23 - Ianto
It's after lunch where we stopped at a little eatery I like, one she didn't. Jack is as enthusiastic as I am when I comes to their food … well … he seems happy with any food really and eventually we are back home, taking the boxes out of the car when his phone goes and he checks it, rolls his eyes and turns it off.
"Gray?"
"How'd ya guess he grinned back "I am soooo over that."
"Me too" I agree and as we unpack I feel something shifting in the air, something changing and I know I have to be assertive. I have to go for what I want. Need. Stop waiting for someone else to be the first one to make a move here.
"Jack, it's 2 hours before we get the kids" I point out calmly "Wanna have some afternoon delight first?"
Oh god, it sounded….
"Wow" Jack is smiling so not as naff as I thought, "2 hours? That enough time?"
OK, a bit naff. We are laughing as he leans over and kisses me. Right there in the the hallway as he takes the box from my arms and places it on the floor, then turns to me "Come on. I want to see you naked."
"Oh god" I have scars. What if he sees them and… he is already puling his own shirt off and I see a magnificent body, of course it is and he has… a scar. A livid scar from his collar bone to his lower ribs.
"Stab proof vests sometimes come undone I a fight for survival" he says as his fingers run along the scar "Nothing to be afraid of. A medal like this is just not that shiny."
Another kiss and I am on fire, then I am on the bed with no memory of how I got here, naked and writhing as he takes me in his mouth and I know… I know. He is the one. We fit together. His body moves against me… in me… like we are made for one another and as cliché as it sounds … I really think he was.
I wished upon a star so many times, could some god somewhere have taken pity on a poor little boy? Time travel might be a strange concept, like light. Maybe it took this long for the wish to come true.
Then I am not thinking of anything but his tongue as the bastard licks me all over like the said he would.
Divine.
Like… words are going, I will talk to you on the other side became my toes are curling and I think…think…. Oh GODDESSSSSSSSSS
"(insert some music here like….ah…. 'get down with the sickness' or something with a really great beat… he has great rhythm…oh god!)"
By the time I wake up he is gone, this thing we are doing of slipping from the bed when one is still asleep has to stop. I hate walking up like that, no doubt he does too. Maybe we have to make an effort to stay there for the other one? The shower is ruining and he entered the room "Awake? Was about to slip back in and wake you gently. Hate one of us waking up alone. Let's try to stop that Tiger?"
Oh gods, see? He's perfect.
"Come on, shower and then we can go get the beasts. It's nice, having them. Miss Alice when I don't see her and I wonder if I should ask for a custody revision when I settle back here. Maybe more of a 50/50 thing?"
Wow. He's asking me? Like it's no big deal to ask my opinion on such a big thing. I am flattered. Then I realise he is asking as it will impact me too. Long term? He sees us long term? Wow. Buzzing now.
"Sounds like a good idea. Maybe sound Lucia out before paying money for a legal argument. She might be OK with it, she is in another relationship now too, right?" I ask.
"Yeah, happy too. Yah, you're right. I know he likes to flash his money about and have expensive holidays. If I am here if will free her up for some fun" he nods, holding out two ties for me to choose. I point and he nods, placing the other back on the bed and tiring to the mirror to put his tie on.
I am fixated with his hands, those fingers working the tie, creating the knot. So handsome.
"Jack?"
"Hmmmmm?"
"It's only been a few days but…ah… I am so glad you are here" I do not know what I am trying to say so go again "I mean … I am happy."
"Me too Tiger" he assures me and I feel he is telling the truth.
Me too.
