scared "Babs?"

"It's fine Rachel it's just me" Oh no "Can we please talk?"

"No finn" I start to walk forward with Babs but she stops again and I smell dog treats "Finn stop causing Babs to be distracted!"

"I'm gonna talk to you!" I shrink back at his yelling "I know you Rachel you aren't gay! We are meant to be when will you come back to your sense?! You can't honestly be so stupid to think they really love you can you?! They only feel bad because they blinded you and no one wants to be mean to the blind girl...look or uh listen I still love you so please realize their charade and come back"

I hear him walk away but I'm frozen. I don't wanna believe him but it makes sense. The dates were to show I could trust them and while they were lovely maybe they didn't really mean them.

"Hey Rach!" I hear Brittany run up and wipe my tears quickly "Hey why are you crying?"

"I'm not!" I take a deep breath and grab the leash in my hand better "Just forget about it...forward"

Babs starts moving again and we go. I hear cry's break out behind me but keep going. It'll all be fine. I'm not going to Finn again cause I can make it on my own. There tons of blind people who make it on their own. I can do this!

-Time skip-Santana pov-

Today's been a weird day. First Rachel doesn't want any of my help during classes, then Lucy is visibly angry and keeps trying to find Rachel, and now I'm being asked by Shelby why Brittany didn't show up for class. I guess I know why Lucy is mad now though.

I walk to all the areas she usually would hide but find nothing. I continue looking for Brittany after the next bell rings even. I'm about to give up when I hear sobs coming from our make out janitors closet. I slowly open the door and see Brittany trying to hide under the blanket.

"Brittany?" I close the door and slowly walk over to the blanket "Britts?"

"Go away! It was one of you two wants it?! Why can't you guys let good enough be alone?!" Another sob echoes around the small space "She was so angry! She hated me San...Rachey hated me"

"Stay here" I walk out of the closet angry and confused as I go to Shelbys class and then to her desk "I found her she's in the janitors closet towards the front of the building now I have a girlfriend to talk with"

-Rachel pov-

I'm sitting in Algebra struggling to accurately figure out the problems. I sigh and stop trying. Santana usually would be asking to he-No I have to do this alone!

"Ah Santana is so glad you could finally make it" I scrunch my eyebrows together. She's wasn't here? "Please take your seat the paper is already on your desk"

I hear footsteps then her sit down "Hello Berry" I feel my heart freeze and tears ready to spring "We need to have a discussion right now midget"

"Sir!" I throw my hand up "I'm not feeling the best can I go to the nurse?"

"Sure Miss Berry" I grab Babs leash and get up going to the desk "Here's your pass"

I reach out and he puts the paper in my hand. I give a small smile and leave. It wasn't a total lie I was feeling sick. But the sickness wasn't me still having a stomach bug no that's done. The sickness was from the fear of Finn actually telling me the truth. How could I have been so...well blind?! So stupid! I sigh and go to the nurses office. Hopefully I can just hide till glee.

-Time skip-Santana pov-

I slam my locker shut as I still can't find Rachel and it glee time. I'm only going to that room to find her that's it. I'm gonna tear her head off! I may love her but damnit I'm mad!

"Santana uh what a surprise" I glare at Will and then look around the room "Who are you looking for?"

"Rachel" he looks at me confused as does everyone but Finn "What's so funny finn?"

"Nothing" he goes wide eyed and throws his hands up "I didn't do anything at all...that you can prove at least"

"What does that mean?" He just smirks and I growl taking steps toward him "You better answer Jumbotron!"

"I only talked sense into my girlfriend!" I freeze in my spot and his smirk grows bigger "I simply pointed out you only 'loved' her because you blinded her and the other two felt pity. I pointed out she want really loved and you'd all turn before too long! Seems like I won!"

"Don't do it Santana" I look Will and release my fist "Thank you"

"If I hear you go after any of my girls again Finn I will not have a problem cutting you down to pieces and feeding you to Babs!" This time his smirk disappears and turns into fear "Good you should fear me"

I walk out of the room and let everything click. In algebra when she freaked out it was cause I called her Berry and midget. I only proved Finns point in her mind. But what happened with Brittany? And what happened with Lucy?

I walk Shelbys class that has all the desk moved. So far our glee club is Lucy, Brittany, some sugar girl, and me. I look at Brittany and Lucy who are holding onto each other sad. I look over at Sugar who's talking with Shelby. She's not here either. Where did you go shorty?

"Mom?" I turn and Rachel is in the doorway "Mom are you in here? I need to talk"

I hold my finger to my lips at everyone "Uh yeah I'm in here" Rachel walks in with Babs "What's up buttercup?"

"I think I wanna move out of the Fabray house" I feel my heart break and it breaks more when I see tears form in both of my girls eyes "I just think it'll be for the better you know? It'll be just you and Judy dating then when I graduate you go over and I leave for New York!"

"Uh why are you wanting this?" Shelby looks at me confused and I can just shake my head "Is everything ok with the girls?"

"I'm gonna break up with them" I feel my legs give out beneath me and hit the ground "Who was that? Is someone in here?"

"It's us and Sugar Rach" Lucy gets up from her spot and goes to Rachel while I just collect myself "What is going on?"

"I know you all are doing this out of pity and because of what happened!" Anger wraps all around Rachel's words "Santana proved that when she called me names like you used to! You proved it when you pushed me in the hall! And Brittany..well she's just Brittany!"

"THATS BULLSHIT AND YOU KNOW IT!" We all freeze at Brittany telling "We ducking love you and you are just gonna turn your back after our great dates and not expect us to follow you?! NO! I've waited to long to have you blind or not! You're not leaving me now!"

"Sugar can we talk tomorrow please?" Sugar nods at Shelby and leaves "Alright let's talk this out and stop yelling"

"I got stopped by Finn this morning..he told me that you all didn't love me and were doing this out of pity pretty much" Rachel sighs and wipes her tears "He exposed my deepest fears and then I snapped on Brittany...then Lucy pushed me in the hall and...and Santana called me Midget and Berry!"

"I didn't mean to push you hard" Lucy grabs one of Rachel's hands "Jacob was filming you and I was trying to get you away but you weren't moving so I was just trying to look out for you"

"I was angry cause Brittany was crying" I finally get up and walk to Rachel "She told me you snapped and I got angry too quick...I have anger issues I need to take care of"

"So what I'm understanding is everyone has made mistakes today besides Brittany?" Of course Shelby would point that out "Brittany you're in charge tonight! Assuming everything will be ok?"

"Yes" We look at Rachel who's giving a small smile "It'll be alright and I'm so sorry to all of you..I let finn get in my head"

"It's ok" we make a group hug "Just come to us next time and don't snap ok?"

Rachel laughs and nods. We gather our stuff and head to the car. It's a nice trip home and better then the day had been. Then we get inside.

"Beth stop hitting the car!" Judy is running around the living room after Beth "Please stop being a Lucy Jr.!"

We all laugh and this feels great. This is what home should feel like. Some chaos but unity in the end. I like this version of home. I finally feel safe!

TBC